The Two L's: Love, and Lust
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight!!!!!!!!!!
Summary: A Jared and Kim imprint story- Kim has been going to school with Jared Till for as long as she can remember. All of a sudden he leaves when he comes back he suddenly can't stop looking at her. She must now deal with a hormonal teenage wolf boy on her heals. Always staring at her with lust and more importantly love in his black eyes.
My Kim is a little different than everyone else's I don't see her as some weak dork I see her more as a teenage girl who as a crush on a boy not some obsessed person who has been stalking him for like 12 years M for later chapters
Hope you like it!
Also thank you too all the people who reviewed and story altered me. Everyone else screw you… just kidding I love all of you with allllll my wittle heart.
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After our bodies stopped shaking we lay still letting our breathing return back to normal. I don't know how long I laid there with Jared in me. All I knew was that I loved the feel of him, the hotness of his body against mine.
Jared rolled off of me pulling me close to him. I rested my head against his chest allowing the tiredness to take over. I could tell that he was caressing my head with his hand making me drift closer to sleep.
"I love you Kim." I heard Jared's tired voice say. I smiled knowing he was also close to sleep. I held onto him tighter.
"I love you too Jared." I said before my eyes became too heavy for me to hold. Jared loved me and I loved Jared.
This was good,
This was Bliss
Chapter Eleven: Butt Licker!! - Kim's POV
I woke up but kept my eyes closed feeling something very hot under my arms. I realized that I was pressed onto something hard and then I smiled, the memories of what had happened a few hours ago flooding back to me. I was about to pull away from Jared to sit up when he groaned and put his large arms around my body locking me to him. I giggled trying to pull away again but all he did was tighten his biceps. I sighed inside just moving my body so my head was facing up. I opened my eyes and looked at the dark ceiling and then letting them travel around my dark room. It could only be about 3 a.m. at the latest. I lay there a few more minutes before a familiar rush came…
Damn I had to pee!
I moved to get up again. "No…" Jared said his voice thick with sleep. I scoffed and pushed on his chest. "Nooooooooooo…." He said putting his head into my hair and snuggling into me. I was tempted to stay still and give into his strength, however I didn't know when my parents were getting home and I don't think my dad would be very happy to find his daughter butt naked in her small bed with her naked boyfriend… just an idea. Also, I really, really, had to ppppeeeeeeeee! Suddenly Jared turned me back over so that my body was pressed against his, my head against his hard chest.
Despite that, I still didn't want to make him leave. He felt so warm and he smelt so yum-a-licious. I breathed in deep taking in his amazing scent and my body relaxing into his, the tiredness coming back. I hugged him tighter and heard the deep chuckle in his chest. "Now that's what I'm talking about…" Jared said. I rolled my eyes. Ok that's it if I don't go to the bathroom right now I was going to wet myself and as a result get Jared wet too, now I could put up with a lot of things when it comes to a relationship. However, if my boyfriend had peed on me? I would have kicked his ass and then screamed bloody murder at his ass.
"Jared you have to let me go to the bathroom or I am going to pee. Now do you really what that to be the after memory of what we had just done?" I said. I heard Jared grumble in my hair and I smirked, "I know you don't. So let me up and that won't happen now will it? I will be right back I promise." I said hoping to convince him to let me go. He sighed and released me. I smiled jumping out of the bed and sprinting out of my door and across the hall to my bathroom. Luckily I was still naked so all I had to do was plop down on the seat.
"Sittin' on the toilet, I'm sittin' on the toilet; I'm wh-wh-what? I'm sittin' on the toilet." I said moving my hands like I was a DJ spinning my tracks. Once I was done and my body relived of the pressure, I walked over to the sink and washed my hands. Just as I was about to leave I looked up at the mirror and stopping looking at my reflection. I looked down at my body trying to see if there was anything thing different about my appearance.
I put my hands on my hips and turning to the side. I looked critically over my body and smiled. Normally I would see every flaw on my body. I would see the fact that despite my great legs they didn't go nicely with my upper half. I didn't want my breast to be to large but I had always thought they were too small for my body making my curves less... curvy. Not today however,
It was not very noticeable but for some reason for the first time I felt I looked like a… woman. It was the way my breasts sat perfectly on me, perky and plump. The curve of my body was pleasant making me stand taller than my 5'6''. I had always noticed that I had nice skin but I looked with a sharper eye noticing the silkiness of it.
My face was still plain, but I looked to be glowing. My face was bright and my eyes were shining with happiness. I was beautiful and Jared had made me feel this way. I sure as hell wasn't going to let anyone take this from me. This moment was mine; all I had to do was look closer.
I smiled again and turned from the mirror running back to my room. I opened the door to find Jared sitting up with one hand thrown behind his head. God how had we not fallen off! The boy took up almost every inch of my bed. He long legs pulled a little bent so they weren't falling off the bed. I smiled and ran over jumping on him. He laughed wrapping his arms around my waist. We laid there for a few minutes before Jared gave off a heavy sigh and I lifted my head to look at him, noticing that he had been staring at me.
'What?" I asked my eyebrows coming together. He looked at me and smiled gentle as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. I glared at him demanding that he tell me. He chuckled and rolled his dark eyes.
"What are you thinking? I mean you are always so in your head. It drives me crazy but at the same time it makes me want you even more." Jared said looking at me with that intensity that I had seen so many times. "Sometimes I think that you are having this inner monologue." I heard in a snort. You don't know how right you are there buddy. "I just want to know really badly…" Jared said giving me a puppy dog look sported with a small pout of his bottom lip. I rolled my eyes.
"I don't know why. I have always been like that. Even when I was younger the only people who were really able to get me out of my head and back down to earth were the girls." I said rolling over and laying on Jared with my stomach facing up and my back pressed to him. "When I was little I would always get in trouble because I would be drawing these little creatures that didn't exist when I was supposed to be working." I chuckled. "I had gotten so mad when my teacher had yelled at me that I had cursed at her. That was the first time I had never said a bad word. After that I loved it." I said sighing dreamily. Jared laughed causing my body to pop up and down. I giggled when I got a thought. I rolled over so my feet were on the floor. I got up and walked over to my CD collection.
I pulled on out and turned to Jared who had a confused look on his face. I shook my head looking at him in a condescending way. "Jared, Jared, Jared… everyone knows that a girl has two main songs in her life… three if there is a song playing when she is born." I said. It was my turn to look at him like it was the most obvious thing in the world. That only served to make him go into full concentration mode, making that face I had seen so many times in English class.
"What are they then Miss. I know everything that has to do with woman because I am one…" Jared said raising an eyebrow at me but soon he got the confused look on his face again. I snorted with laughter.
"That was the longest name I had even been given... Also it is the most ridiculous." I said looking at him with amusement. Jared rolled his eyes but he chuckled nonetheless. "Ok the first song is the wedding song, like the first dance. The second, not counting the song that is playing at birth, is the song that is played right after the girl has sex the first time, or as she is having it. Despite what you might think we never really forget it." I said rolling my eyes at him.
"What is our song going to be then?" Jared asked with both curiosity and caution on his face. I smiled and walked over to my boom box opening and closing it. I pressed play and smiled as the first song came on. The girl's voice went on.
*talking*
Oh my god
Becky, look at her butt
Its so big
She looks like one of those rap guys girlfriends
Who understands those rap guys
They only talk to her because she looks like a total prostitute
I mean her butt
It's just so big
I can't believe it's so round
It's just out there
I mean, it's gross
Look, she's just so black
I mouthed along with it. "Oh dear God almighty Kim please No!" I heard Jared exclaim through his laughter. Jared got up just as the rap started to play.
*rap*
I like big butts and I cannot lie
You other brothers can't deny
That when a girl walks in with an itty bitty waist
And a round thing in your face
You get sprung
Wanna pull up tough
Cuz you notice that butt was stuffed
Deep in the jeans she's wearing
"What?" I yelled over the music. As Jared got closer to me walking slowly, I backed up a little getting what he was thinking... He must've realized that I realized what he was planning on doing because he laughed.
"Kim I don't want your song to be 'Baby got back'." He said shaking his head at me. I rolled my eyes and began singing along.
I'm hooked and I can't stop staring
Oh, baby I wanna get with ya
And take your picture
My homeboys tried to warn me
But that butt you got
Make Me so horney
Ooh, rump of smooth skin
I squealed as Jared threw me over his shoulder and turned off the song making it cut off just as it got to the good part. "JJJJJJard…" I whined as he walked back over to my bed plopping me down. I glared at him and crossed my arms over my still exposited chest. He laughed at me and shook his head again.
"Kim, no offense but I really think that in ten years when you hear this song you will be like 'What the fuck!' and I really don't want our experience to come to mind." He said. I snickered.
"Jared I am pretty sure 'what the fuck' will come to mind no matter what song I hear when I think about this moment." I said smirking at him casing him to blush. I laughed again. "I made Jared Till blush." I said in a sing-song voice. Jared snorted but I could still see the slight red tint to his cheeks. I sighed and rolled my eyes. "Fine you pick. Mr. I know everything that has to do with woman." I said doing a terrible impression of his deep voice. I saw his lip twitch and I glared at him while I stuck out my tongue at him. He smiled taking my challenge and walking over to my CD collection throwing the other one down and looking through them.
A few seconds he let out a large sigh of frustration… He turned back to me with a look of frustration on his face. "You have nothing." He said with a grumble walking back over to my bed and sitting down making me bounce up and down. I shook my head and laughed. Then I stopped realizing I had the perfect thing. I jumped running over and grabbing the CD. I ripped it out of the clear case and walked over throwing it in and pressing the play button.
Tilly And The Wall came on and 'Beat Control' started playing. I loved this song it made me happy. (A/N- I really do love this song… I am actually listening to it as I write this part.)
Let the beat control you
Let the beat control you
Let the beat control you
Let the beat control you
The song began playing. I forgot about Jared for a second and began moving my body to the song's rhythm. I moved my lips bringing up my hands and running them through my loose hair and twirling around.
All these people talking bout you now
They don't make no difference, no
We always have the rhythm here
In our blood and in our souls
So let the beat control you now
There's nothing here to care about
Just you and me, let's break it down
So follow me, I'll show you how
(repeat x 3)
I sang along as I put my hands in the air twirling around in a circle. I moved my hips in a circular motion my mind going into its own world only aware of the song and how good it felt to just… be. Suddenly hot arms were around my waist spinning me around. I didn't have time to gasp as Jared's lips claimed mine. I kissed back fiercely, he lift me up carrying to back to the bed his lips not once leaving mine. Just as the kiss was getting even better Jared froze still. I opened my eyes in confusion.
"Your parents are home!" He whispered to me with panic. I froze too but I came back to my senses faster than him dreading my parents seeing us like this. I pushed on his chest and he jumped off. He grabbed his clothes while I got my pajamas throwing them over my body like a mad woman. I turned to Jared who was looking like a kid caught in the cookie jar… ok not the right analogy for what Jared and I had been doing.
"Go!" I said grabbing his arm and pulling him to my window. I moved aside and Jared's large form gracefully jumped out into the tree. I was about to close it when his voice stopped me.
"Kim today at six the pack is having a tribe story bon fire thing… you can meet the rest of the wolves." Jared said with hope in his eyes. I nodded my head. He smiled at me with happiness and jumped the rest of his way down. I rolled my eyes. How come when I do that I fall on my ass nearly breaking every bone in it? I know because I am not a werewolf with supernatural powers that can hear things and jump off of buildings not break anything. I shook my head at him and turned around jumping back into my bed and pulling the covers off the floor and over my body.
I turned my body getting my pillows in a good area to make it look like I was sleeping then I realized that I really am stupid. Whenever my parents are gone I always stay up until they come back so they can say goodnight. My mom then tells me about something before dragging herself to bed. I groaned but quickly sat up as I heard footsteps coming up the stairs. I sat up and grabbed the book that was on my nightstand when I realized that I hadn't turned on the light because the moon was coming through window. I sighed in frustration throwing the book down just in time as my door was opened and in walked my mom and dad both looking tired.
"Hi mom, daddy..." I said giving them my best smile. My mom smiled at me walking over and giving me a small kiss on the forehead, damn I could smell the alcohol on her breath. I looked to my dad who was eyeing me but it was soon gone as he walked over to me also giving me a kiss as he undid his tie.
"Sweet heart I am very tired…" My mom said with a slight slur to her words causing my dad to chuckle. I nodded my head as she turned around stumbling a little as she walked out, but not before giving my dad a kiss. Once she was out the door my dad rounded on me giving me a look of suspension. I hid my nervousness and smiled at him faking a yawn.
"I am so tired." I said looking at him with droopy eyes. He continued to look at me before walking forward.
"Kim just so you know you never call me daddy unless something happened that you don't want me to know." He said raising an eye brow at me. I froze but me being me…
"HAHAHAHA!" I faked laughed and it came out sounding near hysteria. "Dad stop being ridiculous I have not been doing anything that you would not approve of and I would appreciate if you would not accuse me of things like that it is very rude and I think that you owe me an apology because you hurt my feelings." I said it all coming out in a rush as I waved my arms in front of me looking like crazy woman. I snorted and shook my head to the sides rapidly. I turned back to my dad to see he was still looking at me like I was crazy before shaking his large head.
"Love you kimsters." He said rolling his eyes at me before turning and walking out. I sighed in relief. I swear I really need to work on my performances. I mean that was the worst thing I could do. What if he suspected something! That would be the most embarrassing thing in the world.
I sighed before falling back onto my pillow and closing. I really needed my sleep if I wanted to look presentable to the wolves.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Two Hours Before Jared Arrives
Amanda jumped up from the kitchen table jumping in a circle singing one of the most embarrassing songs known to mankind, or in our case womankind. "Kim is not a virgin, Kim is not a virgin." She sang at me while Nicks and Natalie laughed at my expense. I blushed beat red and glared at them. Amanda stopped twirling and turned to look at me still doing a jumpy dance thing. "I said Kim is not a virgin, say what? I said kimsters no longer has the V card." She said smiling at me. I glared harder at her as my face grew redder. This was the reason I had been avoiding them all day. I had even done the hole unplug the home phone; turn off the cell phone thing. Unfortunately, that only lasted a while before these hyenas decided to come to my house.
"I can't believe that you are the first out of us to loss it, I always thought it was going to be Amanda." Nicks said with a shake of her head. At that Amanda stopped her singing and turned to glare at Nicks. Nicks smiled at her and shrugged her shoulders. "Please Amanda out of all of us you are the most out there. I am surprised you laste—" Nicole cut off and ducked just before a huge banana hit her in the head. It zoomed past her and she turned back to Amanda who was wearing a satisfied smirk on her face.
"Nicks is anyone was most likely to lose her V card first it was you… after all we all know how flexibly you are." Amanda said her smirk growing bigger. Nicks gasp at the comment and jumped to her feet. She put her hands on her hips and her face took on a very childish look.
"Would not!" She said with a pout. Amanda rolled her eyes also putting her hands on her hips.
"Would too!"
"Would not!"
"Would too!"
"Stop!" Natalie yelled rolling her eyes at their childish behavior. I put my hand over my mouth to cover my laughter. Unfortunately Natalie heard me and turned to glare at me. "You are encouraging them. I read about this in a magazine about psychology. Kim you are what they call an enabler." She said with a nod of her head and pushing up her glasses using her index finger. I snorted and I heard Amanda and Nicks laughing thinking the same thing that I was.
"I hope you realize Nat that, that speech you just made was one of the nerdiest things I had ever heard… and this is coming from me." I said smirking at her. She blushed and glared at me. Amanda and Nicole began laughing harder at the expense of Nat. I chuckled to as her face grew redder.
"You know we love you." Nicks said walking back over and sitting down next to Nat and putting her arm around her shoulders. "I mean you are the only reason I even do my homework… without you my little Natakins I would have failed out by now." Nicks said batting her long lashes and pinching Nat's cheek. Nat swatted her hand away and then smiled.
"I forgot to tell you guys Paul asked me out on a date tomorrow! I am sooooooooo happy it is going to be the first one since… that misunderstanding. I hope it will be fun." Nat said with a dreamy look on her face. I smiled and shook my head at her then stopped to look at her.
"Aren't you going to the bon fire tonight?" I asked her with a raise of my eyebrow. Nat looked up and shook her head no.
"Can't, mom said that she needs me to help her. She wants to paint her bed room and we have to go shopping to pick out a comforter to go along with the new paint because the old ones clash." Nat said with a snort and a small roll of her eyes at her mom's antics. Suddenly Nicks jumped up clapping her hands in a fast pace.
"You guys! I forgot! We have to make Kim all pretty for Jared! She is going to meet his friends and we can't very well have her looking like a fucking stinky hobo on crystal meth now can we?" Nicks said turning to smile at me. I snorted and was about to protest when Amanda jumped up to grabbing my arm and yanking me up.
"To the bat cave my dear friends!" She yelled grabbing my arm and running around the table to my room, she dragged me along with her I laughed at how stupid she was. Next thing you know Amanda is going to start thinking that she is batman and Nicks, Nat, and me are all her side kicks. This brings me to the whole robin thing. I don't know about you but robin in the movie was so much fucking hotter than that old guy that plays batman… getting off topic.
We reached my room and Amanda pulled me in pushing me down on my bed. Soon Nicks, and Natalie came in and started to run around my room pulling together an outfit for the bon fire. I feel to my back and waited for them to stop arguing about what I should and should not wear.
After about ten minutes I felt my eyes begin to fall closed as I drifted to sleep. Suddenly I was yanked off the bed and onto my feet. I groaned at them as they shoved the clothes into my hands. I sighed as I stripped down to my panties and bra. I pulled on the dark blue skinny jeans, mu shirt with Bob Marley on it, and my dark pink flats. "Happy?" I said raising an eyebrow at them. All of them stepped back and put a hand on their chins looking at me with critical eyes. Nicks snapped her fingers before turning around and grabbing my gold bangles and throwing them to me. I put them on. "Now?" I asked with an impatient sigh. They smiled at me and nodded their heads.
"Goody… now we have like one hour and 50 minutes left so I think we should watch a movie." I said walking past them and down the stairs. I could almost feel the girls rolling their eyes at me. I swear if they kept doing that then their eyes were going to fall right out of their heads… now that won't be very good at all.
I flopped down on my couch and the girls followed suit. We all got comfy me moving my body so my head was on Nicks shoulder and one leg on Nat. Amanda reached over and grabbed the remote flipping through the channels. They decided on something but I wasn't paying attention. You see on the outside I was cool and collected like ice. On the inside I was like oh shit! Oh shit!
You would be the same way if you were going to meet your boyfriend's werewolf friends… or at least the new one. Plus I know that Emily will be there which will be awkward because I mean I almost pound her boyfriend's wee-wee in with a bat that one time. Plus! I had sex with Jared and I remember how they said they don't have secrets because of that stupid mind connect thing. It really pisses me off! I mean it is none of their bees wax what Jared and me do behind closed doors! Ok, deep breaths, calm down. I swear I was going to get an ulcer if I don't stop the stress that was making my heart buzz as if I was a fish at a tuna making factory.
Actually tuna sounds really good right now… Off topic!
I shook my head and tried to concentrate on the flashing lights in front of me. Before I knew it the door bell was ringing and I looked at time and smiled seeing that he was right on time. That was one of the reasons I really loved Jared he wasn't like some of those guys you know the whole 'I'll call you baby' and then like a month later you are waiting by the phone rocking back and forth waiting for the damn call!
Sorry I had watched Audition you know that really freaky Japanese movie. I shook my head and jumped up running over to the door and ripping it open but before I could say hi Jared grabbed me pulling me into a tight hug. He reached down and gave me a small kiss sending my heart on over drive. I pulled back and smiled at him turning back to the girls to see they were smirking at us.
"Hello lover boy…" Amanda said doing a overly sexy face.
"Jared, Jared, Jared I hope you realize that you popped our sweet Kim's cherry, which mean you're on our radar bud." Nicks said doing a fake glare at him. I flushed a fierce red which caused them in break out into laughter. I rolled my eyes and before they could embarrass me more I grabbed Jared's hand turning and running down to his car letting their laughter fad to the back.
I didn't at Jared until I was in the car with my seat belt tightened around me. I turned to him once I heard him turn on the engine. "Well that was humiliating…" I mumbled my face still hot. Jared chuckled and turned to me placing a hand on my cheek and trailing his fingers over my jaw and lips, suddenly his face turned to one of guilty.
"Ummmm… Kim I forgot to mention that a few more people joined the pack…" He said running his hands threw his hair. I felt my face freeze with shock. "I am sorry! It is just I don't want you to freak out and I know you were nervous about meeting one new member but like three…" he said shaking his head. I gulped, three?
"Who are they?" I asked looking at him with curiosity. Jared turned to look at me with a relived face.
"Embry, which I told you about. Also Quil, Seth, Leah and Jacob…" Jared said fast turning and pressing on the gas. I glared at him knowing he was keeping something from me. He started to squirm under my gaze. That's right feel the burn baby. Finally he sighed.
"You also get to meet Bella Swan…" He said not looking at me. I felt my chest well up in anger.
"That is more then three Jared till you fucking money face, poopy faced, butt licker!" I yelled before I stopped for a second realized I called him too face names. Whatever I still got my insults across… then why was he laughing at me!
"Jared it is not funny!" I said with frustration. Jared stopped laughing and turned to look at me.
"I swear Kim it is going to be ok… ok." He said giving me a puppy dog look. I huffed and turned to face forward crossing my arms. He sighed and also turned to face the road.
You win this time Jared, but I swear you mess with the bull, and also if you wear red, you get the horns.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Read this------ Sorry this took so long I am really sick I came down with the flu (Not swine flu!) and I have done nothing but sleep so forgive me. Also sorry if this chapter is kinda crap... I know it is so again all my author's apologies… ok I think I should stop apologizing.
A/N Hey everyone! I hoped you liked this chapter. Also next chapter is Kim meeting the wolves but I noticed that the people who message me told me that they like the shorter chapters and this one is more of a filler I know so again forgive me (DAMN IT I DID IT AGAIN) I promise that next chapter I am going to try really hard and I am going to make it one of my best pinky swear. Also the chapter after that I am going to throw in the Paul and Natalie date, and then I am going to put in a fight scene between two people… no not who you think (It is going to be a surprise.)
These are the songs I listened to as I wrote this!
Beat Control- Tilly and the wall
And then a CD my sister had burned for me containing oldies