Chapter thirteen:

Insecurities of the second nature

Naruto POV:

Early the next morning Naruto woke up to the warm embrace of the sand ninja. The birds chirping outside signaled a new day to start a whole new future. A future he hopes would include Temari. Even though I had only been a short time Naruto felt that he could truly put the betrayal of his former teammates behind him, and move on in life, because obviously they have. He got out of the bed, and stretched. Then he looked back to see Temari snuggling the pillow he had been using. She whispered his name softly and started snoring lightly. He could help but smile at her radiant beauty. The sun shining brightly behind her intensifying her looks. After a few minutes of staring Naruto stomached rumbled signaling his hunger. Turning to make sure Temari was alright one last time he shuffled on to the kitchen to heat up some ramen. Then made his way to the balcony to look out over the village.

Even in the early morning hour the streets were beginning to crowd. He could see he owners opening their shops ready for the market crowd. Kids running in the streets, some o head to the ninja academy other to play with their friends. Then he looked up to the Hokage monument, closed his eyes, and smiled.

Kyuubi: "What you thinking about Kit."

I have come far, haven't I Kyuubi? I have accomplished a lot in my life. I trained with one of the legendary Sanin. Even though he is a Pervy Sage, that old man is strong. I brought Sasuke A.K.A. fucker who screwed my ex girlfriend back to the village. I help bring gma Tsunade back to the Village. I help save the village numerous times, and it could be argued that if I hadn't beat Gaara, our ties with the sand village wouldn't be as strong as they are now. The villagers tolerate me now; I don't get kicked out of stores anymore, or attacked on my birthday like back in the old days. I have wonderful friends, and I even have a bridge named after me. So why did two of the people who I trusted with my life betray me like that?

"Kit you need to stop dwelling in the past. It is not healthy. Look towards to future, and forget about those back stabbing parasites Please don't tell me you actually want to mend things with those traitors."

It's not that, I was just thinking, if I can't trust them, who can I trust? They were my friends. At one point I left my life in their hands. Heck their life were in my hands a time or two as well. When did it change? How did we get to this point?

"I don't know when it changed. To be honest I don't think everything was all peaches and cream like you thought it was. I think that pink big head bitch only saw you as a replacement for her precious Sasuke, and when you brought him back it was only a matter a time before she tried to sink her claws into him. Your friends tried to tell you, but you were to delusion by love to notice. Sasuke is tainted by his need for revenge, added on his time with the snake Sanin, it's no wonder that idiot is twisted. I would be two. Plus I heard snake man was in to boys. I can only imagined what man on man action happen between those two before Sasuke killed him.

And you have plenty of people to trust. You have Gaara, Kakashi, Tsunade, the remaining rookie 9, and you have Temari. Sasuke and Sakura were nothing but a bunch of parasites, which were doing nothing but sucking the life out of you slowly. Be grateful they slipped up and showed their true colors early or you could have been married to that screeching banshee with pink little fuckers running, being controlled by Mr. Stick up his ass."

Naruto couldn't help but laugh after hearing the colorful descriptions Kyuubi was using to describe Sakura and Sasuke.

I guess you right, plus if it wasn't for them I wouldn't be able to lie in Temari's bed. We wouldn't have gotten close. Besides, I'll show them, I'll become Hokage, and become the best ninja in the world. And if I'm lucky maybe I'll have a blond sand ninja by my side the whole way.

Naruto heard a moan coming from the room. He turned around and saw Temari stretching. He made his way back into the room, and gave her a big hug.

The morning past quickly. Temari and Naruto finished their shopping along with her siblings. They ate lunch with the rest the rookie nine. They were joking and laughing and they could all see that Naruto was truly happy. This eased some of the fears his friends had.

Also Temari help Naruto sell his apartment and he officially moved into the Namikaze compound. He was going to start fresh by moving into the place where his father had grown up, and selling the place where he lost two friends. He even invited Temari to stay with him until she left to head back to the sand village. Although the compound had plenty of guest rooms, only one bed was used for them. Each night they snuggled up to each other, both smiling as they fell asleep.

A few days passed and finally the wedding between Hinata and Shino had arrived. They had a lovely traditional wedding. Everyone was there even Sasuke, although he stayed clear of Naruto and the others. The wedding lasted late that night. It was almost 2 in the morning when Temari and Naruto made it into the compound.

As they made they made their way up the stairs Temari headed for the bathroom to next shower. Temari was in the middle of washing her hair when she felt hard the shower door open.

Temari POV

If someone had told me I would be falling in Love with Naruto, I would have killed them on the spot no questions ask. Now I couldn't get enough of him. I know it has only been a short time, but I feel like I know him. I never thought I would be one of those girly girls. I'm a ninja; I kill people, protect my village, and fight in wars. There is no time for love, and yet every time I look at him my heart flutters. I get all happy inside, and I feel I'm about to explode. Being a shinobi is hard enough, especially if you are a woman. It also puts a strain on relationship. To make matters worse Naruto and I aren't even from the same village. It takes 3 days for me to get here. How can we work if we are both committed to protecting our villages. Man this is making my head hurt. I just need to clear my mind, we will cross that bridge when the time comes, just enjoy what little time I have left with Naruto. I was enjoying the feel of the hot water on my body when all of sudden I heard the shower door open. I turned around an saw Naruto in all his Naked glory.

Naruto you pervert get out of here, I said while throwing the shampoo bottle at him. He dodged and it hit the bathroom wall. I was about to scream again when all of a sudden my back was pressed against the shower wall and his lips were on mine.

I moaned in his mouth as our tongues battle for dominance. I felt his throbbing cock against my midsection. I grabbed and he moaned out loud. I started stroking it up and down. I heard him, hissed in pleasure and I couldn't help the small smirk that graced my lips. He pulled his cock from my grasp, and the next thing I knew I felt his hot breath on my nipples. He took the pert nipple in his mouth, while kneading the other one. The water adding an extra sensation to the feeling. He was biting, sucking my pink nipple so hard I almost came right there. I felt my pussy getting. I took his hand that was kneading my breast, and I guided his two fingers into my wet pussy. His fingers started moving at a slow rhythm, and then he sped up. It felt so good; I couldn't make a sound, because I felt so good. I was so closed, I could feel it. His thumb started pinching my little nub, and that was it. I screamed loudly as I climaxed, that I'm pretty sure the whole village heard me.

Before I could even recover I felt his 11 inch cock slide into me. I wrapped my legs around his waist, and he slowly moved inside of me. He maintained that pace while whispering sweet nothings in my ear. His girth was stretching me so much it felt so good it hurt. After a few moments he increased his pace. My back was hitting the wall each time he slammed into me. I tried to match his thrusts but in the end I gave up, and just enjoyed the immense pleasure he cock was giving to me. He was thrusting so fast and hard that I swear at one point I saw stars. He bounced me on his dick, while taking my nipple in his mouth. The shower had gotten cold, but his lovemaking was keeping me hot. It felt so good, with each thrust I felt his balls. I clawed his back leaving scratched marks. I was only seconds away from my second orgasm. He slammed into 3 more times, and that was it. I came so hard I almost black out. He did a few more thrusts then I felt his own hot seed feeling up. We stayed like that for a few minutes. The only sound that could be heard was our labored breathes. The cold shower water on our backs. Once I regained some of my sense back I realized his dick was still hard. After a few minutes he turned off the shower, and wrapped his arms around my back. He carried me into the master bedroom, where we made love into the wee hours of the morning under the illuminating moonlight.

I woke up mid day. I was exhausted. We made love four times. Four times, I'm surprised I could still walk. I looked over at his peaceful face. He was smiling in his sleep, and during that moment I saw a future. I saw blond kids running around the backyard. I saw Naruto coming home as the Hokage giving our kids a hug and kiss, before making a way over to me and kissing my belly swollen with child, then kissing me. And in that moment I realized I had to leave. I don't know anything about being a wife, a mother. I was trained to be a shinobi. I quickly packed my stuff, and went to get my brothers. I told them we had to leave now, Gaara tried to protest and was trying to figure out what was wrong. I told him nothing was wrong, but we had to leave. I felt their stares, but I couldn't meet their eyes. They packed up, and Gaara sent a message to Tsunade detailing our departure. We made our way down the village streets to the gates. I stared down at my feet the whole time. Finally we made it out of the village gates, and only then did I shed my silent tears.

Later on that day Naruto woke up exhausted from his lovemaking. When he looked over to temari's side of the bed she wasn't there. He checked the whole house she was no way to be found. He went to her brother's hotel room, and they were also missing.

Temari was gone, and with it she took a piece of Naruto's heart.

AN: Ok I just want to say I'm sorry for not updating this summer. A lot of things happened. Some things were like fun and good (my aunt's wedding), so things were boring and hard (breaking up with my ex, working 3 jobs), but anyway I'm back if anyone cares to know. Also I would like to apologize a head of time my grammar sucks, so bear with me. I'm horrible at spelling (even with spell check) and sentence structure, despite that I hope my story is still readable. I would also like to apologize to JohnTior, because well I sorry to say I will keep on switching between Pov's, only because I want to show everyone perspective on things even the minor character.