Chapter 4

Serena got home late after the Lunarian Ball. She had relaxed herself after not seeing Darien. He had some how disappeared some where..but not with Ami.

It had seemed like Ami herself had been looking for Darien. Her blue haired friend had been searching the crowd with her times many times, and occasionally stopping at Serena. She felt uneasy having her friend look at her like she had just stolen her man, but really...who's man got stolen anyways?

Not Ami.

Serena.

Although..she didn't really have the proof for anything, she couldn't deny the facts of their actions. Any one could tell.

After Seiya had drove her home, her mind had been clouded of thoughts. Where had Darien went? Why wasn't Ami with him? It confused her a lot, but she was glad that Seiya had helped her out a bit with her emotional turnover. He had changed the subject by telling her how many representative had wanted to talk to them about their hotel plan.

He had said that it was going to be a big success.

But after his reassuring, her mind was still clouded with thoughts.

Trying to stop her thinking, Serena quickly put her key into the slot and pushed the front door open, noticing that all the lights were off and the whole room was black emptiness.

Walking in and shutting the door with the back of her feet, she dumped her keys on a nearby side table and made her way to open the lights. But before she could even do so, she felt a warm hand on her neck, and she tensed up immediately. She bit back a scream as she felt a hot breath beside her cheek.

Not moving a muscle, she continued to stand there as the assaulter raised a warm hand to caressed her waist, stroking up and down slowly.

It was hard for her to breathe as the strong hands roamed against her body. She felt a heat of desire in her nether region. Biting back a gasp as she felt a pair of lips nipping at her ear, she shivered as she started to whisper out a name, "D-Darien?"

"Shh." He whispered into her ear as he moved from her to turn her around. Making her face him.

She watched his face as his eye lids were heavy, and eyes clouded with lust. She gulped as his mouth neared hers and dropped a soft kiss on her lips. She moaned a bit before giving herself over entirely. It had been a long time since she had felt sexually active. Feeling his tongue in her mouth, she felt a fire at the pit of her stomach.

Serena didn't want to stop, but she suddenly felt a bitter taste of alcohol from his mouth.

Pulling back abruptly, she looked at the now wavering Darien. She didn't want to have accidental sex again. She want him to be with her because he had wanted to. Not because he was under the influence of alcohol.

"You're drunk Darien." She hissed to him as he started to sway back and forth from his spot.

"I know what I'm doing Serena." He glared as he tried to stop himself from moving. "I want you."

Her breath got caught in her throat as he kissed her again. This time slow and agonizing. It was painful as he tortured her lips with his teeth and tongue. She could feel the blood rushing up to her face as she opened her mouth for more. She never could stop herself from Darien's touch. It was too good, too good to pass up.

It seemed like their problem just disappeared when they kiss. It felt like nothing in the world mattered except them. Them together.

Raising her hands, she carefully ran her fingers through his dark messy hair. Touching the softness of every strand as he pulled away from her gently, only to start sucking on her neck. She groaned loudly as she felt her nipples grow taut.

Before Serena could respond to anything, he had picked her up in a quick swoop before running up the stairs to their bedroom. At that short moment of time, she could still see that he had been in his ball clothes except now, all he had on was a wrinkled white dress shirt and black dress pants.

But still...did he really want to do this with her? It was on his own free will?

Being thrown on to their bed, Serena's swollen lip ached as he kissed her again. This time harder, it seemed like he couldn't stop, and she couldn't get enough.

Feeling his hard length against her thigh, she reached her hand to touch him gently, only to have him pull her back. Opening her mouth to say something, Darien shut her up with a kiss before using his hands to slowly slide up to her breast. Squeezing them gently, he pulled down her tube dress. She gasped as she felt the air of the room meet her warm pulsing skin.

He ran a hand across her left nipple as he pulled off the rest of her dress other in one smooth motion. She gasped as he pinched her tips hard. Groaning with need, she could feel herself pushing up against him, urging him to do more. As if more aroused by her actions, he quickly took off his white dress shirt and pants before hovering over her completely. His dark eyes scanning her body.

The pool of liquid that had been gathering at her nether lips released as she felt his warm mouth taking one of her nipples while his hard erected penis was touching her against his boxers. Serena gasped as she felt his teeth graze her breast gently before biting down hard. It was driving her crazy, and his touch was maddening.

Using her hands, Serena found herself pulling his head down on her chest, persisting him to touch her and kiss her more.

Serena bit back a cry as his tongue twirled and teased her. Feeling like her underwear couldn't get any damper, she reached up her to try and pull them off, only to stop by his piercing gaze.

"Let me do it for you." He whispered against her ear as he kissed her temple lightly before taking his hands away from her breast to move down to her legs.

She watched him as he ran his fingers over her thighs before hooking them at the edge of her black lace underwear. Pulling them down slowly, their eyes never broke contact, and finally when they were gone, she could smell her own feminine heat.

"Then why don't I help you take these off?" She murmured as she slowly ran her fingers down his toned chest before quickly stripping off his boxers. She could feel herself gawk at how hard he was. Sure...she had seen him many times, but it would always be a shock to see him like that. Stiff...and warm.

Her thoughts broke away as he pushed his body against her, but doing not going any further then that. Feelings his fingers run between her legs, she gasped as she felt one of his fingers stroke her softly. She arched her back as her teased her with pinches and strokes.

"D-Darien...now" She moaned as he captured her lips in his.

And then, with out any warning, he pushed into her slowly. She groaned against his lips as his length was enveloped in her heat.

Her heart quickened when Darien stopped his actions. He just stayed there, inside her, hovering over her now sweaty body. "W-what's wrong?"

"Tell me." He whispered with his head down, making her unable to see his eyes.

"What?"

"Tell me that you want it" He asked quietly, this time more clearly.

"I-I..." She stuttered out, unable to give an answer. It seemed like her brain had froze right at that moment.

"I get it." He suddenly said, slowly pulling out of her, but before he was fully out, she grabbed him by the shoulders.

Serena could feel her wet tears at her cheeks as she looked Darien in the eyes. He had been hiding his face from her, but she could see the fear that showed in his eyes. Gripping him harder, she pushed against him whispering, "I want you inside me."

"Serena..."

"Give it to me." She cried as he plunged back into her hard. His pace was fast, and each stroke gave her hard maddening wave of pleasure. She could feel herself tighten against him as his length twitched against her.

"Ugh, Darien." She murmured as she felt them both release at the same time.

She gasped as the wave of passion came one after the other, it seemed like it would never stop until she finally felt Darien collapse beside her, both their breathing slowing down. She closed her eyes as her body calmed itself down, and her slowing breath steadied. Shivering beside him, she felt his movements next to her.

Before she could ask what he was doing, he had pulled the bed's blanket over the both of them before wrapping his arms around her.

It was then that she had realized what they had done. She had been blinded by the passion that she didn't notice that she was suppose to be mad at him, it seemed like everything was just whisked away at the moment they had been kissed. She knew that nothing was really fixed between them, but she hoped that what had happened now would be a beginning of a new promise.

Snuggling against his chest, she felt the urge to say something to him...anything.

But she couldn't find herself to do so. Feeling her eyes become heavy, she wondered what would happen in the morning. Would they have a talk about what happened? Would they solve everything that was going on between them? Or was everything going to be as ignorant as all their other problems.

She really hoped that what had happened between them..would start a path for understanding. For them both to see what was wrong in front of them.

Snuggling deeper against him, she felt his arms tighten as she fell into a deep slumber.

Darien struggled with his thoughts as he drove his black Mercedes down a highway.

The night before had been replaying in his head over and over again. He couldn't stop the thoughts of seeing Serena's sweet face, they way she cried out his name. The way she had felt beneath of him.

Seeing those thoughts without even really feeling them made him as stiff as a rock.

He groaned as he tried to shift his mind to something else. Coming back to the event before his sexual pleasure with Serena, his face grew grim of what Ami had said.

"Seiya and Serena are starting a hotel project together." Ami started as Darien came out of his thoughts.

"What?" He asked alarmed as he gulped down his drink.

"It's some kind of plan that Serena came up with...did she ever tell you about it?" Ami asked as her small hands gripped his arm.

"I...no...she didn't. Are you sure?" He asked impatiently, trying to deny the truth.

"Darien, I can see that you're not really caring of how Serena came up with this. You just can't believe that she's doing it with Seiya aren't you? You're scared that she'll leave you for him" The blue haired women in front of him said, reading him like a book.

"I-I'm not..."

"Darien, I hate to tell you, but Serena and Seiya had been seen going into a hotel late at night." Ami said, grabbing his face to level it with her own eyes. "People saw her leave until really late at night."

"Serena won't..."

"Stop denying everything Darien! It's in front of you! Didn't Serena come home late one night?" She asked impatiently, gripping his face harder.

"She did...but I kn-"

"How do you know Darien? How do you know she didn't do something inappropriate and then just came back into your arms?"

He couldn't help but ponder over what she said. Was it really the truth? But Ami had been helping him the whole time, trying to get him back together after all his fights with Serena. Ami had been totally truthful the whole time...he couldn't ignore her information.

"I-I'm..I'm going to go now." He said, wrenching his face from her grasp and quickly stood up. Quickly giving her a apologetic look before glancing at Serena one more time to head out of the house.

He had drove some where, he forgot where, but he remembered himself getting drunk and going home. And then when he had seen Serena, he had just wanted to reassure himself that there was nothing wrong going between them both. So he kissed her.

And Jesus was it good. It had been a long time since they'd been together, and that one kiss just sparked everything up.

Being with her again stitched up a small whole in his heart. It made him really think that everything between the, was okay. That nothing was wrong. But he couldn't help but doubt himself..doubt Serena. Doubt Ami. Everything in his life was overly complicated, and he couldn't help himself but feel the anger burning up inside of him.

He didn't know what was happening to him, it seemed like his emotion always got the best of him. He hated how he felt. He hated how he felt like crap. He hated everything that was happening. Why couldn't he just live a happy life with some one he loved?

Everything was a mess. He didn't even know what he was thinking about right now. His thoughts were all jumbled and nothing was in place.

He loved Serena.

Serena and him got into fights.

Trouble started between them.

Ignorance came into the picture.

Ami popped in and helped him out.

A little spark between him and Ami could be felt.

Still loved Serena to deny everything that was happening.

Ignoring her, hoping that everything would just go away themselves.

Seiya and Serena is seeing each other.

Ami giving him facts that Seiya and Serena had sex.

He tried to eliminate all the facts in his head, but it never stopped. They kept pushing their way back into his head. He didn't know what was right and wrong. Gripping his steering wheel tightly, he pulled himself into the parking lot of a clinic.

"Doctor Mina Aino." He murmured as he looked at the little card in his hands. "This seems to be the right place."

Present 2012 A/N: Reading the little 'lemon' I did a few years back, I nearly cringed. I'm honestly not good at writing them ...and I guess I wasn't that good back then either! Please excuse any awkwardness it might've caused you! I still haven't corrected any grammar or run on sentences...and honestly, I am not good at them -.- but I thought I would fix the period mistakes for all of the chapters :P Thank you for reading!