The Two L's: Love, and Lust

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight!!!!!!!!!!

Summary: A Jared and Kim imprint story- Kim has been going to school with Jared Till for as long as she can remember. All of a sudden he leaves when he comes back he suddenly can't stop looking at her. She must now deal with a hormonal teenage wolf boy on her heals. Always staring at her with lust and more importantly love in his black eyes.

My Kim is a little different than everyone else's I don't see her as some weak dork I see her more as a teenage girl who as a crush on a boy not some obsessed person who has been stalking him for like 12 years M for later chapters

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"You also get to meet Bella Swan…" He said not looking at me. I felt my chest well up in anger.

"That is more than three Jared till you fucking money face, poopy faced, butt licker!" I yelled before I stopped for a second realized I called him too face names. Whatever I still got my insults across… then why was he laughing at me!

"Jared it is not funny!" I said with frustration. Jared stopped laughing and turned to look at me.

"I swear Kim it is going to be ok… ok." He said giving me a puppy dog look. I huffed and turned to face forward crossing my arms. He sighed and also turned to face the road.

You win this time Jared, but I swear you mess with the bull, and also if you wear red, you get the horns.

Chapter Twelve: The Wolf Boys and Their Appetite - Kim's POV

The rest of the trip to the bon fire I ignored Jared and his persistent talking. He even went as far as turning on the radio and doing the most ridiculous dance thing to You Can Call Me Al by Paul Simon. I almost laughed at that but I turned my head out the window to not show him the small smile that was creeping onto my face. When we got to the beach I could see the small light of the fire and I could barely make out the many shadows. I gulped and stayed seated.

"Come on Kim." Jared says to me gently. I stay seated and he sighs jumping out and before I knew it my door was being opened and Jared was undoing my seat belt. I squealed loudly as he pulled me out and put me over his shoulder. "Kim you are you are the most in your face person I know… besides Paul. I would think that because of that you would be able to hold your own against a couple of people." I could almost hear the roll of his eyes. I gasped in anger.

"I can! Excuse me for being a little frightened of meeting all those people, all of them looking as if they eat steroids for breakfast! I mean they could flick my forehead with their finger and I could wake up in China!" I yelled at Jared. I gasped again as Jared placed his hand on my butt still trotting down the beach. I started to panic so I began pounding on his hard back with my tiny fists… not a good combination. "Jared Till you will put me on my feet this very moment or so help me I will pound your face in with that baseball bat! Just try me!" I said still hitting his back.

Jared chuckled and I groaned in frustration knowing that he was not afraid of me. Instead I let my arms go limp, allowing them to jiggle as Jared continued to jog down the beach. I soon felt the blood going to my head and I knew that when he put me down my face was going to be an awful red and I was going to feel woozy… well isn't that just a wonderful mixture. Sooner than I thought Jared was lifting me off his shoulder and placing me on my feet. I turned on him and glared. He gave me a puppy dog look and I glared at him.

"I don't like being man handled. Go it again and I promise you will regret it." I said smirking at him. He gulped and gave me a shaky smile. I nodded my head, proud that my threat got through to him. I heard snickering and I turned around looking around at the circle of people. I blushed but continued to look back at the many dark eyes that were on me.

"Hello everyone, I am Kim." I said giving them a small smile. It was returned by all most everyone.

"Hi Kim…" The boys chanted back. I rolled my eyes; I swear girls matured so much faster than boys. I had to hold in a snort, who the hell was I kidding? I mean have you met my friends? We are some of the most immature people you will ever meet. I smiled as I noticed three of the four boys that Jared told me about walking forward with smiles on their faces. I took in their appearances, noticing the similarities between them and Jared.

The two on the left and right stood at a tall 6'5'', while the one in the middle was shorter than them at maybe 6'2'', their backs straight. All three of the boys like the others had their hair cut short, making their black hair stand in all directions. All of them also had the normal Quileute Indian skin color that was our tribe's trade mark. None of them were wearing shoes, and they were all wearing shorts with a loose shirt over their bodies.

Once they reached me the one on the left reached forward and pulled me into a tight hug making me feel the vibrations of his loud laugh. He also had the heat thing going for me. I swear one of these days I would have a heat stroke! Then the girls will be pissed and come and kill these walking furnaces

"If it isn't the famous Kimsters! Jared here has been talking, and thinking about you nonstop!" He said laughing again. "I swear I think I am in love with you myself." He said I could hear the smile in his voice. I chuckled as I heard a low growl of warning coming from Jared. The tree sized boy placed me on my feet making me able to look at him closer. I was surprised to find that his eyes, unlike Paul, Sam, and Jared, they are a deep chocolate color that was dancing with amusement. He had white teeth but he had a little bit of an over bit.

I smiled. "I am so sorry but I am taken…" I sighed sadly causing the boy to laugh again.

"Ok my turn!" The one on the right said pushing the other boy out of the way. He stepped forward and grabbed my hand. "You, my fair lady, are quite beeeeeeeautiful." He said raising a thick black eyebrow at me. He put his head down having to bend a lot and placed a kiss on my hand. I chuckled, he then looked up and I noticed his eyes were a common brown however they had a twinkle in them that made me at ease. "I do hope that you will be around more often, it is boring around me when you see the same people alllllll the time." He said with a roll of his eyes. I smiled.

"I have a feeling at I will be… after all we can't have you dyeing of boredom now can we?" I said raising an eyebrow at him. He smiled showing his nice teeth and opened his mouth again but the last boy pushed him aside. I immediately knew who he was. Seth Clearwater.

Ok so I didn't know him personally but in a small place like this everybody is in everyone else's business. He is brother to Leah Clearwater, aka the bitch of the Reservation. She was the one dumped by Sam. I smiled at him and he smiled hugely back also stepping forward and pulling me into a massive hug.

"Kim Connweller. I am happy to finally meet you. I haven't been in the pack long but I swear Jared has not shut his mouth about you." He said putting me back on my feet. Seth was younger than the rest of the boys making his face much more baby like, which contrasted oddly with his almost manly body. His eyes like my Jared were black but held a child like look to them.

"Glad to meet you too. I mean I always see you around school but you know you being younger than me and all… I never got around to talking to you." I said to him with an apologetic smile. He laughed and shook his head.

"No problema." He said stepping back. I felt Jared grab my hand and I turned to look at him to see a huge smile of relief. How much you wanna bet that he thought that I might run away screaming at the top of my lungs? I don't know why he would think that considering that I was the most level headed person I can think of, and these many over grown boys were not going to scare old Kimmy here.

"Kim that is Quil…" Jared said pointing to the smiling boy on the left. "That over grown monkey is Embry…" He said again pointing to the one on the right. "You know Seth." Jared said with a small smile on his face as he stared at me. I felt my mouth drop open and I brought my hand to my mouth.

"Quil and Embry! I am so sorry you guys look so different I didn't recognize you at all." I said shaking my head. Both of them laughed while Quil shrugged his large shoulders.

"Food!" I heard a familiar voice yell from behind us. All the boys, including Jared, before Seth, Embry, and Quil turned around and ran over to the table with all the food, pushing and shoving each other the whole way. I turned to Jared to see him eyeing the food that was now being inhaled by everyone and I rolled my eyes. "Go." I said. He turned to me and smiled giving me a small kiss before letting go of my hand and running over to the food pushing the other massive boys out of the way. I looked around at all of the other people sitting around the campfire.

I noticed that Emily was cuddled into a close embrace with Sam as he just stared at her with his large arm thrown over her slim shoulder. Next to them was Paul making gagging motions causing Sam to turn and whack him over the head. I smiled and then felt my brow crease as I turned to the other side of the fire to see Leah was ignoring them as she stared at the blazing fire. Leah was actually very beautiful. Her jet black hair was cut short making it fall around her ears. Her skin was dark and clear with high cheek bones, but unlike me her sharp eyes evened them out. She was lean and tall, giving her a warrior look. Her eyes were down cast, but her face was soft making me see what she must have been like before the Sam incident.

I shook my head and turned to the two older men sitting beside her. I smiled as I walked over. The girls and I have known them for all my life seeing as my father has been helping them for so long. I walked around and walked up behind them hoping to see if I could scare them. I looked up and noticed Emily and Sam staring at me with their heads titled. I brought my finger up and put it over my mouth telling them to be quite. Sam shook his head with amusement and Emily giggled turning away. I went up behind Billy Black's wheelchair and I lifted my arms giving myself a bear look and was about to give off a huge bear roar to match my stance when…

"Hello Kim, how are you doing?" Billy said without even turning around. I pouted as I walked around them standing in front of them. I crossed my arms and pouted more as all three of the old men laughed.

"That isn't fair! I swear the reason you guys have long is to cover those extra pair of eyes." I said mock-glaring at them. Billy, and Makalu smiled at me, both showing me the wrinkles around their eyes.

Billy had black hair with a few white streaks through it. It fell down to his shoulders, completely straight. Despite the wrinkles and grey strikes he looked only about thirty-five, when he was actually in his forties. He had strong arms as he was also wheeling himself around. I remember how the girls and I had weep for days when we found that he was in that car crash making him paralyzed from the waist down. I had felt so bad for Jacob and the twins.

I don't think I have ever told you that in second and third grade Jacob and me had play dates twice a week. I think that back then our parents were trying to get us together. As we got older we stopped talking to each other as much, but I still cared for me… so many hours together does that to someone.

Anyway, Billy's eyes were dark and big with wisdom shinning behind them. His voice was deep and had this way of making you hang onto every word. It was like Morgan Freeman's voice. I mean damn! That man can speak! Actually that is a little creepy of me lusting after a guy that can be my grandfather.

Anyway… we are going to pretend that I am not a creeper.

"Kim, every time you and the girls see us you try and scare us. You would think that after sixteen years you would realize that it is never going to happen." Makalu said shaking his head while he chuckled. I turned to him and stuck my tongue out at him causing him to chuckle again.

Makalu was the oldest elder. He was about seventy years old. He had crow feet with deep wrinkles around his forehead and mouth as well. However, like Billy his eyes were dark and were always shining with this deep wisdom and also sadness. You see twenty years ago Makalu's wife drowned. I don't know how it happened because Makalu doesn't take about her, but he always has his look in his eyes that always showed that she was in the back of his mind. His hair was long hair that went to his lower back. It was grey with a black stripe going down the left side. His voice was deep and raspy with the same magic thing to it making you want to hear him speak.

I rolled my eyes at him and stepped forward wrapping my arms around both of them. I pulled back and looked both of them faking a grimace.

"You guys have gotten oooooollllldddd." I said shaking my head at them. Billy snorted and reached forward ticking my sides with his big hands causing me to squeal and I jumped back. "Was that really necessary?" I said shaking my head at them and turning away from their laughter. I turned to Jared who had a mass plate of food. Damn, I am surprised that throw away plate hasn't given out yet! I shook my head and walked over to him, plopping down just as he shoved two hot dogs into his mouth. I turned away in disgust and looked around the fire seeing that all of the other boys were doing the same thing. Now that is just disgusting!

"You want some?" Jared said to me. I turned to look at him to see he was holding out of plate to me… on it was a huge piece of chocolate cake covered in frosting… I think I just had an orgasm. I snatched the plate from his hand as my mouth watered… yummy, yummy cake… hey, that brought to mind a wonderful song.

"Yummy, yummy cake, yummy cakey. I said this is yummy, yummy cake." I sang as I took the fork and began eating. I was dancing a little as I put another piece in my mouth. I heard laughing and I turned to Jared and glared. "It is not my fault that this cake is hella good!" I said mock-glaring at him. He shook his head and continued to shove disgusting amounts of food into his mouth. I swear the boy was going to choke if he didn't slow down. I pretended to gag and he turned to me with a small glare, I put on my best innocent look when he turned away again I made the same noise.

"What?" He said turning to me in confusion. "I am eating…" Jared said rolling his eyes. I shrugged my shoulders.

"Noting it is just that you eat as if you are never going to see food again and I was just wondering how you cannot chock." Then I widened my eyes in fake horror. "No Jared! Don't chock! You're too fat for me to be able to get my small arms around you!" I said putting my head in my hands and pretending to cry. Everyone around us snorted with laughter and I looked up just in time to see Jared chuckle and roll his eyes.

"Whatever you say Kim." He said still with a small smile. The chatter went on for a few more minutes until noises came from the woods. I turned my head and looked just as Jacob Black walked out with a huge smile and a held out his hand for a girl to grab.

I turned to Jared and saw as he scrunched up his nose. I didn't hear the people greeting the girl but I assumed she was Bella Swan. "What?" I whispered to him knowing he could hear me. He looked down at me and gave me a small smile.

"Nothing, it is just that she smells like vampire's it is too…" Again Jared scrunched up his nose. "Sweet." He said looking back to Bella. I turned my head also and examined the girl.

She was pretty. Her skin was pale but she had a deep blush on her face giving it some color. Her thick brown hair fell down her back and slightly covered her face as she sat close to Jacob. The way she hunched over made me know that she was shy. She looked to be about eighteen, with a petite body. She chuckled softly at something Jacob said. I looked at her close noticing that her eyes were big with a deep chocolate color. I turned to look at Jacob who was staring at her with love, I turned back to Bella who was staring at him with love… but not as intensely. This was very interesting indeed.

I was pulled out of my thoughts as Jared put his arm around my shoulder, engulfing me into his intense heat. I sighed and leaned in close making him tighten his grip. Evil Kim was trying to make me fall asleep; she was saying 'Sleep Kim, you know you want to. Just close your eyes.' No evil Kim! Leave me alone… I must stay awake.

I was about to went I suddenly felt like someone was staring at me. No it was not Jared, he stares that me so much that I have memorized how his stare feels. It was someone else's. I discreetly opened one eye, you know what you do when you are playing Marco Polo, you are peeking but you don't want your friends to know. Anyway, I opened it a little to see that Bella was staring at me with her head tilted to the side. I resisted the urge to yell, 'Bitch, what the fuck are you looking at!' I don't think that would be the best thing to do so I kept my mouth shut. I closed my eye and tightened my jaw. I wonder what was going on through her head.

I was half asleep when Jared suddenly lifted me up in a sitting position but kept me close to his body. I looked around noticing that everyone was looking to the elders and that Emily had out a notebook and was paying close attention. I also turned to them just as Billy's deep voice started to tell the stories of our tribe. I closed my eyes and listened closely to the way his deep husky voice caressed around each word he spoke.

About half way through the third wife story, Makalu took over, his raspy voice also bringing the story to life painting a perfect picture of the events, how the wife had thrown herself down in front of the cold one. Her blood surrounding her, how her imprint had weep for her dead body. I felt my throat become tight and my eyes took on that sensation of wanting to cry but I held them back, tightening my eyes even more.

When the story stopped I opened my eyes again looking around at everyone noticing that again they went back to chatting. I turned to Jared to see he was staring at me and I smiled at me. Jared smiled back and placed a small kiss on my forehead.

"What did you think?" Jared asked raising an eyebrow at me,

"It was amazing… I mean I didn't realize how Jordan and I had sucked big monkey balls until I heard them tell it." I said with a small shake of my head. Jared laughed and tightened me close to his side until I was almost on his lap.

"Kim you really do have the weirdest way of saying things…" Jared said with a small shake of his head. I smiled sweetly at me and reached up placing a small kiss on his cheek.

"That is why you looooovvvvveee me, you big old tree." I said batting my long lashes at him. He laughed giving me a quick kiss on my lips.

"Yummy… give me another one." I said puckering my lips. He chuckled and gave me a longer harder kiss. He pulled back. "You taste good." I said smiling at him. He opened his mouth but was cut off by a collective chorus of gags. We both turned and glared at the boys, but it was Paul that spoke up.

"Please stop… I swear I am going to have nightmares for the rest of my life." Paul said grimcing and shaking his head causing the other boys, including Sam… what kind of alpha would allow such verbal abuse?, to laugh at us.

Jared growled and picked up a nearby rock throwing it across the fire but Paul stopped it before it could hit him in the head. Paul tossed it aside as if nothing had happened and shoved another huge hog dog into his mouth… it was too easy.

"You know Paul last time I checked Natalie was a girl… I don't think you need to practice shoving such huge things in your mouth, try licking that Popsicle over there… that would come in handy." I said smiling sweetly at him. Paul gagged spitting out the hog dog and looking at me with horror, everyone was quite until…

"That was funny as hell!" Quil yelled before going into hysterical laughter. Soon everyone was laughing at the look on Paul's face. Paul throws down the rest of his hot dog onto the ground and wiped his mouth.

"I am not so hungry anymore…" Paul said glaring at me causing everyone to laugh harder. I was leaning onto Jared and I was holding my stomach. Jared's head was on mine as his loud laughter was in sync with mine.

After we calmed down people again began small groups of chatter. Until Jacob spoke up…

"We have to go…" He said smiling with some sadness on his face. Bella stood up behind him looking tried… I wonder if she had a bedtime? Everyone said good by and they were about to walk away went I remember something I jumoed up.

"Wait!" I yelled running around the fire to where they were about to go. They turned around and Jacob gave me a confused look while Bella looked at me waiting. I stopped in front of her looking into her eyes making her blush a deep red.

"Yes?" She said her voice soft letting me know I was right earlier about her being shy. I smiled.

"Can I smell you?" I said tilting my head to the side. She stuttered and her face became even redder. I turned to Jacob to see he was staring at me like I was crazy. I stuck my tongue out at him. "Look Jared told me that she smells sweet, like her Vamp. BF and I want to know what they smell like…" I said shrugging my shoulders at him and turning back to Bella, ignoring Jacobs hard look.

"S-sure…" She said her nice eyebrows coming together. I smiled and took a step forward, she was my height making it easy, putting my nose to her neck and breathing in deep. What the fuck was Jared talking about! The girl smelled great! I inhaled again before steeping back to see that her face was so red that she might explode from the heat.

"Thank you…" I said nodding my head and turning around walking back to Jared. Everyone was looking at me like I was crazy but I ignored them taking my seat next to Jared. Bella turned to Jacob who shrugged his large shoulders and held out his hand. Bella promptly took it… did she not have a boyfriend? I mean goodness she sure as hell wasn't acting like it.

They turned around and walked away. Once I was sure they were gone I looked around at the questioning eyes.

"I don't know what you guys are talking about. I think that she smells really good." I said turning to Jared who was shaking his head at me.

"Kim, Kim, Kim… you have so much to learn." He said. I stuck my tongue out at him.

"Don't you triple Kim me." I said mock-glaring at him. Jared chuckled as he started standing up and holding out his hand.

"We better get you home." He said. I nodded my head and took his hand letting him pull me to my feet. He turned around and tugged me onto his back making me wrap my legs around him and placing my chin on his shoulder. "Bye everyone…" He said. They all chanted us their goodbyes. I said it back and suddenly noticed that it was dark I breathed in deep taking in Jared's smell. "You smell better than her." I said breathing in deep again. Jared laughed making me shake.

"I would hope so…" He said. I could hear the smile in his voice. I suddenly felt tired so I closed my eyes and let the sleep pull me in.

"Stay with me tonight…" I said yawning big. I felt Jared nod quickly causing me to smile again.

Tomorrow I had a long day getting Nat ready for her date… I have to buy her some condoms. I can't wait to see her face.

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A/N Hey everyone! I hoped you liked this chapter. Next chapter is going to Natalie and Paul's date because everyone who has been reviewing has been telling me that you like them a lot so I will write it. Also I have gotten over my sickness YAY!!!! I will be updating more because I start my Christmas break on Wednesday and I am not going anywhere while all my friends are so I will have a lot of spare time to write chapters!

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These are the songs I listened to as I wrote this!

Beat Control- Tilly and the wall

Tick tock- Keisha

New Moon Soundtrack!