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Dream or Reality

As I lay there unconscious I began to dream...I think. It was odd and so realistic I couldn't tell if it was real. I was inside the Cullen's house walking down a long bright hallway leading to the open living room where I saw Luke pacing the floor looking like a complete mess his eyes were gold, but full of guilt, and excruciating pain. His hair was ruffled and disoriented, his close hung on him like a wet towel on a rack, and needless to say he was a mess. I also saw Edward sitting on the couch looking in complete concentration, he was sitting next to Alice who had a glazed over look covering her eyes, Emmett was at the computer looking up places in Europe. As I walked into the room I began to hear what they were saying, "Where could he have possibly have taken her?" Came Emmett's frustrated voice as he slammed his hand against the computer desk, not with enough power to break it, but just enough to make a large hand print within it.

"I can't see her! She was just there a minute ago, that scum was holding her in his arms. My Lily, in that things arms! It's sick!" Said Luke in an almost hysterical voice.

When I heard his voice all I wanted to do was run to him and to tell him that I was here, I got as far as the sofa when Edward stood up his back going rigid as he whispered through clenched teeth, "Someone's here! Who's there? Answer me!" The rest of them tensed up but didn't really acknowledge Edward's little outburst.

I couldn't tell but I think he was referring to me, so I answered, "It's me…Lily, what's happened?"

Edward's face was awestruck, "Lily is that you? Where are you?"

I smiled quizzically and replied, "Yeah it's me."

Edward surprised again and asked, "Where are you?"

I smiled again and asked my own question, "Well that depends…. Physically, or mentally?"

Edward smiled with me exasperated, "Both would be nice."

"Well Mentally I am in your house standing behind the sofa… Closest to Emmett, he is so ridiculous…Did you see that dent he made in that desk." I began to laugh as I thought of the good old days.

Edward went to stand next to Emmett and said, "Where are you physically? Do you know?"

My smile disappeared as I thought of my situation and replied, "Somewhere in Ireland...I think, he said something about my family line, and how he had brought me… home. I'm trapped within a room…. If that helps." It was then that I realized that I might not have enough time, if this isn't a dream I don't want to waste time. "Listen Edward, I don't think I'll have enough time…I think this might just be a dream but I don't want to chance it, tell Luke that I love him, and that if he see's Shamus hold me, kiss me, or whatever, tell him that I'm thinking of him, always! Shamus is a powerful vampire… He can force me to do things and feel things that I can't control. It scares me, he's sick; he's been following me since I was twelve! He won't kill me or at least he hasn't yet," I could feel and see the utter understanding and horror in Edward's face, I walked over to Luke who was still pacing, as I set my hand on his shoulder he stopped long enough for me to press my lips to Luke's cheek, Luke shivered still not fully aware of my presence, "Edward also tell Luke that I just kissed him," Edward nodded, "Oh, Edward, thank you for being my friend, tell my parents that I love them and help Charlotte….and Luke. I'll miss all of you ..."

"Lily, don't talk like that! We will find you!"

"Just promise me you'll tell them, it's my last wish!" Edward nodded to the promise; I smiled knowing that he would keep this promise. I felt a pull a sharp jerk like ripping fabric, the ripping left a sharp pain in my stomach and throat I let out a huge gasp.

"Lily what's happening! Are you alright!" Edward practically screamed, getting the attention of the others, including Luke.

"Lily? What are you talking about Edward?" Luke's eyes were wide with earnest curiousity.

Edward waved his hand to silence him and continued, "Is he here? Is he taking you away?"

I felt another stab of pain as the fabric continued tearing, all I could say was, "I-I," I then gasped once more in pain and then the fabric was completely torn leaving me alone in the dark emptiness again.

But I wasn't there long, as soon as I got used to the darkness I was pulled away into another dream, I was swimming in the ocean, the water was warm as it engulfed me. I saw how fish swam by me they were so calm and as they brushed against my skin it tickled, the atmosphere was so calm and peaceful, I didn't need any air so I kept swimming. At one point I saw a bright and colorful reef, as I tried to swim toward it I was shock to find a huge squid! The Squid grabbed a hold of me engulfing me within its large and cold tentacles, I felt it tugging at me from my arms and legs as if it were trying to pull me apart. I woke up with a scream moving my full body off the bed clasping at my shirt for stability. It was then that I realized I wasn't wearing my shirt anymore but instead I was wearing a long white night dress with gold trim along the brim of the dress. It was woven into a intricate design of a shamrock. My hair was wet too as if I had just taken…A…Shower….Or even a bath! Oh dear God! That last part wasn't a dream, the water. The squid. The cold tentacles. Oh dear God!