Hi guys! Thanks for reading and here is the second chapter I'm posting tonight. This chapter shows a little bit darker and jealous side of Brady that I'm sure he has. I hope you guys like it!
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Brady POV
Lately Mikayla has been hanging out with Tristan a lot and I'm pretty sure they may start dating. So of course, since I like her as well I naturally am a little jealous. Yesterday when I confessed this to Boomer he recommended I write a song considering how that's how I usually release my emotions. So here goes nothing!
Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you
Did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans
That you made with me
'cause baby I didn't
I had been thinking that Mikayla and I were making progress in our relationship but when Tristan came along all of our "progress" seemed to disappear. Does she do all the fun things we did together with him or does she put herself in danger because she is trying to do extreme sports with him? Is he caring for her like I have been doing or he letting her do whatever and not really caring. Mikayla and I had made plans to go surfing today with Boomer and she blew us off because she wanted to go for a walk with Tristan. Did she forget or did she just not want to hang out with us?
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me
That should be me hanging out with Mikayla and having a blast not some guy who came back from a trip and she hasn't seen in a year. I should be the one that is making her laugh with crazy jokes. It should be me that she kisses on the cheek after we have a fun and awesome day. I could give her whatever she wanted whether its love or something you have to buy. I can't go on without her knowing any of this…..
That should be me
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time
To have me replaced
But did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're takin' him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
It's working 'cause you know that
Mikayla told me that she thought we needed a little time away from each other since we have been hanging out so much. I was ok with it until I realized she was hanging out with Tristan. I thought she would be with Candis or Tessa or Rebecca not him. She used the time I gave her away from me to have me replaced with another guy. Did she really think I wouldn't see them together when we showed a movie in the plaza? Boomer will be walking around KinKou at all of our favorite spots we showed Mikayla and she will usually be there at one of them. If she is trying to leave me crushed and heartbroken it sure is working.
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me
I'm curious as to why as soon as Tristan showed up Mikayla ditched Boomer and me. I really wonder if she was just hanging with us because she has no one else to talk to that is around her age or did she actually want to hang out with us? I used to make her laugh, have her kiss me on the cheek after we hung out all day, I would get her little gifts sometimes, usually a flower or something. Why doesn't she like to even really talk to me anymore? Did I do something wrong?
I need to know, should I fight for love or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart
Should I fight for Mikayla to even pay attention to me whether it's talking to me for five minutes if even that much or should I just disarm and give up on her? It's become really hard not to show I'm jealous of her and Tristan. I'm not sure if even writing this song will help. Every time I see them laughing her kissing his cheek, and him giving her pretty little gifts I can feel the pain in my heart increase. Now that Mikayla is hanging out with Tristan Boomer is always with Rebecca and so I'm stuck. By myself. With no one to do anything with.
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me
Holding your hand
I should be the one with Mikayla everyday giving her presents, having an awesome time and joking with one another, giving each other small presents whether or not it was a flower from the ground or a piece of chocolate! There is too much wrong with what is going on now days. I can't say anymore till Mikayla will believe me that I at least want to talk or something. The most I get out of her is "Hi Brady" and then she is out the door with Tristan. I should be the one holding her hand is we stroll through the lightside, enjoying each other's company.
That should be me
The one making you laugh, oh baby
That should be me
(that should be me giving you flowers)
That should be me
Talking for hours that should be me, that should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I'm never gonna let you go
oh-oh-oh-ohh
I never should have let Mikayla go. The reason I did it is because I didn't want to see like I'm desperate to hang out with her. It should be me that is with her at least a little during the day, even if it's just for a couple of minutes I would rather have a short conversation with her to know that she still cares for me and I wasn't just someone to hang with while she had no one else.
As I finished the song I thought I heard someone walking by the door but when I looked there was no one there. I don't know who it was but I hope they didn't hear my song. Oh well. Maybe things will get better with Mikayla and me. I sure hope they do.
Mikayla POV
I had just walked away from the king's room because I had been going to ask Brady where Boomer was because Rebecca was asking me but I had stopped when I heard Brady singing. I didn't know he felt that way. Now that I think about it I have only been with Tristan lately and haven't even barely spoken to Brady like we used to before Tristan came back. I know one thing though. I'm going to fix what I messed up.
I'm going to fix Brady and I's friendship.
Finished! Like I said before I hope you guys liked this! Till next time,
Lots of Hugs,
Bra-Kayla Luver4eva