The Two L's: Love, and Lust
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight!!!!!!!!!!
Summary: A Jared and Kim imprint story- Kim has been going to school with Jared Till for as long as she can remember. All of a sudden he leaves when he comes back he suddenly can't stop looking at her. She must now deal with a hormonal teenage wolf boy on her heals. Always staring at her with lust and more importantly love in his black eyes.
My Kim is a little different than everyone else's I don't see her as some weak dork I see her more as a teenage girl who as a crush on a boy not some obsessed person who has been stalking him for like 12 years M for later chapters
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Also thank you too all the people who reviewed and story altered me. Everyone else screw you… just kidding I love all of you with allllll my wittle heart.
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Mr. King stood at 6'3''. He had blond hair and blue eyes. He was young at about 25 years old. He was an average teacher. He did get on my nerves at times. It always seemed as if he was giving certain students more privileges over others… mostly the girls. I remember when I asked for help he came over and placed a hand my shoulder sort of rubbing it. He kept smiling at me, and leaning o close for my taste. He was very attractive don't get me wrong but... he had this aurora about him that just gives me goosebumps.
The whole thing just freaked me out to no end. After I told the girls what he did all of them had murder in their eyes, even Natalie. So now all of us keep a closer eye on him. Mr. King turned to us and smiled showing his nice white teeth. He wrote the assignments on the board and moved to the side showing the class. Everyone groaned as we took a look at it.
Learning how to find slope-intercept form, and homework was three pages of grueling work… it was going to be a very long day, I could tell.
Chapter Two: Is It Supposed To Smell Like That? - Kim's POV
"I hate school… it is stupid and pointless!" Nicks yelled as she flopped down in the seat next to me. She dropped her lunch tray on the table causing some of her mash potatoes to go onto the table. Natalie made a disgusted face as I sat next to her, she took my napkin of my tray and wiped it up all the while her nose was scrunched up at the offending mess.
"Thanks Nat, I wasn't going to use that." I said with sarcasm evident in my voice. She shrugged her shoulders but didn't say anything as she was already doing her first 3 periods of homework. This was the only time of day that all of us had lunch. Even Amanda, but she normally had lunch detention with one of the many teachers she talked too.
I looked down at my tray and made a gagging noise as I looked at the food. I had gotten three chicken nuggets that were soggy, chocolate milk that was semi- cold, and my all time favorite green jello with a piece of hair in it… how scrumptious (note the sarcasm.)
"HEY! I am having a crisis here! You guys are supposed to be paying attention to me." Nicks said with exasperation in her voice. I looked over to her and raised my eyebrow indicating for her to continue.
"Thank you! Anyway, in second period we got a new seating chart and guess whom I have to sit next too? Steven Michelson!" She yelled at me her green eyes turning more yellow. At this my mouth fell out and Natalie look up with wide eyes. Nicks shook her head wildly up and down. "Finally you understand the horrible situation I am in!" She put her head in her hands and started to take deep breaths, making groaning noises causing us to be fully aware of her pain.
Steven Michelson aka Stinky Steve
He is the most annoying, weirdest boy in the school. He always smelled of cheese and dirty socks. His black hair fell in his face, plastered to it from the constant sweat mixed with the grease. His skin was the normal Quileute color, but you couldn't tell from all the acne. He wore too tight pants, making his chicken legs even more noticeable.
He would tell a joke and then bust out laughing in an obnoxious way, even if it wasn't funny. In eighth grade he would kiss girls when they weren't paying attention, then run away. Unfortunately, it turned in too being obsessed with people. Once Stinky Steve got a crush on you he would follow you around, and tell people that you were dating him.
Once it got so bad a girl transferred to Forks High School. Her name was Jackie Lake. She was very pretty, but kept to herself a lot. No one knows what really happened except that stinky would be waiting outside her classes. He would sit with her at lunch and she would blush and move away to another table with her friends. He would follow not being able to take a hint.
She was absence once and he told the whole school that she was getting an abortion, and that it was his baby. Nobody believed but it was still talked about by some of the meaner people. About a month later she didn't show up to school, it eventually turned into weeks, and months. At first people thought stinky went crazy and killed her, but her friends straightened everyone out, saying her parents moved to the Forks district.
After that everyone stayed clear of stinky.
"Don't worry Nicks. If Stinky talks to you just be a totally bitch to him. If that doesn't work get Amanda to kick his ass." I said with a small shrug of my shoulders. Lucky for us, Steve hadn't taken in interest with us… I hope he never does. I shudder at the thought.
I hear Natalie give a small sigh. Nicks and I look over to her and give her a confused look. Nat looks up and puts down her blue ballpoint pen. "You guys don't have to call him Stinky Steve his name is Steven." She said with a small nod of her head. I fell my face turn into one of shock. With out even looking I know Nicks looks the same.
"You are joking right?" I said. I brought my hand up and felt her forehead. "OH MY GOD! All the homework has fired her brain! WHY! Why didn't you take me instead!?" I said looking up at the ceiling. I heard Nicks laugh so I looked at her. "This is not funny! Our friend is dying." I turned back to Nat who was looking at me as if I was the crazy one. "Don't worry we are going to sue the school for all it's worth… so $5.50." I said with a nod of my head.
Nicks and I broke into a fit of laughter until Nat spoke with seriousness in her voice. "Stop you guys, it isn't funny." We both stopped laughing and looked at her again.
This time it was Nicks who spook. "No, it is, because you are sticking up for him. That guy is a freak, because he stalks people, and smells like cheese. Why are you defending him?" Nicks asked with suspicion in her green eyes. I saw what was running through her head so I turned to look at Nat with wide eyes.
"If you like him I'll kick your ass myself." I said pointing a finger at her. Natalie blushed a deep red and shook her head at me. Nicks and I both visible relaxed. "It is just everyone is so mean to the poor guy… yes he is weird but that doesn't give people the right to make fun of him. We don't know what goes on in his life so we shouldn't make judgments." She said glaring at us. I rolled my eyes at her.
"Fantastic speech, have you ever thought about going into preaching?" I said wiggling my eyebrows at her. She sighed at me and shook her head. She picked back up her pen and started writing again ignoring us. I turned back to Nicks to see she was shoveling her lunch down her throat. All of a sudden I'm not so hungry. Just as I pushed my food away Amanda flopped down in the seat next to Natalie breathing incredibly heavily.
We all started at her as she kept opening and closing her mouth trying to catch her breath until Nicks reached over and hit her a few times on her back. Amanda's breath caught in her throat and she turned to glare at Nicole who just shrugged her shoulders.
"What's wrong?" I asked her. Amada turned to look at me and I saw the excitement shinning in her blue eyes. "What has you so excited my dear?" I said smiling at her.
"You guys are not going to believe what happened! Mrs. Jackson let me go early and I was walking here when I heard an argument, me being whom I am, I had to investigate." All of us were leaning close to her because Amanda's voice had dropped to a whisper.
"It was Mr. King and Jared Till! I don't know what happened in the classroom but Mr. King was saying how he was tired of Jared not trying, and he was waving his finger in Jared's face—" She was cut off as Nicks swallowed the last of her food.
"What! That is so rude—" Nicks stopped talking as everyone glared at her. Nicks blushed red and cleared her throat. "Continue." She said looking at Amanda. Amanda glared at her a little longer before turning specking again.
"Anyway, as I was saying before I was so rudely interrupted. Jared just stood there and looked like he was about to puck all over the floor. When Mr. King started to yell a little louder, suddenly Jared's hands started to shake like he was having a stroke or something. Then you won't believe what happened next…" She stopped talking and looked around at us, making sure we were paying attention.
During the coarse of the story we had all leaned closer together until our bodies were almost all over the table. Amanda's eyes were wide as I'm sure everyone else's was as well. Amanda took a deep breath and lifted her dainty hands in front of her with her palms facing us.
"He told Mr. King to shut the fuck up and turned running out of the school door!" She said, smiling like Christmas had come early. Everyone gasps, and Amanda started to clap her hands. "I know! Isn't it wonderful to know information before everyone else! I mean even before the gossip whores." She said grabbing the milk off my tray. She opened it and smelled it before grimacing and putting it back.
"That is terrible! From what I have seen from Jared, I wouldn't expect him to be so disrespectful to a teacher." Natalie said clicking her tongue. Nicks snorted and shook her head.
"Please, Mr. King is a pervert. Besides, he was all in Jared's face I would have done the same thing." Nicks said pulling her shoulders back and lifting her head up.
"Same here… except I would have punched him. I mean it is one thing to yell at Jared and call him lazy and stuff. Then Mr. kings is going to put a hand in Jared's face, that is just so rude and unnecessary." Amanda said agreeing with Nicks. All of them started to argue about who was in the right, but I wasn't paying attention anymore.
What could make Jared act so weird? He has always had a level head. In fact the last time I saw him truly angry was in ninth grade. He got into a fight between him and William Soloman. That was because Will had accused Jared of messing with his girlfriend.
Will had punched Jared hard in the face. Paul had tried to hit Will but Jared pushed him back taking a hard swing of his own. The teachers had come running out of the school when the heard the loud cheering of the crowd, rooting on their favorite fighter. When they were finally pulled apart after a few moments. Jared was sporting a black eye, and a cut lip. While, William had a broken nose and a large cut on his forehead.
That was the biggest fight of that year, and is still talked about when people see Jared and William glaring at each other. The funny thing was Will's girlfriend broke up with him a few weeks later. The rumors were that she didn't want to date an overly jealous guy. Now whenever Will gets the chance he tries to get an upper hand on Jared.
Maybe Jared hasn't been felling well. If he is then he sure hasn't been showing any signs of an illness. In fact he has been looking fantastic nowadays. That is when I look at him. I don't know why but for some reason whenever I get a crush on a guy I don't look at him… probably because my mind fills with inappropriate things.
Anyway, he has grown a few inches taller probably now at 6'. His arms and legs have become more muscled. Inside of his normal lanky movements he has become more graceful in his movements. It has happened gradually over the past months and I haven't given it any thought before.
I looked over to Paul who was joking with his friends and saw that the same thing with him. He still had the temper, but he has been getting more muscle and consuming more food then I could in a month. As if he could feel m eyes on him Paul turned ad looked at me.
He glared at me and anger filled his eyes as he stared at me. I got trapped in the black holes. The longer I stared seemed to make him even more anger, it wasn't until I felt a tap on my shoulder did I turned around. The girls were all staring at me with worry and confusion in their eyes. I blushed and stared back at them waiting for them to speak.
It was Amanda that broke the growing silence. "You were having a staring contest with Paul?" She said raising a red eyebrow. "If you were why didn't you tell me? I would have gone over there and hit him so you could win." She said smirking at me. I smiled and laughed pushing the Jared thing to the back of my mind. We joked around for a few more minutes until the bell rang signaling the end of lunch. Everyone got up and started leaving.
I said bye to the girls and started to head to my next class which was English. Just as I turned a hall wall to my classroom a large hand went over my mouth and around my waist. I started kicking and screaming remembering that story my mom told me about the girl who was kidnapped during the daytime at her school.
I dropped my stuff as I realized that he was starting to pull me somewhere. I kicked even harder, bringing up my hands remembering what Amanda told me about pulling eyeballs out of the sockets. I heard a door behind me close and I was pushed away, I fell to the floor. It was too back and I couldn't see anything, just as I was about to open my mouth to let out a bloodcurdling scream the light turned on and I saw Paul running his hand over the tiny scratch marks I made.
I looked around and saw that we were in an empty classroom and the rage filled my body as I looked at the son of a bitch. "What the hell were you thinking? I was terrified! I thought I was going to be raped, or kidnapped, or… or… murdered!" I got off the floor and marched over to him having to look up at his face. I started poking his chest as hard as my little finger would allow me.
"Don't ever do that again or so help me I will… I will…. I'll… castrate you!" I yelled at him placing my hands on my hips hoping to look intimidating. All he did was roll his eyes and scuff at my pitiful attempt to scare him.
"Well you are actually able to defend yourself… who knew." He said sneering at me. I felt my face turn red from anger, so I glared harder knowing I would lose in a fight against him. I clenched my teeth, and ground them together.
"Look I am already late for class so if you just pulled me in here to annoy me or make fun of me it has to wait. I must et to English." I said. He sneered at me and I instinctively took a step back hoping to create space between us. He lifted a huge finger and pointed it at me.
"Why the hell were you staring at me in the lunch room? I don't like you so if you had an thoughts about jumping me then forget about it." He said giving my shoulder a hard poke. I blushed a bright red and my mouth fell open by the accusation.
"Please! I would never do such a thing! Besides I was just confused about what happened to Jared…" I trailed off remembering that Paul wouldn't know. Should I tell him? I mean they were friends. I was pulled out of my thought by another hard poke by Paul.
"What about Jared?" He said with suspicion in his eyes. When I didn't answer him he took a threatening step toward me making the height difference seem much worse. "Tell me now." He said almost spiting the words at me. I looked up at him deciding if I should. When I saw anger and worry in his eyes I spook up.
"After her detention Amanda over heard an argument between Mr. King and Jared. She said that Mr. King was yelling at him and wagging his finger in Jared's face. Jared told him to shut the fuck up and then ran out of school… I don't know anything else." I said with a small shrug of my shoulders. When I did that I realized the slight pain in the area where Paul had assaulted me…. That did count as assault right? Because I plan on suing his ass.
"Shit! You should have come and told me instead of gossiping behind his back like the whores you are!" He yelled in my face. I was shocked at the outburst. How dare he! It wasn't as if we were intentionally keeping this from him. Plus he grabbed me and dragged me in here. Then he is going to call me names, poke me (very, very hard if I might add), and now calling me more names!
"Look here buddy. We are not whores, besides have you seen the girls you go out with! Sluts, sluts, and more sluts! Besides you don't even know use so how about keeping that over grown mouth of yours shut!" I yelled in his face. Before he could reply I pushed past him but before I could get all the way out he grabbed my wrist tightly and spun me around.
'You and your attitude are really starting to piss me off, because of that I am going to humiliate you until you I see you break down." Paul said with malice in his voice. I felt my face pale, before I could respond he let go and walked out of the room.
A few moments later after I had collected myself I left the room hustling to English, knowing I was already very late.
I ran the small distance to the classroom door and stood outside taking deep breaths trying to clam my racing heart. I knocked on the door waiting for Mr. Stevenson to open the door. I waited only a moment before he pulled it open glaring at me for interrupting his lecture.
"Thank you for joining us Miss. Connweller. I do hope that school is not getting in the way of you social life." He said raising a bushy eyebrow at me. I gave him a small apologetic smile and moved past his large belly.
"Since Mr. Till is not here please wit with Jordan, he will be your partner get the information about the project from him." He said scratching his baldhead. I nodded. "Don't be late again Miss. Connweller or it will result in an office referral." He said looking at me with biddy eyes.
I nodded again and walked fast to the table in the far right corner of the room hoping to get away from Mr. Stevenson. He gave me the creeps at times. I sat down and pulled out my English binder and turned to the boy sitting next to me. He turned to me and smiled.
He was actually cute. I wonder why I haven't noticed him before? He had Indian skin but it was slightly darker like mine would be if I were out in the sun. His black hair went to his shoulders and it hung loose around his face. He was skinner, but sickly looking. His lips were nice. Most girls would kill for them actually. He seemed had a nice smile, and seemed very open and inviting.
"Hello, we haven't meet I'm Jordan Hill." He said taking my hand and giving it a small kiss. I smiled and blushed. "So the project is that we are assigned one of the legends of the tribe and we have make a poster about it. After that we have to make a 3-5 minute skit about it." He said. I nodded.
"Ok, which one did we get?" I asked. He pulled a piece of paper out of his pocket and handed it to me as he pulled out a sheet of paper and started to write on it. I unfolded it and looked at the small words printed in italic.
The Third Wife
"I remember this one. This can't be so hard." I said shrugging my shoulders slightly. He turned to me and breathed a sigh of relief. I laughed and he smiled at me again. "What? Did you think I don't know the legends of my own tribe? I am quite offended." I said making a sad face and placing my hand over my heart.
He laughed. "No, I just don't know them. I thought I would have to spend hours researching it… I don't have the longest attention span." He said running his hand through his hair and making an apologetic face. I shrugged my shoulders.
"It's ok. The only reason I know them is because my dad is really into them. He helps the elders a lot around the res. It is like his second job almost." I said smiling to him.
"So is he on the counsel?" Jordan asked with a slight tilt of his head. I shook my head to the side.
"No, but he goes to the meeting and he gives his two sense now and then… anyway we should get started." I said folding the piece of paper back up and placing it in my sweats pocket. He nodded his head and he placed the piece of paper in front of me. He had the requirements and the dates in which stating that we had two weeks to work on it.
Before I knew it that bell rung. I startled up and I heard Jordan laugh next to me. "That went faster then I thought." I said with a small shake of my head. He smiled at me and grabbed my hand. My eyes went wide as I saw him take out a pen and start to write on me.
"Here's my number… call me and we can start up a work schedule." He said. With one last smile he tossed his bag on his back and walked out of the classroom. I smiled a little and picked up my stuff walking out and meeting the girls. They were all smiling like hyenas.
"Totally saw that cutie write his number on you!" Amanda yelled running over and grabbing my hand. I blushed as she gasps. "God I would so lllloooovvveee to be in your place right now." She said with a playful glare on her face.
"Really Kimmsters he was hot. If it doesn't work out send him my way." Nicks said with a wink. I laughed and I turned to look at Natalie who had a glare on her face. We all turned to her wit a confused look on her face.
"Nat, what's wrong?" I asked. She turned to look at me and she wiped the glare off her face.
"Nothing…" She said looking down at her feet. I looked to Nicks and Amanda all of them with the same face of worry like me. Until, Amanda got a look of understanding.
"You like him don't you." She said with a slight raise of her eyebrow. Nat blushed scarlet and didn't look at us. I smiled and laughed, at this Nat look up at me.
"Nat, don't worry I don't like him like that. We are working on a project for English together. The only reason he gave me his number was so we could make a work schedule to get it done." I said. She relaxed and smiled at me unfolding her arms.
"Thanks, we better to class." She said smiling at us. We turned making our way for the last of our classes. I felt someone staring at me so I turned my head to find Paul glaring at me. My breathing heaved and I turned around catching up the girls.
I can't wait to get home, and take a nice long, hot, shower. This Monday has been to active for anyone's taste.
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A/N Hey everyone! I hoped you liked this chapter. I won't be updating like this all the time but this was just stuck in my head and I had to get it out. Anyway, I am thinking about getting a Beta reader so if any of you guys wants to do that cool.
Review for me. Tell me what you think, and if you have any thing you might want to see in later chapters!
The reason I took it off was because I re-read it and I saw a huge error of getting Jordan's name wrong calling him Jacob sorry about that. I also fixed a few typos and added some words for it to make more sense.
These are the songs I listened to as I wrote this!
Regina Spektor- Folding Chair
Regina Spektor- On The Radio
Regina Spektor- Eet
Regina Spektor-Dance Anthem of The 80's
The Kooks – Naïve
Maria Mena - These Shoes
Bad Romance - Lady GaGa