A/N: Did you like the 'mixed' POV last chapter? I think that may be the way I write most of the sexytimes.
Read and Review I need a vote on something. Quinn is ultimately going to cry less from now on for obvious reasons, but who thinks that before this she cried too much before. Send me a message or put it in a review, I really think I need to know.
There will be no update tomorrow unfortunately because I am swamped with schoolwork but it should be up around Saturday or Sunday.
Rachel POV I guess.
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Rachel watched as Quinn face palmed.
"What?" Rachel asked.
"Are you serious? Was I good? Honestly."
"Well, was I?" Rachel was now frightened she wasn't as good as Quinn expected her to be.
"Rachel, that was fucking amazing. Didn't you hear me shouting your name? Didn't you feel how hard you just made me come?"Quinn blushed while saying this and Rachel blushed hearing it.
"Now I get to return the favour." Quinn made to move her arms to Rachel's body but Rachel grabbed her wrists and pinned her to the bed.
"No you don't, not today anyway. Tonight was about you." Rachel said sternly.
"Why? Please Rachel I just want to touch you. I wanna make you feel as good as you just made me feel, and don't pretend you don't want to get off as well. You're almost as wet as I am. Anyway, I don't think I can wait until were married." She made to grab Rachel again. Rachel was pleased that Quinn was thinking about marriage but didn't draw attention to it. Rachel pushed her back down.
"Don't make me tie you up again." She warned.
"This isn't fair though. You got to tie me up, torture me and make me see you naked but you won't let me touch you." Quinn groaned.
"I guess it's making up for you ignoring me for the last few days. Besides, I didn't even tease you for that long." Rachel immediately knew that first sentence was the wrong thing to say. A tear rolled down Quinn's cheek. Rachel hated it when Quinn cried.
"No no no. Shhh, Shhh. It's okay Quinn." Rachel moved her hands to Quinn's face and wiped away her tears with her thumbs.
"No it's not. You didn't do anything wrong and I ignored you and made you feel bad. I'm so sorry Rachel." The tears were falling more steadily now.
"Quinn stop it right now. I understand how you must have felt. But I'm really glad you kissed me because I didn't have the guts to kiss you. Not only that but you have the softest lips that I don't think I will ever get enough of." To prove her point Rachel leaned down and placed a soft but deep kiss on Quinn's lips. Quinn wrapped her arms around Rachel and pulled her in tighter.
"Did anyone ever tell you that you look amazing with sexed up hair?" Rachel asked. Quinn looked away.
"No. This was actually the first time I have come." Quinn admitted. Rachel scrunched up her face.
"What about with Puck?" Rachel didn't really want to hear the answer.
"He's a bit... quicker than I am." Quinn told Rachel.
"He got you pregnant and he didn't even get you off?" Rachel was appalled.
"Well, he's not as good as you Rach. And he's nowhere near as hot... or teasing for that matter."Quinn shot daggers at Rachel.
"I learned a life lesson from someone. They said it's all about the teasing and not about the pleasing. But that doesn't matter, so I'm almost your first?" Rachel asked. Quinn grinned.
"And my last." She told Rachel before leaning in to kiss her. Rachel turned her head to avoid the kiss, she was nervous now.
"Quinn this is like a big deal. You should have told me. If I have of known then I wouldn't have teased you so much, I would've been more gentle and taken more care of you." Quinn just pulled her tighter.
"Rachel if you felt how hard you made me come then I'm doubtful you would be so worried. Can we please stop talking about this because your making me wet again." It was true; Rachel could feel the heat radiating from Quinn's centre.
"We need to go to sleep." Rachel told Quinn.
"Will you go out with me on Friday?" Quinn asked. Rachel honestly hadn't been expecting that.
"Quinn when I meant going out I meant like just being together. Not like going on dates. I don't think we are ready for people to be seeing us."Quinn looked hurt.
"That's not what I meant. I want to be with you Quinn. I just don't think everyone needs to know yet." Rachel clarified.
"Can I at least take you somewhere we won't be seen then?" Quinn asked still looking hurt.
"I'd love to Quinn." She said. Rachel didn't like seeing Quinn hurt so she kissed her to try and reassure her that she wanted to be together.
"I'm not ashamed; I just don't want you to lose everything you have worked so hard to get." Rachel said.
"What if I don't care? I don't want to have to have you in secret." Quinn replied.
"I do care though, and if having you in secret means I still get to have you then that's okay with me." Rachel squeezed Quinn tighter. Quinn still looked sad but Rachel thought it was better than them coming out with no planning whatsoever. Rachel closed her eyes as she felt Quinn rest her cheek on Rachel's head.
"Night Quinn."
"Night Rachel."
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Quinn woke up first hardly daring to believe it was Rachel in her arms. She was trying to tell herself it was just some kind of dream and that when she woke up she would be alone in her bed with tear marks down her eyes. She pinched herself before letting herself believe last night had not been a dream or fairytale she had read.
Of course, Quinn was hurt that Rachel wouldn't let her take her out on a proper date. She knew it was probably a bad idea but she didn't care as long as it made Rachel feel special. She would have taken the insults and the slushies if it meant she got to hold Rachel's hand as she walked her to class or rest her head on the diva's shoulder as they ate lunch or, more than anything , to kiss Rachel in front of her locker or outside her class or wherever she felt like it.
Quinn knew she was probably being greedy but now that she had had a taste of Rachel it was going to be extremely hard not to just do something stupid at school and expose them. Quinn looked back on the massive contrast from yesterday at the same time. She would have been crying and thinking of plans to avoid Rachel altogether, now she was thinking of ways to avoid the temptation to just lean down and kiss the girl for when they were at school.
Quinn moved away from Rachel a touch to see what time it was. As soon as Quinn moved away from Rachel, Quinn felt Rachel pull her tighter and heard her whimper. Abandoning her search for the time, Quinn nestled back into Rachel and started rubbing her back.
"Shhh, I'm here, I'm here." Quinn whispered while pulling Rachel impossibly close. She loved how Rachel needed Quinn with her to have a sound sleep. It made her feel needed. After a few minutes, Quinn decided it really was best she knew what the time was so she strained her neck to look at her clock.
It was a quarter past 7. They really should start getting ready for school. Quinn looked down to find that their bodies were intertwined. It was hard to tell where one body began and the other ended. Quinn sighed; she really didn't want to wake Rachel up. She did the best she could to not move Rachel.
Rachel was still asleep when Quinn managed to get herself free and begin to walk to the bathroom. She watched Rachel reaching to where Quinn had been sleeping and heard her becoming distressed. Quinn stopped and walked back to Rachel. Sitting on the edge of her bed, Quinn lightly shook Rachel's shoulder.
"Rachel wake up. Time to get ready for school." She said in a soft voice. Rachel relaxed at the contact on her shoulder but began to stir. As she opened her eyes, she pulled Quinn into a hug.
"Best wake up ever." Rachel stated. Quinn beamed. Quinn moved to go to the bathroom but Rachel just clung tighter to stop her movements.
"Where do you think you're going?" Rachel asked.
"To go and have a shower."
"But I'm not done hugging you yet."
"Well you could come with me and hold me in the shower..." Quinn said slyly.
"No. In a shower isn't exactly a very romantic way for my first time."Then it hit Quinn. Rachel was still a virgin, something she knew Rachel took very seriously.
"I'm sorry Rach. I forgot it was going to be your first time. We can do it when you think you are ready." She kissed Rachel and pulled away to go have a shower. This time Rachel let her.
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An hour later they had arrived at school. Quinn was disappointed they weren't hand in hand, but Rachel had insisted they couldn't. Quinn walked Rachel to her all of her classes. They were supposed to be having lunch together and that kept Quinn going for the first few periods. When she got to her locker at the beginning of lunch she heard a voice next to her.
"Someone seems a lot less sad and in self pity this morning." Quinn turned to see Santana smirking beside her.
"Maybe I am." Quinn's smile betrayed her.
"You got your girl!" Quinn was surprised but Santana actually pulled her into a hug.
"Please don't shout it out. Rachel doesn't want everyone to know yet." Quinn warned.
"And you do?" Santana asked. Quinn nodded.
"It's killing me not being able to hold her hand or hug her or kiss her. I'm also worried some guy might hit on her, namely Finn or Puck."Quinn admitted.
"Berry will get rid of them. Don't worry about it. So, I see by your neck that you had a good time last night. What happened?" Santana looked excited.
"Well I was asleep and I thought I heard my window open. Because I was asleep so I didn't pay it any attention but then my hands were tied above my head and I panicked. Then we talked then she kissed me."Quinn smiled at the memories.
"And then she absolutely rocked your world. I thought she wasn't going to have sex till she was married?"Santana asked.
"Who said we had sex?" Quinn asked.
"Look at you Quinn." Santana poked Quinn in the neck; there was obviously a hickey from last night.
"I told her she was going to leave a mark!" Quinn whined.
"Why didn't you stop her then?" Santana challenged.
"I couldn't, my hands were still tied." Santana's eyes lit up.
"Who knew Berry was so kinky?"
"Rachel isn't kinky. I don't think. She just wouldn't let me touch her."Santana burst out laughing.
"What's so funny?" Quinn asked.
"You totally got dominated by Berry. The sweet little 'I'm not having sex until I'm married' girl dominated you."
"She did not. My hands were already tied." Quinn huffed.
"She made you come really hard, didn't she Quinn." Quinn remained silent and Santana began to laugh again.
"Did she make you squirt?"
"Santana!" Quinn squealed. Quinn was becoming wet thinking of last night.
"Did she? Come on Q, you can tell me."Santana pushed.
"No she did not. Why do you care anyway?"Quinn asked.
"You have to admit its hot Q. This conversation is making you horny isn't it?" Again Quinn remained silent. Santana laughed at her.
"You better hope Berry is willing to do you again before you do her. Because you could be horny for years." Santana's eyes light up. "I could tease you like I am now and there would be nothing you can do about it. Unless of course you do it yourself. Something tells me you would only do that if you were desperate though. Maybe that is something I can work towards."Santana drifted off into her own thoughts.
"If you are done talking about my sex life, I would like to get some lunch sometime this year." Quinn's panties were uncomfortably wet and she needed to get her mind off it.
"Right, let's go Q." They walked to lunch to find Brittany talking with Rachel.
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A/N: Next chapter will be Rachel's talk with Brittany and whatever else I can think of.
