Hi guys! I had some free time and didn't have any homework tonight so I thought I'd try to update while I could! There is only one more chapter after this one left. Enjoy! This chapter is going to be Mikayla singing with Brady POV at the end. Hope you like it!
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Mikayla POV
It's been a month since Brady left. One whole month. I miss him so much! I didn't mean what happened that night. He might need to grow up some but he could still do that here! He didn't have to leave! In his absence though I've picked up one of the things he used to do so I could keep my memories of him close. I've learned to play the guitar and I wrote a song. I'm actually going to perform it tonight. I just wish Brady was here to see me. Well I'm up. It's now or never.
Can you feel me
When I think about you?
With every breath I take
Every minute
No matter what I do
My world is an empty place
I wonder if Brady knows when I think of him that I am actually well, thinking of him. Every time I breathe, I think of him and my world feels empty without him in it now. Why won't he come back!
Like I've been wandering the desert
For a thousand days (oh)
Don't know if it's a mirage
But I always see your face, Baby
It's like I just wonder around lost without him here. I never really smile anymore and when I'm alone the only thing I think about is him. I don't know why but it's like I can see him everywhere I go. I don't tell anyone though because I don't want them to think I've gone insane with grief for him.
I'm missing you so much
Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain
I can't help but miss Brady. Every second he is gone I miss him more and more. I honestly can't help what I'm feeling. I'm a little upset that I realized I loved him after he was gone. I guess I didn't know what I had till it was gone. I want Brady back by my side. I'm not sure how I'm going to survive being here without him. Every day without him feels like a year.
The stars are burning
I hear your voice in my mind (in my mind)
Can't you hear me calling?
My heart is yearning
Like the ocean that's running dry
Catch me, I'm falling
I remember that sometimes Brady would ask me if I wanted to take a walk with him at night on the beach and I had always turned him down even if he had said as friends. It's not that I was busy I just didn't want to go with him. Now I really wish I would've said yes at least once to see what it was like. Sometimes if I'm sitting by myself I can hear Brady talking in my head. Other times I'll remember when he sang at the harvest festival with his amazing voice. Why can't he come back? We all want him to come back. No one is mad he left we just want him back, we want to know he is ok. My heart is calling for him but he won't answer. Why won't he catch me from this sadness I'm falling into?
It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet
Won't you save me?
There's gonna be a monsoon
When you get back to me (oh, baby)
Every time I'm walking or something I always seem to trip and fall or walk in to something because my thoughts won't leave the subject of Brady. Why won't he come back and save me, help me from this craziness? When he comes back there will be a monsoon of happiness from me and many others.
I'm missing you so much
Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain
I am defiantly missing Brady like crazy. Honestly I can't help that I fell head over heels for him, of course it only happened after he left. Every day he is gone it's like an entire year passes by. I need him here with me. I can't survive without him here. I need him so I can spend everyday with him.
So let this drought come to an end
And make this desert flower again
I'm so glad you found me
Stick around me, baby baby baby oooh
Please let these long days come to an end with the return of my crush! Make my life have happiness and flowers in it once again! I'm glad I was at least able to get to know Brady before he left. I really want him to stick around here on Kinkow with me and everyone else. I know I'm not the only one who misses him.
It's a world of wonder with you in my life
So hurry, baby, don't waste no more time
I need you here
I can't explain
But a day without you
Is like a year without rain (oh)
When he was here I was always on cloud nine even if I wouldn't admit it to anyone. Please don't waste anymore time away from me Brady! Please come back! I need him here with me but I can't seem to explain why. The only reason I can think of is that I am in love with him and I believe it too.
I'm missing you so much
Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain
I'm not the only one who misses Brady but I think I'm the only one who is going insane without him here. Boomer has Boz to keep him sane but I don't have anyone to help me. I can't help this at all. It's Brady's fault for making me love him but I wouldn't have it any other way. We all need him back here with us so everything can go back to almost normal from before he left. I need him as well as his brothers and the island do. I miss Brady.
As I finished my song I scanned the crowd. I saw someone clad in black standing next to the kings. Boomer motioned for me to meet them inside. I quickly bowed and walked off the stage and into the castle. Once in I looked around but no one was in there. Then I felt someone wrap a pair of strong arms around my waist from behind. "Very nice song, Kayla." I froze. There was only one person that ever called me that. I spun around and tackled the boy into a hug. "Brady! I missed you so much!"
"I can see that." He spoke while chuckling which seemed right since I was holding onto him for my life even though before I would never had touched him. "Don't leave me again. Please." I asked him while burying my face into his chest. When he spoke again I could feel his chest moving and it was a comforting feeling. "I won't ever leave you again Kayla. I promise."
Brady POV
As I held Mikayla close I could feel her relax in my arms. She really did miss me. Boomer and Boz were right. I'm going to keep to my promise. I will never leave Mikayla or Kinkow again.
Done! I had started this a couple a days ago but I never had a chance to finish it till tonight. I hope you guys liked the chapter! The next chapter is the very last one. Also if you haven't please check out my new story He's Back But In Black.
Lots of Hugs,
Bra-Kayla Luver4eva