Chapter 5- Life before my eyes
Jacob's POV:
"Well?" Leah said impatiently staring me down like a hawk ready to kill its prey. She was giving me a pretty hard time. I just kept fumbling with my words and i had my
mouth hanging opened, staring at her like an idiot. she just looked so darn beautiful when she was angry with anyone. I just couldn't keep my eyes off of her. Then I shook
my head and came back to my senses.
Why do you want to know Leah? We make bets all the time and as far as I'm concerned, You've never bothered about any of our bets until now," I challenged her. "So why is
this bet any different?"
"Because I think this bet involves me. You don't want to tell me about the bet so I think you're hiding something behind my back."
"It doesn't involve you at all," I said trying to reassure her.
"Then tell me about the bet! Now!" She growled menacingly at me and I flinched away from her but as I did she grabbed my shirt and pulled me nose, to nose, with her eyes
blazing like fire had just spurted out of a volcano. I gulped.
"Pull me closer," I whispered to her her and a slow smile spread across my face mockingly. I saw her smile but she quickly wiped it away and sighed at me. She then let me
go and pushed me down where i sat and laughed.
"Its not funny Black," She spat at me but she too had a smile on her face. I looked up at her and realized that i was actually having fun with her. i shook my head. having fun
with leah clearwater? fun? I don't even know if she meant the meaning of the word.
"alright Leah," I sighed. "I will tell you. but if i do, do you promise not to hate me?"
"Why would I hate you Jacob?"
"Just Promise! Please!"
"Okay, okay I promise! jeez overeaction here!" Leah chuckled and pulled me up off of the floor.
"The only thing is I can't tell you in person. I have to write you a note explaining. I know that sounds childish but its for a very good reason. trust me."
"Whatever. Just write the note in my room. I have a desk with paper and a pencil. Once your done, Wait outside for me. I want to show you something in the woods that I
found for you."
"Okay," I said uneasily and squirmed around her and stepped in her room and closed the door behind me. As I looked at leahs room I felt sick and also felt like passing out at
the same time. But I sucked in a breath and widen my shoulders. C'mon Jacob. Be a man and do it. C'mon. All you have to do is a note. So i sat own and began to write.
Dear Leah,
I feel like a child again, passing a note to you. It makes me feel like I am ten years old and I 'm making a note because i'm to shy to speak to you.
But I will get to the point. Like seth said there was a bet. And the bet was about... you. They dared me too date you for 24 hours, and if I passe the bet, Paul had to kiss you
in front of rechel and he had to tell you that he loved you. I know you probably think that I am the worlds most dumbest personright now. But I regret every moment on
making the bet. I really love you. and I'm not making it up. I hated that I played with your emotions. And this time, if you ever give me a chance, I want to become your
boyfriend for real. Again I'm sorry.
Your love forever,
Jacob
Once I was done with the not, I opened up the door, handed the note to leah, and rushed out of there as fast as I could and waited for her outside.
I wanted to be out of hitting range.
Leahs POV:
when I was done reading the note, my brain was swirling. I just had so my pain inside of me. There was no words that I could describe it to... I felt the silent tears
stream down my face and I quickly wiped them away so my mascara wouldn't smear. I sniffled a littled and I tried to take deep breaths from phasing in the house. My mom
said if I ever phased in the house again, I would be grounded for life. I didn't hate Jacob. not at all. it was to much of a weak word. I wanted to kill him more like it. I
crumpled up his so called apology note and shoved it into the left side of my jeans shorts pocket and walked slowly down the stairs, with grief walking with me on evey step.
Then a thought came to me. I was going to kill Jacob physically. I was going to kill Jacob in his heart. If he really loves me, he will care if I die or not.
So in stead of meeting Jacob, I went out the back door and ran through the woods. I jumped into some bushes and turned around to see where jacob was. He was standing
in the front of the house with his head done. I stood up to get a closer look but as soon as I did, Jacob shot his head up and looked into my direction. As he stood there, his
eyes getting as wide as owls, he knew what I was going to do. I sprinted off to the cliff hoping he wouldn't catch me. I could hear his voice closely behind me.
"Leah stop! Don't do this! STOP! PLEASE" He screamed at me but I just kept running, with my sobs rising up in my throat. When I saw sight of the cliff, I closed my eyes and
ran without stopping. I could hear Jacob's screams getting closer towards me with every step but there was nothing he could do for me now. I just kept sprinted towards the
cliff and when I ran toward the very edge, I stopped and turned toward Jacob and faced him who stood less than five feet away from me.
"Leah. You don't want to do this. Please don't do this," Jacob choked out tears streaming down his face.
"Never knew you could have so much emotion Jacob," I said to him in a mocking tone. "especially for me." Jacob was silent.
"I Love you," I whispered to him and tipped backward, off of the cliff, falling towards my death.
"NNNNNOOOOOOOOOO!" Jacob screamed but I could barely hear him.
I could only hear the wind blowing on my face and the sun and moon calling out my name.
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