If I can't have you, no one can!

Naruto POV

It's been a month since she left me, and I thought what I felt after finding Sakura and Sasuke together was pain, but nothing can compare to what I'm feeling now that "SHE" has left me. I can't find the will to move, sometimes I think about ending my life. What do I have to live for if the woman I love won't have me? Life is hard as it is, but to walk that road alone is torture. No one to share your fears with, no one to wake up and tell your dreams too, no one to share your victories.

For the first two weeks my friends tried to support me, but I couldn't gather the energy to see them. Granny Tsunade had came to visit me three days after "SHE" had left, threatening to kill her and cut all ties off with Suna, but I managed to calm her down. We couldn't ruin ties that we fought so hard for because of a failed romance. She left after a day but not before giving me three months leave to recover.

Everyone was trying to cheer me up, and telling me that all will be ok, and that "SHE" and Pink bitch didn't deserve me. They kept on saying there are plenty are plenty of fish in the sea. The only one who hadn't given up hope was Kyuubi.

Kyuubi bugged me from sun up to sun down, telling me to go after her, that she was my mate, and that the reason "SHE" left was laced with fear and pain and not with malice intent, but it still didn't get me out of my funk. It wasn't till I received a letter from Anko that my resolve changed.

Hey Brat,

It's been a month since that girl left, and no one has seen you since. Why are you wallowing in the darkness for? You aren't the same energetic brat I used to know. Heck you got the whole village worried about you. Kakashi is so worried about you and moaning about how he failed your parents by not protecting you from the heartbreak of the female population that he hasn't serviced me in three weeks. With no outlet for my frustrations, I have been written up 10 times in a week for using excessive force on the prisoners, and you know what it is all because of you.

The only comfort I have is my beloved Dango, and even that is starting not to satisfy me all because the cook is worried about YOU. Everybody being worried about you is ruining my life, so I'm writing this letter to help you out by imposing some of my womanly wisdom, and by helping you out, things get better for me. So for this moment in time I'll let you see a side of me no one has ever seen.

Naruto women are complicated beings and women who were raised in the life of a ninja are worse. We have to work twice as hard to be respected then our male counterparts. While men only have to worry about dying on the battlefield, we live with the fear that we could be raped, beaten or killed. We have a hard time finding love, and when we do find it we tend to mess it up. Because finding love in our life is a dangerous game, especially when the one you love is also a ninja. Everyday our life is on the line to protect our village, we live each day like there is no tomorrow. Living to such extremes makes us afraid of the simple things like relationships that civilian girls take for granted.

Let me tell you a secret when Kakashi and I started dating I fell madly in love with quickly. He was everything I could ask for, and for a few weeks life was good. Then one day while having dinner with him I had vision. I saw me and him old and gray sitting in our home watching our grandkids play. It scared me shitless; right then and there I broke up with him and ran to my apartment. That vision scared me. I felt like didn't deserve it. For one I was a failed experiment why should I get a chance at happiness and two what would I know about being a grandmother. Hell being grandmother meant I was a mother, and I barely can keep myself alive can you imagined me keeping a child alive. Kami forbid if I turned out to be a wife, with these thoughts in mind my fight or flight response kicked in and I picked flight, but all that changed when three hours later when Kakashi came. I don't know how, but he figured out my fears and abolished them quickly. He told me he loved me that he wants to grow old with me, and make perverted snake loving babies with me. That night we made love all night long, and we have been growing strong since. The morals of this sappy story is that nothing comes easy in life in life, you have to fight for it, and sometimes fear makes us do stupid things.

I saw how the blond sand ninja brat looked at you while I was in the village one day, and I saw what she did to Sakura, and to tell you the truth the only thing I can think of that would make her leave like she did was fear. Something spooked her. So Brat get off your fox ass and save her from that fear, just like she saved you from that storm. Go after her and show her that being with you will never be a mistake and that you two belong together. If she refuses you stay there and make sure no other man takes what is yours. Go fight for your girl, and you better not come back till you have her. You hear me brat!

I got to go; Kakashi is going to eat me out even if I have to set a king cobra on him. I'm horny than an Inuzuka in heat.

Bye Brat!

P.S. Kashi knocked me up with the first of many perverted snake loving silver haired babies. We want you to be godfather, and if you get that girl Temari back her to be the godmother.

After getting over the horror that had settled in the pit of my stomach over picturing Kakashi and crazy bitch Anko ids I realized she was right. Temari is many things, but she would never use me like Sakura did. Something must have happened to make her run off. With Kyuubi cheering me on, I packed my bags and sent a note to granny and headed for the gates of the village. The walk though the village was quiet, it was a little after midnight, but I didn't care. The gates to the village cam into view as I jumped from rooftop to rooftop. The guards were surprised to see me leaving, but they didn't stop me. When I was a few hundred yards away from the village I took towards the tree to Suna.

"Temari, I'm coming for you and I'll prove that our love is true," I whispered into the moonlight night.

Temari Pov

It's been a month since I've been back home, the first few days back Gaara yelled and ranted at me like a spoiled child, but I didn't care. I couldn't feel anything. The pain of leaving Naruto had numbed me. Finally he gave up and I locked myself up in my room. Two weeks after I had been back in my village I started to get sick. My stomach was queasy, and my body felt funny, but I chalked it up to depression. Three days ago I started throwing up at all times of a day. I felt fatigued and the smell of chocolate made my stomach cry in agony. It wasn't till last night that I realized that I haven't seen my friend the red baron this month, which led me to the doctor this morning. After asking countless personal questions, running some tests, and checking my vitals, the doctor finally came in with my results, and what she told me made me regret leaving Naruto all over again.

"Temari, Congratulations, You are pregnant," she said.

AN: So I'm back, anyone happy! Sorry that I haven't updated in a while, My only excuse is that the notebook I had with all my future chapters for this story was lost, and I couldn't remember what I wrote. Good news though I have the next chapter written already just have to type it, you guys might get it by the middle of this week if I get some reviews. So spoil me rotten ppl, and review, review, and review. Also I'm writing my first Fullmetal Alchemist story, but it's not getting that much love, so if you are a FMA fan read it, and tell me what you think please and thank you.

AN: 7/18/12 Ok I redid this chapter guys cause I realized that I already had the wedding, so this one chapter it the same just without the reference to the wedding. Also I already have chapter 16 and 17 written just have to typed them up, and upload them. Maybe if I get a couple more reviews you guys might get a chapter Saturday. So please Review Review and Review.