"Razer?"

"Yes?"

"Are we engaged in intercourse now?"

"No. Not right now"

"Why not?"

"Because I just need a moment, ok?"

Everything was normal, at the beginning. He took off his clothes but then he saw Aya, without her usual metal plates that made it decent for her to walk around.

Without the casings that usually covered 70% of her form, she looked like a slimmed down version of herself. With the chest plate removed, he could make out the outline of the central processing unit in her back, behind an extra layer of semi-transparent hardlight that rounded off into a pair of humanoid breasts. It was one of the alterations she asked for, to make her 23% more feminine.

But just as he was soaking in the image, reality hit him, and what a cold shower that was. He was naked, and Aya was... well.. as close to naked as she could get.

This wasn't one of his fantasies, this was real. And though he'd already made his decision, dealing with the consequences was slightly more complicated. So he jumped in bed next to Aya and clutched a blanket to his chest and had remained completely motionless for about 10 minutes until Aya finally spoke up.

"We never addressed if you have some sort of erectile dysfunction"

"I don't have a... that's not the issue"

"Then what?"

"It's just... I haven't... done this in... quite a while"

"If you worry about your performance, then don't, since I have no reference point"

"Well that makes me feel better"

"Really?"

"No."

She got up and leaned on her elbow to look at his face.

"What would make you feel better?"

'It's not like I am depressed or anything... well... not more than usual"

"But you are apprehensive"

"Yes"

"Why?"

"Last time I did this... it was with... it was with somebody like me"

"You mean, an organic female"

"Yes. And I was never really the expert on matters of female anatomy to begin with..."

"But this time you are the expert. You wrote the program"

"Right. I wrote a program. With a set of very specific factors and causal relations. I have no idea how your form will actually respond. I can't just plough ahead like a Bolovaxian"

"Fine" Aya said and got out from under the covers. She lied down on the bed next to him, grabbed his hand and placed it on her left breast.

"Explore away"

Razer snatched his hand away, before it got too comfortable.

"What!"

"You have my entire physical form at your disposal. Run all the tests you want till we reach a satisfactory level of safety standards. And then we can proceed to the 'ploughing' stage which sounds very interesting"

Razer threw her a look as if to say "you're crazy", but truth be told, the idea of a patient Aya leaving the entirety of her body at the disposal of his hands and lips was just the kickstarter he needed to get over his apprehension. That way he could test the technology properly and at the same time, show Aya that sex isn't just a "penetrative act".

"Hurry, please. You're not getting any younger" she reminded him, sarcastically.

He shut her up with a kiss more forceful than the ones previously shared.

"Let the engineer work, Aya", he whispered after breaking off the kiss.

Aya nodded head and lied back down, motionless, but kept her eyes on his face. Razer took in the sight of her body.

The violet light was supposed to follow a specific pattern of dispersion, that imitated the map of erogenous zones for organic females. There was an element of randomness thrown in the mix since Star Sapphire energy was unpredictable to begin with and every individual had his or her own sweet spots.

Exhaling loudly and intent on the task, Razer began by gently brushing his fingers over her face, down her neck and stopped to trace what should've been the collarbone for anybody else, but in Aya's case it was a very accurate hard light construct of a collarbone. After inspecting that area with his touch, he moved down between her breasts and stopped in the navel area, moving his fingers in concentric rings, just to get a feel of her body.

He kissed her again then, slowly, until she parted her lips. He absorbed all the warmth and tingly sensations her mouth had to offer. When he felt her hand on the back of his head, pushing him closer, he broke contact and moved to trail kisses down her jawline and neck. When he reached the crook of her neck and brushed his fangs on it, ever so gently, the violet light returned, a faint mauvish glow under green skin.

He continued his way down her chest until reaching her right breast. He gave the tip just a quick kiss, and immediately saw the familiar violet glow. After some more attention, it was glowing bright, and the light rays spread across her chest. Aya arched her back, surprising him.

"Did you feel that?" he asked.

"Yes."

"What did it feel like?"

"Like... a harmonized tachyonic surge"

"Uh... is that good?"

"Yes. In fact, I am inclined to ask you to stop talking and resume mammarian stimulation"

"Yes mam", he complied and smirked, before giving the left breast the exact same ministrations.

Unfortunately, increasing arousal was threatening to sabotage his tests. He decided to cut it short before he really gave Aya a reason to believe he suffered from an erectile dysfunction. He reached back up to kiss her again, languidly, while his hand travelled passed the navel to a not-so secret destination. He stopped just short of it, and turned serious when he asked her:

"Run an internal diagnostic from now on, just to be safe"

"System check... underway", she replied.

"Here we go..." he breathed and threw her one of his half smiles.

His hand settled comfortably between her legs. A single light touch against the opening there and Aya's body jolted. Razer quickly removed his hand.

"Are you alright?" he asked with concern.

"Yes... I... It was just... unexpected."

"Another surge?"

"More like a voltage spike, she confessed. Continue, please".

Razer internally scolded himself for rushing and nearly ruining everything. This time, he took time caressing the lengths of her thighs and the surrounding folds of hard light, before touching her again in the most sensitive spot on her body, loaded with sensors and flooded with violet light.

To his very pleasant surprise, she moaned. Up until then Aya had been completely silent, she didn't need to moan since she didn't even have vocal cords attached to a breathing apparatus. So he never even thought to program "moaning", he doubt he ever could for that matter. So the vocal expression of her pleasure was something completely natural, and because of that, completely beautiful.

It was also the thing that forced him into action. He covered her entire body with his and kissed her hungrily. Aya answered with equal passion and linked her arms across his neck. He could support himself on his elbows just fine but she spread her legs to make him more comfortable.

His lower body linked with hers, his member brushed against her core. He gasped at the sensation. The electric shivers he had only felt on the surface of his skin or his lips up until then, went straight through him. Up his spine and into whatever was left of the pleasure center inside his brain. After years of self-imposed asceticism he thought he might have somehow become immune to pleasure. His brain however did not betray him, and it was responding to the most peculiar of circumstances.

It was just as peculiar for Aya though. For the first time in her existence, she actually had problems concentrating, she felt small and tense, like her form wasn't enough to contain all the energy flowing through her. All her attention was diverted towards the areas of that came in contact with Razer. Especially in the lower part of her body. The sensors there were going crazy, sending a flurry of signals back to her CPU, and they all expressed one thing: "More".

So she raised her hips slightly just as he was pressing down. They moaned in unison as they generated friction and warmth between them. The Star Sapphire light was coming in waves now, washing over her body from head to toe, it was pulsating, matching the rhythm of their bodies teasing each other.

Razer halted his movements and rose up slightly, looking in her bright blue eyes. Aya also stopped, anticipating the next phase of intimacy, the thing she had been running simulations about all week. Razer was content to simply look at her. He was breathing heavily by now, but she didn't need to breathe at all. His muscles twiched, while she didn't have muscles, only smooth hard light. She didn't sweat, when he was beginning to. But despite all the excentricities of her form, despite the strangeness of their coupling, the last few minutes of being with her had brought him so close to the edge... that he realised something. The first thing being that love is a funny thing. The second being, he wasn't dead inside. He wasn't so broken that he couldn't experience love and sex any more.

She was beginning to wonder why he wasn't doing anything, just staring at her and half-smiling. Normally her sensors could tell her everything about his status, but her perceptions were unbalanced to say the least at that point in time. She intended to ask him if anything was wrong but then he bent down to kiss her again... and finally entered her.

It was a slow, methodical, cautious penetration, and the further he went inside her, the wider her eyes got as she was attempting to process the new sensations bubbling up inside of her. When he was all the way in, she threw her head back and squeezed her eyes shut. Razer clenched his jaw, trying to control the movement of his body. He had said a couple of days previous that nobody would want to stick their penis inside a hardlight construct.

If they didn't they would be idiots, he rectified his position. Because shockwaves of pleasure travelled to his brain, more intense than anything he had ever felt.

"Are you alright? What are your scans telling you?" he finally asked when he finally gathered his wits enough to see that Aya wasn't reacting in any way.

She opened her eyes and looked completely bewildered.

"Wha'? What scans?"

"The internal diagnostic I asked you to run not 5 minutes ago?"

"Oh... It's good. It's all good. Don't stop" she pleaded.

Razer almost laughed at her suddenly lacking vocabulary. Her eloquence suffered but her body was responding in all the right ways. Her hands travelled up and down his back muscles and she shifted her hips slightly, to give him a better angle. He retreated and then pushed forward again. She sank her fingers into his flesh and moaned loudly. This time though she didn't shut her her eyes and he was hoping that meant she was becoming accustomed to the feeling. Instead she locked her eyes with his and imitated his mouth movements, including his clenched jaw.

So many things were thretening to break his concentration, from the look of pure lust in the android's eyes to the feeling of being eaten from the inside out by living energy. Aya was also experiencing concentration problems. Normally, she could see all the eletrocmagnetic spectrum, hear everything around her at all the possible frequencies, tell you the exact number of neutrinos within a ten meter radius. But at that time, she could only tell you about how long Razer's thrusts where, how deep they went and how every single point of contact between them created its own spark of violet energy.

Their intimate connection became her entire universe, and deepening that connection, her main only motivation. Unexpectedly, she wrapped her legs around his waist, pivoted, and rolled them over, so that she was on top of him now, straddling him. Nobody was more shocked by the change in position than Aya. Finding herself without Razer's familiar weight on top of her, she became aware of the surroundings and realised she had no idea how she pulled that move.

"I... I don't know why I did that" she mumbled.

"It's okey" Razer whispered, casually placing his hands on her hips. The slight pressure of his hands on her triggered another movement as she rolled her hips. She had to throw her head back as she felt the violet light swell and wash over her, threatening to melt her insides. Literally.

"I...don't know why I did that either".

"Aya, it's okey, just follow your instincts"

"I've never had instincts before..." she said worried, her voice cracking.

She had never felt pain in her existence, but this had to be pain. It was too warm, too intense, too unpredictable.

"I think... the implant is malfunctioning. It's too much, sensory overload... Can't process"

She began to retreat, wanting to break the contact between them, the source of her chaotic perceptions. Razer sat up and grabbed her, holding her tight.

"Aya... If you want to stop, we'll stop" he promised her and meant every word. He raised his hand to cup the side of her face. Next he spoke softly but determined:

"Just, don't be afraid to live"

Aya closed her eyes remembering the conversation they had in his room, about life, love and regrets. Next time she opened her eyes, the fear was gone and merely replaced with doubt. Aya nodded, and although she was still slightly unsure of herself, she pushed against his chest and got him to lie back down slowly. She settled back into her previous position, and had to shift her hips against his to take him back inside. A low growl escaped his lips and he nearly flipped her over again. But he resolved to let Aya set the pace and the rhythm this time, to do whatever felt comfortable for her.

Unfortunately Aya wasn't too sure what was comfortable but kissing always worked out efficiently so she bent down to kiss him again. When the impulse to roll her hips came over her again, she didn't resist it. Razer had to swallow her moans, all the while fighting against his own urges for release. Aya felt the violet light coursing through her, stimulating every particle of matter and energy that made up her form.

She felt like she initiated some form of self-destruct sequence, and every gyration of her hips was bringing her closer to an impending explosion. She wondered briefly if this is what it felt for organics. Like they were marching towards their own glorious doom but just didn't care, because it made them feel so alive.

She broke the kiss, fearing that Razer was running out of oxygen again. Razer looked up at her as she was riding him, eyes closed shut, mouth agape. She really was gorgeus. Aya looked down, feeling the approaching end to her self destruct sequence. What if this really was the end? Looking into Razer's blue eyes she realised she didn't care. If this really was going to kill her, she couldn't think of a better way to go. So she gave in and let her very first orgasm overtake her.

He felt her squeeze the delight, and ecstasy and joy right out of him, and he offered them freely since she wasn't the only one learning or relearning how to truly live that night. As the climax happened, the violet light over took her entire form, and for a second she looked like a being made of pure love. Or maybe he was hallucinating? He was pretty sure his brain stopped working for a second as his own orgasm left his body bruised and battered on the shores of ecstasy.

It lasted for only a couple of seconds, and then Aya hunched forward nearly bumping foreheads with her lover, and then fell to the side. They stayed like that for a while, the only sound in the room being Razer's heavy breathing.

When she finally opened her eyes he turned to look at her. He would've asked her if she was alright again, but even he knew he didn't need to be concerned about that anymore. She looked... sated.

"Power levels at 36,7% and rising", she said.

"I take it that means you're exhausted?"

"Yes"

He smirked self-assuredly and gave himself a mental pat on the back. She was still looking at him, and he could see so much love reflected in those bright, unnaturally blue eyes of hers. Love and... gratitude.

"I had no idea", she confessed and placed a hand over his chest to feel his heartbeat.

"Me neither" he replied and put his hand over hers.

"Thank you" she simply said, but the feelings of gratitude she placed in that one word threatened to break his heart.

"You're very welcomed"

"Can we initiate the 'cuddling' phase now?"

Razer just chuckled and slid his arm under her neck. Aya got closer to him and just placed her head on his chest, where her hand had been earlier, enjoying the rhythm of his heart beating. He was very much alive, and so was she.

AN: This was soooo hard to write. I understand now why nobody writes Razer/Aya sex scenes. The logistics of the thing will kill you. I'm still not 100% happy with it to be honest, and I might come back and make some more modifications. But for now, I sincerely hope people enjoy reading this. We have one more chapter and than this baby is COMPLETE!