Hi everyone! Here is the second chapter I'm uploading tonight! I might upload one more but I'm not sure since the next chapter is a double chapter. I also go back to school on Monday o if this story isn't finished by then the updates might be a little slower. In this chapter it's going to be in Brady POV but this is after he left KinKow. Enjoy!

Shout outs: Thanks to Brakayla3 for suggesting this song! Also thanks to everyone who has reviewed! Thanks to The Mysterious Watcher for telling me how KinKow is actually spelt!

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Brady POV

It's been a year since I last saw Mikayla, Boomer, Lanny or anyone from KinKow. It's been a year since I left everyone so I could "Grow Up." Every time I wonder if this was worth it I always remember Mikayla and then I realize that this is what I should be doing and this is defiantly worth it. Since I've left I've written so more songs, most of them about Mikayla. I actually may be getting a record deal for a company but I'm not sure if I'm going to take it or not. If I do then it will be even longer till I see everyone again. Decisions. So many to make, so many are good, so many are bad. At least while I'm writing songs I can remember all the good times.

The stars lean down to kiss you

And I lie awake and miss you

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly

But I'll miss your arms around me

I'd send a postcard to you, dear

Cause I wish you were here

The few times when Mikayla and I would take a walk on the beach, underneath the stars without me threating to fire her dad or something it was actually very enjoyable. It was always like the moonlight made her glow and the stars would lean down and kiss her. Every night when I try to fall asleep I never really can because I stay awake thinking of everyone back on KinKow especially Boomer and Mikayla. I usually doze off eventually and I know I'll be safe from any of those crazy things from KinKow like waka-waka bugs but I will miss when Mikayla would walk in to the room at night, thinking I'm asleep and wrap her arms around me in a hug before kissing my cheek and saying," good-night Brady" thinking I couldn't hear her and I was fast asleep. I would send a post card or something to everyone but I don't know what I should say to them. Should I say I'm doing fine and I miss you guys or should I say I hope everything's good back on KinKow. I really wish they were all here with me so we could all be together again.

I'll watch the night turn light blue

But it's not the same without you

Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad

Till I look at my hands and feel sad

Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly

Sometimes I'll sit outside on the roof of my apartment building and watch the sunset turn into the night, thinking of all the times I did this on KinKow with Boomer or surprisingly Mikayla. It's just not the same without them by me. I miss the old times when Boomer and I would get in trouble and then Mikayla would yell at us and the only thing I would be thinking of is how beautiful she was even when she was mad. It's never the same anymore. I don't have anyone to whisper to and come up with plans or get in trouble with. Sometimes the silence is nice but when I look at my hands and remember my king ring it reminds me of everything and I instantly feel sad and regret about what I've done. I'll look at my hands and remember the hand-shakes Boomer and I would come up with and the times when Mikayla held my hand while we would walk together sometimes talking and sometimes walking in a comfortable silence.

I'll find repose in new ways

Though I haven't slept in two days

Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight

I'll sit on the front porch all night

Waist deep in thought because when

I think of you I don't feel so alone

I keep telling myself I'll move on, that I'll get over this regret and sadness but I haven't been able to and it's been a year. I don't think I ever will. I can't ever sleep anymore and I haven't slept for two days straight. My aunt and uncle are starting to worry about me now. I keep telling them I'm fine but I don't think they believe me. The reason I can't sleep is because I'm always thinking of what happened when I was on KinKow and all of the memories I have. I usually sit on the rooftop thinking of everything and waist deep in all of my memories I have. When I think of everyone I don't feel quite as alone as when I think of something else.

I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink

I'll think of you tonight

(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)

I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter

And heavy wings grow lighter

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew

But I swear I won't forget you

Oh if my voice could reach back through the past

I'd whisper in your ear:

"Oh darling I wish you were here"

Every time I blink or even if I'm not busy for one second my thoughts go back to KinKow. When I finally overcome this sadness and regret, though I'm not sure I ever will, I hopefully will feel a little bit more alive. I'll forget about KinKow but I defiantly won't forget about all my friends and family there. If I could make my voice go back into the past to when I was still on KinKow say to Mikayla, "I wish you were here and I would tell myself to never leave KinKow."

Maybe the only way for me to ever truly be happy again is for me to go back to KinKow. I think I'll call Boomer and see if it would be ok for me to come back. That's not a bad idea actually. I quickly dug around my room for my phone till I finally found it. I waited a minute while it rang.

"Hi Boom..."

Boomer POV

I just got off the phone with Brady. Yes my brother Brady who is also known as the runaway king. I quickly ran downstairs to tell everyone the good news. "Hey guys guess what?" I half yelled since I was excited. Everyone in the room turned to look at me. Mikayla, Mason, Lanny, and Boz were all watching me wanting to know what was going on. "What?" Boz asked.

"Brady's coming back."

Finished! I hope you guys like it! I am going to start working on the next chapter but I might post it tonight or tomorrow since it is a double chapter it's going to take me longer to write. Thanks for reading!

Lots of Hugs,

Bra-Kayla Luver4eva