"Jasper!" Bella looked at me standing in the entry and gave her head a shake. "That was very rude of me." She came and took my hands, turning her face up for a kiss.

I accepted her invitation, keeping the kiss soft.

"I understand if you'd rather go home," I told her.

She closed her eyes. She was a tangled mess of emotions. Lust was definitely in there, though. "No. I want you to take me upstairs."

I scooped her into my arms, basking in her warmth, her scent surrounding me. I would miss this. She clasped her hands behind my head, looking up at me.

"You know I love you, still?" she asked quietly.

I leaned in to brush her cheek with the tip of my nose. "I do. I also know how you love Carlisle."

She flushed and looked at my throat, avoiding my eyes. She met them again once her nervousness had subsided. "I'm not sure how I feel," she admitted.

"Neither does he," I said with a smile. "You two will have to puzzle it out."

She smiled too. "I guess we will. Not tonight." She pulled herself to me, kissing me, pressing her tongue to my lips.

I parted them, letting her pull the venom already pooled there. She moaned and closed her eyes as I climbed the stairs.

When she opened her eyes, they were a little glassier. She licked her lips with tip of her pink tongue and I had to kiss her again.

I laid her on the bed, hovering over her. My hands traced her ribs and found the pulse in her throat. I prayed I could keep her frustration at bay. I wanted to touch every inch of her tonight, with my fingers or my tongue. I wanted to map her body one last time, to be filed for prefect recollection when the actual entity was banned from me.

I started with her face, kissing each of her eyelids while my hands traced her forehead, her cheeks, her chin. My mouth found her nose, her lips, her ears.

She chuckled. "Jasper. I'm going to college, not dying."

I paused with my mouth under her ear and chuckled with her. "I know that. But I don't want to miss any part of you."

"You'll miss every part of me," she said, wrapping her arms around my neck and rolling to position herself on top. "Admit it." Her smirk was confident.

"I will miss every ounce of you, every inch, every hair." I ran my hands up her back, under her shirt, and she arched back into them. She pulled her arms through her sleeves as I sat up to kiss along the tops of her breasts, down into her cleavage. I snagged one of her wrists and ran my tongue along the inside of her arm, venom flowing in it's wake. "Every inch." I kissed her armpit and she giggled. "Every hair."

"Eww, gross." She wrinkled her nose.

I chuckled. "You smell wonderful. Even here." I nuzzled the joint with my nose. Her scent was thick there. Not so musky as between her legs and not so thirst driving as that coming from her neck. It was actually a lovely place, the skin smooth and pale.

"Okay, really tickling now," she said between gasps and giggles.

I kissed down her ribs, letting her wrist go. I kissed along her waist, taking the button of her pants in my teeth. It required lifting her from my legs, but that wasn't a problem. I turned the button with my tongue pressing it through the hole while she started to squirm.

"God, your breath there."

"Here?" I asked, breathing again against the dampening cloth between her legs.

"Yes," she hissed, tilting her pelvis to me. "Can you sample the rest later?" she practically begged.

I chuckled, holding her to my face. "I suppose, that might work." I ran my nose over the seam of her crotch and she whimpered, frustration building.

I turned and pulled the pants down. She would not go unsatisfied tonight. I refused to allow it. If I was teasing too much, I would stop. I slid the panties down after and ripped her bra open.

I cursed myself. "I'm sorry, Bella. That was ..."

But her breathing hitched, and rather than angry she was lustier. "Fuck, that was hot."

I smirked before tearing my clothes away in sweeping motions. She hummed as she watched me. I took her wrists in my hands and held them to the pillows over her head. She wrapped her hands around one of the dowels that made the headboard.

"A few more tastes first," I warned her, running my tongue over her hip and along her pelvic bone. She lifted to meet my mouth and I stretched to keep her wrists locked. I held them in one hand and lifted her hip with the other, allowing me to reach my face to her sex.

"Jasper," she moaned as I licked along her glistening slit. I rubbed myself along her, my mouth leaving kisses in my wake. I pinned myself between her thighs, placing mine outside hers. She groaned as her lower lips were wrapped around me. Then I began to saw up and down, sliding along her.

Her eyes rolled back and I kissed her, letting my venom drain into her mouth again. Her tongue teased mine, chasing it through her mouth. I continued to move up and down through her, never in her.

"So good," she murmured, tilting her hips up and nearly sending me inside her. I shifted myself to avoid entry.

"It doesn't stop here."

Her eyes opened wide. "What do you mean?"

I kissed her ear. "You'll see."

She shivered and bucked against me.

Taking her hands from the headboard, I held her wrists as I flipped her over. I wanted to kiss along her back. I knew the spot between her shoulder blades, the one over her left kidney, the one right at the base of her spine that all sent her into mental bliss. I kissed those and others, using my knees to prod her to kneeling so I could kiss her ass properly.

She moaned when my tongue circled the puckered hole and pressed in. She had been so reluctant to let us do this, but it was one of best reactions we'd gotten from her. Especially when I took one hand from her wrists and slid a finger into her as well.

"Mmmm," she moaned into the pillows, circling her ass on my tongue now. I felt her building, her pleasure increasing. I fought the urge to push her over with my gift. I fought the urge to nudge her clit. Instead I froze, holding in place as she squirmed.

"No," she murmured. "Don't stop. So close."

"Shhh," I whispered, pushing gently on her hips, which collapsed. I slid myself between her cheeks as I kissed the back of her neck her shoulders. "I have no intention of stopping."

"Oh my God." She actually bit the pillow. I smiled at that and tightened my grip on her wrists, my weight on her hips, pinning her. My hand slid under her, stroking the small piece of flesh I had avoided before.

She hissed and tried to buck, only crashing into me.

I slid down her ass again, then back up, loving the feel of her holding me. I stroked her again.

"Shit," she rasped as she squeezed me between her cheeks. I clenched my jaw as the heat of her increased. I pulled my hand out, sliding into her again, behind myself. One finger in, the other slid up and continued to stimulate her.

"Oh yes, please, don't stop this time."

She was really tempting me to do just that, but I wanted to feel this. I wanted to feel her orgasm, share it with her. The last time.

Instead of stroking hand and cock together, I moved them against one another. This seemed to encourage her, and she bucked into me, pulled against my hands. "Yes, let me, let me."

"Come for me Bella," I whispered against her skin, closing my eyes to savor this. "Let me feel you."

"Unggggg," she groaned, her head tucked into the pillow she had bit again, pulling against the dowel and my hold, bearing down on my hand. "Fuck, Jasper."

The sensation was everything I remembered, and more. It was the payoff for not letting her come earlier, she hit her peak higher now, continuing to come after I'd stopped moving on and in her.

"Okay. You can kiss me more now," she mumbled, slurring her words.

I laughed but didn't turn down the offer, taking each of her toes in my mouth, one at a time, intending to make good on my promise to myself.

Thank you Sharebear!