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Alice: This chapter has a bit of Seme!Judai but not for long…


Part 2

Johan's POV

I yawned as I stretched out my arms, slowly opening my eyes. My vision was blurry at first, but it cleared in a matter of seconds. I smiled softly as I stared at Judai's sleeping form. Did we have a sleepover? I couldn't remember because of the party. I knew I shouldn't have accepted the punch, but I was thirsty. And, of course, it was spiked. That's when I noticed something extremely odd though.

My eyes traveled down Judai's neck, which was filled with bruises and love bites. His shirt was off. My eyes continued to travel down his body as my face began to heat up. He wasn't wearing any pants either. I gasped and leaped off the couch, only to realize I wasn't wearing any clothes either. What happened last night? I mean, I knew I loved Judai as more than a friend, but I didn't think I'd actually act on it!

"Oh shit," I whispered. Judai mumbled something before turning around in his sleep, exposing his back side. I gulped, wondering what would happen if Judai woke up. Why did Judai even agree to go along with it? Unless… what if he said no? What if he said stop and I didn't stop? D-did I rape my love? "N-no… I didn't… he probably… he…"

Thoughts entered my head of Judai tied up, screaming no. My face paled as my stomach churned in disgust. What had I done to my best friend?

Judai began to stir in his sleep, mumbling something. I bit my lip and dashed towards my clothes. Just as Judai opened his eyes, I bolted out the front door.


Judai's POV

Johan's been ignoring me. I could definitely tell. First, he refused to answer any of my text messages, and he barely uttered a word to me. You'd think that the person who stole your virginity would talk to you. I sighed, knowing Johan was probably just as embarrassed as me. I mean, ever since that night, my feelings for Johan have been questionable. I'd constantly think about him but not in the friendship way. His kisses, his touch, the way he whispered all those things to me.

I shuddered in delight at just the mere thought. What was going on with me? Did… did I love Johan? No, I couldn't be in love with my best friend! Being in love… that's… it's…

Why can't I be in love with Johan?


Frustrated, I quickly glanced at Johan, who was focused in his work. What was going to happen between us? Nothing if he didn't make a move! I've tried, but he just keeps running away from me. I sighed in anger as I glanced at the clock once again. Honestly, what was I going to do? Biting my lip, my thoughts explored different ways of finding out. Talk to my older brother, Haou? No, he was too busy with Jehu, his boyfriend. What about Shou? Too busy with Manjoume, his boyfriend! Even Kenzan was crushing over Jim! He couldn't go to his two best friends for advice because they had their own problems to deal with.

"Fine then," he mumbled to himself, a slight smirk on his face. "He wants to play this game… I'll play along with him."


I slowly watched Johan as he was changing in the boy's locker room. It was long after school, but he had some sports practice. He was taking slower than usual, waiting for all the boys to leave. Me? I was hiding. Yeah… a little perverted, but I needed my best friend, and possibly first love, back in my life. So, I hid in my locker, which was right next to Johan's. Surprisingly, I was skinny enough to fit. Which is weird considering how much fried food I eat. Finally, Manjoume left with a, "I'm gonna kick your ass tomorrow and be the MVP."

"Nah," Johan laughed in response. "You're going to do something else but with Shou's ass."

"Hell yeah!" Manjoume gave him a wide grin before exiting. Johan smiled until Manjoume was out of sight. He sighed, staring up at the ceiling.

"Dammit," he mumbled. He sighed as I listened closely. "He's so lucky… he gets to be with the one he loves." He smiled softly. "At least I know it was never meant to be for me… Judai, I hope you can forgive me."

Forgive him? Forgive him for what? Coming to my house late at night, fucking me, then leaving? Well, that is something to apologize for but only the first two. I smirked. Now it was my time to shine. He was the one that left me all alone, making me extremely horny since he left. I wanted him, and I always got what I wanted. I mumbled in my weak, pathetic voice. "J-Johan…? Is that you?"

He leaped in response, staring at the locker with wide eyes. I could see through the little holes of the locker. "Judai?"

"Someone shoved me in a locker," I lied. "Could you help me out?"

Johan slowly nodded, hesitantly opening the locker. I grinned and stepped out, smiling brightly at him. "Thank!"

Johan nodded as he realized it was me he pulled out of the locker. He froze, his face paling. "Um… I got to go… my mom's gotta pick me up."

I nodded with a bright smile. The moment he turned around though, I slammed him against the blue locker's, bringing my face close to his. "You're not leaving that easily."


Alice: Should I write a lemon in the next chapter?

Emily: Or should I not?

Alice: I can't write Seme!Judai in a lemon though…

Emily: Don't know why, I just can't.

Alice: Anyways, tell me what you think!