Maya's pov
Cam hasn't been acting like himself these past few days.
He appears to be depressed.
He hasn't been talking, I haven't seen him smile, and everytime I try to express affection to him, he seems not to want it.
Is he mad at me?
Is he upset that I said I dont want him to be around Karlee?
I need to know.
It's 1 a.m. and Campbell and I are laying in the bed.
We lay with our backs facing each other.
I turn in the bed to face his back.
"Cam," I whisper and tap him on the shoulder, "are you awake?"
"Yeah." he mumbled.
"Can we talk?"
He rolls around in the bed and faces me.
"Are you okay?" I ask.
"Im fine." he states in a hoarse voice. He clears his throat and repeats,"I'm fine."
For someone who says they're fine, he sure doesn't look fine.
I stare into his brown, sorrow-filled eyes.
"Are you sure?" I question, still staring into his eyes.
He breaks the gaze and slowly nods his head.
He looks as if he's going to cry.
I place my hand softly onto his cheek; he glances up at me.
I lean in to give him a kiss.
He backs away.
I stop.
"Why wont you kiss me?" I ask.
He doesn't answer me. He just turns and faces his back to me.
"What the hell is your problem?!" I say.
I turn aswell, facing back to his again.
Campbell's pov
I do not deserve Maya; she's too good for me.
Last night I had rejected her attempt to kiss me.
It's not that I didn't want to.
I miss kissing her, but I just couldn't.
I couldn't kiss her; Not after kissing Karlee...it's not right.
I had promised Maya I wouldn't cheat on her with Karlee...and that same day I broke my promise and gave in.
I'm such a tool.
I want to be honest with Maya, but there's no way I can be without losing her.
I made a mistake.
A huge one.
Telling Maya that Karlee and I kissed: would break her heart.
Telling Maya that Karlee and I slept together: would kill her.
It's 7 p.m., my mom made dinner.
I go to the dining room.
At the table there are 8 seats.
I take a seat next to Maya. She scoots her chair a few inches away from me.
She's mad.
I lean over to her and whisper,"Im really sorry, Maya."
"Save it." she responds.
Everyone at the table is staring at us. I think they know that we are currently going through an arguement.
I grab a fork and I'm about to eat the food on my plate, when my mom tells me to "wait."
What are we waiting for?
Ding dong!
My mother hops up and say, "Our other guest is here." she leaves the dining room.
"Who's the guest?" I inquire.
"Karlee." Aiden answers.
Shit!
It's been 3 days since the incident between me and Karlee happened.
She's texted and called me several times, but I never responded.
I don't know what to say to her.
Her and my mother walk into the dining room.
"Hi." she greet, giving all of us a bright smile.
Everyone says "hi" back to her; Even Maya. But I don't.
Karlee takes the nearest availible seat next to me. My mom brings her out a plate and sets it in front of her.
"Why are you here?" I ask Karlee in a low voice.
"Your mom invited me," she rejoined, "but the real question is: why didn't you every text me back?"
I notice eyes at the table looking at us.
I stop talking to Karlee and continue eating my food.
After about 3 minutes, I feel a hand resting on my thigh.
There's a very slim chance that it is Maya'.s
It continues, the hand gets closer and closer to my ...
When it touches it, I quickly rise up and ask, "C-can I be excused?"
"Um..yeah, Cam." my mom says, but I was already leaving the table before she answered.
I run up the stairs, enter my room, shut the door, and pull my phone out of my pocket.
I send a text to Karlee.
Me: That was really childish!
30 seconds later she respond.
Karlee: Ikr...so, are you going to tell her or should I? :)
I am furious!
Karlee is acting...acting like a bitch.
She's fucking with Maya and I's relationship.
When she kissed me, I should've told her to leave, but I messed up.
I wish I had kept my promise to Maya and not gave in to the temptation.
Me: I'll be the one to tell her.
Wasn't sure what to write so it took longer to update than usual.
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