The Two L's: Love, and Lust

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight!!!!!!!!!!

Summary: A Jared and Kim imprint story- Kim has been going to school with Jared Till for as long as she can remember. All of a sudden he leaves when he comes back he suddenly can't stop looking at her. She must now deal with a hormonal teenage wolf boy on her heals. Always staring at her with lust and more importantly love in his black eyes.

My Kim is a little different than everyone else's I don't see her as some weak dork I see her more as a teenage girl who as a crush on a boy not some obsessed person who has been stalking him for like 12 years M for later chapters

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I heard a scream of pain and I opened my eyes to see Jared lying on the floor. He was holding his balls also rolling around crying in pain. I turned to Sam who had fear in his eyes. I glared at him and he took step back cowering and covering his balls as well. I smirked and turned back to Jared.

"That is for using me too." I said snapping the words at him. He didn't respond as both him and Paul were still crying in pain. I turned to Amanda and Nicks who were both clapping at my work. I bowed and walked out the door shutting it behind me. I hooked arms with Nicks and Amanda as we walked back to Amanda's house to be with Natalie.

Jared deserved what he got… Then why was my chest hurting so much?

Chapter Eight: I know, You Know, That I know - Kim's POV

Three days.

That is how long Natalie and I have been ignoring Jared and Paul. It was hard let me tell you that. In English class I moved to sit next to Jordan who at first ignored me but we soon got back on good terms. I would see Jared glaring at him, then look to me with these sad puppy dog eyes. At lunch Paul and Jared would sit in a table a few feet away just staring at us with their intense black eyes. Amanda got so angry at this that we had to stop her from hitting them in their sensitive area again.

I mean I wanted to hurt them yes, but not enough for them to next have children… that would be just cruel. Ok, besides the fact that I hit them with a baseball bat, they seemed to heal just fine. It was actually very funny when we got to school the day after we had hit them. The first day they were walking with a slight bow in their legs. I remember the first time they sat both of them winced. I had laughed so hard that I couldn't breath.

However, my dad didn't find the situation funny at aaalll.

He yelled and screamed at me telling me that what we did was totally unnecessary and uncalled for. He had demanded that we apologize. When I had refused he had grounded us. Yes us as in Nicks and Amanda too. That is what happens when your parents are very close. Now none of us were allowed to use the TV, phone, and we weren't allowed to out past 7 p.m. It sucked! When I had tried to explain to him what they had done he said that maybe we shouldn't have jumped to conclusions and just listened to them.

At that I had yelled at him and ran to my room. My mom had talked to me telling me that she loved me and that soon enough I would understand what was happening. I swear my parents were turning into modern day Yotas… except they are taller, and not green with a massive head that was too big for their bodies.

You would think as my parents they would side with me but noooooo. Amanda made it clear however that she felt no guilt that what happened. In fact she made it clear that she was totally happy about the fact that we had emasculated them… it wasn't until Natalie yelled at us did we have second thoughts about what we had done. She had said that she was going to take care of it, that we had no right to do such a thing. Amanda and Nicks had screamed at her saying that she was our friend and that what had happened to her was our business.

I had stayed out of that argument, understanding to an extent about why she was angry. She still loved him. No matter how stupid and cruel he had been she still had feelings for him. In fact sometimes at lunch I would catch Natalie staring right back at Paul with hurt and longing in her eyes. At first I became angry at this. Why would she show him how much he had hurt her? Then I remembered that out of all of us, Natalie was the one that no matter what couldn't hide her emotions.

Today was no different. When the girls and me got to school there Jared and Paul were, standing by their car looking at us. Natalie had stared back with a depressed look on her face causing Paul to look the same. At first I thought he might be mocking her, it wasn't until I saw him begin to shake did I realize that he was sincere. I found that odd. Why would that jackass feel anything for Natalie. He had gotten his fun. Humiliated both of us. What was he trying to make us regret pounding his dick in?... That sounded naughty.

I was pulled out of my thoughts by someone bumping into me sending me onto the floor. My school stuff scattered all over the floor, damn I must have forgotten to zip it up in math today. "Sorry!" The girl yelled but didn't stop to help me. Freshman can be so rude. Great now I was going to be late to second hour Spanish. Fantastic (note the sarcasm people).

I rotated my wrist, I had gotten it out of the cast but it still hurt. Oh you are wondering how I got it out so fast? Well turns out the dumb ass nurse mixed up the x-ray I had a sprain… it sure felt like it had broken. So I got it off. It still hurts at times if I move it the wrong way.

I looked down at the mess and groaned in frustration. I began mumbling a string of curse words as I began picking things up. I was reaching for my Spanish workbook but a large hand grabbed it. I knew those hands anywhere… after all they were all over me days ago. I put on my best glare and looked up at Jared who was staring at me with that same intensity that made my knees weak. I ignored the feeling and continued to glare at his face. His handsome face fell in pain and I made a grab for my workbook but he pulled it back.

"Give it here." I said standing up and holding out my hand. He shook his head no. "Now!" I yelled at him my voice going higher. My breathing became heavy and I tightened my fist.

"No." Jared said raising a thick eyebrow at me. "If you listen to me—" He pulled back from me. Damn, I was hoping to get him by surprise… I am part ninja after all. I grinded my teeth together as he moved the workbook above my head. Shit! This is why it sucks to be short… or at least compared to his tree sized self. I glared at him walking forward and making a jump to grab it.

"I hope you realize that I am more than a foot taller than you… but if you listen and give me a chance to explain you would get your workbook back and we will both be happy… please." He said with desperation in his eyes. I almost gave in… almost. I crossed my arms and put on my best stubborn face.

"No… now give it… Hey! Where are you going!" I yelled as he turned around still with my book. You are probably thinking, 'Kim why didn't you just go to class and tell your teacher?' Good question and the answer is… I don't know so don't judge me. I ran after him, despite that I really had to run to catch up with his freakishly long strides with those freakishly long legs. I moved to stand in front of him, luckily he stopped because the boy could probably run me over like the bull dozer he is.

"Give it here you over grown monkey boy... No! Your not a monkey because monkey's are cute and lovable… you are a-a-a rat boy!" I said. I blushed slightly at his amused gaze but I held my ground nonetheless. He smiled at me causing that knot in my stomach to return but I pushed it aside. I won't fall for that smile… that sexy, mouthing watering smile—No! Bad Kim! Bad, bad Kim!

"If you won't listen to me then I am going to have to show you, and I know how possessive you are of your things so…" he shrugged waving the workbook around a little. I gasped. I am not possessive of anything! Ok so maybe of my delicious chocolate, but I'm a girl for goodness sake. He began walking again for I held both my hands up holding to stop him. I suddenly felt his hard warm chest in my palms and I tried to hold down my blush. It was just so… sculpted. I was pulled out of my thoughts again as I felt my feet begin to move backwards and I realized that Jared was walking again pushing me along with me.

I pushed back to no avail. I pushed harder hoping to stop him, I even began using my feet. I'm sure it looked exactly like I was trying to move a wall. "No!" I yelled him still pushing me along the floor towards the school doors leading outside. I turned over thinking I could do stop him like that… no such luck. I just kept going and going, and the doors just kept getting closer and closer. I heard Jared sigh, damn me for not being as strong as him.

"Kim, please stop making this so difficult… I just want to show you that Paul isn't lying." He said his voice so soft it made my insides melt. It wasn't until his words register did I realize what he was implying. I moved over my body jerk to a stop. Jared quickly moved to stand in front of me thinking I would run away most likely… damn I hate that he got it right. I glared at him and crossed my arms.

"Are you trying to tell me that you are a werewolf?" I said raising an eyebrow at him. Jared visibly gulped at my calm voice. I did the only think that I could think of doing in this situation. I began to laugh a high pitched mocking sound. I stopped and looked at him with bitter amusement. He cringed away from me, which was quite funny seeing as he was like fifty times my size. "How stupid do you think I am? I am not going to fall for some stupid prank and if you think I will then you are stupider then you look! Besides I would think you would realize what I was capable of." I said glaring at him with everything my little body could muster.

Jared squared his shoulders and looked at me with pain. "I would never… could never hurt you Kim. Give me an hour and I promise if you still don't want me around I will leave you alone… but until you give me a chance I am going to kept pestering you until you do." He said looking at me with determination. I sighed… I wonder if I could get a restraining order…

I sighed and Jared smiled seeing my defeat I held up a finger as he opened his mouth. "I sweat to everything that is holy if you piss me off more I am not going to hit you down there… I am going to shot you." I said pointing my finger down at his area. Jared shook his head wildly up and down seeing that I wasn't playing around. He grabbed my hand and for the first time these past few days I realized that I had been cold. He hard was rough and large as it engulfed mine.

I know I should have pulled away from him. I should have cursed at him and round house kicked his ass for touching me… but I missed it. I missed the roughness and the warmth. I had missed the way he would use his thumb to rub the back of mine sending shivers to every inch of my body. I allowed him to pull me out into the chilly air. It was getting colder as everyday went by, everyday closer to winter. Jared pulled me close to his hard body as he pulled me towards the woods.

The second my side touched his I didn't feel cold… my personal furnace. I had to start running as Jared's pace began to go faster pulling me alongside him. Eventually he went too fast I lifted my feet of the ground but Jared didn't seem to notice. God this boy was strong… maybe he was taking steroids and the… side affects hadn't come shown up on him yet?

We finally reached the woods moving further into them. Jared set me on my feet and he began pacing in front of me coming at a fast pace. I crossed my arms waiting for him, following him with my eyes until…

"Jared! Stop pacing you are giving me a headache!" I yelled at him bringing up my hands and rubbing my temples. Goodness I think this boy is doing cocaine instead of steroids. That would explain the bizarre behavior. I sighed and brought down my hands to see he was staring at me intently when I realized he was waiting for me to say something. "Well… sooooooo… yea are you going to 'show' me or not." I said raising an eyebrow at him. He frowned and I could tell he picked up on that I was just here to humor him. He walked over grabbing and hand and pulling me to a fallen tree truck making me sit. He took a deep breath and looked at me making sure I was paying attention to him.

"Kim, I know that you think that Paul, Sam and I are craz—" I snorted and cut him of standing up.

"Sam! What is he your ring leader?" I looked at Jared like he was crazy he opened his mouth but something occurred to me. I lifted my pointer and pointed it at him. "Is he the one supplying you with the drugs? Jared Till! How can you be so stupid! You need to report him to the po-po or else he is going to keep polluting the bodies of innocent children!" I yelled whipping my arms around like a mad woman. My breathing was coming in short gasps… damn I know how to make a speech! Or so I thought until I heard Jared chuckling. I turned to glare at him and it stopped quickly.

Jared sighed and continued but not before he walked over and pushed me back down… I hate being manhandled. "Kim please let me finish before you go all crazy on me again." He said staring at with pleading in his eyes. I crossed my arms and mumbled a yes… I am not crazy… I think. Again he made sure I was listening.

"Sam is the alpha. He is like the leader of the pack. Paul and I are beneath him." I chuckled at his choice of words… this caused Jared to sigh and I closed my mouth and waved my hand signaling for him to continue with his 'explanation'. "He was first to change that was why he went missing for those two weeks. When he came back he broke it off with Leah because the elders said it was too dangerous for them to be together. Sam was heartbroken and alone. That is until Paul and me changed." I didn't say anything as he took a deep breath. He walked slowly over to me sitting down next to me.

"Before hand I had grown taller in short amounts of time. My muscles and food intake all went. I started running faster and my temper started to become worse. One day I was in math class with Mr. King" He growled slightly at his name. "He started yelling at me and I just couldn't take it my body just started shaking and I just remember running into the woods. The transformation… hurt." He winced as he remembered it. I noticed that he was looking straight ahead as if he had forgotten I was here and was just talking to himself.

"I was terrified… all of a sudden I have paws, and a snort. I had rrreeaally long fur that I was tripping all over the place." He chuckled at the memory until his face turned serious again making him look like the 24 year old I saw that first day he came back. "Then… I started to hear this voice in my head telling me that it was ok and that he was there for me… that he would look out for me. That is when is huge wolf came into view and it was pitch black and I just knew that it was Sam. He started to tell me all these things… that I was a protector." He glared ahead of us. I could tell that he wasn't going to tell me what he was 'protecting' us from.

"That is why Sam knew about you. As wolves our minds are connected and we see everything, and feel everything the other is feeling. Then a few days later Paul changed. It took us both a week to change back. Another to stop bursting out of our clothes whenever we got mad… Paul told Natalie all of this and she got scared and ran off thinking it was a joke." Jared said finally turning to look at me.

"Please don't run from me Kim… please… I won't be able to handle it like Paul is… and the only reason he is, is because Natalie stares at him... Please don't leave me." He whispered it to me with such pain that I felt my heart clench.

My breathing became heavy. My mind was yelling for me to run. To slap him for trying to pull this bullshit over on me… but I couldn't. I don't know why but I knew he wasn't lying. Plus it explains what Emily had said to me. Then the memories of the story came to me.

The Third Wife.

When a wolf changed and they saw their soul mate… no matter how corny that sounds, they feel this need to be with her. How no matter what they would protect them. However, despite all of this I just stared at Jared until it sunk in.

"Show me… Before you say no that is one of the reasons Natalie left Paul. He didn't show her. You will show me or Jared I don't want to be cruel but I will leave." I said saying it with a slightly harsh voice. He winced at my words and nodded his head standing up. He walked into the bushes and I stayed where I sat. if he came back with friends or was leaving me here I was going to find him and kill him… you think I am joking, no I will kill him.

I heard a movement in the bushes and I looked over with interest. That is until a massive wolf walked out. I froze. What should I do? "Jared!" I yelled looking around wildly. I heard the wolf give off a small bark and I looked back to it and looked into its black eyes and my body froze. "Jared…" I whispered to it. It whined and dropped to its stomach. He whined again before rolling over and letting its tongue roll out of its mouth and I laughed a nervous laugh. He could eat me if he wanted to. The wolf rolled back over and stood on its paws. I held my breath as it took a shy step forward.

It was then that I realized that it was the same wolf that I had painted so many days ago. It had the same short, thick brown hair. The same intense black eyes that looked so familiar to me. However it wasn't in a protective stance more like a puppy thinking it was going to be yelled at it for doing something wrong.

"Don't eat me please." I said looking at it with wide eyes. He laughed showing his sharp teeth… ok it is absolutely a carnivore. I smiled tensely at it and stood shakily to my feet. I held out my hand and stood completely still as it took many baby steps toward me. God this thing is massive! It was about my height if it wanted to kill me it could… I almost pissed my pants as it was an inch away from my fingers.

I took a deep breath moving that last step touching its wet nose. I sighed in relief as it stayed still. I walked around him rubbing my hands threw his thick fur and smiled at the feel. I walked back up to his large head and reached up scratching behind his ears. His titled his head over and made a deep rumbaing in his chest could be that couldn't be mistaken for anything other then pleasure. I laughed at him and patted his large head and walked around the rest of the way and stared into his eyes.

"I'm your imprint aren't I" I said staring at him. Jared made a grumbling noise telling me I was right. I let the breath I didn't know I was holding go and I stood there a minute just staring at him until my curiosity got the better of me.

"Can I have a ride?" I asked with a raise of my eyebrow. He made a noise that sounded like laughing and nodded his large head lower himself onto the ground. I took my hair tie off my wrist and put my hair up into a tight bun. I walked around to his side putting a leg on either side of him. He raised himself lifting me as well. He made a barking sound and I instinctively grabbed two fistfuls of his fur holding on tight. I pressed my tights on his sides nice and hard… flying off would be a very bad thing.

He made another barking noise and then we were flying. I lifted up my head looking at how Jared managed to maneuver his way through the trees and branches. I laughed as he jumped over one making me grip tighter. I knew he wasn't going his fastest and I wanted to know what it felt like.

"Come on Jared let's see how fast you can really go." I said over the wind. Jared made a barking noise and then ran faster. My hair comes out of the tie from the speed. I gripped his fur tighter laughing as we twisted our way through the trees. My hair began to whip around my face blinding me. We came to a stop telling me that it was over.

I felt Jared lower himself to the ground and whine. I stood up still high off the adrenaline rush. I got off him and looked around seeing that we were back at the stop we started at. I turned to him and smirked. Jared wolf turned his head to the side and stared at me.

"I hope you know that I know that me being your imprint makes you my bitch, right?" I said smirking at it. Jared wolf threw its head back and made barking noises that sounded like laughing. I smiled. "I can't wait to tell the girls… especially Natalie!" I said jumping up and down. When I looked back at Jared I saw that he was staring at me intently.

He turned and walked into the bushes. A few seconds later human Jared walked out pulling his shirt over his head. I felt my eyes wide as they traveled down his body. I wonder what it would feel like to have it pressed against mine. To have nothing between us just his hot skin touching mine.

Did it suddenly get hell a hot in here?

I lifted my head to see Jared was staring at me. I blushed because I knew he knew I was staring. What made it worse was I knew he knew that I knew… wait I just confused myself. I was pulled out of my thoughts by Jared's serious voice.

"Kim you can't tell anyone, except for Natalie. Those are the rules. The only reason Natalie because she is Paul's imprint. Your dad knows to… I'm not sure about your mom…" He said his brows coming together.

"My dad knows about this?" Well that would explain why he got so angry about what we did to Paul and Jared that day. I winced at the memory. "Jared about the baseball bat…" I trailed of as he raised his hand and shook his head.

"Please never remind me of that day ever again." He said shaking his head wildly to the sides. I laughed and walked forward wrapping my arms around his waist. His arms quickly wrapped themselves around me. I sighed realizing what this meant however.

"Jared I… how will I explain to them why I forgave you? Your best friend completely humiliated my best friend… or so she thinks. Even if I do get Natalie to believe me Amanda and Nicks will be furious… plus I can't lie to them, they know me too well." I said snuggling my face deeper into his chest. I counted Jared's breathing.

"I know." He said wrapping his arms tighter around me. I took a deep breath loving his smell and my heart rate speed up. I suddenly heard his do the same. I pulled back and tilted my head back looking at his face. His eyes darkened even more making my breathing come in short gasps. Suddenly his hot lips were on mine demanding. I kissed him full force pushing my body onto his. He picked me up carrying me over to the log. He lowered me onto my back on top of me making me whimper. I could feel the effect I had on him and it made

I opened my mouth allowing him to explore me again. He tasted amazing against my tongue. I felt he run his hands down my body and over my breasts like he did that one day. I know I should have pushed him away but my body was on fire. He was just so warm and I had missed him so much. I lost all thought as I felt him grab my ass squeezing tight.

"Kim…" He moaned into my mouth. I could think from the pleasure he was creating. I felt him unhook my pant button. I whimpered into his mouth. I gasps as his long fingers brushed against my core. I arched my body to his not wanting any room between us. He pressed harder making me moan his name. "Do that again…" He whispered into my ear. He pressed me again making me moan his name again. He kissed me again. I gripped his short hair pulling it trying to keep my noises under control.

You can dress me up in diamonds

You can dress me up in dirt

You can throw me like a lineman

I like it better when it hurts

Jared and I jumped apart at my ringtone. Damn it! Jared pulled his hand from my pants and sat up with a blush on his face. Jared till blushing didn't think that could happen… then again I didn't think werewolves did either.

Ooooh I have waited here for you

Don't keep me waiting

I have waited

You make me wanna lie lie

On the kitchen on the floor

I'll be your French maid

When I meet you at the door

I took my phone out of my pocket cutting off Ashlee Simpson LaLa and flipped it open. "Hello…" I said my breath coming out with short gasps. I cleared my throat. It was Nicks who spoke.

"Where are you? It is Lunch and you're not here?" She said with worry. Damn it! I missed all last period… not that I minded.

"Sorry I was tired so I skipped… I am on my way get me some food… I am really hungry." I said blushing at why I was so hungry. I heard Jared chuckle and I felt him playing with my hair. I heard Nicks sigh on the other side.

"Alright hurry up." She said before she hung up. I flipped my phone closed and put it back in my pocket realizing my pants were still undone. I put them back in order fixing my messy hair and breathing in the cool air. I turned to Jared who was staring at me with pure joy. "Come on." I said holding out my hand. He smiled and grabbed it quickly.

"I will tell them after school." I said dreading their reactions. I felt Jared tighten his grip in reassurance but jerked me to a stop. I turned to stare at him in confusion.

"Will you please go on a date with me?" he said staring at me with those intense eyes. My breath caught and I nodded my head not sure if I could form words. He smiled at me and turned to walk again. To soon for my liking I saw our school and I sighed.

Well time to butter the girls up.

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A/N Hey everyone! I hoped you liked this chapter. I want to really thank everyone who has been reading this story I really appreciate it because I actually think this is the best one I have written so far. Again thank you for the reviews I am not kidding when I say I love reading them even if they are bad. By the way thanks to e-essence for giving me ideas on my chapters your reviews have helped to keep the ideas flowing free like an eeeeeagle. And to Sara Ashley when I start something I don't stop until I am happy with the end result : ) so no worries!

Next chapter is the date! The reason I wanted them to have a semi- sex scene is because I could tell that some of you were getting frustrated so I thought I should get you a preview on what is to come. Also I thought that before they go all the way Jared should tell her so… Yea

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Ashlee Simpson's album Autobiography again… my Ipod broke and I have her cd