Disclaimer: I wish I owned Supernatural...but sadly I dont:( The only thing I own is Jenny.

Shout out to the best beta ever! Jade (aka .superatural) is amazing!

Happy Holidays everyone! This chapter is my Christmas/holiday gift to all of you! Sorry I didn't wrap it.

Love and Memories

"I have to tell you Sam, this dinner wasn't half bad." I say standing up and putting my plate in the sink.

"Well, thank you." He said pleased, doing the dishes. "I think those cooking classes are helping."

"Oh yeah" I smile "Whose brilliant idea was that again? Oh right, It was mine." I smile widely, sitting up on the counter next to the sink and pointing to myself proudly. I swear if I had to eat cereal for dinner one more time I was going to kill myself.

"Yes, you're a genius. We all know." He mocks. "Now can you make yourself useful and dry these?" He motions towards the drying rack half filled with dishes.

We are doing the dishes for about ten minutes when Dean walks in. "Dean you missed dinner. Sam made spaghetti and meatballs." I turn to him while still drying a plate.

"You let Sam cook?" He asks scared. "And then you ate it?" He now looks disgusted.

"Hey!" Sam said defending himself. "The food was good! Right, Jen?" He said looking to me for backup.

"Yes it was!" I say strongly putting my arm around Sam in endorsement.

Dean looked surprised then curious "Is there any leftover" He looked like a little kid trying to sneak a cookie before dinner.

I laugh at his childishness before I walk over to the microwave and take out the plate being saved for Dean. I grab a fork out of the silverware drawer and place it on the counter in front of him. "Here." I giggle as his face lights up and he digs into the food mumbling a thank you, which you couldn't understand over the food.

"You think he likes it?" I nudge Sam and we both can't help but laugh.

It was an hour later and I am sitting on the couch in between Sam and Dean in the living room watching TV. And as usual they both have a beer attached to their hands. In my hand I have the remote. I flip through the movie stations and stop when I see The Wedding Singer and chuckle thinking of the numerous amounts of times Katie and I would watch this and recite all the lines.

I think of Katie, sure I call and e-mail her but we are both so busy with school it is rare that we get to talk. With everything that has been going on with school and training I barely think of my best friend…well I think she is. I mean, yes I am best friends with Charlie now too and I spend more time with her, so does that mean that Katie and I aren't best friends anymore? I'm sure if I have made a new best friend then so has she. They probably do all the fun things that we used to do together. But what did I expect, that she would sit at home and miss me every day?

"Hey Jenny, you ok?" Sam asks looking at me questioningly.

I jump "What? Why?" I ask startled.

"Because Adam Sandler just sang Love Stinks and you didn't even laugh." He says like it is the most obvious thing in the world.

"Oh" I try to laugh but I know it comes out fake. "I'm gonna go make a call." I say getting up and walking into my room.

I sit on my bed and put on my music. Can't Go Back Now by The Weepies comes through the speakers as I grab my cell phone and scroll through my contact list. I come to Katie's cell number and press send. It only rings twice before she picks up.

"Jenny?" she says sounding a little excited which makes all my worry suddenly wash away.

"Hey Girly!" I jump up faintly as I speak.

"Oh God! I miss you so much! I am so sorry I haven't called, but I have been so busy with school." She said apologetically.

"Me too. I think of calling you all the time, but I have so much make-up work." I complain. "Hey, did you watch The Office last week?" I say excited, smiling inwardly at how quick we fell back into place.

"Yes! And I can't believe that Roy did that!" She exclaims.

"I know" I agree "And I can't believe that Pam forgave him!" We both laugh at our seriousness and I am about to make a remark about our love for Jim when she interrupts me.

"Hey can I call you back tomorrow."

I feel taken aback but decide to not assume anything. For all I know she could have been going out when I called her. "Yeah, sure. What are you doing?" I try not to sound too nosy.

"Gina is here and we're about to watch The Breakfast Club." She says excited. "Can you believe that she has never watched it before?"

I feel a sudden pain but try not to let her hear it "Wow…well…I should let you go, but tell Gina I say hi. I'll talk to you later, bye." I say with low spirits and hang up.

Did that really just happen? I thought I was crazy for thinking she would replace me, but maybe I wasn't that far off. She really was replacing me…and with Gina. No offense but Gina is the last person I would want to take over my spot as best friend. She is a total backstabber. Last year she slept with her best friend's boyfriend, and this is who my friend picks as the new me. I hope there isn't any real resemblance. I can't really be mad... I have kinda replaced Katie with Charlie. As I sit on my bed pondering my complicated friendship with Katie, I feel myself becoming more jealous of the time she is spending with Gina. I mean, Gina... come on! There has to be someone better for Katie.

And here I was feeling bad for being good friends with Charlie, and she was watching our favorite movie with her. I knew with this move we wouldn't stay as close as we were but I always imagined that we would be best friends forever, as stupid as that sounds.

I stand up and turn off my music. I am too frustrated to cry so I decide to change into my pajamas. I get grey sweatpants and a black cami top out of my drawer and put my hair up in a ponytail. I don't bother to look in the mirror before going downstairs.

I walk into the living room and see Sam sitting by on the couch in the same spot, but Dean is nowhere to be seen. I walk over, my shoulders slumped as I shuffle my feet and sit next to Sam. "Who did you have to call?" He asks not taking his eyes away from the tv.

I look at him and wonder if I should lie to him or tell him the truth. "Katie" I say simply looking back to the TV.

"Oh, how is she?" He asks not sensing my dislike towards the subject.

I sigh "Her and Gina are fine." I say biting out the name, which causes Sam to look at me curiously.

"Who's Gina?"

I give a pissed of laugh "Gina is the new me!" I point to myself.

"What?" He chuckles.

"Katie couldn't talk to me because she was too busy hanging out with Gina." I cross my arms over my chest, letting a frustrated huff escape my lips.

Sam looks at me and laughs "So she has other friends, you have Charlie. And besides did you expect her to just sit at home and miss you all the time"

I look a little ashamed "Well…no…but they were watching The Breakfast Club, Sam." He is still looking at me like he doesn't understand why it is such a big deal to me. "That movie was our thing, Sam. We would watch it every time we had a sleepover, and recite all our favorite lines…and now she's watching our movie with her new best friend." I look down sad and try to swallow the lump that has formed in my throat.

"Jenny" Sam says soothingly. I look up at him sadly and he puts his arm up motioning for me. I lean into his side as he puts his arm around me. "Whatever happens, you're gonna be fine."

I look up at him skeptically "You promise?" He nods his head smiling before he answers "I promise." He kisses the top of my head and rubs my arm in an up and down motion before we turn our heads to the TV to resume watching the movie.

We stay like this for a half an hour, until Dean comes in the room with Sam's laptop. "I think we got ourselves a hunt."

I sigh "Great." I stand up. "You guys talk hunting, I'm gonna go upstairs." I walk towards the stairs.

Dean steps in front of me "I don't think so." I look at him confused "If you want to take part in the hunt, you have to help us research it."

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Happy Holidays everyone!