I woke up still wrapped up in Godric's arms. He was dead to the world right now, and I really needed at bathroom. I fought and fought to get out of his arms. When I was finally out I smacked my forehead with the palm of my hand. Why didnt I just teleport out? I stood up and leapt over Godric and landed on the floor. It was faster that way, and ran to the bathroom. I felt my mouth hit the floor when I seen the bathroom. It was huge and gorgeous. Why would a vampire need such a huge bathroom? I seen the toilet and ran to it! When I was done in the bathroom, I walked back into Godrics bedroom and to his side of the bed. I decided to be lazy again and crawl over top of him. When my mid section was over top of him, and pair of ice cold, rock hard arms came up and grabbed me. I screamed and tried to jump off but it was no use. Than I heard a light laugh. Godric was awake.

"How long have you been up for?"

"Since you all but teleported to get out of my arms."

"What! Why didnt you let me go?"

"I wanted to see what you would do. May I say that you little leap was rather, cute." I seen his fangs poking out under his smile.

"You're evil!" I said and smacked his chest.

"So I have been told." He let me go and finished crawling over him. He sat up in bed, the sheet falling down to his waist. I seen all the tattoos that covered his body, blue inks and black inks. I brought my hand up and traced them, not even thinking about. I heard a light growl coming from him and froze.

"Oh, Im so sorry." I pulled my hand away.

"No, no, I was just enjoying it. Vampires growl for many different reasons."

"Oh, may I?" I brought my hand back but didnt touch. He nodded. I continued where I left off. There were ones going around his neck, arms, and wrists. "Do you have more?"

"Yes." Godric pushed the blanket back from his body. His legs exposed, there were ones wrapping around his ankles. I went and traced over those ones as well.

"Were you a Mian?"

"Yes."

"Did they hurt? The tattoos?"

"I dont really remember. I dont remember much from being a human. I suppose they would hurt just has much now as they did than."

"I dont have any, only scars."

"May I see?"

"Uhh, sure." I got up on my knees and removed the button up shirt. "My back was their canvas I suppose you could say." I turned my back to him. I felt a cool hand come up and begin to trace over the intricate designs they carved into my skin. I knew every single one he was touching. He began with the wings that started at my shoulder blades and ran all the way down to the bottom of my back. Than he moved onto the flower with the droplets of water falling off the petals. After was the sun at the base of my neck.

"Why didnt I see these last night? You were wearing something that had shown your back."

"I dont know, I guess I just dont think about them, so if I am not trying to hide them you arent looking for them?" I turned to face him to show him my chest. I pointed to the one above my heart. "This one almost killed me, they used iron, its only a month old. They said that I would never be able to love again, my heart and spirit would break soon." He traced the puzzle looking heart that was there.

"You are strong if you survived this. But why?"

"I wanted to see Sookie again. She is my other half, like you said, if they manage to get me again; I could die now with a smile on my face because I got to see Sook again. She is everything to me. She is the only one that wasnt afraid of me."

"Why would others be afraid of you?"

"A month before I was taken, I got into a fight at school with another girl. It was because she was spreading rumors around about Sookie. Sookie knew it was her because she is a telepath. So she told me. Thats the first time I broke a promise to her. I told her I wouldnt do anything, but I did. I almost killed her. She was much bigger than I was and she managed to punch me in the lip, hard enough to split. I lost control over my curse, and she just froze, she was having an internal battle with herself, I am not very strong at maintaining control. I was telling her to kill herself with the knife that she had in her pocket, and she was fighting not to do it. She got the knife out and cut her one wrist before Sookie shut me down. That was the first time we found out she could do that to me. But anways after that a lot of people were afraid of me, and also Sookie. I made it worse for her. But even before that people always knew we were different, and we were always alone. Highschool we tried to start over. But I lost control, or dont listen, and ruined her life for her. She said she forgave me, and understood, but I have never forgiven myself for breaking my promise to her. I made a promise to myself that if I did make it back I would do everything to make it up to her. But I see she doesnt need me as much anymore, she has Eric now. They were right on some level." I dropped my hand from the scar on my chest, I hadnt realised I was rubbing. "I will never be loved whole anymore."

"If you believe that than you are letting them win." Godric said. He pulled my chin up so I was looking into his eyes. I felt my heart speed up looking into his eyes. I was mezmerised by his eyes. They held so much in them, everything he has seen and lived through. I leaned forward and lightly touched his lips to mine. I pulled away slowly, watching his eyes. They were half closed, he looked relaxed; happy almost. Godric put his hands on my waist a lifted me effortlessly, he placed me down so I was straddling his waist. He brought his hands up and lightly feathered them over the skin on my chest. Tracing the curves of my breasts than slowly down to my stomach. He would stop at random scares and trace them. "I like all of them." He continued tracing the scars on my stomach and thighs. "They show how strong you are." He brought his one hand up and rested it on the back of my neck and the other one stayed on my hip. He gently pulled on my neck, bringing my face to his. He was in control, but he was always looking at me to make sure I was ok. I moved the rest of the way a placed my lips on his, it was a gentle kiss at first; Godric began to deepen the kiss. When he licked my bottom lip I opened my mouth to him. I heard his fangs click down. He pulled away and looked at me.

"May I?" I brought my hand up. He nodded slightly and opened his mouth. I ran my fingers down his fangs. They were smooth and slick. Godric moaned as I ran my fingers down them. Godrics fangs werent the only thing coming out to play. I pricked my index finger on his fang. I ran my finger along Godrics bottom lip. He ran his tongue along his lip.

"Your blood is divine, my little warrior." He ran his hand lightly down my neck.

"Would you like more?" I turned my head so my neck was exposed the him, but I could still look at him. I was on my back faster than I could follow. Godric was nuzzling my neck. He ground his hips into mine. I let a moan escape my lips. Godric licked up than down my neck. His cool tongue raising goosebumps all over my body. Soon light open mouth kisses were being placed, I could lightly feel the flat fronts of his fangs on my skin. He gave one last lick to my neck before slowly sinking if fangs into my neck. A moan came from both of us and the first pull on my neck. Godrics pulls became deeper, and with every pull he ground into my hips, and with each pull my stomach became tighter and my moans louder. Godric gave a strong pull at the end that snapped the know in my stomach, causing both of us to call out in bliss. "If you just biting my neck causes me this much pleasure, I wonder how much you could cause me with other things." I closed my eyes and let myself relax, trying to get my breathing back in control.

"Samira?" Godric had been playing with my hair and lightly tracing the features on my face.

"Please call me Sami. Samira is what I got when I was in trouble, Im not in trouble am I?" I felt Godric vibrate on top of me with a light laugh.

"No you are not in trouble. I just like the name Samira, its different."

"Oh, well I might be able to make an acception. Might! Now, what were you going to ask me?"

"Are you ok?" Huh, that was a weird question, I guess the confusion on my face must have shown. "I only ask because with the amount you have been through I am surprised you are so comfortable with this, with everything really." Oh.. was what I thought and that is what I said.

"I dont know, somethings make me nervous. Like the words 'play time', it always meant something bad. I can understand why you ask, I dont know why I havent had a breakdown or anything yet. Maybe I am still just high on the fact that I managed to get away, at least I hope. I am afraid to go back, I never want to. I am going to fight until I die so I dont have to go back to that place. They would probably tie be down with iron this time. Somethings cause me to take pause, but I dont want to think about it. I just want to get my life back, and be happy. I want Sookie to be happy, I want all of us to be happy."

"Dont take offense, but it seems you are almost in denial of anything that happened to you." That did make my anger flare a little bit, but I got myself under control quick.

"Maybe, but can we stop talking about this?"

"Sure, Samira." He smiled at me when he said Samira, challenging me to say anything to him about it. "Come we must get ready, we are meeting my Child and Sookie at Fangtasia again tonight." He got up off the bed and offered me his hand for help up. "Would you shower with me?"

"Uhh, sure?"

"You dont have to if you are not comfortable."

"No, no. Its not that, I just didnt expect the question. I would be happy to." I smiled and started pulling him towards the bathroom.