The Two L's: Love, and Lust

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight!!!!!!!!!!

Summary: A Jared and Kim imprint story- Kim has been going to school with Jared Till for as long as she can remember. All of a sudden he leaves when he comes back he suddenly can't stop looking at her. She must now deal with a hormonal teenage wolf boy on her heals. Always staring at her with lust and more importantly love in his black eyes.

My Kim is a little different than everyone else's I don't see her as some weak dork I see her more as a teenage girl who as a crush on a boy not some obsessed person who has been stalking him for like 12 years M for later chapters

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"He was on the team… we had to play nice." He said shrugging his shoulders. I smiled at him. We got to the English door and I sighed I was about to knock for Mr. Stevenson to let us in but Jared grabbed my hand stopping me, I looked up to him with. "Do you want to go on a date with me?" He said in a rush looking nervous. "Look, I just really want to get to know you and I feel that you want the same but if you don't that is—" I cut him off by reaching my hand up and covering his mouth and smiling.

"I'd love too… just don't go all freaky shake thing on me please?" I said sighing at him. He laughed and picked me up, squeezing me tight to his body. I laughed as he put me back down. I shook my head at the pure joy that was written all over his face. I turned and knocked on the door waiting for Mr. Stevenson to come and yell at us.

Then something occurred to me… What would Jordon say to me?

Chapter Seven: Trouble In Paradise - Kim's POV

I took a deep breath as Mr. Stevenson opened the door to glare at Jared and me. I felt Jared who was still holding my hand tighter his grip on me as he began pulling me closer his side.

"Where have you too been?" Mr. Stevenson said glaring at us and grinding his teeth. God this man takes his job way too seriously. We were only… ten minutes late. He turned back to the class. "Class Give me one second please talk amongst your selves." He said before shutting the door closed. He turned around and glared at Jared and me.

I looked down at my feet to keep from laughing at how funny Mr. Stevenson looked in those shorts he was wearing. His knees looked like furry doorknobs… I wonder if it was even appropriate too wear that stuff to school. I would think that it would distract too many people. Mr. Stevenson's voice pulled me out of my thoughts.

"I am getting very tired of you Miss. Connweller being late to my class, especially since you have an A, I would expect you to set an example for the rest of the class. It goes for you as well Mr. Till. I understand that you have been missing for the last two weeks. You free ride ended on the day you got back. All you did was dig yourself into a deeper hole with that stunt you pulled. Now get in there and get to work… next time either of you are late it is straight to the Principal's office." He said his stubby nose scrunched up into frustration.

I looked up to Jared and saw his jaw tighten at Mr. Stevenson's patronizing look. I moved a little closer to him like I did when Tim had tried to provoke him. I felt his body relax and I looked down again hiding my smile from Mr. Stevenson. The man was short but he could just hit me with those fat, stubby fingers of his and I would be gone, passed out, finito… yea, I can use big words too.

"Now because I am thinking that you two were together… Kim your seat will be permanently next to Jordan." Mr. Stevenson said, using one of his fingers to push up his glasses.

"What!" Jared yelled. Mr. Stevenson's face froze as he turned to Jared. I sighed… I hope he doesn't go all hulk on my ass. 'That isn't fair! You can't assume anything… Kim has to sit next to me. Do you see the ways that pervert looks at her?" He said through his tense jaw. I felt my eye brows come together, what is he talking about? Jordan doesn't look at me way other way than a friend. I mean the guy is nice but… he isn't Jared that's for sure. I involuntarily shivered at the memory of Jared's hard body against mine… let me tell you the boy was not talking steroids at how large he felt against me.

I shook my head and cleared my throat bringing both of their attention back to me. Jared's eyes softened as he stared at me. "Mr. Stevenson I have been sitting there all year and my work has yet to fall behind. Plus, Jared and I weren't together. I was at the bathroom and when we were walking back we sort of meet up… I swear." I said looking him in the eye as I lied.

Mr. Stevenson looked at me with calculating eyes as he analyzed if I was telling the truth. After a few seconds he nodded his head and moved aside opening the door. He turned around walking in. I turned to Jared and smirked at his amazed expression.

"See what happens when you ask nicely?" I said with arrogance laced on my words. I turned and walked in. I heard him chuckled and I could practically feel him rolling his eyes. I felt eyes on me as I walked too me seat. I knew Jared was close behind because I could feel his warmth on my back. I sat down and pulled out my notebook hearing Jared scooting his chair. I looked over at him confused only to notice that his body was an inch away from me, causing my breathing to become heavy and my heart to speed up.

He looked at me and smiled, that only caused my heart to beat faster... god what I would do to this boy. It wasn't until Mr. Stevenson's annoying voice reach my ears did I turn away from him. God does this teacher ever shut up... he was ruining some much needed Jared time.

"Ok class over the weekend I managed to grade the projects… please get together with your partners for a few moments so I can pass out the grades. If you do not agree with what you were given please come and see me after class." He said with a large stack of papers in his hands. Everyone began talking and moving going to who they worked with. I turned to Jared and saw him clench his jaw.

"See you in a bit." I said smiling at him. Jared turned to me with a pained expression but I brushed it off not wanting to get in more trouble with the teacher. I turned and walked over to Jordan who was glaring at the back of Jared's head. I pulled out the chair next to him, plopping down and smiled. Jordan turned to me and smiled back but it didn't reach his eyes.

"So… how do you think we did?" I asked looking as one pair got their grade back frowning. "I think we did really well actually. Besides, our poster was a-m-a-zing." I said Smiled at him. He nodded his head not looking at me but at the front of the class room. I sighed in frustration. If this boy didn't come out in three seconds and tell me what is problem is I am going to smack him upside the head as hard as my tiny hands will allow me. Don't laugh my hands might be small but my mom says I will grow in to them… you jerks.

Anyway,

I looked at Jordan bringing my finger up and giving him a nice hard poke on the face. He ignored me and I did it again, and again, and again, and again until…

"What!" He snapped whipping his head to look at me. His teeth were clenched… oh no he didn't! This fool must have lost his mind. Yelling at me like that! I glared at him making my irritation known as well.

"What is your problem? You are sitting there as if you're on your period! You haven't even asked me what happened to my hand… so if you have a problem how about you just say it!" I said glaring at him. Jordan snorted and shook his head at me as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. "What!" I said almost yelling at him… almost. If I didn't the class would probably be staring at me like I was the one who had lost my mind rather than period boy sitting next to me. He turned sharply to me, his dark hair whipping around his face and smirked at me with malice.

"My problem is that Friday you just completely took off. You didn't even call me, or called to let me know what was going on. Then I see you when I am walking to class, your legs wrapped around him like a whore! How is that supposed to make me feel Kim! I thought you liked me… but I guess I was wrong." He said with anger, and betrayal swimming around in his eyes.

I felt the anger swell in my chest and I glared at him hoping to burn his skin off. Burn bitch! Burn! Before I could yell at Jordan for calling me a whore I heard a chair scrap across the floor. I looked up to see Jared's nostrils flared glaring at Jordan like he was the prey and Jared was the predator.

In better words. Jared looked like he wanted to kill Jordan. Rip him apart. The sad thing was Jared probably could. Before anything drastic could happen Jared caught my eye and we had a silent battle. I smirked as he sat down defeated. I turned back to Jordan who was again glaring at Jared and it made my blood boil. I brought my finger up and gave him another hard poke making him turn his head to me

"Look here you asshole. I made it pretty clear that I liked you as friend. I still did until you called me a whore. I am a lot of things, but whore is not one of them so keep your mouth shut!" I said using Amanda's glare on him. He visibly recalled away from me… thank you Amanda for teaching me that. Jordan turned away from me with sad eyes, but I didn't care seeing as he pissed me off. I looked up as Mr. Stevenson dropped a paper on the table he smiled at Jordan and me.

'You two got the best grade in the class." He said before walking away. Before Jordan could take the paper I grabbed it looking at the grade. I smiled at the deep red percentage at the top of the page next to our names.

96%

Hell yea! I totally deserved that grade. Especially after these last couple of days. I turned to Jordan and handed him the paper. "Bye asshole." I said my anger still evident in my voice. He is lucky all I did was cuss he out. I could have back handed him… but being the nice person I am I let him off easy. I got up from the chair walking back over to me and Jared's table a little ways away I sat down. It wasn't until I turned my head and looked at Jared did I notice the smile of pure joy. I mocked glared at him.

"What may I ask are you smiling at?" I said raising an eyebrow at him. He turned and looked at me his smile spreading. "What?" I said tilting to the side. He shrugged his shoulders draping a heavy arm over my shoulders pulling me close. I looked around the room and noticed the people staring at us… well, I don't think that this thing Jared and I have is going to be quite for long.

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"What!" Amanda and Nicks yelled at the same time. I cringed away from them. Both of their eyes were wide. Amanda's hands were clenched as she stared at me. Nicks on the other hand was just staring at me with wide eyes and her mouth open. I cleared my throat hoping to make them stop their unnerving looks. God you would think I just told them I was having Tom Felton's baby… that would be… interesting.

After school Amanda called me and told me that she and Nicks were at her house. At first I was wondering why Nicks would be out of bed when she was sick. Then I remembered Nicks thinks that moving around would make her better faster… it usually makes her feel worse but nnnnooooo. Don't listen to reason.

I had asked Natalie if she wanted to walk over with she had told me that Paul had something important to talk to her about. I had shrugged my shoulder's, however before she left me and her decided to tell Nicks about Stinky when she felt better. After that she had run off to Paul's car… not before I screamed for the entire parking lot to use protection… you should have seen her face. I swear she was so red that her face looked like a tomato. I had laughed and ran off before she could convince Paul to run me over.

When I had gotten to her house I walked in… having my own key and all. I said we were close didn't I? There sitting on the couch was Amanda flipping threw the channels, and Nicks wrapped in a blanket a tissue in one hand, in the other a tea cup with steam coming out of it.

"Why didn't you tell us that your are screwing Jared Till!" Amanda yelled standing up looking hurt. I opened my mouth when she talked again. "We are best friends with means if you are starting something with a guy you have to tell us… we would have told you." She said crossing her arms with the same hurt look. I felt immensely guilty so I stood up and ran over to her and pulled her into a tight hug. It was kind of hard with her arms still crossed.

"I'm Sorry, but even I don't know what's going on with him. One second I am terrified of him. The next I can't stand to be away from him because it hurts my chest." I said pulling away and sighing. Both Nicks and Amanda looked at me with confusion. I plopped down next to Nicks and Amanda next to me so I was between them. Nicks moved the blanket so all three of us were cuddled under it.

"What do you mean your chest hurts?" Nicks said staring at me with confusion in her green eyes. I sighed not knowing how to explain it to them. "Come on… explain." She said the threat sounding weak because of the huskiness due to the coughing. Normally I would avoid any one who was sick like they had the plague rather than the common cold, but right now I needed both of them. I sighed and placed my head on Amanda's shoulder making me bend my neck. She moved her hand and began to rub my hair calming me down.

"I mean that even time I am away from him for too long my chest hurts… this dull pain that keeps growing until I talk to him, or see him. I can't see any other boy's faces anymore. Even if they were cute it is like I am looking at them through this… blurry glass thing, not really seeing them. It scares me but at the same time it makes me want Jared even more." I said explaining it the best way I could without sounding completely insane… oops to late.

"I know why that is…" Nicks said. I looked up and looked at her hesitant face. I actually had to hold in my laughter as I looked at her. Her nose was red from all the blowing, her lips were kind of chapped, and her usually beautiful was crazy sticking out in every direction. The whites of her eyes had a red tint which made her look like she had a killer hangover.

"Why is that my dear friend?" I said waiting for her too answer me. She bit her lip and looked down and mumbling something. I lent in closer and put my hand over my ear… "I am sorry I can't hear you I don't speak whisper." I said. She looked up and took a deep breath.

"You love him." She said looking me in the eye. I turned to Amanda to see her mouth was open and her eyes were wide as she stared at Nicole. Amanda whipped her hand up and placed it on Nicks forehead.

"Well, no fever… I think that she has gone delusional nonetheless." Amanda said nodding her head as if she was trying to make herself believe it. Nicks snorted and in doing so caused herself another hard coughing fit. I scrunched up my nose and leaned away from her backing into Amanda who had also done the same thing.

"Gross get your nasty germs away from me… sicko." I said bringing up my hand and covering my face like that would protect me from the bazillions of germs that were now circling the air… curse you, you tiny invisible particles. "By the way I don't love Jared. I can't we haven't even gone on a date… like I said earlier, so you are wrong, wrong, wrong." I said rolling my eyes at her.

Nicks shrugged her shoulders and looked at me slyly. "That didn't stop you from almost taking the guy right there on the school floor… did it?" She said raising a messy out of control eyebrow at me. I blush fierce red and glared at her only sending her and Amanda into a hard fit of laughter.

Before I could slap them silly Amanda's phone rang causing her too jump and sending me onto the floor, hitting my head on the carpet. This made Nicks laugh so hard that she went into another hard fit of wheezing.

"Karma's a bitch." I said smirking at her from my place on the floor. I was rubbing my forehead but smiled as Nicks glared at me through her watery eyes.

"WHAT!" I heard Amanda scream from the kitchen. Nicks and I stared at each other before bolting into the kitchen where Amanda was looking like she was out for blood. For the first time in my life I was truly scared of Amanda. Her breathing was heavy.

Her fist was clenched at her side, the one holding the phone looked like if she didn't ease up on the pressure it was going to snap in half. "Were on our way you wait there." Amanda said through clenched teeth. She hung up the phone with a loud thud as she turned to us with fury in her eyes.

"That was Natalie. She said she is at the beach and she needs us too come pick her up. She was weeping and she kept repeating Paul used her over and over again. I swear to the god the second I get my hands on that son of a bitch I am going to kill him." She said her voice low and deadly.

\Nicks and I didn't say anything as all three of us took out the door and down the street running at top speed. It took us five minutes to get to the beach. When we got there all of us were breathing heavy, and Nicks was wheezing up a storm but we didn't care. We looked around and then we saw a girl sitting on the shore line.

Her head was in her hands. Her shoulders were bouncing up and down, her blond hair falling on either side of her. All of us froze until we took off again running over the wet sand. When we got closer we could hear Natalie's crying and I felt my eyes water too.

Without looking I knew that Nicks and Amanda were both crying as well. That was the way it always was. If one of us were as truly sad as we could tell Natalie was… we had to cry with them. It was like an unspoken rule of ours. We rushed over to her plopping down and all of us throwing our arms around her. She quickly responded to us.

She allowed us to hold her tight to us as her crying became harder. After a few minutes of no one speaking Natalie finally calmed down pulling away and whipping her tears. The rest of us did the same. Natalie sighed and stood up us following her lead.

"I will tell you when we get back." She said her voice flat. I felt my anger swell at Paul. Who the hell did that bastard think he was hurting Nat's like this. I should find that asshole and give him a piece of my mind. I looked to Amanda, and Nicks as we walked behind Natalie's slumped form as we made our way back to Amanda's. Both of their faces were the same, and I could tell the same thoughts as mine were running through their heads. We walked in silence until we walked back through the open door… in our haste we didn't close it.

I was the last one to walk in so when I closed it Natalie had more tears running down her face. Nicks placed her hands on Nat's shoulders leading her to the sofa and pushing her into the seat. Natalie's glasses were twisted but she made no attempt to fix them. Nicks, Amanda, and I didn't sit on the sofa but rather on the ground facing Natalie. I brought my knees up and hugged them close to my body waiting her Nat's to tell us what happened. Without us asking the question she opened her mouth.

"He asked me to go on a walk with him after school down by the beach. We went and the whole time he was just distant and he didn't say a w-word. All of a sudden he grabbed me and pulled me into the woods and was like. 'Do you love me? I love you.'" She had more tears coming down her face but we didn't move knowing there was more.

"I was so happy… I thought that… Anyway, he kissed me and then he was like 'I hope you love me after this.' Then he told me the tribe stories were true and that he… that he… was a werewolf." She said burying her head in her hands and crying. My mouth fell open and I knew that Nicks, and Amanda looked the same. All three of us stood up and walked over to her. "I can't believe I thought he actually cared about me… I-I actually thought he loved me." Natalie said her voice coming husky and rough.

That's when something returned to me. That day when Paul had grabbed me and pulled me into that class room. He said he was going to humiliate him. Then something terrible hit me… Jared was in on it. It made totally sense now. Why all of a sudden he was paying attention to me. Why he got mad when Jordan kissed me… he didn't want the plan to fail! I just can't believe that Paul would go so low as to hurt Natalie to get me. To do such a terrible thing.

When I voiced what I was thinking all of them were staring at me. I turned to Natalie with regret in my eyes. "I totally forgot about it… I am so, so sorry…" I said my breathing heavy. Natalie shook her head fiercely.

"It wasn't your fault." She said barely above a whisper. Not two seconds later she was crying again. She put she head on my shoulder, soaking my shirt.

I don't know how long all four of us sat there, but soon Natalie's breathing was slow and heavy telling us that she had fallen asleep. I moved my body and looked at the clock. 4 p.m. damn time went fast. I looked over and saw Amanda standing up making sure to not move the sofa. I turned to Nicks and she was looking at Amanda with understanding in her yes, she stood up too, moving Nat's feet from her legs. I moved Nat's head from my shoulders placing it gently down and stood to face them. Amanda turned to me with the same look she had earlier.

"Were going to kick Paul's over grown ass." Amanda said through clenched teeth. Nicks nodded her head and both of them turned to leave when I called out to them. Amanda turned with irritation in her eyes. "Don't you dare try and stop me!" I snorted and turned around grabbing the bat that her dad always left by the TV and handed it to her.

"He is bigger and stronger then you… use that." I said. Amanda got a gleeful look in her eyes as she stared at the black baseball bat. Nicks shook her head in approval. "I am going with you… Nat needs to sleep anyway. Besides I know where he lives. Jared will probably be there with him and I want to see you hit them with that." I said smirking bitterly at them. Both of them nodded their heads and we made our way to Paul Sigo's house… Can't wait to see their faces as we hit them in the balls with that baseball bat.

We marched up the steps at Paul's house and Amanda banged on the door. The door opened to show an attractive woman. You could tell that she was Paul's mother. Her skin was the same dark color. Her eyes were a much lighter color however, at more of a brown rather than a black. She was looking at us with a bright smile with white teeth that stood out against her skin.

She looked to be about 5'8'' with long legs. She wasn't fat but not skinny either. She looked to be about 40 years old staring at us… more like Amanda. Can you blame her? Amanda was twirling around the bat with a deadly look in her eyes. Plus it was well know around town about Amanda's temper. Mrs. Sigo's brows came together.

'Can I help you girls?" She said her voice filled with confusion and worry.

"Is Paul home?" Nicks said with politeness. Mrs. Sigo turned to look at her and smiled sadly.

"No I think he is at Sam Uley's bu--" Before she could finish her sentence Amanda turned and bolted down the stairs. I turned after her. I heard Nicks apologizing for our rudeness she was soon next to us. I saw Sam's house come into view a few minutes later, and soon enough we were standing in front of their door. This time I hit the door. A few seconds later the door opened and Sam's tall form stood in front of us. He looked to Amanda and saw the fury and determination on her face… all of our faces. His eyes went into understanding.

"I understand that Natalie is your friend. However, you do not understand the situation. So please leave." He said about to close the door. Amanda stuck the baseball bat in the door keeping it from closing. He re opened I could tell he was trying to keep from glaring at her.

"We are here for Jared too. Plus Natalie is out in the car." She said. I turned to her in confusion. However soon enough Sam was pushed aside and Paul stood before us looking around rapidly. He looked like a wreck. His eyes were blood shot from crying. I almost felt sorry for him… not really, this is probably all part of the act, trying to get out of his punishment. Another person came into view and looked to see Jared. He smiled sadly at me and I glared at him. The smile feel from his face turning into fright… that's right asshole be afraid.

"Where is she?" Paul said his face falling. I opened my mouth to yell at him but before I could his face crumbled into pain as he fell onto the floor. He started crying as he grabbed his balls rolling around. I turned wide eyes to Amanda who was staring at him with hatred and joy at his pain.

"I told you we would hurt you if you hurt her." She said with malice. I heard Nicks laugh as she stared at Paul. I turned back to them to see Jared and Sam staring at Paul wide open mouths and wide eyes. When I looked at Jared the hurt and anger came back to me. Before I knew what I was doing I looked at Amanda and I grabbed bat from her hands. I turned and walked into the house. I used all my strength and swung.

I heard a scream of pain and I opened my eyes to see Jared lying on the floor. He was holding his balls also rolling around crying in pain. I turned to Sam who had fear in his eyes. I glared at him and he took step back cowering and covering his balls as well. I smirked and turned back to Jared.

"That is for using me too." I said snapping the words at him. He didn't respond as both him and Paul were still crying in pain. I turned to Amanda and Nicks who were both clapping at my work. I bowed and walked out the door shutting it behind me. I hooked arms with Nicks and Amanda as we walked back to Amanda's house to be with Natalie.

Jared deserved what he got… Then why was my chest hurting so much?

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A/N Hey everyone! I hoped you liked this chapter. Tell me what you thought. If anyone could guess where I got that fuzzy doorknobs joke a cookie for you! Also what Paul did also had to come out. One of my reviewers said she would like more drama between Paul and Natalie so there you go. Don't worry Jared and Kim are imprints their bond is strong

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