Pros & Cons
We pulled up to my drive way, as I began to open the passenger door Edward caught my hand and said, "Please! Please don't go and never talk to Luke again! He does really like you! "I looked at him and asked, "Edward, if I asked you something do you promise to tell me the truth?"He looked at me a little bewildered and said, "Of course."I then asked, "Is there any danger for me being involved with Luke? I know that this may sound ridiculous, but I have a very bad feeling and... I just can't help but ask... is Luke dangerous?" Edward's face became solemn ,he looked at me with sad eyes and said, "Yes... Yes it is dangerous, very dangerous...I know that he'll kill me for saying this but it's the truth." The look on his face showed that he was telling the truth, this frightened me even more...I was right! He looked at me and continued, "He's a really nice guy! He's my brother! But ...I can't just stand by and lead you blindly to something that might kill you!" I nodded and said, "Thank you Edward, for your honesty." I then opened the car door and began to walk to my house.
I could feel Edward's eyes on me as I got to the front porch and closed the door behind me. I went straight to my room and began to think, I thought of how weird the Cullen's acted when I first met them, how cautious Luke was around me, and how he was so hesitant to ask me out. Then I thought of how Luke saved me from Eric and from the 600 pound lawn ornaments, how he laughed and how he held me when he was happy. Oh, his smile! How can such a man be dangerous? He was always kind and gentle with me, he was a gentleman! He'd never hurt me... but then again he could, he has the strength to. I almost suffocated because I couldn't breathe... Why didn't he need to breathe? Why was he so strong? How did he know that I was in trouble with Eric? Everyone had left for lunch...there was no way he could have known that Eric was there! Does he have a special sense thing like Edward? If he does then what is it ? Why didn't he eat at lunch? Oh my gosh I'm beginning to pry! Something that I promised I wouldn't do! How could I not, when Edward says that being with Luke could kill me! I know I asked to know, but I wasn't expecting for him to say... that! Ok, now I have to figure out what I'm going to do...am I going to continue this relationship and see how it goes, or ignore him completely and never speak to him again...No that wouldn't be right... he is after all my friend, but how could we still be just friends when I know what it feels like to be held so tenderly or to be kissed so passionately.
How could I ever just think of him as a friend again? I could always just have a blind eye to it and hope that he doesn't kill me! This would be so much easier if I actually knew what he was or what dangers that he could present! Oh Crud! Crud! Crud! Crud! What should I do?
The Cullen's are all nice people from what I can tell and Luke is the greatest one! He's so sweet, smart, kind, noble, talented, and a great kisser! But what is he? What can he do? I know what I'll do I'll write a list of pros and cons if there's more pros I'll continue our relationship, if there's more cons then...I'll figure out a way to still be friends but not to get too close to him. Ok here goes, Pros; He's a gentleman, smart, kind, protective, persistent, strong, funny, musically talented, great kisser, gorgeous, and he has the most beautiful eyes that I've ever seen! Cons: He could kill me! I don't know what he is, he could kill me, oh and did I mention that he could kill me! I'd say we were neck and neck with Pros&Cons. This really sucks! I wish that I knew what sort of danger he was to me. Maybe I should just continue our friendship as if nothing had happened, just to see how it goes from there, like my first plan, but I should be extremely cautious with him. This might be a bad idea but he's a friend...and maybe more! I won't let this go that easily.