1 day. That's all the time I had left to spend with my family. I felt my heart drop as I thought this would be my last day with them. Tomorrow I would be leaving early, which meant I probably wouldn't be hanging with them at all before I left. So it was my final day to spend with them. I laughed at how perfect last night was.
After we all ate last night, we made popcorn and snuggled up on the couch and floor to watch a movie.
"Embry." I whined as he squished the rest of us who were sitting on the couch.
"Skootch over Paul." Embry whined.
"I can't! Quil and his big butt won't move!" Paul yelled.
"I don't have a bug butt! Leah is in my way!" Quil argued.
"Well excuse me for getting here first! And I can't move because of Sam and Bella!" She told them.
"Hey! Lay off! Sam and I are sitting together." I said grunting as I got squished more. Even though I was on Sam's lap, everyone was moving their bodies closer and closer.
"Dude! We are not all going to fit!" Collin yelled.
"Couch!" Embry, Paul, and Jake said diving for any open spot.
We all yelled, feeling the heavy weight collapse on us.
I laughed and yelled 'ouch' as someone's elbow dug into my ribs.
"Everybody off!" Sam roared.
Everyone froze and then suddenly got off.
I was lying across Sam breathing heavily. Unfortunately, I was on the bottom of the doggy pile.
"You ok?" Sam said looking at me concerned.
"Yup" I told him catching my breath.
I sat up and started to push myself off the couch, but felt a pair of arms wrap around me and push me back down.
I heard Sam grunt as I tried to get up. "Didn't you just tell us to get up?" I said looking behind my shoulder.
I smiled and giggled as he harassed my shoulder with butterfly kisses.
"Yea, but not you." He murmured.
"Hello?" Paul whined. I laughed as Sam growled.
"How is this going to work?" I asked Sam.
"Hmmm…How bout you and I switch off by picking people to sit on the couch."
I laughed at his method. I feel like I am in middle school again, being the team captain in a sport.
"Ok, hmm….Leah and Kim." I announced.
"Hey you can't have two!" Paul yelled.
"That's cheating!" Embry cried.
"Oh hush." I said rolling my eyes.
Sam laughed at me, and picked.
"Jake and Seth"
"Hmm…." I said looking at the line of people. We had Collin, Brady, Jared, Paul, and Embry left but only enough spots for about two more people.
"Jared."
"Yes! Thank you Bells!" he said happily and gave me a quick kiss on the cheek. I smiled to him as he ran over to sit by Kim.
I noticed Sam looking at all the guys.
"Who do you think I should pick Bells?" Sam asked, whispering into my ear.
I felt a shiver run down my spine, which I know he felt because he gripped my hips.
"I don't know. It's all your pick babe." I murmured to him.
"Hey Jake, you feelin' squished there?" Sam said looking behind everyone on the couch to Jake, who was at the opposite end.
Jake looked at Sam confused, but then got what he was saying.
"Oh yea man, well you know. We might want to keep this extra room for...ya know, breathing." Jake played along.
Sam nodded. "Yea, I think my girlfriend picked enough people to be on the couch." Sam teasingly thought.
I laughed as the rest of the guys who stood there whined.
Paul, Quil, Embry, Collin and Brady turned to me with sad pleading eyes.
"Nuh uh!" I said getting up off Sam. "I'm getting food. Be back." I said to Sam and giving him a kiss.
Leah and Kim did the same with their imprint and walked to get food in the kitchen with me while the guys argued it out.
We popped popcorn and got a bunch of other snacks and returned to the couch. I noticed the scowl on the guys faces as they lay on the floor. But then I noticed someone missing.
I scanned the room and found Embry lying back in Charlie's chair, smiling like he won the lottery.
I laughed at him and plopped back on the couch with the food in my lap.
Everyone quickly dug in as we began to play a movie.
I sighed and rolled over to Sam.
He had his arms snuggled around my waist the whole night.
I took in his handsome face. I was going to miss waking up to him.
I slowly and carefully ran the tips of my fingers over his face. From his forehead, to his cheeks, down his nose, to his lips.
I felt guilt and emptiness creep up on me as I thought about being without the guys.
I quickly pushed the dark thoughts away and buried my head into Sam's chest.
As I enjoyed the warmth his body gave off, I inhaled his woodsy smell. It was like a air freshener, but so much more real. It was like the smell of the fresh pine trees with the wet damp smell of the wood along with the smell of fresh air. His scent was so intoxicating; it just felt safe to me.
I smiled and slowly looked up to him as I felt his arms wrap around my upper body and hug it to him tighter.
I noticed he was still partially asleep.
I chucked to myself and closed my eyes, hoping to fall back asleep.
When I woke up the second time, I felt someone playing with my hair.
My eyes fluttered open and I stretched my neck out to find Sam playing with my hair, pushing some strands behind my ear.
I noticed how I didn't move an inch from when I last woke up and smiled.
"Hey." He said in a gruff voice.
I moaned and buried my head in his chest. I really didn't feel like getting up today. All I wanted to do was stay in bed and snuggle with Sam.
His hands rubbed up and down my back and he kissed my head.
"What are we doing today?" Sam asked his voice still gruff with sleep.
"Staying here." I said hugging him tighter.
I felt his laughter rumble in his chest as he brought me closer to him.
I was just getting comfy when my stomach growled.
"Come on, let's get some food." Sam said trying to get up.
I quickly hugged him closer to me, and refused to get up.
"Nooo. I'm comfy. I don't want to get up." I whined.
He chucked at my morning attitude and pecked a kiss to my lips.
"Alright. Well how about I make you some breakfast in bed. Sound good?" he offered.
I smiled and kissed him. "Thank you."
He gave me one last long kiss before pulling away and going downstairs.
I sighed, snuggling up to my pillow. Not having Sam in my bed felt to lonely and cold. I knew it wouldn't take him too long to grab something because we practically ate everything in the house from last night, and we haven't gone to the store in a while.
Minutes passed and he still didn't return to my room. I wonder what was taking him so long. Was something wrong?
Before I could get up or do anything, Sam came barreling in with a box of cereal, milk, bowls, and spoons in hand.
"Hey." He smiled with a toothy grin.
I smiled back and sat up. "Hey."
He carefully moved everything so he could sit across from me and we could still make our breakfast.
"Sorry it took so long. Emily called me and asked if we would go to a bon fire tonight in order to celebrate your last and final night with us."
I noticed how his eyes became sad and lost as he told me why she called.
I quickly moved and put a hand on his cheek.
"Hey. Its going o be ok. We are going to get through this." I said while searching his eyes for confirmation.
He nodded, not quite looking at me.
I moved his head so he was looking directly at me and made sure I made my voice hard and determined. "Sam. Believe in me."
His eyes searched mine, and I ran my fingers though his short choppy hair, making him relax a little.
He quickly moved and pulled me into a hard passionate kiss.
There was something different about it. It was a hard, lustful one, but it showed need and felt almost desperate.
When we pulled away, we were both panting for air. He put his forehead against mine, and I closed my eyes.
"Always." Sam whispered, looking at me.
It took me a second to comprehend that he was answering my statement.
We finally pulled away after a while and ate our breakfast. A thought suddenly crossed my head.
"A bon fire again? You guys seriously haven't learned your lesson?"
Sam chuckled at my statement. "Well, unless I don't know something else about you, we both have no more secrets or anything to get in our way, so it should go smoothly."
I thought about it for a second, before coming to terms with it. "Ok, but if something bad does happen, they are seriously cursed and we are not having one ever again."
He laughed at me again and nodded. "Whatever you say Babe."
Sam finally ended up pulling me out of bed and making me take a shower.
"Come on. I told Emily we would go early and help her set up." Sam yelled to me from my room.
I was in the bathroom, drying my hair with a towel, and rolling my eyes.
"Ok, I'm coming!" I said huffing.
I threw my towel in the corner and walked into my bedroom waiting to walk down with Sam.
He was lying on my bed looking at the ceiling.
"Ready?"
He looked over to me and quickly rolled off my bed.
"Yup. Let's go."
We took my truck and briefly stopped at his house so he could change. It literally took him only about 5 minutes tops before we were back in the car, driving to Emily's house.
We walked into the backyard where we found Paul setting up the tables.
We all said hi and Sam helped Paul. I went into the house to see if Emily needed help, but she brushed me off saying something about me being the guest of honor and I shouldn't be helping.
Of course I insisted, but she scoffed at me and laughed as she told me that's why she had Sam and Paul here.
I nodded and made my way back outside.
I tried to see of Sam and/or Paul needed any help but they were off goofing around and setting up some things.
I sighed and looked around.
I noticed how the sun was slowly starting to fall.
My thoughts crossed to going over and walking around the beach since people didn't need me, but I thought I should tell someone.
I walked back into the house and told Emily where I would be.
Naturally she told me to be safe and make sure I had my cell on me, which I did, and I told her not to worry.
I walked from her backyard to the beach, enjoying the sound of the waves crashing down and making suds against the sand.
The sweet slow breeze made me want to just close my eyes and vanish, but I didn't.
I sat down, not too far away from the water and took in the feeling of the sun against my skin.
The sun was still no comparison for Sam, but it was close enough for now.
For some odd reason, words popped into my head, and I started to sing.
It kind of just came to me I guess. Thinking about Sam made me really think. The way I felt about him, I couldn't seem to express, but I just let the words take over.
I felt as something was missing, so I decided to bring a guitar over.
I thought about the guitar I wanted to play, along with a pic and there it appeared in my hands.
I smiled as I thought how lucky I was to have that power. It was newly developed and one of my favorite.
I began to play some chords, just thinking of random melodies and strings, before actually coming up with something good.
(This is a song by Miranda Cosgrove called Kissing U, but let's just say for the sake of the story, it's sung by Bella)
Sparks fly it's like electricity
I might die, when I forget how to breathe
You get closer and there's no where in this world I'd rather be
Time stops like everything around me is frozen
And that the night is the thieves
Few moments when you open my mind to things I've never seen
Cause when I'm kissing you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you
When I'm kissing you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissing you
Past loves they never got really far
Walls up, made sure I guarded my heart
And I promise I wouldn't do this
Till I knew it was right for me
But no one, no guy that I met before
Could make me feel so right and secure
And have you noticed I loose my focus
And the world around me disappears
Cause when I'm kissing you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you
When I'm kissing you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissing you
I've never felt nothing like this
You're making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it's love, love
Cause when I'm kissing you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you
When I'm kissing you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissing you.
I sigh and look back at the ocean. Part of me didn't want to leave. It didn't matter how many times Sam, or the pack or my dad or even Billy said they were proud of me, I still knew they were hurting that I was leaving.
I got up, brushed myself off and was about to turn around when there everyone stood staring at me wide eyed.
I jumped back shocked. I didn't hear them at all.
"What are you guys doing here?" I said taking a deep breath.
"We heard something, it was beautiful and it was you." Leah said still stunned.
"Thanks." I blushed.
"Well, as much as I love having you guys stare at me like goldfish; can we go back to the Bon fire thing?"
I was starting to feel really uncomfortable.
"Right. Yea, let's go." Sam said clearing his throat.
When we got back to the backyard, I set my guitar down, leaning it against a tree and went to talk with the guys.
Since most of the pack was already here, we all started helping ourselves to the food. Everyone was still looking at me with amazement, but I tried to brush it off. I think Paul was acting the most normal towards me.
He was still teasing me and making lame jokes as always.
When it was the actual time for the bon fire, we all gathered in our usual formation and spots.
Paul had us laughing for a while, but it soon became silent. I stared at the flames of the fire, watching them dance as the wind blew past us. The way they swayed and flickered back and forth, it was mesmerizing.
"Bella? Can you sing us a song?" Jake asked, his voice shaking me out of my reverie.
"Oh, well umm…what do I sing?" I blushed.
"I don't know. Anything." He said.
I looked at everyone and noticed how they all wanted me to also.
"Alright." I said huffing and getting up to get my guitar.
As I picked it up, I thought of what I could sing.
Maybe I don't have to pick one I know. Maybe I just need to sing from my heart.
I went and sat back on Sam's lap.
(Another song we are pretending she made up. Its actually called When I Look at You by Miley Cyrus) (----hate her, but I have to admit, I love the songs. Sorry Miley fans!)
Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...
Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you
When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.
Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you
When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
You're beautiful...
Yea Yea Yea
When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
I look at you
Yea Yea Oh Oh Oh
And you appear Just like a dream
To me.
"Wow." They all whispered as I finished.
"Who's that by?" Leah asked.
"Oh, actually I just made it up just now." I mumbled.
"WHAT?" they all yelled.
"Well I didn't know a god song to sing and…" I was blushing like crazy.
"No Bella, we mean Wow. How did you think of that so fast? It all flowed beautifully." Emily complimented.
"Oh, well I just thought about you guys. Everything about that song was about each and every one of you."
"So I'm guessing the song at the beach was about Sam's lips?" Paul laughing wagging his eyebrows.
I blushed again and snuggled into Sam's chest. "Something like that."
After the awkwardness finally died down we began to roast marshmallows and eat s'mores.
Everything was running smoothly until time passed us by too quickly and it was getting late.
We eventually stood up to say our goodbyes and head home. My heart was aching at the thought of leaving.
Paul was the first one to hug me. He grabbed me and swung me around. "Miss you Bells. Stay safe and see you soon."
I nodded and hugged him tightly.
When we let go he ruffled my hair and walked over to everyone else.
Quil was next. I could see how sad he was and it was breaking my heart.
Before he could say anything I wrapped him up into a tight hug. He hugged me back with full force and buried his head in my hair.
After a few moments, we finally took a few deep breaths and pulled away to look at each other.
"We suck at goodbyes." Quil stated sadly.
I laughed a little and wiped my tears. "Yea, I know. But it's not really a goodbye, so I guess we don't have to say it."
He nodded. "I will hold you to that."
We hugged one last time before he walked away.
Embry was up next and he quickly swept me off my feet into a hug. "Geez Bells, what are you doing to us?"
My heart plummeted to the ground as I thought about the pain they were going though.
"We are all becoming mopey little boys." Embry said smiling at me.
I laughed a little, letting out a deep breath. "Yea, well I'm just reaching into your inner girl."
Everyone chuckled at the statement, knowing what Embry was saying was right.
Next up was Collin and Brady.
They both hugged me tight. "We're gunna miss you Bells. You've been the closest thing to a mother to us." Brady said looking down at his shoes.
I smiled at him. "Well I'm glad I could help, and I'm not going too far, so I will see you guys after your first day of school." I smiled.
They both smiled brightly too. Just as they were walking away, Collin came over and hugged me again.
"Thank you Bells." He murmured.
I snuggled into the hug, savoring the moment. "Any time Collin…anytime."
We finally let go and I saw Collin and Brady shoving each other, calling one other suck ups.
"Bella." Emily wailed grabbing me into a hug.
"Em." I gasped, as her grip around my neck became tighter.
She cried in my arms and I held her.
"Em, it's going to be ok. It's not like your never going to see me again. I'm coming home like everyday remember?" I rubbed her back trying to calm her down.
"Yea, but who am I going to cook with? And we need more girls with all these boys. And you won't be going to college with us, and I don't know if I can do this." Emily wept.
"Emily. It's ok. You can do this. I know you can. College will be fine. You will have Kim and Leah and Paul and Jared." I whispered.
"Don't worry about cooking. We will show these boys something." I laughed.
I felt her giggle against me and saw her tears dying down.
"It will get easier." I sighed, hoping to believe it myself.
Emily was going to start crying in my chest again, but I saw Paul coming towards us. He smiled at me and quickly pulled Emily towards him.
I wiped my own tears and waited for the next person to come up.
Jared and Kim both came up, sad as ever.
"Bella." Kim wailed like Emily.
I laughed a little at how emotional they both were. I rubbed Kim's back, whispering to her, saying everything would be ok.
"I remember the day you came up to us." Jared said. "I was shocked that you would. I was a new wolf that wasn't in complete control. I saw Sam tense as ever and knew he didn't want me anywhere near you. But you came anyways. And you talked to us like we were already part of the family."
I smiled at that day; I did remember that Sam was really tense.
"And when Kim excused herself to the bathroom, I was about ready to burst with my nerves going crazy. But you talked to me like it was no big deal. It was really calming actually." Jared thought.
"And ever since then, I have felt like you were the one that has kept everything together, and I just wanted to say thanks and yea…" he said blushing.
I laughed at his last few words. I knew it was hard for him admitting things because he was such a guy, but I was happy that I made him feel at home.
"Anytime you two." I smiled to them. I gave them one last hug before Jared pried Kim out of my arms and into his.
Seth came up and hugged me. Well more like grabbed me and swung me around.
"Bella Bella. What else can I say but I love you."
I laughed.
"And yes, I know Sam is about ready to beat me to a pulp, but I had to say it before you left."
I laughed even harder, and saw everyone smiling.
"You have been a great friend and such a great sister towards me." He told me, brushing some of my hair out of my face.
"Well, I am glad I can be of service."
He smiled towards me and hugged me tight.
Next was Leah. "Oh Bella." She sighed in my arms.
"I can't believe this. I mean, you and I have become so close, and I didn't even think I would like anyone this much." Leah told me.
"As much as I hoped you would go to college around here, I am glad you picked to take your scholarship."
I was shocked. None of them ever told me that.
"I'm proud of you Bells. Everything you've worked for, and strived for is all paying off. Of course, you took the long and hard way, but still. I'm glad." She smiled.
I laughed at her and her little spiel.
"Thanks for being here Bells. And yes, I know you aren't leaving for good, so don't expect me to be saying goodbye."
I hugged her and smiled "Of course not."
We smiled at each other, and I leaned in to whisper in her ear. "Thank you."
She let me go and nodded, giving Jake a kiss as he walked towards me.
"Bells." He whispered hugging me to him tightly.
"God Loca, I'm going to miss you."
I rolled my eyes. "Jake, I'm going to see you pretty much everyday. You don't need to say something sweet or say a goodbye, because I'm still going to be here."
He sighed. "I know, it's just going to be different. I don't know if I'm ready for a change."
I bit my lip and looked up at him. "I know. I don't know if I'm ready either."
I ran my fingers across his jaw line and sighed into his chest.
"I love you Jake. Thank you for always being here, and saving me from myself."
He smiled and hugged me even closer. "Bells, you never needed saving…well maybe from falling, or tripping, or both." Jake smiled. Everyone laughed, including me.
"But you never needed saving from yourself. You always knew who you were and what you wanted and never let anyone stop you. Just remember that I will always be here for you, any day or night." He quickly kissed my forehead and went back to Leah.
I looked at everyone one more time, memorizing ever little detail.
They way Leah and Jake held hands, to the way Collin and Brady were shoving each other; I knew I would always remember this.
Sam came up behind me, kissing my head. "Ready to go."
I nodded.
He took my hand in his and pulled me to the car.
I unfortunately dragged myself along, but occasionally looked back, waiting to wake up from a bad dream.
Sam opened my car door for me and then ran to the other side to drive me home.
I sighed. This was harder than I thought, and they were making it harder than it had to be.
Yes, I wasn't going to see them my first day, but that was only because it was moving day and I needed to get all settled in.
As Sam was driving, he grabbed my hand and squeezed it. I looked at him, but found him focused on the road. I sighed and looked at our hands.
My thoughts flashed went to saying goodbye to Sam.
Tears formed in my eyes and I swallowed the lump in my throat.
I can't do this.
I started to sob and Sam quickly looked over to me.
"Bella?" Sam panicked.
"I can't do this Sam. I c-cant…." I tried breathing.
"Bella!" Sam yelled.
I was hyperventilating. I couldn't stop thinking about saying goodbye to him. My heart was breaking and my stomach was about to leap out of my throat.
The car swerved to the side of the road and I heard slam his car door shut.
Within a matter of seconds, he was opening up my side of the door and dragging me out of the car.
I lent on the side of the car and closed my eyes, trying to breathe.
"Bella, its ok. Bella! Look at me!" Sam shouted.
My eyes looked at him and I saw how calm they were.
"Breathe." He kept telling me.
After a few minutes I had my breathing under control and I quickly ran into his arms.
"It's ok Bella. It's all going to be ok." He rubbed up and down my arms.
He let go of me a little. "Are you ok now?"
I bit my lip nodding.
He helped me back into the car, giving me a small kiss and then went back on his side to drive me home.
Before the car even came to a full stop in the driveway, I got out.
I needed to call Leah. I needed her to tell me I was doing the right thing.
"Bella!" Sam ran to catch up with me.
"Sam, go comfort your pack." I said not looking at him. Instead, I looked at the key in the door.
"Bella, I want to be with you." He whispered, playing with my hair.
I sighed, feeling tears come to my eyes. I closed my eyes, and then turned to him.
"I know, but the pack needs you right now. They need their alpha. I will be here when you get back." I raked my hands through his hair and tried to put on a smile.
He understood but I could tell he didn't want to go.
Before I knew it, he had his lips on mine, and was pulling my body closer to his.
I wrapped my arms around him and molded my body closer savoring the kiss.
Eventually we broke apart, both gasping for air. I looked up to him and kissed him one more time on the lips. When I broke it, he just stared at me with lustful eyes.
He kissed my cheeks, forehead, nose, and then made his way down my neck.
I closed my eyes, just letting him touch me. The way he kissed me was so much more than love and need. It was…something more.
I moaned as his tongue darted out on my neck, sweeping over my sensitive spot.
"Sam. We need to stop." I panted, hoping he would have more self control or else we would be going up to my bedroom.
He sighed, but luckily stopped.
"I know. I should get going." He told me while keeping his head in the crook of my neck.
I caressed the muscles in his shoulders as he gave me small little kisses on my neck before pulling away to look at me.
"I will try not to be long." He gave me one last kiss on my lips before heading to the woods.
I sighed and turned back to the door, opening it with my key.
There was one last thing I needed to do before leaving and calling Leah. Draw.
I ran up the stairs and quickly pulled out my sketchpad.
I started drawing memories from today.
Some while making s'mores, to some while I was singing.
I drew the view of the beach and the sun setting, and everyone saying goodbye to me.
I sighed, finally finishing. Overall I think I drew about 15 pictures from today.
I looked at the clock to see Sam had been gone for over an hour.
I closed my sketchbook and sat there thinking.
Hopefully, Sam wasn't paying any attention to Leah, because I really needed to call her.
I changed out of my clothes and put on my pjs. Then, I grabbed my phone and plopped on my bed.
I hit speed dial #4 and let it ring.
Within 3 rings, Leah's voice ran through my head.
"What's wrong? Is everything ok?" he panicked.
"Yea. I'm sorry to be calling you." I croaked out.
"Oh Bella, its ok. What's wrong?"
"Just tell me I'm doing the right thing." I pleaded. "I just need to hear it. I need someone to tell me all of this is worth it."
"Bella, of course what you are doing is right. You are following your dream. You should be proud. Jake was right sweetie. You never let anyone stop you. And you shouldn't let us break that. What you're doing…it will be worth it. I promise." She told me sweetly.
I sighed. "Thank you."
"Anytime Bella. Did Sam get home ok?" Leah asked.
"What? Sam isn't…" I turned, hearing a creak from the floor. I looked up to find Sam standing in the doorway.
"Yea, he's here. Thanks."
"No problem. See you soon." She cooed.
We hung up and Sam came over to hug me.
"You ok?" he asked kissing my shoulder.
I gave him a look and he chuckled. "Stupid question. Right. Well come on, lets get you to bed. You have a big day tomorrow."
I moved off the bed and helped Sam pull the covers back.
We laid in bed together just thinking.
"I don't want tomorrow to come." I whispered.
He kissed the top of my head. "I know baby. Me either."
It was around midnight we ended up falling asleep each knowing how hard it was going to be tomorrow.