A/N: Sorry for the wait. For the first time in my life I had the dreaded WRITERS BLOCK!
Thanks for the reviews and just to make it clear to everyone Paula is not the same Paula in Kuroshitsuji, I just chose a random name that just happened to be an actual character hee hee, so I changed Paula to Jane. And if you see the name Pamela, I changed it to Angela because Angela is a kick-ass name!
School is starting up again in about 1 week so I'm not going to be able to post as frequently :'( And supposedly my new Spanish teacher gives a lot of homework so we'll see how that goes.
I'm going to start replying to reviews now because if my readers take your time out of their day I should at least reply back! XD
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Warning: YAOI! But you should already know that by now
Disclaimer: ugh…
"Sebastian. Tuck me in." Ciel ordered the taller man as he crawled into his oversized bed.
Sebastian looked down at his little master, eyes filled with longing, and sighed, pulling the duvet over his petite body. Sebastian smoothed the covers over Ciel's form letting his hands linger for a moment but then turned to head out of the room, as he had done every night.
He had been denying his growing love for the child, because true demons simply could not love. Ever. End of story. I guess Sebastian was not a true demon because ever since he came to this house everything Ciel did made him fall further and further. His innocence, his mischievous ways, his cuteness, and the way that he ate his sweets. Cutting a piece, sticking it in his small cavern, letting the fork loiter in his mouth, savoring the taste, letting the fork come out of his mouth with a pop, leaving a thin trail of saliva connecting his fork to his soft lips, and then licking his lips of all remaining sweetness. Sebastian thought that Ciel must've been dong that on purpose just to get him hot and bothered, which it did. What the butler did not know was that Ciel actually did do it on purpose.
"Sebastian…" A small hand then grabbed the butler's. Sebastian's eyes widened and his body circled to face his master's uncertain eyes and blushing face. "Stay with me." Said the small boy as he looked into Sebastian's deep pools.
Sebastian smiled gently, as one would do to a lover, and dipped his head so that his lips were brushing the boy's under him. "Yes, my Ciel." Ciel weaved his fingers in Sebastian's hair pushing him into a more passionate kiss.
"I love you."
The words echoed in Ciel's mind as memories came flooding back. His lover's face filling his mind along with the many sleepless nights they spent together, wrapped in each other's embrace. He looked around to see Sebastian leaning on the wall, looking out the window.
"Sebastian. What are you doing?" Hearing the familiar tone, said man lifted his head and smiled with joy to have his old Ciel back. Walking toward Ciel, who was lying on the teacher desk looking as if he was attacked by a savage dog. His shirt was unbuttoned exposing his pale chest; his pants were unbuckled threatening to fall to the ground if he stood.
"Ciel, do you remember?" Sebastian inquired as he looked straight into the boy's eyes, cupping his face with his cool hands.
"Yes. I do. Now tell me what's going on. First I was-"The words were cut off by Sebastian hugging him tightly against his chest.
"Just for a second." Sebastian whispered into Ciel's neck. Ciel smiled to himself and brought his own hands to clutch at his lovers back. "I missed you Ciel."
"Yes. I'm back."
Ciel straightened himself out as Sebastian brought him a cup of plain tea from the teacher's lounge. "My apologies, it is all I could find." Sebastian bowed to his master, who waved his hand dismissively sipping his tea.
Ciel sat in the teachers chair with his legs crossed while Sebastian stood by his side awaiting his masters/lover's command.
"Sebastian, I want you to explain to me how this happened." Ciel ordered, his eyes closed waiting for the information.
"Well, young master, it seems as though someone or something has brought you back to life with none of your past memories. I do not know who or the reason why." Sebastian casually said. Ciel took another sip of his tea and sat it down on the desk.
"So you were waiting for my memories to return, hoping that I would know." Ciel stated.
"Yes." Sebastian bowed.
Ciel abruptly stood and headed for the door. "I'm going home." He opened the door. Sebastian frowned having to be ripped away from his lover once more. "Are you coming or not?" Ciel asked his butler.
"Yes." He smiled walking to the small figure at the door.
"This is where you live?" Sebastian frowned at the small townhouse obviously comparing it to the Phantomhive mansion.
"Yes, do you have a problem with that?" Ciel shot at Sebastian who put his hands up, shaking his head.
"No, no problem at all." Sebastian smiled down at the pouting youth placing a kiss on his head. "Till tomorrow then." He said and then disappeared.
Ciel sighed. This whole situation was very exhausting for him, remembering that he was a nobleman with a demon lover/butler. Also that both his parents died in an 'accidental' fire and that he was sold into humiliation. Remembering the pain made him shiver with disgust and fear. Still, his heart felt vacant, like parts were missing.
Ciel absently opened the door and closing it quietly behind him, wiping his shoes on the rug then taking them off and placing them in a perfect line before shrugging off his coat and hanging it on the hanger, flipping his hair like an arrogant priss, he turned to head up the stairs when he was greeted with the sight of an angry mother and father.
"Oh bollocks"
"Young mister, we are very disappointed in you! Detention on the first day? Only hooligans get detention on the first day! What were you thinking, pissing off your teacher like that? I ought to give you ten lashing on your backside for this! Do you have any idea how this will affect your future?" His mother went on and on as Ciel's tolerance was wearing thin, until he finally snapped.
"Shut up. Just, shut. Up." Ciel's parents just stared at him slack jawed.
"W-what?" Ciel's father stuttered.
"I said shut up. You can't ever just be quiet can you? Not even regarding my feelings or what happened to me." Ciel yelled at the pair, pushing through them he stomped his way to his room, very gracefully might I add.
"Angela… What just happened?"
"I'm… not too sure, James." They both turned their head toward their sons' room and cautiously made their way up.
Ciel slammed the door shut and collapsed onto the ground, his hands shaking. He just snapped at his parents. The type of parents that he had been wishing for ever since his real parents died all those years ago. He should be thankful that in this life he even got to have parents that only cared about him but when his mother said 'future' he lost it. Even he didn't know what was going to happen in his future. There was always the chance that he and his lover were going to be separated again and with that unknown person that brought him back to life the possibilities were infinite.
Knock knock.
"Ciel… We have to talk."
Ciel gathered himself preparing to face whatever was trucking his way. Ciel swung to door open, a blank expression on his face, startling his parents who fidgeted sending nervous glances to each other.
"Well, are you coming in or not?" Ciel got impatient, just like his old self. His parents looked at him with a determined look, walking in and sitting on his bed.
"Ciel, you may or may not have noticed this by now but, me and your mother think it's time we tell you." His father said calmly to Ciel who was standing in front of them.
"You're adopted." His mother blurted out with tears in her eyes. The parents searched Ciel's face for a reaction, any reaction at all. Sadness, happiness confusion anything, but got nothing.
Ciel's old self was cracking to the surface shining a new light over him that even surprised himself. Ciel did not react to this bit of information, already assuming that when he had his memories returned and how Sebastian explained that someone brought him back to life.
The pair on the bed went wide eye as they didn't hear any response out of the boy other than "And…" He obviously wanted more information.
"Uh- well, we found you as a child, probably about six or so, on our door step, starring at us with a blank stare. You were outside all alone just sitting there, covered in… blood, so we took you inside and James examined you thoroughly, looking for where the blood was coming from. There weren't any wounds on your body whatsoever, it was very… odd-"She made a face as she went on reminiscing "-You were wearing a long black rain coat that was much too big for you. Giggle. We looked in your pockets for some clue as to who you were and where you came from. We found a letter in your left pocket. It read,
'Dear Phantomhives,
I will be collecting Ciel Phantomhive when he has been returned his memories.
C.'
We didn't know what was going on because our last name was not Phantomhive and that he was going to collect you when you were returned your memories?" She started crying softly then. "We were so scared and we didn't know what to do. We searched your other pocket and found red velvet pouch, inside was a ring, the same ring you are wearing now." Ciel then remembered his other ring.
"What about a gold ring? Was there a gold ring?" She shook her head at Ciel's question. "Go on then."
"The next day I went to the bank and saw that my name was changed to Phantomhive and so was your fathers'. We tried to get our original names back but they all said we were crazy and threatened to lock us in the loony bin. We wanted you to grow up in a healthy environment rather than a place where everybody thought we were crazy, so we moved to New York from our previous house in Maine. We lived there for three years until we decided to move to Whales in fear that the person who wanted to 'collect' you would come back. We lived there for about four years when we saw that you right eye was beginning to dull as if it were going blind. We took you to the doctor and he said that you weren't going blind he didn't know what was wrong either. A week later, your eye had a faint form of a pentagram with diamonds circling it, so we took you back to the doctor and he said that he never saw anything like it before, and said that we should go to the church for they have seen events like that one happening. We brought you to the church and they called you a 'devil child'-"Her voice broke at those words. "-We called them insane for even hinting that you were a devil child." She took a couple breaths of air of calm herself before continuing.
"I already know this, why are you telling it to me?" Ciel said running his fingers through his hair, frustrated.
"I wasn't finished." She declared sternly, which Ciel squeaked at, a very manly squeak might I add. "The next day we were visited by a man. I don't remember too much about him but I do remember his piercing yellow eyes. It was like he could see through your soul." She got lost in the picture in her mind before shaking her head and snapping out of it. "He opened the door which I was sure that I locked and went straight up to you in the den watching TV."
Start of Flash back
"Ciel." The man's voice said and the youngster look up to him. The man seemed slightly shocked to see the Faustian contract. "It's seems I have more to work out than I thought. But this could actually work to my advantage." The man smiled wickedly as Angela ran up to Ciel wrapping her arms around him protectively.
"Get away from my son you monster!" She spat and as quickly as he came, he left.
End Flash back
"We moved here then, in fear of that man coming back to the house and taking you." She finished.
"Why don't I remember any of this?" Ciel spoke up.
"Because right after he left you fell unconscious, when you woke up it seemed as though you forgot the whole incident. We thought it was best not to make you remember."
Ciel thought all of this information over, hard, and decided that the best idea was to tell it to Sebastian. But today he was much too tired to do anything else.
"You may leave. I will be down for dinner in a little." Ciel waved his hand dismissively at his parents, who just stared in shock at the boy who was taking all of this information calmly.
James and Angela left the room closing the door whispering to each other.
"Am I the only one who noticed his strange behavior?" James asked curiously.
"He wasn't acting like this earlier. You think something happened at school?" Angela asked.
"In one day? I doubt it." Everything went quiet until Angela spoke up.
"Do you think he remembered something?"
"Angela." James' voice rose into a stern voice.
"Just think about it James! We got him when he was six! There's bound to be something in his past!"
"Angela. Stop." James said sharply and made his way down the stairs toward the kitchen as his wife watched after him sadly.
"This is what's for dinner?" Ciel said scrutinizing the food.
"Yes it's your favorite, Beef stew." James said placing the plates on the table.
Ciel sighed, sitting himself at the head of the rectangular table like used to do back then. 'It won't be as good as Sebastian's though'
"Did you say something Ciel?" She smiled to him as he shook his head.
"Nothing important."
Ciel looked at the meal in front of him as if waiting for somebody to serve him. When he remembered that he wasn't in the manor anymore. 'Old habits die hard, I guess.' He thought, reaching for the serving spoon to put a little on his plate.
When they were about to say grace Ciel did not raise his hands in prayer nor did he bow his head. "Uhh, Ciel. We're about to say grace." His foster mother said to him.
"I know." Ciel said as he held his head high as if he was above everybody. 'Why the hell should I pray to someone who didn't help my family? The kids in that hell hole? Me?' Ciel clutched his fork and knife, slicing into the tender meat.
"…" There was silence as Ciel chewed his food, his foster parents looking at him with disbelief.
"Ciel! How dare you disrespect us and The Lord."
"Screw the lord." Ciel spat angrily.
His foster parents sat agape as he stood, letting the utensils clatter on the plate, and exited the Kitchen. He went up to his room looking around for a bag to put his toothbrush, hairbrush, and undergarments. He, very elegantly, stamped down the stairs, slipped on his shoes, yelled "I'm spending the night at my friends." And slammed the door shut.
"Angela…What the hell was that?" James turned his head around.
"Something's going on and I'm going to find out…" Angela said her face set with determination.
"Sebastian!" Ciel yelled on the front porch as the tall man appeared out of nowhere. "Hmm. I knew you didn't leave."
"You know me too well, young master." Sebastian smiled as he took the bag from Ciel and scooped him up like a baby with his arm in one swift movement. "Now, shall we go?"
The next thing Ciel knew he was transported to a large condo. The walls were a deep wine red with black baseboards. The rather large kitchen area was a white with black appliances such as a black double oven, a black open up fridge with a slide out freezer on the bottom, and a black fire burner stove.
There was a small square tale off to the side of the kitchen area, across from it were white pillars going down three smooth black marble stairs, leading to the living room which held a large bookcase that stretched across the back wall, in the middle was a plasma screen TV, black of course, that held contract to the red of the book case.
Facing the encased wall was a black leather sectional couch that almost touched the ground if not for the maple legs holding it above the marble flooring.
"Do you like it, Ciel?" Sebastian whispered into his ear, sending shudders throughout the young boys' body.
"Mmn." Ciel look at his lover with lust filled eyes, licking his soft pick lips inviting Sebastian to kiss him sensually. Which is exactly what he did.
Leaning down he kissed the boy full on his lips as he dropped the bag, letting some of its contents spill on the floor. Ciel swung his legs around Sebastian's hips, straddling him, he licked the raven's bottom lip asking for entrance, which Sebastian opened his mouth to taste the boy further. Sebastian guided to the living room and set them both on the couch upright, Ciel still straddling him while attacking his neck to suck on any patch of skin exposed to his ravaging lips. The navy haired boy ground their hip together earning a surprised gasp from both parties. Sebastian thrust upwards searching for more of the delicious friction and was rewarded with the younger's pulsing need rubbing against his own, equally harm member.
"Wait, Ciel." Sebastian huffed out between groans and gasps of pleasure.
"I've waited long enough. I need you right now." Ciel ran his tongue over Sebastian's ear, biting the lobe, making him lose control.
Sebastian's eyes glowed red with lust as he switched their position on the couch. Ciel was now facing up; back flush against the seat of the couch with his older lover straddling his hips. Arching his back, Sebastian savagely ripped his brand new uniform to shreds, making Ciel mewl in pleasure.
"You're such a masochist, Ciel." Sebastian said smiling into the crook of Ciel's neck.
"Nhh…J-just. Hur-ry upppp…Ahh!" Ciel whined pulling at the shirt on Sebastian's back.
"As you wish." Sebastian said loosening his tie and shrugging off his shirt whilst nipping and biting Ciel's exposed flesh leaving marks all over his lithe body. Ciel slid his hands down Sebastian's now naked torso and began unzipping his pants. Sebastian recognized what Ciel was trying to do, and squirmed out of his pants, still placing kisses over Ciel's body in the process.
Ciel felt Sebastian jerk, moaning loudly as his hand brushed over the taller boys' throbbing length.
'Commando, huh?'
Ciel then grabbed Sebastian's cock and started in full, long, hard strokes, from the very tip down the shaft and to the base. The raven moaned abruptly sitting upright, arching his back and throwing his head back in pleasure. After a few more of Ciel's tantalizing stokes, Sebastian started to tremble, broken cries spilling out of his cherry red lips. Ciel stopped his hand movements, pulling himself into a sitting position between the man's legs, parting Sebastian's thighs, giving him full view of Sebastian in all of his glory.
The younger of the two lowered his head so his mouth was touching the tip of overly sensitive erection. He licked the long shaft with the flat of his tongue making Sebastian throw his head back once more, sewing his long fingers in Ciel's navy hair, urging him on. Ciel smirked and painfully slow, slipped his lovers manhood in his mouth. Sebastian's fingers raked Ciel's scalp looking for something to keep him from thrusting erratically in the smaller mouth, but all of his thoughts were quickly erased as Ciel deep throated him, taking all of him in his mouth.
Ciel slid his left hand down his body, right hand still at the base of Sebastian, clutching his neglected member, stroking it quickly. Ciel moaned at the sensation of Sebastian in his mouth and the attention he was giving his hard prick. Sebastian felt him lose himself as Ciel's throat vibrated around his unit; he pulled at the hair of his lover, warning him of what to come (pun intended ;D).
Ciel lifted his head off Sebastian's trembling member, stroking it harshly. "Come for me." Ciel looked up into the eyes of the demon with a look of sheer pleasure.
Sebastian had to close his eyes as his orgasm lacerated him, shaking his whole world. Ciel peaked at the same time as Sebastian, coating the couch with his seed as his face was painted with Sebastian's innocent sin. They stayed like that for a second riding out their intense orgasm.
"Delectable~." The man chuckled, lifting Ciel's cum covered face with his finger. Ciel licked his mouth tasting Sebastian's essence in his erotic mouth.
"We are so getting in trouble if anyone finds out about this." Ciel smiled devilishly obviously not caring if they we're seen by the world. Ciel crawled into Sebastian's lap, still stark naked, purring contently and drifting off into a peaceful sleep.
A/N: Sorry if the flash back part was boring as hell, I can't write nor do I like flashbacks. But I LOVE timeskips! XD
Okay so this actually took me a couple days because I kept forgetting what I was going to write and when I remembered I was nowhere near my computer or my iPod. Here's a little fact about me: I have horrible memory! And I'm only in freaking High School!
For everybody who's like 'Why is Ciel so different than in the beginning? Didn't he have the same personality as before just without the memories?' Well, I believe that a person's personality makes up 50% and then their experiences make up the other 50%. I tried to make him like in the manga/anime before he was corrupted by that evil bastard; shy and innocent and probably liked to make new friends.
As always please look out for any small or large errors because half of this was written in the dark…literally.
REVIEW PLEASE! I LOVE HEARING FEEDBACK EVEN IF IT'S JUST A "GOOD STORY" ANYTHING IS FINE WITH ME! ~