Chapter 103

Placing her hand on his cheek, Krystal asked, "What did you just call, me?"

"My goddess. Krystal, are you back here with me? Should I get Krista now?" Tom asked so worried about her.

"You called me goddess, Tom? My, Tom?" she asked tears streaming down her face. The blank look gone and the fear had disappeared. She was in his arms safe and sound, once again. "I'm sorry, I must have made a fool of myself."

"No, you didn't. You've been badly hurt and you're perfectly justified in being frightened. Please tell me what it was that scared you so? I never want to do that again!" he told her lifting her into his arms and going to sit on the edge of the bed while still cradling her to him.

"Tom, it's ugly, and I don't want you to think badly of me," sobbed Krystal. "But then I guess you have a right to know so you can make up your mind if you still want to marry me tomorrow."

"Darling, there is noting in this world that could make me not want to marry you tomorrow! Please tell me what happened, if I know then maybe I can help you to get past it."

"We moved in with daddy when we were just thirteen, and a couple nights later he came into my room. He had been drinking and ordered me to get out of bed. I didn't know what he wanted and was afraid at the tone in his voice. He grabbed me by my arm and pulled me up and ripped off my gown... he...he…grabbed my breasts and squeezed them and laughing, told me that they were too small for any man to want me, that I'll be daddy's baby for as long as I lived," she took deep breath before she could continue.

"Then he slapped me hard, bloodying my lip, and ordering me to take off his uniform. When I
reached up he hit me again and told me not to get blood on his white uniform. I had to wipe the blood off my face with my sheets. Then he laid down on my bed and pushed me between his legs. He had me bring him to erection with my hands and then he made me take him in my mouth and he told me what to do calling me daddy's baby, until he came in my mouth making me swallow and then lick him clean. If I fought him, he threatened to go to Kris and have her to service him. She was daddy's baby too, he would say, and to stop him from hurting her I ended up doing anything he told me too."

She looked up at him and begged, "Tom, please don't ever call me baby, call me whore,
which I feel like I am, just something dirty and nasty, or cunt, or bitch, but never baby," she sobbed. "If you don't want to marry me, I'll understand, but I do love you and was enjoying making love to you, until you said that awful word." Finally finished, she collapsed against him and awaited his answer.

"Krystal, I'll never call you those things! I love and respect you, and no woman should be talked to or treated that way! I love you more than I can ever tell you and this doesn't change that. You'll be my wife and my goddess forever!" he told her while rocking her in the hopes he could make some of the pain go away.

"You can still love me after what I just told you? You can still want to marry me and have me bear your children?" she asked, stunned that this wonderful man was willing to forgive the awful things she had done while growing up. "You can forgive the terrible things I've done with my own father? The incest?"

"Darling, you did NOTING wrong! Noting at all! It was your father; he was the one in the wrong. You are not to blame for anything that happened to you, you were being forced and you were protecting your sister! Does Krista have any idea of what all happened to you?"

To be continued…