Belle awoke after only a few hours of sleep. The dream she had seemed so real, it started out so lovely. She had been wrapped tight in Rumplestiltskin's embrace, he had whispered sweet words of love for her in her ear as he moved down her throat leaving a hot trail of kisses. But as she pulled back to capture his warm mouth with her own, she realized in horror that the man that had her was none other than her husband, Belle cried out, trying to twist out of his grip but he held her firm against him. Belle had awoke finding herself twisted in the covers on her bed as she lashed out at nothing but air.
She sat up trying to regain her sences as she rubbed her eyes, as if trying to erase the nightmare from her mind, finally she made a decision and got out of bed and opened the door to her room. The corridor was dark and silent as she padded barefoot down the hall toward the stairs. she had no right to be in his castle or bed for that matter she told herself, she didn't deserve either.
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Rumple cursed himself for his foolish words. He had screamed at her like she was a child, giving her no chance to defend her actions then like a scolding father, he had sent her to bed without anything to eat before.
He conjured up a tray with hot tea and soup and even though it was well past midnight and she was surely asleep, he made his way to her bed chambers to try to make amends for his behaviour. He stopped in frount of the door and listened for signs of breathing. He heard nothing but the sound of the fire crackling. He tapped on the door lightly, "Belle" he whispered as he slowly cracked open her door, holding his peace offering.
He didn't want to startle her, but it was Rumplestiltskin that became the startled one as an empty room opened up before him. "BELLE" his tone held a frantic edge to it as he found the washing room empty as well. He all but threw the tray at the table by the bed as he scanned the room, nothing that belonged to her was missing, in fact even her shoes lay beside the wardrobe along with her dress. Where was she?
he tried to calm down and think because surely she wouldn't have left in the middle of the night in bare feet and her night gown, a thought came to him. He knew where she was as he headed for the stable.
His heart felt like it would beat out of his chest as he took the stairs two at a time and cleared the last four making his way to the door. "what if she wasn't there, what if she had left? NO, no she wouldn't have" he told himself. The cool air hit his body as he made his way up the path with a full moon lighting the way for him.
He heard nothing as he approached the structure and he began to doubt himself till he stepped inside to find Belle asleep on her make shift bed.
He had left the tray of food up in her room but at once it appeared on the wooden table in the corner. A moan from Belle brought Rumple back to stand over her. she lay on her side with her little arms under her head, serving as her pillow. He crouched down and pulled a few strands of hair away from her face, then let his hand glide over her shoulder to lightly rub her back.
Rumple couldn't help but notice she was in another of his shirts. Her shapely legs were out for his viewing as the shirt was pushed up almost to the top of her milky white thighs. He bit his lip in an attempt to gain control of the overwhelming feelings rushing through him at this moment. Belle let out a soft cry, she was dreaming, it almost sounded like a muffled sob. Rumple knew he was the cause of her sorrow, he almost left then, standing up and turning around to head back to the door, till her heard her voice whisper his name. He turned to look at her.
"what are you doing out here?" she was sitting up, wiping at her eyes, he noticed tears lingured on her cheeks, she had been crying in her sleep.
"I wanted to bring you something to eat, but when I came to your room I found it empty dearie." Belle kept her head down, she didn't say anything but he could hear her sniffle as if she was preparing herself for another tantrum from him.
He walked back to her and to her amazment he sat down next to her as he lifted her chin with his index finger. His green eyes seemed bottomless as she gazed into them, trying to commit them to memory.
"I'm sorry" they both spoke at once. Each seemed shocked by the others apology. Belle spoke hastily. "Rum, I'm so sorry for not trusting you after everything you did." She could feel hot tears rising in her eyes, she needed to tell him how she felt, If nothing was ever spoken between them again she needed to let him know how much he had come to mean to her. Even though he was letting her go, she wanted him know that she held no anger at him for it. "My husband, he was cruel, and when I got away, I needed to hide, when I found myself here, I just..."
Rumple shushed her with his finger to her lips. "Belle, I'm the one who is sorry." His face was so close to hers now, that she could feel him breathing in the air she exhaled, his fingers traced her jaw as he continued to speak. "Have you never experienced any sort of tenderness Belle?" He timidly wiped away a tear off her cheek.
"Only you have given me that, and I'll never forget it" Belle said as she placed her hand over his and brought his fingers to her mouth, placing a light kiss on each one. "NO Belle it is I who should fall at your feet and beg your forgivness for my words tonight." the sound of his voice made her heart ache for him as she leaned into him for comfort that only he could give her, closing the distance between thier lips.
Rumple brung his hands up to interwine them in her hair, craddling her head as he deepened the chaste kiss to something more urgent, more primal.
Belle had never had a proper kiss and never anything as soft and tender as his hands gently holding her head as he lavished her mouth with affection. He started unbuttoning her shirt, sliding her shoulder out alittle so he could kiss her , she shivered at the touch of his lips on her skin. "Let me show you what it's like to be loved Belle, what it feels like to be cherished as you deserve." He slowly layed her back against her straw bed. He stretched out over her as he at first lightly kissed her lips then deepened it as she opened her mouth for him. Belle had never felt anything so soft as his tongue in her mouth as she touched it with her own. "Will you let me Belle?" he whispered as he pulled away from her mouth, but his face stayed only inches from hers. Belle could only nod as he captured her swollen lips once more. Then he spoke his next words, the ones he had always spoke to her when she felt frightned or vunerable, "Close your eyes" he whispered in her ear. Belle shivered in the delight of it all.
He moved away from her then, to sit at her feet. Slowly he unbuttoned his shirt, discarding it. He decided he would work his way up her body as he took both of her feet in his hand and kissed the top of each one. Belle bent her knees to accomadate him and her movements had caused her shirt to slide up, reveling her sex. Rumple ached to touch her there . his breath caught in his throat. slow down, all in good time he told himself as he rubbed her calves with his hands. He placed kisses up her legs till he reached her knees.
Belle had never been touched with tenderness, there had always been pain and humilation involved with such acts as they were doing now and as Rumple coaxed her to open her legs for him, fear reared it's ugly head and she clamped her legs tightly together and sat up, looking at him with fear in her eyes.
"I geuss some memories die hard" she said, barely above a whisper. She turned her head to the side, frightned to look at him. She opened her eyes when he began to caress her face. "We can go as slow as you like dearie, you have the power tonight, alright?"
No one had ever gave Belle power over anything. Belle got up on her knees. "Do the brave thing and bravery will follow" she repeated in her head over and over. Belle ran her fingers through his hair as she leaned into him kissing him boldly. He let her take control of the kiss and she liked that. He opened his mouth and she found his tongue as he gained entrance into her waiting mouth, then on an impulse she sucked on it. Rumple let out a small gasp and she smiled at his reaction. He couldn't sit still any longer, his hands began undoing his silk shirt from her body. Belle showed no fear as he removed her shirt and pulled her close, she found herself in his lap as he let go of her lips to pull her up to him so that he could capture a plump nipple into his mouth. Belle threw back her head and let out a groan that at first startled Rumple, he didn't want to frighten her away by going too fast but her hands found his head and held him firmly in place at her breast, so he reached for the other one, taking it into his mouth and teasing the bud with his teeth and tongue till it grew into a hard knot.
His pants restraining him felt unbearable tight and Belle seemed to have lost her fear as he raised his head to see her eyes closed and her mouth open taking short shallow breaths. "gods Belle, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen." She smiled but didn't open her eyes.
Belle's body had taken over, a burning heat spread through her as an unfamilar ache settled between her thighs. Could it be true? Could she actually want him, there? She rubbed against him causing the ache to intinsify as Rumple tightned his grip on her waist. "Your killing me love" he whispered in her ear before he took her lobe and suckled it. Belle ground her hips down on his hardness beneath her.
He could take no more, he sat up on his knees pulling Belle with him. He then let her slide down into the hay on her back. He sat on his knees between her spread legs. suddenly she felt very vunerable and made a move to squeeze her legs together but his body prevented it, She wimpered.
"Shhh love, it's alright, I just want to have a look at you." Belle's hands went to cover her breasts in embarassment but he caught her hands and pulled them away. "I want to see all of you" he whispered. Belle bit her bottom lip and closed her eyes as a small tear slipped out the corner. Rumple sat back and took in the sight of the beautiful frightned girl before him. She was perfect, he certainly didn't deserve her, he thought, the hideous monster he was, but all the same he wanted her, to show her what it could be like, what it should be like.
Belle had never felt so naked and on display, but all of that vanished the moment her touched her. A strangled sound escaped her lips as Rumple ran his thumb over her mound, touching a spot Belle never even knew existed. He cupped her in his warm hand and massaged her, but she needed him to touch that place once more as she pushed against him, bringing her hips off the ground. Rumple smiled at her boldness and settled his body to the ground for better access.
Belle all but screamed when he touched her sensitive spot with his tongue. Her hands grabbed at the straw in an attempt to hang on to something as he sucked on it. "What are you doing to me? Belle gasped as she threw her head back as he continued to lavish attention on that spot. Rumple drew his head away. "I can stop if you..." he didn't get to finish. "NO, don't you dare Rumplestiltskin" she all but screamed at him as her hips buck up in to him trying to recapture his mouth.
He was only to happy to oblige as he took his fingers and spread her open for a real taste. "Please" She moaned as he sucked on one lip then the other then returned to her sensitive, swollen clit in the middle once more. She felt like hot velvet as he inserted two long fingers into her depths, she did let out a scream then, her hips bucked wildly as he plunged his fingers deep within her.
Belle's first orgasim was nothing like she had ever felt before. Her fingers finally made thier way into his hair as he lapped at the moisture seeping out of her core. He had to get free from his pants, they were killing him as he raised up, kicking them off as fast as he could. Belle couldn't lie still, although what he had done for her had helped a great deal, it had not satisfied that deep ache she felt, low in her belly. "Hurry" she breathed as he stretched out on top of her. "I'm here" he whispered in her ear as she shivered, wrapping her legs around him, urging him on, reeling him in, till he plunged into her, HARD. He pushed up into her tight well, then pulling back he forcefully rammed into her again.
He was much bigger than Gaston in his size and he stretched her walls as he pushed deeper and deeper, filling her and replacing that ache with pleasure. As he dug deep inside her,
Belle could feel herself losing control once again as his body rubbed against that oh so sensitive area each time he thrust up inside her.
Her cries of pleasure as her tight little walls clenched around him, milking him sent him over the edge. He drove into her again and again, trying to make the feeling last as long as possible for both of them. They finally both lay exhausted wrapped in each others arms. Rumple had his hands around her belly as he lay behind her and a strange feeling overtook him, he had impregnated her, he could feel the life starting in her womb, he didn't say anything to her about it, he just kissed her shoulder as he held her in his arms, there would be time for that, there would be time for eveything, soon sleep claimed both of them.
It was midday when Rumple woke up, wondering why the sun was suddenly so blinding, then the nights events came rushing back. He reached over for Belle but she wasn't there, he sat up looking for her, fear creeping up on him as he looked down at a note laying in the spot where she has been last night. Tears spilled down his cheeks as he read the note she had left, it only had two words, "I'm sorry."
He crumpled up the note as he jumped up and ran to the entrance screaming her name, silence was the only answer he recieved.