A/N- Really sorry it took so long to update! I usually update every other day, but i've had lots of revision to do recently - hence the short chaoter. But its better than nothing.. Right? :D

It's now been a month since me and Edward first made love to each other. We'd done it three times since, and every time was as perfect as the one before. I thought we were invisible from that day on, that nothing could break us up, that not even Edwards "friends" teasing us could split us up.

But I was wrong.

The last time we made love, I knew something was wrong. I'd uttered my love and adoration to him, feeling nothing but pure bliss, and when he replied "I love you Bella, no matter what" his eyes glazed over and he started to weep.

"Edward, what's wrong handsome? " I asked wiping away the tears with the pad of my thumb

"Nothing ... I – I just know that no matter what I say or do I love you. You know that right? It will always be you Isabella; you're the one that has captured my heart. "

His words were so sweet they would have made me cry if I hadn't noticed the hidden meaning behind them.

"Wha- what are you on about? I –"I began, but he cut me of with a kiss that felt so wrong, so off.

"I love you." He finished before he kissed me once more and left my room silently.

That was one of the last times I heard him say that.


After Edward left I cried myself to sleep. My mom woke me up a few times telling me that I'd been screaming at the top of my lungs. She didn't know what had just happened. Neither did I. But I found out the next day when my phone beeped at around 4 am

It read; Bella. I'm sorry. I don't love you. I can do better than you. Don't talk to me again. P.S I'm with Tanya now. –E

My stomach churned- as it had done the past few mornings- and I bolted to the toilet.

After throwing my guts up about 5 times, I sat on the bathroom floor and cried hysterically. He didn't want to talk to me again. He didn't love me. He- he was with beautiful Tanya.

Of course he was I thought lamely to myself, still on the bathroom floor. She's beautiful, blonde, and has boobs 3 times the size of yours. And she probably has more 'experience'. I tacked on.

I must of passed out after that, because all I remember was my dad shacking me back to earth and muttering "boy trouble, why isn't Renee here?"

"Bells?" He said more loudly "What's wrong hunny?"

"Edward.." I croaked before chucking up again.

"I'll KILL him!" Charlie shouted

"no.." I said weakly "g-get Alice" Then I fell back asleep again.

This time, I woke up softly with someone stroking my hair. The first thing I noticed was that I was somewhere warm and soft. This disorientated me, making me sit up really quick.

An action I regretted as soon as I'd done it. Damn sickness bug. Damn Edward.

I heard someone shout behind me as I ran to the loo – Alice. "BELLA! Come back! It's only me, its Alice! What's wrong?"

"it's just a bug, Alice. You don't need to see this.."

"To hell it's not Bella! Charlie said you've been throwing up for a while now, wanna tell me what's going on?"

"Nothing Alice! It's probably just PMS* ! I always get sick when my… Period… comes…" I whispered. "Holy shit."

"Holy shit" Alice exclaimed "How late are you?"

I groaned. "About.. Seven days.." "Shit.." I muttered.

"Well, we have to find out!" Alice said looking frantic. I couldn't really hear her, all I could think of was a beautiful baby nestled deep inside me, and then I remembered Edward didn't love me any more. So he wouldn't love his baby anyway. I felt an over whelming sense of sorrow for my baby. My baby, whose dad wouldn't love it.

"Oh Bella!" Alice cried throwing her arms around me "It'll be ok, shh, Bella"

"It wont Alice! I'm barley sixteen, I'm not even sixteen and a half yet! Oh god. Edward will hate me even more now" I cried

Alice froze

"What?" she questioned

I couldn't answer. I just motioned to my mobile.

She read it and swore like a sailor. I've never seen Alice swear this way before.

"….son of a bitch!" she finished "it's his friends Bella, I know it!"

"No.. Ali.. no. I'm too plain, too boring. Tanya's… Beautiful." I stated holding back more tears. "I loved him, I loved him so much. I gave him everything, Alice. All I had.. And I know his friends were.. Just you know.. But I thought we were better than them.." I ranted being cut off by my tummy rumbling earning a little giggle from Alice and I. albeit a teary giggle.

"We need to get a test." Alice said more seriously looking in my eye.

"I know"


"p-positive" I read shakily.

I felt like I should be crying with sadness. My childhood over. But I didn't. I felt a secret twinge of happiness that I'd always have a piece of Edward with me.

But Edward needed to know… Whether he hated me more for it or not.

"…I have to tell Edward" I whispered.

"NO!" Alice shouted outraged "He doesn't deserve to know !"

"Alice.. It's his baby too. I have too."

"We have to tell your mom, Bella"

I groaned. If I told mom, that means she'd surely tell dad, which meant Esme might find out… And then not only Edward, but Edwards family would hate me too.

"no…Alice.. Its fine"

"If you wont, then I will." She stated firmly


My mum was dissapointed, naturally. But promised that i would always be her baby girl, and that she would always be there for me. If anything, mum was more upset that Edward had ended it with me the way that he had. I'm sure it'd be all the gosspi soon.

That's the problem living in a small town. News spreads like wild fire. I wouldn't be surprised if they already knew about the pregnancy..


A/N - again, sorry for the short chapter, and nothing really happening, it was kinda a filler chapter. SAo much more drama will happen next. Let me know if you want me to write more.

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