He and Vanessa walked up the stairs to her room and closed the door.
"What did you and my mom talk about?" He knew she was going to be nosy about it. He had thought of what to say during the walk up here.
"She told me about her and your dad." He watch as her face grew shadowed and she turned away and sat on the bed. He sat beside her. He put his hands around her. In all his 17 years he had never seen someone so young as her, at 16, with so much pain in her expression.
He knew how it felt to not live with a father. Yet, he did get to see his, and know his father loved him and Zack. To go through a divorce and never see a father that you must have once admired, and to live with your mother, whom Vanessa may blame, must be hard.
"She ruined the family. We were doing fine. He was happy with her, and she with him. Why would she cheat on the one she loves?" She looked up to him for comfort, but found him looking away. There were tears in his eyes.
"I understand what your mother went through in some manner. I never wanted or wished to cheat on you. I don't understand what made me suspect to your brothers whims."
She stood up fast and stared him down, or tried to anyway. He wouldn't look at her, just started at the wall. "Don't you dare blame my brother."
He finally looked at her his face was nothing but a mask of pain. "I didn't, I'm just saying that I didn't come up with the idea. I didn't go in there saying 'hey lets fuck'. He had a play in it too. But I also want you to leave him be." He said the latter as she began to walk to the door. She turned looking incredulous.
"Why? He forced you into it." She waited, when she didn't get a reply she asked, "Right?"
He sighed, "First you tell me not to blame your brother, now you are blaming your brother." He looked up to see her glare. "Second I think I might of have led him on some. Obviously I have no problem with guys." His eyes widened at Vanessa's disgusted look. "You didn't seem to care your brother was gay, and don't say you didn't know."
She closed her eyes. When she opened them she looked exasperated. "You're my boyfriend; you're not supposed to be gay."
"I'm not. It is called bisexuality." He couldn't believe he was excepting this. And that he was standing up for the person who nearly ended his relationship, to the girl who he loved and wanted to stay with.
"Wow," was all she said as she walked toward the door.
He stood and grabbed her arm, pulling her into his chest. "Please, I don't ask you to let this go or forget it, but please forgive your brother as you did me."
She looked up at him and tears started to fall from her eyes. "I feel like I can't trust him anymore." She buried her head into his chest. The feel of fresh hot tears through his shirt and on his skin scalded him like no flame could.
"Well trust me when I say that it will never happen again."
She wiped her tears as she looked up at him. She reached up to kiss him. When their lips met he couldn't help but deepen it. His tongue danced with hers as she pushed him back to the bed. She moved her hands over his shoulders and back down to his stomach. Vanessa reached under his shirt and smoothed her hands against his stomach and chest.
He gasped as her hands started to unbutton his pants. He felt himself go hard in his pants, and Vanessa noticed it as well. She smiled seductively and pushed her hand inside fisting his erection. Cody's gasp was so loud she was shushing him and laughing.
He wanted to continue, but he was somewhat confused. They had just gotten over a cheating, and had just had a fight. Why was she so soon trying to have sex with him? Maybe she is trying to prove it is not her who was the reason of the cheating, he thought to himself. He knew if he pushed her away she would feel that was the case, but if he didn't they might have worse problems.
He pulled her hands out of his pants and saw her hurt expression. "Baby, I love you more than anything, and I would love to finish what you just tried to start."
She huffed, "Exactly, tried to start."
He smiled. "I believe you are just trying to reassure yourself. Besides," he said as he pulled Vanessa against his chest. "What shall we do with no condom?"
She looked up, so seriously and said, "I can fix that." There was a pause, then they were both laughing, holding and kissing each other.
Yay, you guys get two chapters in one day. And no, it is not the end. There is so much more thats gonna happen so...keep reading, and remember i love reviews and please tell me any of your ides, dont tell me you want ethan and Cody together...i already know this lol...well peace
~~JAMES OUT
