The Two L's: Love, and Lust

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Summary: A Jared and Kim imprint story- Kim has been going to school with Jared Till for as long as she can remember. All of a sudden he leaves when he comes back he suddenly can't stop looking at her. She must now deal with a hormonal teenage wolf boy on her heals. Always staring at her with lust and more importantly love in his black eyes.

My Kim is a little different than everyone else's I don't see her as some weak dork I see her more as a teenage girl who as a crush on a boy not some obsessed person who has been stalking him for like 12 years M for later chapters

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Also thank you too all the people who reviewed and story altered me. Everyone else screw you… just kidding I love all of you with allllll my wittle heart.

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"On Friday Mr. King the freak among freaks asked me too go to this meeting thing with him today. Only he was looking all up and down. I just remembered his face when I turned him down." I chuckled again but it cut short as I felt Jared's body begin to vibrate massively. I sat up and looked at him with wide eyes. His whole was rapidly vibrating until he was all most a blur. I instinctively backed away from him.

"What did he do!" I heard Jared yell with a fierce growl. I stood up as he jumped to his feet, shaking even harder. He turned to look at me and over eyes meet. I'm sure he saw the fear because he shaking began to slow until it was gone. I stood up and we stood and looked at each other. He reached a hand toward me but I took a step back out of reach.

"Kim…" He started but stopped. I took a deep breath trying to calm my nerves. Then I did what I do best in these situations.

I hauled my ass out of there… This is just too weird even for me.

Chapter Six: Love and Hatred, Is There A Difference? - Kim's POV

I ran my brush threw my hair with my left hand making it more difficult to get all of the sleep knots out of it. I gave off a frustrated sigh and threw it onto the table, grabbing my hair tie and pulling my hair up. I didn't apply makeup as I ran down I stairs and into the kitchen grabbing a banana and piling.

I shoved it into my mouth and I grabbed my book bag, running out of the door heading to school by myself. The reason being Natalie is getting a ride from Paul, Amanda had to stay home from punching the principle in the face yesterday (Sunday). Funny as hell if I might add, and Nicks got a really bad cold… no not from being thrown into the ocean… I hope.

I wasn't paying attention to where I was walking and I tripped making my book bag go flying across the sidewalk. I turned my head skyward feeling the small raindrops hitting my face. "Really… Did you have too do that? If you are there then please cut me some slack! I already broke my hand!" I said glaring at the sky. I sighed and bend down picking up my stuff my putting it back into my bag.

I forgot to tell you didn't I? Well then, I broke my hand.

Yep it is in a red cast because of Paul's fat ass head. Hard fat ass head. Huge and hard fat ass head. It happened on Sunday after I punched him in the face… ok in my defense it was not my fault. He needed to get a nice hard fist to the face… regrettably it was me who got hurt. He didn't even get a bruise! Hell this is all because of Jared.

After what happened on Saturday I have been avoiding Jared… Its not as if he hasn't tried to talk to me. Later on Saturday I had to go to the store to get some… feminine products… tampons. I was in the alley when all of sudden I turn to see Jared walking towards me with hesitation on his face. I grabbed my always tampons and took off in the opposite direction. After that I saw him around town with Sam and Paul all of them staring at me. Unfortunately Paul had hung out with Amanda, Nicks, and me yesterday because now Paul and Natalie were dating.

Yes you heard correctly. Our sweet, beautiful Natalie was dating Hot tempered and out of control Paul. I couldn't believe it either. Apparently on their walk Paul asked Natalie on a date and she said yes then boda-bing boda- boom! They are girlfriend and boyfriend. I swear Amanda nearly took Paul's head off. Telling him again that if he broke Nat's heart she would make sure he could never have children.

Anyway…

The whole time as he held Natalie he would drop hints that made me feel guilty for what I did to Jared… even if I hadn't done anything. He would say things like 'Poor Jared. I don't know what happened to him but he is just so out of it.' Or 'The poor guys looks like someone killed his mom.' At that point I was already pissy from my period, and then this son of a bitch is going to get all up in my face about a situation that doesn't even involve him, so I punched him as hard as I could.

Yep next thing I know I am crying at Forks hospital with Nat's mom wrapping up my arm. Amanda and Nicks thought it was absolutely hilarious. Bunch of hyenas, that is what those girls are. The only person who didn't think it was funny was Natalie. I swear my friends just drive me up the walls sometimes. I walked faster not sure what time it was. After a few minutes of humming to myself I turned to the school parking lot, which only had a few cars one of them was Paul's. I looked over to see Natalie waving fiercely too me. I smiled as Paul looked at my arm with regret on his face.

I jogged over to them, but stopped a few feet away and sighed as I looked at Paul pretending to be scared of him. I know it was wrong but you should have seen his face. He looked not knowing what to say or do, or like someone was going to pound him over the head any second. I would have kept it up if Nat hadn't almost Dark Vardar glared me to death. I laughed and Paul turned to me rolling his eyes at me.

"Makin me feel bad… is that anyway to treat your friends boyfriend?" He said pouting at me. I snorted at him and shook my head.

"Please… if it weren't for that hard head of yours I would have broken it in." I said jerking toward him in a threatening manner. We glared at each other for a second until he took a step forward causing me to squeal and run behind Natalie. "Don't let him hurt me!" I yelled pulling her in front of me. She sighed and laughed. I poked my head from around her back and stuck my tongue at him. "Let us see how far you can get before ninja Nat karate chops you in your throat." I said smirking at him.

"Please, he is like fifty feet taller then me. I would have to jump so high." Natalie said shaking her head at me. She brought her hand up and fixed her glasses that had slipped down her noise. I sighed at her.

"Nat I said 'ninja chop him.' Key word there is ninja. You could easily jump that high and beat his ass." I said shaking my head at her like it was the most obvious thing in the world. Natalie turned around and wacked me over the head with her hand causing me to yelp in pain. "What was that for!" I yelled over Paul's laughing. She chuckled and shrugged her slim shoulders.

"Practicing for my Ninja test… can't graduate unless I prefect the art of surprise." She said whispering the last part. We both broke out into fit of laughter. I stopped laughing and my eyes narrowed as I noticed a boy walking towards us….

No, not Jared… but Stinky Steve. Natalie noticed that I wasn't laughing and she got a confused look on her face before she turned around. Her face went blank causing Paul to turn around too and his eyes narrowed before he moved to stand at Natalie's side between us. He gotten closer and smiled at us his odor going up my nose. I scrunched it up and took a step back. He smiled at us.

His black, greasy hair was slicked back showing the large amounts of acne one his forehead. His glasses kept sliding down his face making him scrunch up his nose. His too tight pants were showing his skinny legs. His shirt was loose making his skinny body even more skinner… all in all Steve was gross.

"Hello" He said nodding at us. Natalie and me nodded our heads back but Paul stood completely still, glaring at him. Steve avoided his eyes and looked at either Nat or me and he cleared his throat. "I was wondering if either of you have seen Nicole?" He said rubbing his fishy hands together. My eyes went to slits.

"Why do you want to know?" I said through a tight jaw. He shrugged his shoulders. "She is actually not here so…" I said also shrugging my shoulders at him. His pointy chin jerked up in frustration.

"Do you know when she will be back?" He said his dull brown eyes squinting at me… I don't know if it was a glare or he was having a bad twitch. He went into his jeans pocket and pulled out a slip of paper and stepped toward causing Paul's glare to harder and he stiffened. I held out my non-casted hand and Stinky placed it in it before stepping back. "Give her my number." He said smiling before turning around and walking away taking his smell with him.

"That is ridiculous… I don't think Nicks was being paranoid when she said Stinky was staring at our lunch table lately." I said shaking my head. I turned to Natalie whose eyes were wide with fear as she pushed herself into Paul's side. "What is it?" I said my eyebrows coming together in confusion. She turned to me having to move slightly to see around Paul.

"Remember a few days ago when she said she thought she saw Steve outside her window…" She said staring at the direction that Stinky went. I gasped and shook my head rapidly.

"No… Stinky is fucked up but I don't think that he is that much of a psychopath. We will just tell Nicks to step up on the cold shoulder and he will get the picture." I said biting my lip. Natalie shook her head slowly with skepticism in her eyes.

"If he doesn't leave her alone Natalie, then I will personally beat him to death." Paul said putting a protective arm around Natalie. Many people who had arrived look at them turning to the people they were with and whispering. I laughed as Natalie turned a bright red and bucked her head. Paul looked around and glared at the on lookers causing them to whip their heads away, not wanting to anger Paul. He nodded his head in satisfaction and turned back to Natalie and smiled bending down and placing a small kiss on her cheek.

This made her blush redder but smile nonetheless. I made kissing noises. And puckered my lips. ''Kiss me you fool!" I yelled in a deep voice trying to mimic Paul's. "No! I can not!" I said making my voice go higher mimicking Nat's. Both of them glared at me. I chuckled at their faces. "We better get to class." I said putting my bag over my shoulder. Natalie nodded her head and grabbed Paul's hand. He had a pain stricken face. I sighed "I'll leave you love birds alone so you can show him some llloooovvveee Nat's" I said. She glared at me and raised her hand to smack me but I took of running to the school.

I laughed walking into the school. It wasn't until I was at the math room door did I hesitate. I would have to face Pervert King. I swear if he looked at me for more then five seconds I am going to, in Nat's words, kick him really, really, really hard in the balls. I took a deep breath and walked in. Mr. King was sitting at his desk, his head down walking papers. He looked up at me and his eyes grow wide with fear before he looked down but not before I got a good look at him.

He had a broken nose, and two black eyes. I shook my head and walked over too my desk. It wasn't until the rest of the students started to fill in did I get my stuff out. When Mr. King stood up everyone gasped and the whispers started about Mr. King looked like. I looked down too hide my smile. That is what the bastard got for being a perverted sicko. I looked over to see that one of the more courageous students raised his hand.

"Yes Mike." Mr. King said. Mike lowered his hand and got a hesitant look on his face. One of his friends sitting behind him gave him a hard pat on the back and he opened his mouth.

"What happened Mr. King?" He said. All of us turned ours eyes back to Mr. King who had an annoyed look on his face.

"That is not your concern. Everyone turn to page 90 and copy the words and definitions. After that work on pages 100-104 that will be due at the end of class. Also for homework pages 105-110!" He snapped at us before plopping back down in his seat. All of us stared at him with open mouths. I heard a lot of the other kids yelling at Mike for causing us so much work. I continued to glare at him until he jerked his head, I suppose feeling someone staring at him. The second our eyes connected they widened with fear and he looked back down at his desk.

I felt my brows again come together in confusion. Why would he be afraid of me? I mean the man is taller and stronger then me. Hell he could kick me with one of those long legs and send me flying across the room. I shook my head and pulled out my work… I hate this class.

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I groaned as I walked into the cafeteria turning to my normal table. I sighed and shook my head as I noticed Nat and Paul staring at each other like the other was a god. However the entire table was filled with food. How can one person eat all that! Before I walked over I looked around thinking that Jared had skipped his class again. I was surprised to feel disappointment rising in my chest. I pushed away the feeling walking over to the table and pulling out a chair, scraping it across the floor pulling Nat and Paul out of their love feast.

They looked up at me, Paul went right back to staring at Natalie, while she blushed and smiled at me. I glared at her not in the mood from my crappy day, more like crappy few days. Her smile fluttered and her eyes turned sympathetic. "What happened?" She asked her head tilting to the side.

"Stupid Mr. King gave me like fifty tons of homework because someone punched the asshole in the face." I said. Paul stiffened at my words but I didn't notice, all my annoyance coming out of me. "On the way too school all my stuff feel out of my book bag and I noticed too late that my Spanish homework was wet so I couldn't turn it in so I got yelled at. My arm is broken, and it really, really itches. I have my period so I am cramping badly. Plus what happened on Saturday!" I felt my eyes begin to blur as all my emotions come out.

Before I knew what was happening Natalie's arms were around my body holding me tight. "It is ok… what happened on Saturday?" She asked. I brought my hand up and whipped the few tears that had fallen. I forgot to tell the girls.

"I went painting and Jared was there and he… he just started shaking scaring me really bad, then I just ran out of there." I said looking at her. Her face turned shock still but soon faded into one of understanding holding me tighter. "I'm ok." I said clearing my throat and sitting up. She let go and moved back over to Paul's waiting arms. I turned to Paul and he smiled at me. The next thing I know the boy is shoving everything in site into his mouth. My face turned to one of repulsion and I looked over to Natalie who just shrugged her shoulders.

I was in my own little world not paying attention to what was going being said until I heard the chair beside me side across the floo. I turned my head to look only to be greeted with the sight of two black eyes. I felt my body stiffen, without saying a word I turned back to Paul and Nat to see them staring at us probably feeling the tension.

"Hi Kim." Jared said his deep voice sending shivers down my body. I ignored the feeling and nodded my head not turning to him. "How are you?" He said he brought his hands on the table and reached over grabbing my smaller one. His heat made my breathing become heavy. I pulled it out still not looking at him.

"Don't you have class?" I said staring at the table. I could hear Jared shrug his large shoulders. I turned to look at him, the pull in my chest to hard to ignore. Our eyes connected and like the first time, everything went away. He smiled at me and brought his hand up caressing my cheek. Taking one of his fingers and trialing it down my jaw. "Y-you didn't answer my question." I said bringing my head back some. He got a pained look at the loss of contact but soon he was smiling again.

"No, I had ISS because I punched Mr. King… the principle didn't want me near the guy." He said shrugging his shoulders. I felt my body freeze but Jared didn't seem to notice. "So Amanda punched the principle to huh? I was wondering why the guy had that fat lip… what did he do?" He said raising an eyebrow at me. I didn't answer instead I glared at him. He opened his mouth but Nat cut him off.

"Amanda was at the store when Mr. Long saw her. He told her that she had to start working harder or she wasn't going to be able to get into college. She didn't take that too well." Natalie said chuckling. It died away as she noticed either of us were paying attention to her.

"Kim what's wrong?" Jared asked with confusion on his face. "Did I do something?" He said looking panic. I continued to glare at him.

"Jared I didn't need you to punch Mr. King. I am more then capably of taking care of myself. Now he is pissed of and making my math class hell. All because you feel some need to butt in to situations that don't involve you!" I said glaring at him.

Before he or anyone else could say anything because the bell rang. I jumped up not looking at anyone as I marching out of the lunchroom before the large crowd of students could start leaving. I walked farther down the hall not paying attention to anything until a burning hand went around my waist lifting me off the ground. I yelped in surprise but I knew who it was without having to look at his face. I began hitting Jared with my good arm. God this cast is so annoying!

"Put me down!" I screamed. Jared stopped and put me on my feet but before I could yell at him, or turn and run away he pinned me to the wall. He heat surrounding my body. He pressed against me, causing me to hold in a moan of pleasure. I glared up at me but it fell short at the site of his angry eyes.

"I punched him because he was harassing you Kim. I did it to protect you and you become angry at me. Kim I can see it on your face… you are trying to push me away. I don't know why but I know that you feel the same. I know you want to be with me just as much as I want to be with you." He said placing his hands on either side on my face. He bent his head down and placed it on my forehead. My breathing started to come in short gasps as his eyes turned to intense black, almost animalistic stare.

I jerked away from him and made to duck under his arm. His large hand wrapped around my arm and pulled me back. I felt his hand go behind my head and his warm lips went onto mine. I gasped and he took the opportunity to push his tongue into my mouth, exploring me. My body went on fire as I went onto my tippy toes trying to get closer to him. He got the point placing his hands on my inner thighs lifting me up. He pressed his body closer to mine.

Every part of my body was begging me to get closer to him. I wanted to have no space between him and me. He moaned into my mouth, his grip on my thighs tightening causing my eyes to roll back in pleasure. He let go on me causing me to wrap my legs around his waist. His large, hard hands began to wonder my body, running up and down my sides. His mouth was over mine, smothering my moans of pleasure. His hands grazed over my breasts causing me to gasp at the contact.

Voices of people broke through Jared and my world. I pulled back and listened as the voices of people came closer. I pushed Jared but all it did was cause him to duck his head down and begin to place kisses on my neck making the knot in my stomach even tighter.

"Jared if we get caught we are dead." I said my voice coming out breathy. Jared groaned but let go reluctantly.

Just in time

As I feet touched the ground a group of football boys walked around the corner laughing loudly. Jared blocked my body with his as I straightened my wild hair and twisted top. I began taking deep breaths trying to calm my flushed cheeks. I loved up at Jared who was still staring at me with lust in his eyes making the knot in my lower stomach return full force. I pushed it aside as their laughter faded.

"Jared Till… what are you doing here instead of class?" Someone said with amusement in their voice. Jared sighed his hot breath blowing across my face. He moved aside putting his arm around my waist and pulling me close to his body as if protecting me. All of the fours boys eyes immediately when too me, I met all of their eyes head on. The one in front who I recognized as Tim Polskey smirked and turned back to Jared.

Tim Polskey, another boy who could have anyone with his looks. He wasn't as sexy as Jared… no one was. Tim had ice blue eyes that contrasted perfectly with his mocha colored skin. He had short brown hair that looked smooth and silky. One thing was for certain though... Tim was one of the lowest forms of human that you could find. He would date a girl, screw her, then a week later dump her in front of the entire school. He tried at one point to get Amanda into bed. Amanda got so mad that she grabbed his balls and squeezed so hard that he was singing soprano for a month.

I laughed so hard that day I almost peed my pants… almost the key word there.

"Well, isn't this wonderful Jared Till about to pop Kim Connweller's cherry right in the middle of school." He said crossing his arms as his friends laughed. I heard a low rumble in Jared's chest and I put my hand on his keeping him from doing anything he would regret later instead I smirked at Tim.

"Shut your fucking mouth Tim… don't talk about Kim that way." Jared snapped at him. Tim laughed and sneered at Jared.

"Please… tell me why the hell should listen to anything you say? You and Paul quit the team when we needed you guys the most. We lost the championship because of you too. We should kick your ass... but since I'm a nice guy I'll let you live." Tim said sneering at Jared. He turned to me and smiled and looked down, looking at my body.

"Well aren't you pretty… isn't she fellas." He said. His friends gave off a nervous laugh ranking their eyes over Jared's massive form. Tim didn't care making it clear to Jared that he was checking me out. The arm around me began to shake but I didn't pull away. Instead I pushed myself closer to him, soon it stopped. I heard him take a deep breath as he death glared at Tim.

"You keep talking Tim and I am going to break every bone in your body you low life piece of shit!" Jared said his breathing coming in short gasps. Tim face turned to fear before he smirked trying to cover it up.

"Tell me how is she in bed?" he said raising an eyebrow. Jared took a step forward. I stepped in between Jared and Tim. Jared quickly stopped… probably not wanting to send me flying across the floor.

"How funny that you care so much. Tell me are you in love with me? No, I bet you are jealous that Jared here doesn't pay attention to you anymore… I didn't know you swung that way Timmy boy." I said giving him a sticky sweet smile. Everyone froze until…

Jared and the other football boys broke into uncontrollable laughing at Tim's beat red face. He glared at me and looked like all he wanted to do was slap me. All I did was roll my eyes at him and pulled away from Jared.

"I better get to class… probably have a detention anyway." I mumbled as I turned and walked away. Before I knew it I felt Jared slip his hand into mine as we walked together. "So tell me why in the world would you ever be friends with an asshole like him?" I said shuddering. Jared laughed putting his buff around my shoulders.

"He was on the team… we had to play nice." He said shrugging his shoulders. I smiled at him. We got to the English door and I sighed I was about to knock for Mr. Stevenson to let us in but Jared grabbed my hand stopping me, I looked up to him with. "Do you want to go on a date with me?" He said in a rush looking nervous. "Look, I just really want to get to know you and I feel that you want the same but if you don't that is—" I cut him off by reaching my hand up and covering his mouth and smiling.

"I'd love too… just don't go all freaky shake thing on me please?" I said sighing at him. He laughed and picked me up, squeezing me tight to his body. I laughed as he put me back down. I shook my head at the pure joy that was written all over his face. I turned and knocked on the door waiting for Mr. Stevenson to come and yell at us.

Then something occurred to me… What would Jordon say to me?

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A/N Hey everyone! I hoped you liked this chapter. Tell me what you think… I promised that I would write their kiss earlier so I did. Also I noticed a lot of you guys like Amanda so I am going to try and get her in more. Also, this one Kim was kinda a bitch to Jared at first but I was kinda feeling like a bitch when I wrote this so… yea.

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