The Two L's: Love, and Lust
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I in no way, shape, or form any of the twilight characters. However I did create Natalie, Amanda, and Nicole.
Summary: A Jared and Kim imprint story- Kim has been going to school with Jared Till for as long as she can remember. All of a sudden he leaves when he comes back he suddenly can't stop looking at her. She must now deal with a hormonal teenage wolf boy on her heals. Always staring at her with lust and more importantly love in his black eyes.
My Kim is a little different than everyone else's I don't see her as some weak dork I see her more as a teenage girl who as a crush on a boy not some obsessed person who has been stalking him for like 12 years M for later chapters
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"We better get you home." He said. I nodded my head and took his hand letting him pull me to my feet. He turned around and tugged me onto his back making me wrap my legs around him and placing my chin on his shoulder. "By everyone…" He said. They all chanted us their goodbyes. I said it back and suddenly noticed that it was dark I breathed in deep taking in Jared's smell. "You smell better than her." I said breathing in deep again. Jared laughed making me shake.
"I would hope so…" He said. I could hear the smile in his voice. I suddenly felt tired so I closed my eyes and let the sleep pull me in.
"Stay with me tonight…" I said yawning big. I felt Jared nod quickly causing me to smile again.
Tomorrow I had a long day getting Nat ready for her date… I have to buy her some condoms. I can't wait to see her face.
Chapter Thirteen: A Date with Chemistry - Natalie's POV
You know that feeling of when something major is about to happen and so your stomach is turning which makes you want to puck? Well that is what I am feeling right now. Why? I bet you are wondering in the depths of your mind. It is pretty simple, today Paul and I are going on a date, but the kicker is, is that it is our first date after he had told me that he was a werewolf. I have accepted it, but that doesn't mean I don't have a butt load of questions to ask him. I really did own Kim, without her I would have never believed him. Well, I would have but it would have taken me forever to suck it up and to go to Paul.
That didn't matter right now. What mattered was to keep from freaking out until the girls get here to help me to get ready for this date! Oh my god… what if I start my period in the middle of dinner! No what if something worse happens. What if I sneeze and bogeys go flying everywhere and it gets in his hair! Or his food! That would be totally humiliation and I would die of shame, you think I am kidding but I would really have a heart attack and fall over onto the floor, cold stone died. That would be the worst thing to ever happen in all of the world, and the universe… Ok I think I am spending too much time with the girls.
I was stopped from having a heart attack by the door bell ringing; telling me the girls were finally here, saving me from picking out an outfit that would make an ogre vomit and then run away screaming. I ran to the door with just a pair of short and an over-sized shirt on, ripping the door open to reveal my three over excited friends.
"It is finally time to make little Miss. Natalie here a sexy ass beast!" Nicks yelled as she throws her head back causing her black hair to come down from its loose bun.
"Wait until we are done with you. Paul is going to get a major hard on." Amanda said smirking at me. I looked down at the ground and I felt my face heat up… Damn my easy blush. I heard laughter and familiar arms wrapped around me, pulling me into a tight hug.
"No worries my friend, if Paul is as big as Jared then that is a good thing." Kim said in my ear making me redden and causing the girls to laugh even harder. I looked up and glared knowing that I was in no way threatening. All they did was roll their eyes in synchronization. I swear sometimes I think we are quadruplets that were born to different mothers.
"Come one missy, it is 5:50 and he will be here at 7." Amanda said looking at her small watch that hung loose around her tiny wrist. Nicks and Kim nodded before Kim stepped forward grabbing my upper arm and dragging me to my room, throwing open the door and pushing dragging me in behind her. Nicks and Amanda were close behind shutting the door closed.
I actually loved my room. It was painted an ocean blue color that went perfectly with a purple and blue comforter. My mom had carpet installed because the wooden floor had always been ice cold. I had two book selves filled with all of my favorite authors from Shakespeare Romeo and Juliet, to Jane Austen Pride and Prejudice. My work desk was also piled with my school books with loose papers in a neat stack on top of them. The desk was put in front of the single window allowing the sun (when it actually came out) to shine through and onto my work.
I was pulled out of my thoughts as I heard the girls going through my closet. I turned to them in horror as they began pulling out clothes and then throwing them onto the ground.
"What the freak toaster are you doing?" I yelled as more and more of my clothes began making a huge pile on the floor. I ran over just as a shirt went flying onto my face blinding me. "I can't see!" I yelled spinning around. I heard a loud snort and then the shirt was pulled off my head for me to see Kim and Amanda snickering and Nicks holding the offending shirt.
"I thought you were the smart one?" She said smirking at me before throwing the shirt onto the ground making the pile grow even bigger. I stuck my tongue out at her and she did the same before I heard too groans and I turned to Kim and Amanda. They both turned around in frustration.
"You have nothing sexy to wear!" Kim yelled throwing her hands in the air. Amanda shook her head in agreement. We all stood still for a second before Kim snapped her fingers. "I got it!" She yelled before turning around and yanking one of my deep blue over-sized shirts off the hanger. She turned to Amanda. "Amanda give Nat your black leggings, Nicks giver her that black belt." She said. Amanda and Nicks shrugged before Nicks and Amanda handed me the things. Kim walked over to me pulling off my shirt and shorts, making me stand only in my underwear and bra. Kim handed me the leggings and I pulled them on. They were a little tighter on me but I still looked ok. Kim then pulled the blue shirt over me and I fell to a few inches below my butt.
She put the black belt around my wait pulling it tight. Nicks and Amanda both realized what she was doing. Amanda then walked over to my dresser pulling out a pair of scissors while Nicks got the makeup set up. Amanda walked over making me gulp and close my eyes. I trust them… I think. I kept my eyes closed as I heard the scissors cutting my sleeves. "Open!" Amanda yelled after she had turned me around to face the mirror. I opened my eyes slowly fearing on what she had done when I was surprised to see that I actually… loved it.
The sleeves were cut to make a slit. The black belt made the shirt cling to my body showing my curves. With the black leggings it made the shirt pass for a shorter dress. The only thing that would have made it better was if I didn't need to wear these glasses. Amanda came up from behind me and wolf whistling at me. "Damn! You look sexy as a bitch!" She said snapping her small fingers. I blushed causing them all to laugh.
"Now it is my turn!" Nicks yelled jumping up and down like a two year old. I rolled my eyes turning to her.
"Just get it over with…" I said shaking my head and taking off my glasses causing everything to go blurry. Unfortunately I was still able to make out Nicks sadistic smirk and I gulped… this was not going to be fun.
45 minutes later:
"Are we done?" I whined. "Ouch!" I yelled as all three of the girls smacked me across the head. I opened my eyes and glared at their innocent faces… they are liars, those big guiltless eyes can't fool Natalie!
They giggled as my glared hardened, I sighed realizing that it was useless. I shook my head at them before standing up and turning to face the mirror again looking at my reflection and gasping. Nicks had put a soft pink lip gloss on me causing my lips to look a bit fuller then their normal thinness. My hair was put in a side ponytail making the blond spiral fall to one side. Despite the glasses my eyes looked amazing with the smoky eye shadow making my eye color pop. I had to admit… I was a sexy bitch!
I giggled and did a twirl before putting my hands on my hips and striking a model pose. "You know you want to take my picture." I said with a fake Russian accent, sucking in my cheeks making my cheek bones pop out as made pouty kissy faces. The girls giggled before we all broke out into laughter. After a few minutes we pulled ourselves together. I looked to my alarm clock. 6:50 p.m. blinked back at me. I felt panic rise and I ran over to my closet pulling out a pair of flats. I threw them on before taking off down the stairs… that was not the best thing to do.
I slipped down the last five steps, going down on my butt. "That hurt really badly…" I mumbled as I stood up, rubbing my butt hoping the pain would subside. I flushed a deep red as I turned around to the sound of loud laughing to see the girls leaning onto each other, each other of them holding their sides. "Shut up… you jerk faces." I said fixing my now twisted glasses. This only caused them to laugh harder and to make me redden even more. I was about to yell at them until the door bell rang and I stopped short. I squealed and turned running over to the door pulling it open to reveal my Paul. His face broke out into a huge smile the second our eyes connected. I smiled shyly back; no matter how long we are together I know I will never be really able to get over my shyness around him.
I looked him up and down taking in his outfit. He was wearing baggy beige shorts. He had a navy blue shirt that went along with mine nicely. I looked up at his face just in time to see him give me a long once over making me turn so red that I thought I was going to explode. Finally he looked back up at my face.
"You look… damn." He said breathing out making his warm breath fan across my face. I looked down and mumbled a thanks… can you blame me? This guy was sexy as a mother… so I think you can understand how I can be a little shy. I turned around to the girls to say goodbye when all of them were standing with their arms crossed over their chest. Kim smirked at Paul making me a little nervous.
"Hi Paul… did you do what I said? You know practice on—"Kim started but Paul cut her off with a loud clear of his throat causing Kim to smile brightly.
"Shut up…" Paul mumbled looking down at the ground with a slight blush on his cheek bones. I felt my eyebrows shot up and I turned to Kim with questioning eyes. She shrugged her shoulders but I could still see the slow growing smile that was making its way onto her face. I rolled my eyes as Amanda and Nicks giggled. "You ready?" Paul asked me looking up. I nodded yes and grabbed my purse. Paul grabbed my hand and smiled down at me.
"Our little Natalie is all grown up!" Nicks wailed pretending to cry.
"I know! Soon she will be married and have forty thousand little Nat babies!" Amanda yelled hugging Nicks also pretending to cry. Kim looked up at the ceiling and pretended then dropped to her knees.
"Paul is going to pop her cherry! No!" Kim yelled. I flushed so red that I swear I matched Amanda's hair. It got quite until all three of the girls dropped to the floor laughing so hard that their faces were turning red as they rolled around. I huffed and turned around walking out of the door, closely followed by Paul. He shut the door cutting off their laughter. I shivered as the cold air touched my skin. Paul put his arm around my shoulder pulling me close as we walked to his side, holding me tight.
"Your friends are weird…" Paul said with a small shake of his head. I giggled as I pushed myself close to his warmth breathing in his scent. God! This boy smells so good! It is like old spicy mixed with axe… let me tell you it smells like heaven on earth… to the nose of course… is that makes any sense.
"Yea… but I love them to death. They have always been there for me and I really don't want to think of what my life would have been like without them. They are my sisters you know?" I said with a small shrug of my slim shoulders. Paul nodded his head.
"I do… I mean before the wolves Jared was like my brother and now I have six." Paul said with a small chuckle. Soon I saw his familiar car through the dark. It really was a nice car… who the hell was I kidding it was a piece of junk, but I didn't tell Paul that because he loves it so much.
It was an old pickup truck that had rust chips all over the bottom. It was painted a red but some of the paint had come off revealing the blue paint that it used to be. Paul told me that it takes about fifteen minutes to start up so he usually goes out to it before school in and turned it on so when he came out it didn't make the stay at school any longer then it had to be, (which was funny seeing as I loved school), then again I don't have a car to even look like shit so I don't have any right to complain.
He opened the door for me and I smiled as I hopped in. Paul was in the seat next to me in flash, I didn't even flinch because I mean hell once your boyfriend states that he is a werewolf, things like that just don't faze you anymore.
"So, you get to choose what place we go to eat… any place you want." Paul said smiling at me as he pressed down on the gas. I am in the mood for…
"Wendy's sounds really good right now." I said my stomach just giving off a loud rumble. Paul turned to me in amusement. "What?" I said tilting my head to the side slightly.
"Nothing it is just that most girls would say some fancy restaurant called some French name that I am not going to even try and say." He said smiling at me. I rolled my eyes at him and I suddenly paled.
"Keep your eyes on the road!" I said with panic. Paul snorted but turned his eyes to the road anyway. "Paul you have to kept your eyes on the road or else something could happen, like a deer could run out and you won't have enough time to get out of the way." I said with a small shake of my head and pushing my glasses up with my pointer finger. Paul chuckled at me and turned to me so I glare at him.
"Natalie, I am a werewolf remember? I have super fast reflexes…" Paul said with a smug smirk. I smiled back.
"Like a cat…" I said raising an eyebrow. Paul laughed. "Yes like a cat… except more like a dog." Paul said with a small shake of his head. I stuck my tongue out at him. He turned back to the road and we sat in comfortable silence for a while. Paul took one hand off the wheel and grabbed my hand. I smiled and turned to him to see he was staring at me with intensity that made my bones turn to mush… I didn't have the heart to tell him to turn back to the road.
"You know I really love you hair." Paul said still looking at me as I had just told him that he was god's son. I blushed but I didn't break eye contact with him knowing that I would miss them the second that I turned away from him. I heard a car honk its horn causing me to jump and turn towards the road. Paul groaned in frustration and let go of my hand. He rolled down his window and stuck his head out of the window looking at the car that had just cut us off.
"Fuck you, you stupid son of a bitch! Do that again and I am going to kick your ass!" Paul screamed at the people.
"Paul!" I yelled grabbing his shirt and tugging. Paul started to mumble under his breath about assholes as he came down into the car and rolling the window back up. "Paul, you have to learn to keep your temper under control or else you are going to get yourself in trouble." I said giving Paul the same look I do when Amanda is going into one of her murder-anything-that-walks mood.
Paul snorted and rolled his eyes as he tightened his hands on the wheel. I rolled my eyes at him. I swear the only difference between him and Amanda is that he has a penis… and he is able to turn into a gigantic dog, but that is not the point. I looked to his hands and saw that they were white as the car that had cut us of was going slower causing us to do the same. I sighed and reached up to him and placed a small kiss on his warm cheek.
He sighed and I saw that his hands began to loosen a little so I kissed him again, again, and again until his hands were back to normal. I sat back down and I laughed as Paul pouted at me.
"I am still angry…Perhaps you should give me another kiss." Paul said batting his thick lashes at me. I chuckled and gave me another small kiss on the corner of his mouth. He sighed with a dreamy look on his face. I flushed sitting back down. He took one of his hands off the wheel again grabbing my hand and holding it tight. He held my hand the rest of the way as we sat in silence.
Before I knew it we were turning into the parking lot of Wendy's… I chuckled as I remembered how we used to make fun of Amanda for looking like that red-headed girl on the sign. Paul turned off the car and jumped out of his seat, I watched as he walked around the car his long legs creating long strides. He opened my door doing this bow thing to me and holding out his hand.
"My fair haired lady, will you take this unworthy hand into yours?" Paul said in a horrible English accent. I laughed and then stopped putting on my best queen face.
"Of course kind sir… I will just have to wash my hands." I said putting on my best snob face. I laughed as Paul growled pulling me out of the car into his hot arms. "Is that any way to treat a queen?" I said clicking by tongue at him. Paul laughed and gave me a hard kiss on the lips. I returned it quickly and he pulled back smiling smugly leaving me breathless. I breathed out letting my breath cross his face. His eyes darkened and I blushed as he placed me back on my feet, grabbing my smaller hand.
We walked into Wendy's; I looked around and noticed that there were only a few people. We walked up to the counter where a young guy was standing looking really bored. When we got up to the counter he put on a fake smile making me roll my eyes. The boy turned to me he looked me up and down causing me to pull on my 'dress'… damn those girls! I felt Paul put an arm around my waist, pulling me close to his body and holding me tight. The guy turned to Paul and smirked making Paul get off a growl that came off deep from his chest making the poor guy take a step back and have a terrified face. I rolled my eyes at Paul.
"Play nice…" I whispered to Paul. Paul rolled his eyes but continued to death glare at the kid. I swear Paul really did need to calm down… Ok in honesty truth I have always had a phobia that one day I was going to piss off a food server and they were going to spit in my food. Can you blame me? I mean I have no fucking clue what they do to the food when it is out of my sight.
I turned back to the kid who was now doing everything in his power to avoid eye contact with Paul. I cleared my throat and he turned to me. "I would like a number one, small French fry, and… a large cock please." I said giving the guy a small smile and then I felt my face turn to one of horror. "I am so sorry! I miss spoke… I meant a large coke." I said my face flushing a deep ruby. He nodded his head and stepped forward to the register… I swear I saw the guy's mouth twitching…bastard. "Paul…" I said turning to him. He looked down at me and smiled.
"I would like a number 1, and 2, two large fries, a supersized coke, and… a large chocolate ice-cream in a cup." Paul said looking like all that food was the normal amount of human consumption. I scuffed and shook my head back to the kid who was now ringing up our stuff.
"That will be a total of $30.63." The kid said looking up at Paul. Yes I stated that right because the kid could only be about 5'9'' at the most. Paul nodded his head and pulled out the money throwing it onto the counter. The guy handed Paul a receipt. "Your number is 12… when your order is ready you will be called." The guy said with shortness in his voice making Paul glare again. Not wanting Paul to kill the kid I grabbed his large arm, pulling him away from the situation.
After a few minutes our number was called and Paul practically ran up to the counter. I snorted and watched as he carried all of the food back. I waited with anticipation to see if he could make it… He places the food on the table and the crowd goes wild! He plopped down in his seat passing me my food and before I could even take out the food he was shoving the one of the cheese burgers into his mouth swallowing, barely chewing.
I watched in horror and fascination as he moved on to the other burger and fries. I swear if I ate that fast I would be choking that would sad now wouldn't it? I mean a dead Natalie would be a big no, no. I finally took a bit of my cheese burger still watching as Paul annihilated his food. Before it was humanly possible he was done with all of his food… the only thing left was the crumbles of what was once left of the meal… poor, poor cows. He looked up and his thick brows came together.
"Are you not hungry?" He said staring at my food. I shook my head and pushed him the fries and the hamburger… I was still thirsty. "Are you sure?" he said looking at my food with longing. I nodded my head smiling at him. He smiled back before tearing into my food. I sipped on my coke waiting for the disgusting sight to be over. He sighed with happiness falling back and patting his stomach in satisfaction. He looked up and smirked.
"Tell me… at school I had never seen you dating any guys… not that I am complaining… but why not?" He asked looking at me with curiosity. I shrugged my shoulders and blushed slightly under his gaze.
"Well… Nicks and Amanda have always been considered the beauty's of the group. Kim is beautiful but she has always hidden it under that sarcastic sense of humor of hers. Me, I have always been the book worm. Even you didn't notice me until you imprinted on me." I said smiling at him. He opened his mouth to protest but I held up my hand and he stopped. "I don't blame you I have never really been the most outgoing person. Anyway, besides that I had never really liked any of the guys in our school they all seemed so… annoying to me." I said shrugging my shoulders.
Paul looked at me with such intensity that I thought I was going to burn under his gaze. "Natalie you are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I had always thought that but… I was Paul Sigo, the player… and you were… quite." Paul dropped his head in shame and I reached over the table grabbing his hand.
"It's ok… honestly." I said smiling at him. He looked up searching my eyes, when he saw that I was telling the truth he smiled. I sighed. "I think we better get back… it is a school night after all." I said standing up and fixing my glasses. Paul chuckled and stood up, towering over me. We walked out into the dark air to his car. I didn't even feel the cold air because Paul was generating such heat. We got to his car and he helped me in before getting in also.
"Damn it!" Paul said with frustration. "I forgot to turn it on!" Paul said with a small growl. I laughed.
"Here maybe if you turn it a different way and then kind of… here let me show you." I said reaching over him to the key ignition… unfortunately I slipped causing my hand to brush across his…um…area. I flushed red as I heard him groan moving quickly back to my stop in the car. "S-sorry…" I mumbled still red. I looked up at Paul when he didn't say anything… I shivered at the look on his face.
I opened my mouth to say something not sure what) when his mouth found mine… let's just say when Paul Sigo is kissing you, just shut up and kiss right back. I moaned and he took the opportunity to put his tongue into my mouth, I was a little shocked but it melted away as our tongues began to move together in perfect synchronization. Before I knew it we were both trying to get to the backseat. I crawled over first and I stumbled a little, and then came Paul he long legs behind him, his foot accidently hitting the radio dial and Michael Buble Everything came on… It played in the background seeing as we were a little busy.
You're a falling star, you're the getaway car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
Paul crawled on top of me kissing my lips before moving down to my neck making my breathing become labored as his hot lips kissed the hollow of my neck.
And you play it coy but it's kind of cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.
He moved back up to my lips because I had given his hair a hard tug wanting him back. He kissed my kips hard his hands moving to my breasts and brushing his finger tips across my nipples.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
He moved down one hand still kissing me and pushed up my long shirt and placing his burning hand on my inner thigh. I moaned into his mouth and tightening my grip on his hair.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
I screamed out in pleasure as Paul pushed his hand hard against my core… luckily his mouth was still covering my mouth to block the sounds that I never thought I would have been able to make in a thousand years. "Paul…" I whispered out as he pushed against me again. I arched my back to put less space between us. I should stop this before it goes too far… but damn! It felt so good.
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
"Wait, wait, wait… we can't do this here." I said as Paul began to work on my leggings. He sighed and dropped onto me placing his head on my breasts, his breathing also coming in short gasps. "We…better…get…back." I said my breath still heavy and raspy. He moaned but nodded his head sitting up and looking at me with the same intensity.
"We better get back fast or I might just have to take you here." He said smirking at me. I flushed and chuckled knowing that I would like nothing more than for that to happen. He moved back to the front turning off the radio just as My Milk Shake came on. I breathed in deep also moving to the front. Next to him, he swiftly grabbed my hand and I squeezed back smiling. He pressed down on the gas turning onto the road. I looked out of the window to my reflection.
My hair had come down now falling around my shoulders. My glasses were almost completely off my face, and my lips were puffy from how hard he was kissing me. I smiled and bit my lip…
I really did have a lot to tell the girls tomorrow at school.
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A/N- YAY! I got their date! Sorry that they didn't go all the way but I don't feel that is in Natalie's character at all. I view her more as a girl who doesn't want her first time to be in the back of Paul's car. Anyway next chapter you get that fight I was telling you about… and you won't even guess who it is between MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Anyway I will post the next chapter when I can. Also I hope you guys are proud of me because I tried my hardest work on my grammar but if something's slipped through the cracks then I am sorry.
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