Sorry for the wait, people. Oh, and if you don't want to read an awkward unnecessary scene, skip down to the first page break. Fair warning.

Disclaimer: I own nothing but my mind that likes doing mean things to poor Rox.

Roxas smiled into the spray of water gently hitting his face, proud that he actually made it onto the team. He had never actually felt that he could accomplish anything, let alone making his way onto the struggle team. He tried to forget the truths Axel told him as he ran his fingers through his hair. He couldn't wait to tell Zexion -

"You think you can make a fool out of me and get away with it?"

Roxas spun around, cupping his hands over his exposed manhood. Everyone had already left the locker room, and he was completely vulnerable in this state. "Who's there?"

"You think it's funny, embarrassing me in front of my team?" Riku stepped out from behind one of the stalls and Roxas backed up against the wall. He had nowhere to run, and Riku was blocking the only exit out of the showers.

"W-what do you want from me?"

Riku grinned. "I think the question is: what do you want from me? I see the way you look at Sinclair. I know you're queer. The rest of the team may be stupid, but I know things."

"I'm not gay."

"Come on, don't deny it Roxy. Since Sinclair's been screwing around with Namine, you've just been downright miserable. Don't look surprised, I told you I know things. I think I've found a way to cheer you up." Riku pulled his shirt over his head. "All a little queer like you really wants is to get laid right? Now, what kind of teammate, what kind of friend would I be, if I didn't grant you this small favor?" He reached down and slid his belt off.

Roxas backed farther into the corner. "Riku, please. Please don't do this."

"Come on Roxas. Don't deny your body what it wants." He continued advancing. "I know you want this."

"Please, don't!"

"Shut up."

He fisted the blond hair and twisted, ignoring Roxas' yelp and forcing him to his knees. Roxas whimpered as he kneecaps stuck the ground.

Roxas closed his eyes as Riku began stepping out of his clothes. He heard Riku rustling with something but refused to open his eyes. Riku approached the blond, who was breathing hard through his mouth, trying desperately to stay calm. He choked when Riku suddenly shoved himself into his mouth.

"Open your eyes." Roxas did as he was told and then yelped around the member in his mouth. "If you bite me, you're dead." He warned, dangling a pocket knife in front of Roxas' eyes. "If you do a good job I just might reward you."

Riku buried his hand in a fistful of Roxas' hair and began roughly fucking his throat. He thrust hard and fast, and Roxas could barely breathe. Gagging around the flesh in his mouth, he pushed at Riku's hips but nothing helped. Riku continued to force himself down Roxas' throat and the harder the blond pushed at him, the harder he slammed into his mouth. It was only when Roxas' face began to lose color that Riku finally pulled out with a sickening slurp and Roxas sputtered, trying to breathe and spit out the foul flavor in his mouth all at once. He violently gasped for breath before the back of Riku's hand connected with his face. He fell to the ground, the unexpected attack too much for him to handle.

"You didn't bite me, but you didn't get me off. You know what? I'm feeling generous today, so I'll reward you anyway. On your hands and knees." He ordered, but Roxas lay still on his side. "Don't make me ask you again."

Roxas turned over and did what he was told.

"Stay still and you won't get hurt any more than necessary." Riku got down on his knees behind him, spread his cheeks, and spit on his opening. Roxas began to cry, never having been so humiliated in his life. "You a virgin, Roxy?" The blond nodded his head reluctantly. "So I guess I should go easy on you, huh?" Roxas nodded again. "Wouldn't you know, I'm not really in the mood to be gentle." He smacked Roxas' ass and then planted his hand on the small of his back. Roxas steeled himself, bracing himself for the pain he knew would come, but nothing could have prepared him for the pure agony he felt as Riku ripped into him the first time. Riku hissed in pleasure as Roxas screamed in agonizing pain. He pulled all the way out and slammed into him again, and if possible, Roxas screamed even louder.

"Fuck! You are so tight!" Roxas whimpered as Riku continued pounding into him quickly and powerfully so that the pain never had a chance to dull. Riku leaned over and pressed his back to Roxas', wrapping his arm around the blond's neck. "Shut up, faggot. Kiss me." Riku forced Roxas' head to the side and captured his lips in a rough kiss. He shoved his tongue into Roxas' mouth and made quick work of exploring his mouth. He bit at his lips and Roxas' cried out as he felt him break the skin. Riku kept biting and shoving his tongue into the blond's mouth, mixing blood with saliva. He pulled away and rested his forehead right under the nape of Roxas' neck. He kept drilling into the blond mercilessly, reveling in the feel of the warm blood surrounding his cock.

"Moan for me. Call out my name."

Roxas did as he was told, letting out small moans and repeating a deadened mantra of 'oh yes, more, Riku!'

"Ah, yeah, you're so fucking tight, you're so fucking good you fucking fag. God you're so good to me." Riku began pounding into him even faster than before, losing all control. "You're so fucking good, such a fucking whore for me. You love my cock in your ass. Fuck!"

He kept thrusting until he began to shake, and then plunged himself in deep one last time. Roxas felt vomit build up in the back of his throat as Riku erupted inside him.

Riku sat down and smiled, watching Roxas' shivering body.

"Come for me."

Roxas looked at him, shocked. Surely he couldn't really expect him to even get hard after that…

Roxas sat up as Riku crawled over to him. "Come here and kiss me." Roxas leaned forward and reluctantly pressed his lips to Riku's, who took it upon himself to deepen the kiss. After sufficiently ravaging the blond's mouth, they separated and he sat back.

"Now come for me."

"W-what do you want me to do?"

Riku rolled his eyes and twirled the knife in his hand. "Place your hand around your cock, and pump it until you come."

Roxas did as he was told, but no matter what he tried, he couldn't get hard.

"I can't. I can't do it."

"Oh yeah? Try fingering yourself, then. Now."

Roxas closed his eyes as he reached in between his legs and pressed his finger against the sore ring of muscle. He hissed as his finger slid in and slowly moved it in and out. Riku watched this display and began to stroke his own member which was already stiffening again.

"Add a second finger."

Roxas complied, and his breath hitched as the second digit entered. Riku continued stroking himself silently and slowly crawled over to Roxas. He placed his hand on the blond's member and slowly began caressing it. "Just give in to it and come for me."

Roxas held his breath and squeezed his eyes shut as Riku fondled him. He imagined it was Axel who was doing this to him, and instantly he began to harden.

"That's it, just let go. Give in to it, I know you want this."

Soon Roxas was fully hard, and so was Riku. Roxas opened his eyes when Riku's hand released him. He watched as the older man leaned back, propped up by his elbows.

"Looks like I'm hard again, Roxas. What are you going to do about that?"

"Whatever you want me to," the blond answered, resigned.

"Good answer, Roxy. Come over here and climb over me." He did. "I want you to lower yourself onto my cock." Roxas obeyed, and noticed that it didn't hurt quite as much when he was entered this time. Riku took hold of Roxas' member and began pumping. "Now ride me."

Roxas closed his eyes and did as he was told, bouncing on Riku's dick. With his eyes closed like this, Roxas could easily imagine that he was not being raped, that there wasn't a knife in Riku's left hand, and that he was somewhere else entirely, making love to Axel. Riku sat up and leaned against the shower wall as Roxas rode him up and down. Riku's hand on Roxas' cock never ceased, and the blond was overcome with pleasure as his prostate was hit. He screamed out in pleasure and tried to hit that spot each time. Riku thrust up to meet the blond's movements and Roxas leaned forward and captured Riku's lips, pretending they were the lips of another. He thrust his tongue into Riku's mouth and took advantage of it. He tangled his hand in Riku's smooth silver strands and imagined they were thick red spikes. Their lips flew apart as Riku hit his prostate again and Roxas threw his head back, howling in ecstasy. His muscles clenched around Riku who came easily, letting a string of curses fall out of his mouth. Roxas reached his peak and exploded onto both of their chests.

"Axel!" He screamed, trembling as the waves of pleasure overtook him.

Riku's eyes flashed with anger as he pushed Roxas onto the floor. He brought the knife to the blond's throat. "What did you just say?"

Roxas gulped as the pleasure quickly vanished and was replaced with fear as he snapped out of his fantasy. "I- I didn't - I didn't mean to! I said Riku! I was moaning your name!"

"Liar!" He punched Roxas in the face and his skull bounced against the tile. "Do you think I'm stupid? Obviously my message wasn't clear. You are mine, Roxas. You're mine. You do what I say when I say it, and you don't call out some clown's name while you're coming for me." He threw the knife over into his pile of clothes and grabbed Roxas' face with both hands. Their lips crashed together and Riku shoved his tongue to the back of Roxas' throat. He left his mouth and moved to the blond's neck, and left a trail of harsh, bleeding bites. He lingered on one spot for a minute and then pulled back, staring at the mark he made.

"You're mine. I'll do whatever I want with you. If you cover that up, I will find you and make you scream. If you tell anyone, I won't hesitate to slit your pretty little throat. Don't fuck with me." He crashed his lips into Roxas' once more, and then got up. He aimed a kick at Roxas' stomach and grinned as he choked and wretched. He cleaned himself off and got dressed.

"Clean yourself up, you look disgusting."

Riku turned on the shower head above Roxas and watched as the water rained down on the back of his head before smirking and turning around. He walked out of the showers and opened the door to leave before calling back over his shoulder.

"See you at practice."

Roxas stared at the silhouette before the door blocked it out. Then the vomit came.

The struggle matches wore on, but Coach Armstrong had yet to take Roxas off the bench. Friday afternoon found them at struggle practice once more. Roxas watched as Axel and Hayner sparred against each other, and just as Hayner seemed to be gaining the upper hand, the redhead stood victorious. He jogged over to the team and high fived a few people, sticking his tongue out childishly at a disgruntled Hayner. He walked over to Roxas and sat beside him.

Roxas smiled and looked up at him. "Good job, Ax."

He grinned down at him and ruffled his hair. "Thanks. So what's up Rox? I feel like I haven't seen you lately."

Axel was right. No one had seen him much lately. Roxas looked over at Riku, who had just begun struggling against Demyx. "I don't know. I've just been... busy. And you've been with Namine..."

Axel clasped a hand over Roxas' mouth. "Shh!"

Roxas yelped and began clawing at the hand over his mouth. "Don't! Don't ever do that to me."

He got up and stormed off the pitch towards the lockers.

"Roxas? Roxas!" Axel got up and jogged behind the blond. He spun him around, and saw tears pooling in his eyes. "What's wrong?"

Roxas shook the hand off. "Nothing. I'm fine, just leave me alone." He turned to leave again, but Axel grabbed his arm. "I said leave me alone!"

He pushed Axel who, caught off guard by the sudden force, lost his balance and fell backwards. He looked up at Roxas and sneered at him. "What the fuck happened to you?" Axel stood and grabbed the blond's shoulders, tightening his hold until his fingers were sure to leave bruises when Roxas tried to pull away. "Tell me what's going on," his eyes wandered down the blond's neck. "What's that?"

Roxas stared defiantly into the green irises until he couldn't take the anger and sincerity he saw in them anymore. He brought his hands up and tried to push him again. "Leave me alone."

"Roxas! Tell me!"

He tried to jerk away from Axel but his grip was too strong. "No! Leave me alone! You know, if your mom was half as obnoxious as you're being right now, it's no wonder your dad left!"

Axel froze.

"I didn't mean that."

Axel's hands fell to his side as he backed away from the blond. The muscles in his jaw were working as he fought to contain the emotions coursing through him. He smacked the hand away when Roxas tried to reach out.

"Fuck you, Roxas."

"No wait! Axel, I'm sorry!"

The redhead walked away, flipping Roxas off as he left.

Roxas ran behind the building and collapsed against the brick wall, letting the tears run over his cheeks.

"Hey."

Roxas picked his head up and swore.

Riku kneeled in front of the sobbing blond and grabbed his chin. "Hey now, don't cry. I know what'll make you feel better." He grabbed the blond's wrist and pulled him roughly to his feet. "Let's go." Riku dragged the blond to his truck following. He started the car as the blond sat in the passenger seat and closed the door. Roxas dropped his head against the tinted windows, resigned to his fate.

"Oh my god, Seifer! More! Ah! Ah! Harder! Yes! Yes!" Olette's body jerked as she hit the wall and slowly slid down it.

"Come here, Fuu"

The quiet girl rushed over to him and practically hopped on his throbbing member. Seifer pushed her up against the wall and began pounding into her mercilessly, his repeated "Fuck!" only interrupted by her barely audible whimpering and Olette's heavy breathing from the floor beside them. His thrusting became erratic as he reached his peak, and just as they were about to go over the edge, the door opened.

Seifer dropped Fuu on the ground, tucked himself back into his pants and spun to the door in one swift motion, and couldn't believe what he saw.

Axel was backing into the room with one arm around the blond girl attached to his front and the other trying to single-handedly work open a condom.

"Ahem."

Axel and Namine broke apart suddenly, both adorning identical looks of guilt.

"S-Seifer! It's not what it looks like! We were just- we were..." Seifer was clearly not buying anything she said, so she just came out with it. "Seifer, please don't tell Hayner."

"Olette, Fuu, clear out, will ya? And don't say anything to anyone, alright?" Olette exited first, and as Fuu was leaving he grabbed her arm and pulled her back him, crashing his lips into hers and whispering in her ear. "Sorry Fuujin, we'll finish up later, okay? Without Olette."

She nodded and kissed him on the cheek before leaving the room, shutting the door behind her.

His face hardened as he turned to face the two behind him. "Well, it seems we're stuck in an interesting situation, then. Here I am, having a little fun with my girls in the closet everyone knows belongs to me, and in comes the new kid with my best friend's girl."

Namine started forward. "Seifer..."

He put his hand up to silence her. "Now see, I'm torn here. On the one hand, Hayner's been my boy for years. But then here's sweet little Namine, who's always there for everyone, who would never hurt a fly," He crossed his arms over his chest. "So, what should I do here? Should I tell Hayner the truth, or let Namine keep up with the lies that will, inevitably, fall from under her regardless?"

"Seifer, please don't tell Hayner. Me and Axel have been... together... for a while now. I'm going to tell Hayner, I am, I just... the timing's not right."

Seifer chuckled humorlessly and turned to walk out.

"Seifer!" Axel called out, unsure of what he could possibly say.

"Relax," he threw over his shoulder. "I'm not gonna tell him. But I'll be there watching when this all falls apart." And with that, he was gone, the door shutting behind him.

Axel stared at the door, unsure of what to say. Maybe they shouldn't be doing this. Namine and Hayner have been together for two years, whereas Axel has only known her for a few months. And here he was, about to take her virginity from her. What was wrong with him? Why had he let this go on so long? Why did he allow himself to be the secret? The sordid affair? The... other woman. His ruminations ended when he heard a sob escape the small girl. He turned and saw that her entire form was shaking and her face was buried in her hands.

"Namine, please don't cry." Another sob wracked her frame and she slid down the wall. Axel dropped to his knees in front of her and lifted her chin with his fingers, his green eyes piercing her blue. "Please, don't cry. I can't bear to see you like this."

She leaned forward and captured his lips, then broke it with another sob. "I shouldn't be doing this! What's wrong with me? Hayner is my best friend! What kind of person does this to their best friend? I'm a horrible person!"

Axel pulled her to his chest. "No, you're not. You're a great person Nami. You're always helping others, always making sure they're happy. Do I make you happy?" She pulled back to look at him.

"Huh?" Her brows furrowed in confusion.

"Do I make you happy?"

She blushed and averted her eyes. "Yes. Happier than I've ever been."

Axel grinned. "And I feel the same way. So how can this be wrong if we're both so happy?" She opened her mouth as if to interrupt but he plowed on. "Everyone has the right to be selfish every once in a while, especially you. You deserve to be happy."

Namine smiled and it set Axel's heart on fire, as hokey as it sounded. She got up and pulled her with him. "Come on. We don't have to figure this out right now. Can I come over later? We can watch a movie... Or do other things..." She placed her hand on the back of his neck and pulled him down to kiss her, her other hand traveling down his chest. When she reached the top of his pants, he gently pushed her back and laid his forehead on hers. He ignored her pout and tried to make what he had to say perfectly clear.

"Namine, we don't have to- Well, I mean, I don't... I don't want to have sex with you." She pulled back from him, looking hurt and offended. He quickly grabbed her hand, pulled it to his lips, and placed a kiss on her knuckles. "No, just hear me out, okay? You know that I'm not a virgin. But you are. I just don't want you to regret anything you do with me. I care about you too much to let you do that to yourself."

Namine produced a tiny smile and nodded, grasping his other hand.

"The bell will ring soon. I'll see you after school?"

Axel nodded and watched as she left the room first. He waited a couple minutes before doing the same.

Awkward Seifer scene is awkward. Awkward Riku scene is awkward.

Awkward chapter is awkward.

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