The Two L's: Love, and Lust

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight!!!!!!!!!!

Summary: A Jared and Kim imprint story- Kim has been going to school with Jared Till for as long as she can remember. All of a sudden he leaves when he comes back he suddenly can't stop looking at her. She must now deal with a hormonal teenage wolf boy on her heals. Always staring at her with lust and more importantly love in his black eyes.

My Kim is a little different than everyone else's I don't see her as some weak dork I see her more as a teenage girl who as a crush on a boy not some obsessed person who has been stalking him for like 12 years M for later chapters

Hope you like it!

Also thank you too all the people who reviewed and story altered me. Everyone else screw you… just kidding I love all of you with allllll my wittle heart.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Last time

"Alright hurry up." She said before she hung up. I flipped my phone closed and put it back in my pocket realizing my pants were still undone. I put them back in order fixing my messy hair and breathing in the cool air. I turned to Jared who was staring at me with pure joy. "Come on." I said holding out my hand. He smiled and grabbed it quickly.

"I will tell them after school." I said dreading their reactions. I felt Jared tighten his grip in reassurance but jerked me to a stop. I turned to stare at him in confusion.

"Will you please go on a date with me?" he said staring at me with those intense eyes. My breath caught and I nodded my head not sure if I could form words. He smiled at me and turned to walk again. To soon for my liking I saw our school and I sighed.

Well time to butter the girls up.

Chapter Nine: Sometimes I Think I have Finally Gone Insane - Kim's POV

I took a deep breath letting go of Jared's hand as I walked into the lunchroom. We had agreed that I would go in first then him after a few minutes. I took a deep breath as I got closer to our table. A put on a smile and plopped down in the chair across from Natalie and Amanda. Nicks pushed the tray over to me without stopping their conversation.

"Please Kathy Griffin is so much funnier then Jo koy." Nicks said snorting at Amanda. Amanda rolled her blue eyes I sighed knowing that this could go on forever.

"No, Kathy has a much cooler sense of humor… your wrong." Amanda said smirking at Nicks whose jaw locked in frustration. They began bickering again and I turned my head to look at Natalie and rolled my eyes. She gave me a forced smile and turned away from me. I looked at her sadly and followed her gaze. Paul was chatting with Jared with an almost angry expression on his face, while Jared had the biggest smile I had ever seen on someone. I smiled slightly knowing that I made it happen. I suddenly realized that the girls weren't talking anymore so I turned my head to look at them and froze.

All of them were staring at me with suspicion and looked down quickly. I grabbed the first thing on my lunch tray and shoved it in my mouth. I froze again but this time in horror. I looked around the table rapidly and grabbed the napkin off of Nicks tray bringing it to my mouth and spitting out the soggy chicken nugget.

"That was revolting!" I yelled whipping my tongue with the other napkin I grabbed off of Amanda's plate. "I could get food poisoning!" I said bringing my hand up and checking to see if I had a fever. Do the signs of food poisoning show up right away? Because I think my temperature is higher than normal. I heard Amanda snort and I brought my hand down glaring at her. "Let's see if you think it is stupid when I die." I said breathing in deeply. I stopped glaring as I noticed all of them began to look at me with the same expression they had been just a few moments ago. "What?" I said looking at them.

All of them continued to stare at me with an intense stare that made me squirm in my seat. Until Amanda's mouth dropped open and she stared at me. My breath caught… they knew me to well.

"You were with a boy!" Amanda yelled breaking out into a smile. Nicks and Natalie gasped both looking like they had just found a rainbow and it was leading them to a pot of gold… ok that sounded like I was taking drugs, but I'm not! I swear.

"Who was it!" Nicks yelled in my hear. I turned to give her a glare but all she did was smile at me. I opened my mouth trying to figure out a way to get around their question. I opened and closed it repeatedly probably looking like a fish out of water. They of them continued to stare at me confused as to why I wouldn't tell them. What was I going to say. 'Yea I was think Jared in the woods and he turned into a wolf giving me a ride and then when he changed back we almost had hot steamy sex.' I would be smacked so many times by Nicole and Amanda I would have a black eye for years.

I cut my eyes across to Jared too see he was staring at me waiting to hear what I would say. I sighed and looked back at the girls and froze still at their looks. Amanda was staring at me with fury, Nicks with complete shock, and Natalie betray. "W-what?" I whispered down casting my eyes. I knew that they figured it out. I couldn't keep anything from them even if I tried. Natalie stood suddenly to her feet her eyes blurry. She grabbed her book before taking off out of the door.

"How could you do this Kim. He is that scum bag's best friend. He used you too." Nicks said with disappointment on her voice. He shook her head at me. I turned to Amanda still glued to my seat.

"Kim I think you should go after her before you loss her and explain why you would do this." Amanda said with sternness in her face and voice. I suddenly realized that she was right. I jumped from my seat sprinting out of the lunch room back outside. I looked around until I saw Natalie walking out of the parking lot. I took off running.

"Natalie wait!" I yelled running faster. She ignored me still walking. Goodness this is so fucking complicated! Why Paul couldn't just showed her instead of making me look like the bad guy. I sprinted faster grabbing her shoulder and spinning her around to face me. I saw a few tears coming down her cheeks and my heart began to throb with guilty. My breathing was heavy as I pulled her into a hug but she didn't return it.

I pulled back and looked at her. She glared and turned away. I sighed. "Natalie Paul was telling the truth." I said almost whispering it to her. I might as well get it out of the way rather than beating around the bush. She whipped her head up to look at me and I winced at her steely glare. She pulled out of my hands and took a step back. I waited for her too speck.

"How could you do this Kim? I thought we were friends, best friends and you would want to hurt me like this!" she yelled in my face. Her breathing heavy. I looked up at her and glared. I might be a lot of things, like a bitch, stubborn, never knows when to shut up, specks without thinking… Damn I really need to work on me. That's not the point! There are two things I am not,

A whore

A back stabbing friend.

I glared at her and took a step forward looking her straight in the eye making sure I got my point across. "I would never, never, ever do that to you. You are one of my best friends… my sister. Jared showed me." I said. Her eyes went wide and she took a step back and looked down at her feet. I took another step forward grabbing her chin and gently lifting it so she would look me in the eye.

"You are Paul's imprint… he would never hurt you… and either would I. I also know that it is scary." I said giving her a gentle smile. She stood still a second looking at me with wondering.

"Promise me…"She said staring at me with hope in her eyes. I smiled and nodded my head holding at his wouldn't blow up in my face. When we were younger Amanda had shown all of us how to throw a punch… Natalie had always been a fast learner. I held my break and prepared myself for the fist that would most likely break my nose.

She continued to stare at me before throwing herself into my arms causing us to fall over onto the ground. I let out an oof as my back hit the cold wet ground, with Nat on me hugging me tight.

"Thank you! Thank you! I had a feeling he was telling the truth but… it was just so weird and unbelievable." She yelled into my shoulder. She brought her head up and began planting kisses all over my face. I laughed.

"Nat! This is so gross!" I yelled at her. She laughed and pulled away giving me a smile. Suddenly I heard a group of wolf whistles and both of us turned our heads to see a group of boys standing by their car laughing at us.

"Kiss her! Kiss her! Kiss her!" They began chanting together. I suddenly realized what this must have looked like. Natalie had been kissing my face, on top of me, on the ground and was now sitting on me. I rolled my eyes and snorted at them. Natalie jumped off of me, blushing a fierce red. I laughed at her and grabbed her hand. They group began chanting again. Poor Nat was about to die of embarrassment so I turned to them smirking.

"Sorry boys. In order to get the show you have to pay." I looked all over them over and snorted, looking at them with mock pity in my eyes. "I doubt any of you would be able to afford it anyway." I said smirking at them. I heard Natalie giggle, I laughed as I noticed the disappointed faces on the guys. I laughed again taking Natalie's hand both of us running back to the lunchroom since small rain drops began to fall.

We got back to the door opening it and walking in noticing that it was empty of people besides Jared, Paul, Amanda, and Nicks. Nicks and Amanda were glaring at Paul and Jared who were staring at the door. The second we walk in Jared smiled and walked over to me grabbing handed my hand. I smiled at him and looked over to Nicks and Amanda who were staring Jared with calculating eyes. Amanda opened her mouth was cut off by a scream of joy. All of us turned to Paul and Natalie. Paul was spinning Natalie around in his arms in a fast circle. Natalie had her arms wrapped around his neck and was holding him tight.

If Paul let go poor Nat would go flying across the lunchroom. That wouldn't be good. A splattered Natalie… not an easy thing to explain to the parents. Paul placed her on her feet before throwing his lips on to hers. She responded quickly pressing themselves closer together. I became uncomfortable as I looked at their pressed bodies. It really looked like soft porn. Gross. I don't want to see anyone having sex! Except for Jared and I, but that s beside the point.

Before I could speak up Nicks cleared her throat nice and loud causing Natalie to pull away blushing. Paul wasn't having any of that, he kept his arms around her waist keeping her close. He began to kiss her neck causing Natalie to giggle. I heard Amanda and Nicks sigh and I looked over to them to see the disappointment on their faces and I gulped.

Amanda turned to me and stared at me again. I began to squirm under her gaze and I felt Jared squeeze my hand. My body instantly relaxed. I turned up to him and smiled. He looked and me and gave me that look, that intense look at always seemed to cause my bones to melt. It always turned my brain to mush.

"All of us need to talk. I swear if you guys try to run from me I am going to find you and shove you heads in the ground." Amanda said her slim arms crossed tightly over her chest. I turned to her and then looked to Nicole to see she was also shaking her head yes. I nodded slowly knowing this was going to happen. "We'll talk after school I don't want to be late to class… I'll get a detention." Amanda said giving Natalie and I a look that said there was no way in hell we were going to get out of talking. She nodded and began walking away I turned to Nicks and she sighed.

"I will tell you what I think… once I figure out what the hell is going on." She said her green eyes confused. She looked to Jared and Paul and looked at them with a warning. She nodded her head to me and Natalie and turned on her heal taking off to her classes. I breathed a sigh of relief at no one losing body parts. I smiled and looked over to Natalie and winked at her. I grabbed Jared's hand walking away. As I got to the door I looked back to see that Paul and Natalie were still standing there looking at each other. I felt Jared squeeze my hand and I turned to him to see his bright smile. I smiled too turning away and headed to English class.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Natalie's POV

I looked up at Paul when I heard the lunchroom doors shut close telling me that Kim and Jared had left. I looked up fully seeing that he was staring at me with a passion that made my body ache that would make my poor father have a heart attack. I cleared my throat hoping that he would stop. All that did was make him smile brightly at me. He walked forward again wrapping his hot arms around my smaller waist.

"You owe me another kiss for not believing me…" Paul said his breath going across my ear and neck. I shivered and pulled back giving him a small smile. I placed a small kiss on his lips. He let go of one hand and put it on my head pulling my head closer. He was still hooping me up with one arm. I pressed myself harder to Paul's body. I had missed the way he felt against me. The way my body fits perfectly into his hard one.

He ran his hot tongue across my bottom lip and I opened quickly allowing him to taste me. Soon our tongues were moving together making my body shake with pleasure. I brought my hands up again and ran them through his short black hair. He moaned into my mouth. My heart was racing so fast I thought it was going to burst from my chest. It wasn't until I heard a very loud clear of the throat did Paul and I pull apart. I turned my head and I felt my cheeks burn with humiliation as I looked around at all the students staring at us.

Some of the guys were hooting cheering at Paul, some of the girls were glaring at me with envy, and some students had a pure amusement on their face. "All right what is going on!" A aloud voice boomed and I swear I almost had a heart attack as the assistant principal Mrs. Pollard came into view. She stopped short and hers eyes went wide as she looked at us. I was still wrapped in Paul's arms my feet dangling with Paul's arms still around my waist.

Mrs. Pollard glared at us making a following motion with her index finger. I pushed on Paul's hard chest and he put me down but grabbed my hand as I looked down at my feet avoiding everyone's eyes.

I walked fast, walking through the whispering crowd as I followed Mrs. Pollard to her office. My breathing became heavy as we neared closer to the office door. I had never been to the office before other than to help out, or get awards before. Hell the last time I got in trouble at school was in second grade. This girl had started to yell at me for eating the last animal cracker. When I had looked over I saw Amanda being held back by Kim and Nicole. I had remembered that if Amanda had gotten into any more fights she would have gotten suspended for a long time. So I had punched the girl in the face.

I had gotten three days suspension. I had felt so bad about breaking the girl's nose that I had baked cookies and brownies for her. I even sent her a necklace that I thought she might have liked. The girls thought that it was funny as hell. In fact when I had come back and saw the girl with a bandage around her nose I broke down in tears. After that I had vowed to never fight, or get in trouble at school again. Now I was going to get expelled for PDA, and my entire future is going to go down in flames!

Goodness sometimes I can be so dramatic. I was pulled out of my thoughts as Mrs. Pollard pushed open the door walking past the attendance people and into her office. I got surprised looks as I walked in after her. I blushed red as I heard the attendance people whispering, surprised that I would be here, with school bad boy Paul Sigo. I heard a low growl in Paul's throat and I turned to him surprised. He looked down at me with an embarrassed look on his face. I almost laughed if it weren't for the fact that Mrs. Pollard had called us in.

I walked. "Shut the door and pleased sit down… you know the deal Paul." Mrs. Pollard said in a stern hard voice. I flinched and pushed myself harder into Paul. He put his arm around and walked with me to the two seats in front of her.

Mrs. Pollard was a very stern woman. She always had her brown hair pulled back in a tight ponytail. She had some gray strips on the side of her head. Her mouth was set in a firm thin line all the time as she yelled at people. Her eyes were always squinty as she looked around the school with her eagle eyes. She also has perfect hearing. I swear she could hear you say something ninety miles away. In fact that is how she got the nickname Mrs. Bat. It is rumored that she keeps forty bats in her basement. They say that she eats two a night in order to keep her hearing the way it is. I mean the woman must be at least sixty years old.

Of course I have never believed in the rumors… Ok maybe I did but now I don't. I looked over to Paul and saw him smirking at Mrs. Pollard.

"Didn't you miss me? I mean your office all lonely without?" Paul said sticking out his full bottom lip. I held back a giggle at the mock-hurt on his face. He turned to me and got that look. The look at made me think that he thinks that I am god. I blushed at the thought that he knew that I knew that he knew I knew that he thought I was god…. God I am hanging out with Kim too much. I am starting to think in riddles and confusing myself.

I shook my head trying to clear the thoughts. I turned back to Mrs. Pollard who was staring at us with bewilderment on her face. She shook her head as well as she realized I was staring at her. She looked to Paul.

"Paul I have not missed you at all. In fact my office and school has been very calm lately without you walking around the school with that temper of yours… well except for Amanda." Mrs. Pollard said almost wincing at Amanda's name. I almost laughed about how all you had to saw was temper and Amanda in the same sentence and you knew who they were talking about. I held it in not wanting to anger her.

She cleared her throat. "Please explain to me why you both were one skipping class. Second both of you were kissing in the lunchroom." She turned to me with disappointment in her plain brown eyes. "I thought you Natalie of all people should know that PDA is strictly against the rules." She said shaking her head at me. I dropped my head in guilt. I heard Paul snort and I turned to him with horror being fully aware that he had a temper.

His black eyes were glaring at Mrs. Pollard as he spook through a clenched jaw. "Please Stacy." I turned to Mrs. Pollard to see she had clenched her hands at her name, trying to keep calm. "it's not like we were having an orgy in there. It wasn't like we were naked on the table getting our thang on. Or—" He stopped taking as I punched him in the arm… ow. I should reminder to not do that after all I had seen what happened to Kim. He turned to me and I glared at him. He gave me an apologetic look and dropped his head in shame.

"Mr. Sigo! You will refrain from using such vulgar things in my office!" She said her nostrils flared. I turned back to Paul and nudged him lightly with my elbow not wanting to give myself a bruise. He looked at me with sad eyes. I almost recalled and forgave him, but I stuck to my ground.

"Say sorry Paul." I said with a gentle voice. I brought up my hand and fixed my glasses feeling them slip down my nose. He gave me a small smile as I did this and sighed. He turned back to Mrs. Pollard with a begrudged look as he stared at her wide eyes.

"Sorry…" he mumbled. I chuckled at the way he looked like a small child with his arms crossed. His head whipped to look at me and smiled brightly. I stared back until I heard Mrs. Pollard give a small laugh. I turned to her in confusion. She had a small smile on her face… well that's a first.

She looked up and noticed Paul and I looking at her. "Never thought I live to see Paul Sigo being controlled." She said shaking her head again. I thought was going to yell at her and tell her she was wrong. When I looked up at him he was completely relaxed as he stared at her. I shrugged it off and turned back to Mrs. Pollard knowing we were getting to the punishment. I gulped. I just hope that I still get into college. She sighed and looked up at us and looked us over making me squirm under her eyes.

"I do hope you realize that I was young once… I had boyfriends that I kissed too." She said. I looked up with wide eyes. I heard Paul give off a small gag. Mrs. Pollard snorted. "How old do you think I am?" She said looking at us raising her paper thin eyebrows. I froze, what to say, what to say. These go over the options here.

I could lie and say that she looked thirty. She would know I was lying and probably get even more trouble for being a liar. Or I could say that she looked sixty(which she does). That would get me some honesty points, however it would be very rude and maybe make her angry after all no woman wants to be told that she looks old. So I opted to give an answer that was ok… thought being key word.

"Forty?" I said hoping at she was older than that. I heard Paul laugh and I turned to him in confusion. I turned back to Mrs. Pollard who was looking a little irritated at me…. Crap toaster.

"That was a rhetorical question. However, I am only 34." She said looking put out by me. Dang it! I knew I should have gone with the 30! I blushed a deep red as I ducked my head covering my face with my blond curls. She cleared her throat but I didn't look up knowing my face would turn to an even darker red. "Since I take the rules very seriously I am giving you each detention for three days. However… Since this is your first time Natalie I shall only give you two." I looked up but before I could say anything she waved her hand letting us know that she wanted us gone. I jumped out of the seat and took off out of the office.

Paul was beside me in a second. "So…" he said trailing off. I turned to him and raised an eyebrow and turned and smirked at me with a mischievous look in his eyes. I had seen that look to many times in the girls eyes… and it never ended well. "You wanna see me in wolf form?" He said with hope in his eyes. I stared at him for a while… did I? I noticed that the longer I stood quite the more the panic began to build in his eyes. I slowly shook my head up and down.

"Ok…" I said in almost a whisper. He beamed at me grabbing me and throwing me on his back.

This is going to be very interesting

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Kim's POV After school

Intimidating,

That was the only word that could describe the energy that Nicks and Amanda were projecting. After school we had all agreed to come to my house. I remembered the look on Natalie's face the whole time. It was then that I had realized that Paul must have shown her. When I had caught her eye I gave her a look that clearly stated that we were going to talk later. She had nodded and grabbed Paul's hand tightly causing him to beam. I had rolled my rolls that that… I didn't realize that imprinting meant it turned you into a huge dork.

Anyway, luckily my parents hadn't been home to see what was happening. We were all sitting at the table. Paul, Nat, Jared, and me on one side while it was Nicks and Amanda on the other both trying to glare Paul and Jared to death. I would not be the one to break the silence, I won't, I won't, I—

"ACHUW!" I yelled pulling my hands to my face covering my sneeze. I heard Jared bless me as I sniffled. "Thank you." I said smiling at him. I turned back to Amanda and Nicks who both had their eyebrows raised. My smile fluttered and I gave them my best I'm-your-best-friend look and they sighed. AHA! The power of the look!

They sighed but it was nicks that first spook. "Look I have no clue what is going on with you guys. I do know however that you two are keeping a secret from Amanda and me. However I also can tell that you two love our friends." She said bring up her hands and putting them threw her thick hair that was when Amanda took over.

"Since they are our best friends we are going to give you another warning. You ever hurt them again I will kill you. Not just hurt you kill you." She said glaring at Paul and Jared who squirmed under her gaze. "I don't know why they forgave you… but just remember that we are their best friends, and if you are blackmailing them and I find out then I will again kill you." She said nodding her head. Her short red hair bobbed up and down. Paul and Jared shook their heads wildly knowing that she would. Nicks shook her head also letting them know she would help.

Once they knew their warning was taken seriously Amanda smirked at me. "So when is the date?" She said raising a red eyebrow at me. I glared at her playfully grateful again that no one lost any body parts.

"Tell us!" Nicks whined staring at me and sticking her bottom lip out. I continued to smirk at them. Jared opened his mouth to answer them but I grabbed his hand letting him know not to… oh come on, it is my job as their friend to annoy the shit out of them and just as they are about to die of need I tell them, cruel? Yes, funny as hell? Most certainly. They put their heads together and I looked at how stupid they looked like that.

"On Friday." I said turning and smiling at Jared who was beaming. "So don't worry about missing anything honeybees." I said making kissy faces at them. All of us laughed. My phone rang and I jumped up running over to the phone hook and pulling it up. "Hello?" I said and then I froze as I recognized the voice. Jared was by my side a second knowing something was wrong in the way I was standing still. Then the angry came.

"How the hell did you get this number stinky Steve!" I yelled into the phone. I heard him chuckle. I turned to Jared to see his eye flash with rage. It made a grab at phone but I turned around and looked to Nicks who was pale as a ghost. The anger filled me more at her scared face.

"What the hell do you want!" I yelled again.

"Let me talk to Nicole." He said like I would. I gave a laugh.

"Like that's going to happen." I said with venom. I was about to hang the phone up but I heard his crazy voice on the end.

"She belongs to me. Tell her that no matter how much she ignores me she is mine. Bye Kimmy." He said. I stood still. I knew he didn't hang up either because I could hear his heavy repulsive breathing on the other end. What did he think I was stupid enough to hold the phone as I talked to Nicks and the others… dumbshit. I put the phone back on the hook and turned to Nicks who was staring at the table. I walked over to her and put my arm around her shoulders.

"Don't worry we are going to kick his ass." I said to her. She nodded her head and gave me a nervous smile. I gave her a tight hug and felt four other arms wrap around us. I knew it was Amanda and Natalie.

"Yea, I'll get the baseball bat." Amanda said with a serious face. We all looked to her and then turned to Paul and Jared who had a pain stricken face at the memory and we all broke out in laughter. It was what we needed to break the growing tension.

About an hour Paul and Jared go another call on Jared's phone saying it was important. They left saying they had business to attend to, and that is was very important… I wonder if it had to do with the pack. I shook my head. I would get it out from Jared when we were alone. I smiled as I knew it was going to be soon very soon we were going to be just him and me. Maybe we would finish that little… fun we had in the woods.

I smiled again and ignored the looks the girls were giving me. I can't wait to get that boy alone.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Read this------ Don't kill me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A/N Hey everyone! I hoped you liked this chapter. Ok I know I said I was going to write this chapter with their date but next chapter is the date! The reason I wanted it is because I don't like writing long chapters and with the date it would have been like 10,000 words so the next chapter I swear is ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL Jared and Kim date. Plus I wanted to get a chapter posted up! So don't kill me…. Then again you don't know where I live so HAHA… unless you find me? Stalkers!!!!!!!!

I promise again next chapter you get the date and some juicy hot skin on skin if I don't then you can message me and call me things that will make me cry, then I will be all sad but I will get it done hehe. I just wanted to devote a whole chapter with just them and their love and stuff… you know what stuff I'm talking about.

The chapter after that I am going to introduce the wolves. I promise on my soul… if I have one MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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Priscilla Renea – Dollhouse

Priscilla Renea- I fell in love with you

Priscilla Renea- Hello My Apple

Prima J- Rockstar

Metric- Help I'm alive

Miranda Lembert- Crazy Ex girlfriend