It was as if they were the same being.
The laugh, the long and bushy hair, the way she would get excited about the silliest of things. Jade was so much like Feferi it hurt.
But the pain would go away whenever she would touch him, or he would hold her in his arms. Because in those precious moments, it was like she was back again. Like she had just left to take a swim.
Sollux ignored the voices in his head that said they weren't the same. Seeing is believing and because he couldn't see, he refused to believe.
This came out more red than pale but whatever.
