a/n thanks for anyone who reviewed on ther first chapter much appreciated sorry I took a bit long to update 2 family members died so there was alot of funerals and stuff. but any way enjoy.

Jade's pov

I tossed and turned trying to get back to sleep after Eily rudely woke her up comeing back from... her whatever she does. Thank god that tomorrow is a Sunday and I can lie in. I was lieing there thinking ...about Beck. I wonder if he thinks about me? Doubt it why would he. Eily always told me I was never good enough to have a boyfriend and it hurt me so I never wanted Beck to meet her in case e thought it too. He must of just look at my situation with him now. I looked over on the clock it was 4 a.m. Where is Dad. I walked down stairs to get my phone since I left it there last night. I checked my inbox. No new messages. Screw him any way. I heard scraching at the door. My 'step-moms' dog was in there all it does is bark. I opened the door , grabbed it by the scruff of it's neck. I watched as it yelped in pain. I opened the spare colest and threw it in there. It must be safe Eily has done it to me a million times before. I walked upstairs and crawled back under my covers and snuggled my head into my pillow trying to find a comfy spot. My breathing began to soothe and I was slowly drifting into the land of dreams.
I looked around all I saw was dark and the tiniest bit of light in the distance did I die. I grew closer and closer and I saw it what I saw left me shell shocked I was looking at moments in my life that stood out.
I was highering the volume on the tellie because momma and papa are talking really loud again. "It's your fault she doesn't like to make friends,your the reason she can sit there and enjoy her own company." Papa spoke loud to momma
"My fault Joe she's only 3 most three year olds don't have friends at this time" momma said soothingly. Looking back on that now I really do underestimate my mother.I guess I really do love her. Se's the only one who stood up for me and protected me. To bad I pushed her so far away and now she doesn't like me staying in the house to often. Everything was dark again. I could hear something though a voice. My father's to be more exact he didn't sound happy. Though herarelly does. I heard a second voice,mine, and the high piched scream of my stepmother. I remember this it was the first time I'd seen my dad in 4 years I was 9 and I came to my dads house to find out he was three years married and has a step daughter (Whom he kept accidently calling me her name) I was sad, I guess somewhere in my head I always thought dad and mom would always get back together. But being me I wasn't good and showing sadness I showed anger. WhIch I took out on the only thing I knew I could take down ,Eily. I pinned her down and pulled at her hair ripping out her ginger locks. I boxed her hard one of her baby teeth fell out. Her mom screamed and dad screamed trying to pull me of her but it didn't work. Eily had to get stiches and a cast on her arm. Due to that none of them took a shinig towards me. But I could care less I had mom and I always would.

that was chapter two I want to ask what people would like in the next chapter more jade or more Beck. Sorry for lack of him in this chapter. I know this is mean but I'm kinda thinking of killing Jade's mom. thoughts ?please review 3