Hmmmm... Yes... I know. I have been away from this story for ever and I thought that is was time to finally update it.

I do not own the Regular show or any of the characters.

Mordecai looked so sad and all I wanted to do was hug him and tell him everything was going to be alright. But I know that even if I said this, everything wouldn't be the same.

He looked at me, waiting for me to answer. Finally sucking up the courage, I spoke softly. "It's not my choice Mordecai. Only yours."

At first I thought I said the wrong thing, but soon I found myself being swung around. "Dude. Then I choose to stay here, where ever here is." I sighed.

"Mordecai, listen. I know you want to here with me, but seriously, its not your time yet." I said, trying to keep him calm. Mordecai raised his brow. "Rigby I'm here aren't I? Doesn't that mean anything."

I nod. "Yea it does dude, but what about the others? Should they have to suffer another lost?" For a brief moment I thought that I actually got through to him, however, he proved me wrong.

"They'll be fine."

"Are you giving up?" The desperation was clear in my voice. Mordecai looked thoughtful. "As long as I can stay here with you, then yes."

My building rage finally exploded as my fist struck his face. "NO MORDECAI! YOU CAN'T GIVE UP. DON'T YOU GET IT?" I yelled, tears falling slowly down my cheeks.

He held his injured cheek. "What the H man?"

"Y-You just can't give up, Mordecai. Don't be a coward, don't be like me." My words must have hit a cord because tears began forming in his own eyes. "Rigby, you were never a coward."

I shook my head. "Yes I was Mordecai. Can't you see it? I took the cowards way out and now you and everyone are paying the price for my dumb mistake."

Moving forward he hugged me gently. "No, you were never a cow-"

"YES I WAS!" I yelled once again. "I killed myself because I felt depressed and now you've tried to kill yourself Mordecai!"

There was silence before he spoke. "So what now Rigby?"

A small smile reached my face even though it hurt me. "Well now Mordecai, its your decision. I'm only here to guide you."

"Really?"

"Yea."

*Mordecai'*

Rigby was looking at me and smiling. It hurt me to know that he said I couldn't stay with him. "So what happens if I decided to die?" The smile died instantly. "I guess I can show you what happens then."

Thinking it over I nodded. "Okay. If and I mean if, I like the outcome, promise me that I can stay here with you Rigby." There was a hollow look in his brown, haunted eyes but he nodded nevertheless.

"Okay man. But if you do then you must promise me that you chose to live." He stuck out his hand and I looked at it. Reluctant ,I shook the outstreched "Its a deal."

Please don't flame. Its been a while and I know my grammar is still bad.

Either way. I am kinda happy let disappointed with the outcome of this chapter. Lol~