I had about 2 days left before I was leaving, well I guess you wouldn't really call it leaving, but it felt like it.
Everyone had a glimmer of sadness in their eyes, and I knew it was me that caused it.
I spent the rest my days with the pack, doing things with them constantly. Whether it was the movies or the beach, we were all together.
I tried to get Sam to go to work, along with everyone else who needed to prepare for school, but they all said it was no big deal or they didn't mind.
Sam took off the whole two weeks. The first week before I had to leave, which was now, and the week after I got settled in, to make sure that we had everything situated.
I told Sam that what he was doing was ridiculous, but he wasn't listening whatsoever. He claimed that he wanted to spend as much time with me as possible, which he kept true to his word.
Ever since the night I had made my decision, I woke up to Sam in my bed and fell asleep with him in it too. It was like we were joined at the hip.
"Sam." I tried shaking him to wake up.
He turned on his side and groaned.
"Sam. I'm going to go out for a while ok?" I whispered. I prayed that he was still semi sleeping and wasn't paying any attention to what I was saying, but of course I was wrong.
"What? Huh? Oh I will go with you. Did u call the pack?" he was getting up from the bed disheveled.
"Where are my pants?" he was rubbing his eyes trying to wake up. I smiled, laughing to myself lightly at his ways of trying to wake up.
"Sam." I pulled his arm to have him sit back down to the bed.
"You stay here. No I didn't call the pack. I'm just going to go out for a run."
"But…" he began to protest. I quickly put a finger to his lips.
"I know you want to spend as much time with me as possible, and I know the pack does too, but you guys are wearing yourselves thin. Between patrols and hanging out with me, you ALL need the sleep." I emphasized.
"I'm just going for a run. Maybe through the forest? I will be careful don't worry. And I will have my cell." I said going through the drills of safety.
"Bells, I am awake Babe. I can go with you. You can go human and I will go wolf. It will be like patrols, but with you there and that way…."
"You could make sure I'm safe?" I guessed.
He looked at me and gave me a small sheepish smile.
I shook my head smiling. He was not going to get off the hook that easily. I could see how tired he was, Hell I could practically feel it from being his imprint.
"Nice try Papa wolf, but no." I said shoving him back into bed.
"Bella." He whined.
I rolled my eyes and pushed him to lie down.
"I will be fine. I won't be gone long. I promise. When I come back, we can all do something ok?"
He huffed in surrender. I smiled brightly and kissed him on the lips.
He was shocked at first, but quickly grabbed my waist and dragged me on top of him.
My knees were at his waist straddling him while our chests were pressed close to each other.
His lips parted with mine and our tongues fought for dominance. I felt his hands roam all over my body, going up and down my bare sides.
I groaned, feeling his warm hands on my skin.
I felt his hands cup my ass to bring me up closer to him. I smiled in our kisses and grinded my core with his length.
He groaned and moved his hands back up to my waist and squeezed it.
"I need to go." I said after regaining some of my thoughts.
"No." he grunted and flipped me over.
His lips traveled down to my neck and began to suck on my sweet spots.
I gasped and arched my back. God, his lips are amazing.
"Sam" I moaned.
He softly bit at my skin right by my collar bone and shoulder meet and I arched into him further.
He continued his torturous ways.
"Sam" I moaned, begging him to quit teasing me.
We both knew what we wanted, but didn't quite give it to each other yet.
I needed some relief. He was driving me mad with those lips of his.
I bucked my hips up to his, grinding our pelvises together.
He was so hard. The lust I had for him was unbearable. I continued to move my hips into his; enjoying the gasps and growls he was giving as I didn't quit my actions.
He finally gave one more growl before putting a hand on my hip to stop me. He looked up at me and I saw lust. Pure lust. His eyes were darkened pools of need for me.
"Baby, you're going to fuckin kill me if you keep doing that." He hissed with pleasure.
I flashed him a smile and raised my head up to kiss him.
He gladly accepted it and went back to kissing every part of me.
I only had a sports bra and dance pants, which didn't stop Sam much.
He went to the edge of everything. Meaning he went as far as he could to kissing everything without taking off my clothes.
"Sam." I moaned arching my back as he swiped out his tongue to lip the valley of my breasts in-between the sports bra.
I cupped the back of his head and moaned.
What was he doing to me?
I knew how wet I was for him and I knew he could smell it.
He planted soft kisses on my stomach, taking his time as I withered in pleasure.
"Sam, I need to go." I said trying to find some self control.
"You sure about that?' he asked seductively.
I blinked a few times, trying to find coherent words.
I saw him smile, and he continued to please me with his mouth.
He planted wet, rough kisses all over and around my belly button. When I whined his name again he roughly brought my hips up to his chest and licked his way down to the waistband of my pants.
"Sam, I need to go. We need to stop." I said panting.
He looked at me, and I made sure to put some determination on my face. He crawled up back towards my face and I had my eyes glued to his lips.
They were all red and plump from kissing me.
God, how much I wanted those lips to be on mine, to be on my body- pretty much on every place possibly imaginable.
I watched his mouth from into a goofy yet cocky smile and my eyes flickered up to meet his.
"Tell me again and I will stop."
What? Tell you what? I thought to myself confused.
I thought for a second before remembering I needed him to stop.
I brought my hand up to cup his cheek and he nuzzled into it. I smiled at him, enjoying his presence.
"I need to go and YOU need to sleep." I commanded, pushing his body off of mine so I cold get up.
He groaned into the fluffy white pillow.
I configure out if he was groaning because I evilly grinded my hips with him one last time, or because I was saying no to sex.
I leaned down to him, placing my lips close to his ear. I noticed how tense he became as I got closer.
I smiled knowing that I had that effect on him.
"I will be back soon." I whispered seductively and nipped at his ear.
Before he could do anything, I stood up and backed out of his reach.
Who knows what would've happened if he would have caught me by the waist again.
I laughed to myself as I walked down the stairs. I probably wouldn't have had any more self control and have him fuck my brains out right there.
I quickly put on my running shoes and grabbed my iPod and cell phone off the kitchen counter.
I picked a song to get me pumped, and hooked the iPod to my arm band.
I walked outside and began to stretch, after a few minutes, I started on my path.
The sun was shining, and it felt warm against my skin.
I took a few breaths, letting my head clear of all my busy thoughts.
I ended up running up to the meadow. At first, I was afraid.
My heart was thrashing against my chest, feeling like it was about to split open from my chest. I walked into the middle of the open area and took a good look at the atmosphere.
This is where the fight is, and where it's going to end.
Fear and anger surged though my body.
I suddenly felt so stupid for going to college. Here I was running away from here while everyone was to stay and pick up the slack for me and fight?
I shook my head. No, I couldn't back out of this. I'm going to college because I need to have a good education. I need to set a good example for the pack, Sam, my future kids…and myself.
I inhaled a deep breath. I was not backing out of college. I said to myself determined.
I took another look around the meadow. It was beautiful.
Wild flowers were everywhere and the grass was the most perfect green I had even seen.
The sparkle of the sun projected through the misty clouds and gave it a sense of warm peaceful feeling.
I pulled my headphones out of my ears and slipped off the arm band and dropped it to the meadow floor.
I unclipped my cell phone from my waist and set it beside the music player.
I walked around the place, sporadically touching the flowers that were tall or unusually pretty.
I made sure to remember what the place looked like, and I took in every detail.
After a while I decided to practice my powers here.
I sat with my legs crossed in the middle of the field and began to meditate.
I loved how you could hear everything. The wind blowing through the trees, and hitting the flowers, it was amazing
I ended up practicing my levitation; periodically running up a tree trunk and doing a back flip off of it.
Other times I would just levitate myself while I meditated.
I made sure I could still conjure up the four elements and remember all the moves I learned while in Montana.
I ended up feeling quite relaxed and happy. Maybe it was because of this place…or because I was happy, and everything is working out.
I sighed in content and went back to sitting cross legged. I closed my eyes and levitated myself, along with any other items in the meadow.
I was pretty high up in the air when I heard bushes and twigs moving in the forest, I quickly looked around and found the pack all staring at me from the edge of the meadow.
I yelped in surprise and ended up falling on my butt. The once levitating boulders and branches now dropped with a loud bang.
"Oww." I whined, rubbing my butt.
I noticed them retreating back into the forest which I guessed was to phase back.
I scowled and got up. I rubbed off the dirt and grass that stuck to my butt when I fell.
"You ok?" Embry asked coming out first.
"yea." I said frustrated.
Sam came up and gave me a big hug.
"What are you guys doing here? How did you even get here?' I asked them all while Sam hugged me.
"Bells, you have been gone for almost 4 hours!" Sam squealed.
"What?" I asked stunned.
I quickly ran to my phone and checked the time.
He was right. It was almost noon.
"Oh my gosh Sam. I'm so sorry. I didn't know I was here so long." I said remorsefully.
He walked up to me and gave me a hug. I melted into it. I loved the feel of his warm bare skin against me.
"It's ok. I just thought something happened to you. Didn't you hear your phone ring?" he asked me.
"Huh? I didn't get any…" I quickly went through my phone and saw I had 22 missed called. Most of them had been from Sam, but some of them from Jake, Leah, Seth and Embry.
"Oops." I said blushing furiously.
I heard everyone laughing at my embarrassment.
"Wait. How did you find me?" I asked confused.
"Sammy boy lead the way. He sniffed out your scent." Paul said grinning like a fool.
I looked at him for a second and turned back towards Sam.
"You followed my scent?" I raised my eyebrow at him and I saw a faint pink blush creep upon his cheeks.
"Yea, we also got a showing of your morning activities." Paul interrupted while waggling his eyebrows at me.
I looked at him confused but then remembered what we were doing.
I was mortified. I buried my head into Sam's chest, not looking at them. I knew the blush on my cheeks was so red, I probably could have exploded.
Sam growled at them and told them to shut it.
I looked at him and silently told him thank you. He nodded and hugged me to him tighter.
After the blush on my cheeks started to go down, I looked at the pack. They were all smiling.
"So Bells…have a good morning?" Leah asked while the guys snickered.
I rolled my eyes. "Actually yes, it's been very….eventful." I said trying to find the right words.
"I'll bet." Brady snickered to Collin.
"Pervs." I mumbled. Sam's laugher rumbled through his chest and shook me with happiness. Everyone laughed except Collin and Brady, which just made it all the more funny.
After a while we all sat down, just relaxing and talking in a big circle. I kind of felt like I was in kindergarten again when we would have story time or something.
"So what have you been doin' here Bells?" Jake asked
"Oh, just practicing my powers and stuff." I said nonchalantly.
"Ooo, can we see?" Quil asked giddy like a child.
I laughed. "Ummm…sure. What do you want to see?"
"What were you doing before we interrupted?" Jared asked.
"Just some levitation stuff."
"Sweet! Can we see?" Seth asked.
I shrugged my shoulders. "Sure, why not?"
I pulled myself up from Sam's embrace and sat cross legged.
I closed my eyes and felt myself leave the ground. I heard gasps and felt the amazement radiate off of them. I focused on my surroundings and felt everything become light weight.
"Woahhhh." Brady said shocked.
I took in a deep breath and slowly opened my eyes. I wasn't too far off the ground, but to the point of where I wouldn't be able to stand with my feet on the floor.
"Wanna try something out with me?" I asked everyone.
They were all looking up to me, shocked I was talking and floating at the same time.
"Sure." They all said.
"Ok, then sit like me, and then stay perfectly still ok?" I told them all.
They nodded and did what I told them. When I felt like I was focused enough I began to levitate them all into the air.
"Woahh!" Paul and Quil shouted.
"Sweet!" Leah exclaimed
"Ahh!" Collin and Brady screamed.
"Don't flail!" I yelled.
They looked at me, and I told them to calm down.
"You are fine. I wont let you guys fall, promise."
I took in some breaths and began to feel calm about the control I had over the levitation. "You guys can move you know." I told them. They all looked as stiff as statues.
"So what if I wanted to jump like this?!" Paul yelled testing me.
I made sure that I stayed in control. He was amazed by the light weight feeling.
"Whoa, this is awesome." He said after a while.
I laughed. "Yea, you kind of feel like an astronaut in space."
"Look guys, I'm swimming in air!" Embry exclaimed.
We all laughed as he pretended to swim around us.
"Ouch." Embry exclaimed as he hit his head on a rock.
The pack and I laughed even harder.
"Are you ok?" I asked.
"Yea. That really hurt though." He said while rubbing his head.
Everyone started to wander and get up to explore this new freedom. Sam came over and snuggled close to me.
"Hey guys, just don't go too far ok? The wider the area, the more I have to focus if you get what I mean." I said cautiously.
Everyone nodded. "Ok Bella, we won't!"
Jake and Leah ended up cuddling not to far away, while Collin and Brady were goofing off.
Seth, Jared, Embry and Quil we all messing around, throwing whatever was levitating by them at each other.
Paul was lying on his back, doing the backstroke. I laughed at how at peace he looked.
Sam saw my smile and laughed and kissed me.
Gosh how much I love him.
"Hey guys, you ready to go? I'm getting hungry." I rubbed my tummy.
At first, I could tell they didn't want to leave, but then when I mentioned food, they were all for it.
"Ok, just stay still." I said. I closed my eyes and slowly took them down back to the ground.
When our feet landed back on the earth Seth, Embry, Paul and Quil ran and crushed me into a big hug.
"Bella that was awesome." Seth exclaimed
"Oh my gosh Bells, we have to do that again." Paul said
"I liked the ending. That was so cool!" Quil shouted
"Bella! We can do it tomorrow right?!" Embry asked excitedly.
"Boys. Boys!" Sam yelled.
"Let the girl breathe." He said.
I smiled, thanking him.
I grabbed my stuff, and we all walked back to the house, laughing along the way.
Sam and I decided to order some Chinese take out.
I gave him the number from the fridge and he quickly put in our order. We all chilled in the kitchen, laughing and telling jokes while the guys grabbed the rest of the gang. (Kim and Emily)
When the food got here and everyone returned we all immediately opened the cartons of food and dug in.