Hi everyone! I'm going to only be uploading this chapter tonight so I hope you guys like it! This chapter is going to be in Mikayla' POV because she is actually going to be writing this song. The chapter is kind of flip-flopped because Mikayla writes the song with Brady POV at end when it's usually the other way around. Also thanks to everyone who has reviewed so far your reviews always make my day!
Shout Outs: Thanks to the guest reviewer who suggested this song and thanks to puppy dogs for suggestion another song for Q also!
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Mikayla POV
I had decided that since Brady is always writing songs maybe I should try it and see what he thinks. I know he likes me and I like him too but I love to mess with him. If he would make a move I would admit that I like him but all he does is flirt. Maybe this song would change his mind?
I hear what you're not saying
It's driving me crazy
It's like we stopped breathing in this room
We're both last to be leaving
I know what you're thinking
I wish you'd make your move
I know what Brady isn't saying and that he likes me a lot. He is really driving me insane because he won't admit he likes me to my face. Does he just not have the nerve to do it? Usually Brady and I will be the last two people in a room and I know he is thinking of trying to say something to me but he always freezes, starts stuttering, and then runs out of the room. I really want him to make a move but if all he is capable of is doing crazy things he might not be able to.
It's much too quiet in here
I want to disappear
I'm hearing myself thinking too clear
It's too quiet in here
Make it all go away
Why can't we break this silence finally
Every time I'm in a room with Brady it's always extremely quiet. The feeling always makes me wish I could just disappear from the room especially if we are looking at each other and it's awkward. I can always hear myself thinking very well when we are in the room together because there is never any noise really, just the sound of our breathing. I wish we could make the silence go away but that's never going to happen unless one of us makes a move and I really want him to make the first move.
It's like you know where I'm going
You follow me home but
I never invite you inside
I see what you're not showing
I've got you alone but
The air is so still it's weird
It may seem kind of strange but I find it cute that Brady always "accidently" bumps into me because we happen to be in the same place at the same time, usually in the middle of the jungle. I'm pretty sure it's not a coincidence. He always follows me around like a lost puppy. Sometimes when he's following me I'll be going to my room but I don't invite him in because I don't want him to steal something of mine since I'm pretty sure he has done it before. When he and I are alone the air is always extremely still but sometimes the silence is comfortable sometimes it's awkward. It really depends on what happened before everyone else left.
It's much too quiet in here
I want to disappear
I'm hearing myself thinking too clear
It's too quiet in here
Make it all go away
Why can't we break this silence finally
It's a little bit funny how if Brady and I lock eyes everyone in the room suddenly becomes silent. If one of us leaves then everyone turns to watch the other which in turn makes either Brady or I want to well, disappear. You can practically hear everyone thinking something along the lines of "Are they going to do something? Is one of them going to make a move? "What's going to happen?" It's crazy but that unfortunately is the truth. No one can ever seem to finally break the silence in the room.
Don't stop don't stop
Telling me goodnight
Just promise you'll kiss me goodbye
What's taking so long?
Don't tell me you're not gonna try
The tensions building in my mind
I wanna scream and I know why
Sometimes at night if Brady is still in the throne room when I finish my guard duty he will tell me good night. I love it when he does this because to me it means that he cares enough to wait for me just to say that. I just really wish we were a couple and he would kiss me good night instead of just saying it. The only thing I don't understand is why it's taking him so long to make a move. I mean he has been here for a year! I really hope he does try and doesn't just give up. All of this craziness is building in my mind and it just makes me want to scream in frustration sometimes.
It's much too quiet in here
I want to disappear
I'm hearing myself thinking too clear
It's too quiet in here
Make it all go away
Why can't we break this silence finally
Make it all go away
It's too quiet in here
Today Brady came up to me and was about to ask me out when Lanny popped up out of nowhere and scared us, whih apparently led to Brady losing his confidence and him start stuttering before blushing in embarrassment, muttering a quick sorry and then turned and walked away with his head down muttering something to himself. I had then glared at Lanny who smiled innocently and took off running down the hallway. Maybe Brady will try again soon so that every time it's silent in the room it's a comfortable silence instead of the usual awkwardness.
Brady POV
I had been walking to Mikayla's room to try and ask her out again because I had gotten interrupted by Lanny earlier and wanted to try again. As I was about to knock on her door I heard someone inside singing. They sounded amazing! And I thought I was the best singer on the island! When they stopped singing I knocked on the door so I could see who was singing. Mikayla opened the door and when she saw it was me she smiled. "Brady! I was just about to come find you so I could show you a song I wrote!" She then grabbed my hand pulled me into her room and shut the door. She then made me sit down on her bed while she picked up the sheet music laying there. "Do you mind if I sing It for you real quick?" she asked. Go for it." I responded. She then began to sing. So she was the one I heard singing! After she finished she looked at me expectantly. "Well?" She asked.
"I think it sounds like a really good song and that you are an amazing singer!" I confessed. She smiled brightly. "So what did you need?" She questioned. What did I need? What does she mean- Oh! She means why did I come to her room! "Oh I was going to ask you something!" she raised any eyebrow at this. I than took her hands in my own, looked her in the eye and said, "Mikayla, I really like you and I was wondering if you would go out with me?" "Yes!" She exclaimed before hugging me.
I finally got the girl!
Done! I hope you guys liked it! This is the only chapter I'm uploading tonight but I will try to upload two or three tomorrow! Once again thanks to everyone who has reviewed!
Lots of Hugs,
Bra-Kayla Luver4eva
