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Can't Fight This Feeling

I wake up to the feeling of my stomach turning. I moan and grab my abdomen as it lurches. My hand goes to my mouth as I sprint for the bathroom. I drop in front of the open toilet and expel my insides. My stomach heaves and tears fall down my cheeks at the pain from my stomach, throat and head. The heaving stops and I relax momentarily. I lay my head on the seat and my arms stay laying freely on it.

"Jenny?" I hear from the bedroom.

I let out a moan as loud as my body allows and I see Ethan come to the door of the bathroom in only his boxers and t-shirt. He wipes the tiredness out of his eyes and when he sees my situation fully, he instantly is at my side.

"Are you okay?" He asks worried as he kneels next to me.

I nod my head "Yeah…just nauseous."

"Okay" He nods "Do you think you're done?" he sounds weary.

I nod as I wipe the drying tears off of my face "Yea"

He places a hand on my elbow and one on my back to help me up. Once I am vertical his hand remains on my back and I stand unsure before turning to him "I can walk now" I laugh a little as he jumps back slightly embarrassed.

"Right" he smiles, blushing as he rubs the back of his neck nervously.

I laugh and walk back to the chair with my bag on it. "So we should probably head over to your house." I say placing my clothing choices on the bed "They probably are wondering why you never came back last night."

"And you don't think that they are wondering where you are?"

"Sam knows that when I am pissed I need time to myself. He and Dean probably figure that I went back to the motel room and watched TV and then fell asleep." I explain before pointing a finger to Ethan "Which is exactly what they are going to think."

He holds his hands up surrendering "Hey, your secret is safe with me."

"Thanks" I smile genuinely as I walk closer to him "You know, for everything"

"Don't worry about." He assures me smiling "I mean who would pass up the chance to hear you sing Reo Speedwagon on top of a pool table"

"I did not!" I plead, covering my mouth in horror and embarrassment.

He laughs nodding "Yeah…Yeah you did."

I groan and he chuckles "Don't worry it wasn't that bad" He places a hand on my shoulder in support "It was actually kind of cute"

I am taken aback but as I look up and meet his blue eyes I can't help but smile back. We share our moment for only a few seconds when I remember that I can't be doing this. I can't have a crush on him, I am leaving tomorrow and we would never see each other again.

"Well" I say pushing my hair behind my ear and looking down to break our gaze "I am gonna go get changed, then we'll go"

He nods and I feel bad as I see his disappointment. He probably thinks that I don't like him. If only I could tell him how I really feel.

We arrived at Ethan's house and I saw the Impala in his driveway. "You ready" I sigh as we stare at his house. He nods nervously "Yea…I guess."

I roll my eyes as I open the car door and get out. I close the door and look at the house "Remember, if you say anything…." I warn pointing a finger at him.

"Oh yea, because I really want to tell your protective older brothers, who kill ghosts for a living, that I got their baby sister drunk." He says sarcastically.

"Haha." I say unimpressed "Let's just go." I say and walk towards the front door. He catches up with me as I open the door and we enter the house together.

"Hello" I yell as we walk into the house.

"In here!" We hear Dean yell from inside the kitchen.

We glance at each other before walking into the kitchen and seeing Sam and Dean eating breakfast.

"Enjoying your food?" I ask Dean sarcastically as he stuffs his sandwich in his mouth. And he nods smiling.

"What happened to you last night?" Dean asks Ethan.

"What? Nothing happened last night!" Ethan says quickly and I give him a swift kick to the foot.

"Nothing Dean." I give a cheeky smile "I didn't know if you had gotten rid of the spirit yet so I didn't want him to be alone and unprotected."

"Oh" Dean shrugs digging back into his food.

"So…Did you do anything fun?" Sam asks trying to clear the air.

"Uhhhh…" I search and probably look like a deer in the headlights "We….."

"We went out for some dinner" Ethan jumps in saving me. I glance at him thankfully before giving an assuring smile to Sam and Dean.

"Oh. Where'd you go?" Sam asks us. Geez he sure likes to ask a lot of questions today. Luckily for me Ethan had taken over the conversation.

"We went down to the local pub. They have good food…" I give him an additional thankful smile but he then continues and I wish that I could take it back "and Jenny forced me to go when she found out about Karaoke night." He says grinning knowingly at me, giving a small wink.

My mouth is agape and Dean laughs "Jenny sang?"

"Oh yeah" Ethan assures "She busted out the classics. You should here her sing Reo." He says pointing his thumb back to me.

Dean looks at me entertained "I'd love to."

I smile fake at him "Oh that would be great Dean, but what about the hunt."

"We can get back to that later. Come on…Here I'll start you off. I can't fight this..." He starts to sing but I interrupt him frustrated.

"Shut up!" I hit him on his arm and he pulls away laughing.

"Ughhh…I hate you." I grumble. "Can we just talk about the hunt? Please." I almost beg.

Seeing Dean's mouth full of sandwich, Sam answers me "Uh, Turns out this thing isn't a ghost."

I look at him wide eyed "What?"

"Wait" Ethan says confused "If it isn't a ghost what is it?"

"Well, Ethan do you know anyone that would want to bring Trevor back?" Sam asks gently.

Ethan shakes his head frustrated "No…. Well…he died at seventeen, of course there are people who want him back."

"Would any of these people happen to know Egyptian mythology?" Dean asked placing his sandwich down.

I look at Ethan and he shakes his head frustrated before a light bulb goes off in his head "His brother…" He says wide eyed "His older brother went to Egypt for a year after high school."

"Where is his brother now?" Sam asks urgently.

"Uh…" Ethan thinks "He in town. He's on Reed St. next to the school. It's an old brick house, you can't miss it."

"Ok" Dean nods standing up and grabbing his coat off the back of the chair "Lets go check out the brother Sammy" He says taking one last bite of his sandwich and walking towards the living room.

"Wait" I say to Dean and look back at Sam "Why am I not going?" A mixture of confusion and anger spread of across my face, as I look between Sam and Dean.

"Well" Dean smirks "If you bail on the hunt, you bail on the hunt. You took off and now you're off the case."

"What?!" I yell, outraged. It wasn't even my fault, Sam knew that. I needed to clear my head... now I am off the case.

Sam pulls me aside but I continue my angry glare at Dean until Sam pulls my arm to get my attention "Jenny, just stay here with Ethan. This thing is still out there and it might come after him. You need to keep him safe."

I glare at him questioningly "Is this your way of making me feel important without giving me any real responsibility?

"No. It's a way you can do your job." Sam says walking back to Dean "Be careful. Okay?" He says looking at me.

"I'll be fine." I say rudely and he gives me a look letting me know that he is gonna yell at me for that later before he turns and walks out the door with Dean.

"So" Ethan says turning to me "What are we going to do?" He asks and I shrug.

"We could watch TV." Ethan offers.

"Okay" I nod and he begins to walk towards the living room "Ethan wait!"

"What?" he asks turning around to me.

"Well, I have something for you." I say walking towards him.

"What?" He asks hopefully.

'This" I say as I slap him in the back of the head. "That's for whatever you were trying to pull with Sam and Dean." I say nonchalantly walking away.

I sit on the couch and turn on his TV. "You have any good movies?" I ask when he sits on the couch next to me.

"They're in the cabinet." He says pointing to the cabinet next to the plasma screen TV with one hand and rubbing the back of his head with his other hand. I place the remote in my hands on the couch and walk over to the movies, opening both of the cabinet doors.

"Whoa." I say staring at the collection of DVDs in astonishment "I think I'm in heaven." I say keeping my eyes on the movies.

"Well pick something good." He says on the couch.

I look through the DVDs in amazement. Which one should I pick? I look through the DVDs and come across The Exorcist. I smile as I take it out of the container and place it in the DVD player.

"What did you pick?" He asks as I walk towards the couch.

"Lets just say I picked two hours of soup barfing, head spinning, crucifix masturbating fun." I smile pressing the play button on the remote.

We were halfway through the movie and we were having a great time. We laughed at all the scary parts and constantly made fun of the special effects.

"Oh my god! How can this be so fake but still so terrifying?" I ask watching the girls head do a complete 360.

"Well that is the beauty of this movie." Ethan adds.

"True, very true." I chuckle. I watch the movie for a few more minutes before I get hungry "Do you have popcorn?"

"Oh yea" Ethan says turning to me "I'll go get it." He says getting up.

I watch him walk away before settling back into the movie. Even with my eyes on the screen I can't help but think of Ethan. 'If only' was a phrase that came to mind a lot. If only he didn't live so far away. If only I wasn't a hunter who travelled around constantly.

If only I didn't have a very protective Sam and Dean who would kick his ass if they found out.

I sigh and try to erase all thoughts of Ethan from my mind. I hear the microwave beep and soon after Ethan walks back into the living room with a bowl of popcorn. "Here" He says sitting down on the couch and putting the popcorn in between us.

"Thanks" I say quickly as I take a few kernels in my hand and place them in my mouth, turning back to the TV screen. As we settle back into the movie it is defiantly more awkward. Thoughts of us together keep coming into my mind and I have to force them out. He must realize something is wrong because he hasn't made any jokes or any attempt to speak to me, but he keeps sending me glances every couple minutes.

I go to get more popcorn and keep my eyes on the TV. I place my hand into the bowl and feel my hand softly graze someone else's. I snap my head up and find Ethan's blue eyes staring into mine. Our eyes our immobile and I know that he feels exactly the same way about me as I do about him. My mind is racing but as his face moves towards mine they are all erased. He gently captures my lips with his and we share a slow passionate kiss. He pulls away slowly and looks up into my eyes.

"I…we can't" I say broken and hurt, but my eyes can't leave his.

I can see he is visibly saddened as he looks at me questioningly "What? But…I really like you Jenny and I might be crazy, but I kind of got the feeling you liked me too."

"I do" I say as tears build up in my eyes "Trust me I do, but this would never work out. I'm leaving tomorrow and we'll never see each other again."

"I like you Jenny. I've known you for only a day and I can't even explain how much I care about you. We can make this work." He says looking deep into my eyes.

I shake my head as tears fall down from my face "You deserve better than this Ethan" I try to hold together my composure "You deserve a girlfriend that will always be there for you, a girl that isn't…"

"Isn't what?"

"A complete mess" I say looking down pulling my hands away from his. I focus on my thumbs but look up when I feel Ethan's hand on my cheek, wiping away my tears.

"Jenny you're not a mess. You're perfect." He says looking into my eyes.

I am too stunned to speak. I look at him trying to come up with words, but I can't find any. Ethan looks disappointed thinking that I am turning him down and gets up to walk away. He makes it to the kitchen door before the words rise loudly in my throat.

"Ethan wait" I say standing up. He stops in his place and turns around looking at me hopefully.

"I want to be with you too." I say smiling as I wipe some tears from my cheeks. "I don't know what is gonna happen after tomorrow, but that doesn't matter. Were here know, and I want to be here with you."

He looks at me smiling and we share it for a moment before he walks over to me. He gets close enough to me and puts his hands on my cheeks, cupping my face.

"You're beautiful Jenny" he speaks quietly wiping the tears from my face, his nose grazing mine and his forehead resting on mine.

I smile before I bring my lips to his and give him a passionate kiss. He responds tenderly and massages my cheek with his thumb. Soon the kiss soon becomes more urgent. He slides his tongue across my bottom lip and I open my mouth giving him entrance. As our tongues dance we back up to the couch and fall back onto it.

He trails kiss down my neck and I moan as he trails my collarbone. He comes back to my eye level and I grab the hem of his shirt, helping him pull it over his head. He discards the article of clothing onto the floor and returns to kissing my neck. I flip over on top of him and straddle his waist.

I sit up and grab my shirt, pulling it up over my head. I smile at Ethan and return to his lips, our tongues meeting again. We part for a moment and he rests his forehead against mine "You sure?" He asks out of breath. I look deep into his eyes and nod my head before he kisses me heavily running a hand through my hair. I bring my hands down his hard stomach and grab his belt buckle. I unhook it, pull down his zipper and pull off the belt. His hands go to my jeans and he unhooks the button, our lips never parting. He pulls down the zipper and starts to pull them down. They only make it to the middle of my hips when we hear the front door open and freeze.

I look up quickly and see the faces of two very pissed off Winchesters staring at me. "Jenny?!"

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