AN: I made a toddler cry, I feel so proud of myself. Anyway. Umm, im just going to ramble up here. I don't know what I should write for this note. Any Ideas or suggestions, PM them to me. Don't own house or affiliated characters. Enjoy. oh and im being nice. I thought this chapter was a little short, but it seemed like the logical place to finish.

I had no idea where I was going, I just kept walking, the argument playing over and over in my head. The chill winter air was nipping at my arms. I was still in jeans and a t-shirt. I didn't even consider going back, I just kept moving. I sobered up pretty quickly.

By the time I actually stopped to consider where I was, I was standing outside one of my favourite bars. I considered going in, but I realized that I had no cash on me. I sighed. I really wanted a drink. I felt like I needed to forget the whole day. But I couldn't, so I continued walking, drifting back into auto-pilot as I started thinking again.

I felt sorry for yelling at Allison. All she had down was try to help me. She didn't deserve me dumping my shit on her. I hated myself for that. I hated myself because I didn't remember. Maybe they would be better off without me. I don't want to leave Ivy, even though I cant remember her, I love her. But Allison can handle her. I can't, not when I cant remember anything about her.

I stopped walking and looked around again. I was at a park not far from my apartment. It was dark, hard to see. I followed my memory, one of the most useless things I could remember from before the accident, to a bench and sat down. I had always used this park when I needed to think about things. It reminded me of a place my mother used to take me and my brother before the Huntington's. Back to the Huntington's, it always comes back to it. Why did my life resolve around something that ruined my mother and my memories of her?

I was so caught up in my memories that I failed to notice someone who sat right beside me. I jumped up, scared shitless, when something descended over my shoulders. It was a coat. Allison was sitting beside me. I grabbed the edges of the jacket and pulled it around me, noticing that I was shivering. I flashed a small smile.

"Thanks." I tried to distance myself from her. "How did you find me?"

Allison sighed, "You told me that you came here when you needed to think. And I've found you here before, like when you told me about wanting to be pregnant."

I stared at her. "I willing chose to be pregnant? How could I, knowing that any child I brought into this world could be exactly like me? Growing up hating me, because I had Huntington's. I don't want anyone to go through that, whether it's a partner or a child."

Allison moved over and wrapped her arm around my shoulder. Despite myself, I moved deeper into her embrace. "Remy, baby, you have told me all this before," She cut me off as I tried to say something. "I know you don't remember, but you have, and you did. You say you don't want Ivy to have it or too hate you?" I nodded against her shoulder. She sighed, "There is no chance Ivy has it. Does that make you feel better?"

I shook my head, "How do you know that? You don't even know if I have it." One of allison's hands started rubbing my back.

"She doesn't have it because you used IVF treatment. We specifically made sure that the egg didn't carry the Huntington's gene before we continued. Does that make you feel better?" She leaned down and kissed me. It made me momentarily forget all plans of leaving. She got a smirk on face, "I bet you want to know how the male donor was."

I poked my tongue out at her, "I assumed it was some random guy I met at a bar while I was angry at you or something." She hit me in the shoulder at this comment.

"We used two donors. I gave you some of my dead husband's to try with, but they didn't take. The other one was a complete surprise to me. I didn't even know you would think of him."

"It wasn't House was it?" My eyes grew wide. Her head shook.

"Close but no cigar. Or cane in this case." Allison was still sporting that smirk. I grabbed her arms.

"Come on, tell me. Pwease." I stuck my bottom lip out. She kissed it.

"It was Wilson." My mouth dropped open. Wilson? "No, Remy, I'm serious. Wilson was the donor. You asked him and he agreed." I was flabbergasted, I would never have thought to ask him, at least not four years ago, apparently. But now that I really thought about it, he was probably the best choice out of all the guys I know.

"It's my turn next." When I look at her curiously, she continues. "For IVF treatment. We decided that we wanted another kid about a week before your accident. I was going to book an appointment the day you got injured."

Tears started filling my eyes again. "I'm sorry." I whisper into her shoulder. "This is all my fault. I should go." I made to leave, but Allison's hand was entrenched in my shirt and she wasn't letting go. She pulled me into her lap and wrapped her arms around me. I broke down again and just sat there sobbing. "I'm sorry. This is all my fault. I'm so sorry." All the time she made quieting sounds and held me.

"This isn't your fault." She started talking after I had calmed down. "You have amnesia, you don't remember stuff. I get it, it's scary. But you need to stay calm and talk to me. We have been together for almost four years. I love you. I need you. I'm not letting you abandon me or Ivy, just because you feel bad." She stared at me, with her intense blue eyes, until I nodded in surrender. "Now, let's get you home before you end up with pneumonia. I don't want to have to take you back to the hospital again."

Who saw Wilson being the father? I bet noone did. Nobody likes Wilson, except me. He's a good guy. Anyway, I thought it fix the relationship now, just so Crazyheart101 can have his Ivy/Remy interaction, but I don't promise no more strife. Smut coming up in the next few chapters, maybe, if I decide I can write smut, im not sure if i can yet.
I have some company at the moment, so im not sure when the next chapter is coming, but it will be long, have both smut and Ivy/remy interaction, and introduce Cameron's sister.