The Two L's: Love, and Lust
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I in no way, shape, or form any of the twilight characters. However I did create Natalie, Amanda, and Nicole.
Summary: A Jared and Kim imprint story- Kim has been going to school with Jared Till for as long as she can remember. All of a sudden he leaves when he comes back he suddenly can't stop looking at her. She must now deal with a hormonal teenage wolf boy on her heals. Always staring at her with lust and more importantly love in his black eyes.
My Kim is a little different than everyone else's I don't see her as some weak dork I see her more as a teenage girl who as a crush on a boy not some obsessed person who has been stalking him for like 12 years M for later chapters
Hope you like it!
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"You ok?" I asked with concern. Nicks looked up and smirked.
"I am good… would have been a lot worse if you guys hadn't come." She said shrugging her shoulders.
"How did this happen anyway?" Natalie asked her brows coming together. Nicks put on a scowl and I saw her eyes turn a yellow color.
"They were calling you and Kim a whore. Saying that Kim stole Jared from Amber, and you stole Paul from that other bitch Lisa. They kept saying that they were using you guys for sex. So I had told them to shut up… we got in a big fight and then it just got out of hand." Nicks said with another shrug of her shoulders. I smiled and nodded my head glad that my buddy stood up for us.
We smiled at her… then it hit me.
My parents were going to be pissed.
Chapter Fourteen: Deep Breaths… Everything Will Be Fine? -Kim's POV
"This is absolutely ridiculous!" My dad's angry voice filled the car making me shrink back into the seat. "Kimberly Marie Connweller you are grounded for the next century! Suspended! You're suspended from school for five days!" My dad yelled his face turning a horrible shade of purple. My mom was sitting in the seat next to him her face blank as she stared out the window.
"Well in my defense dad you should have seen the way I beat those girls…" I trailed off as his rage filled eyes meet mine through the rearview mirror. I smiled sweetly at him and batted my eyelashes. All he did was glare and I looked down breaking the contact… I swear his glare was going to melt my face off and then Jared will get all green hulky and then this huge mess will happen; it is just not worth it… Besides I honestly love my dad and I don't want anything to happen to him all because he caused my face to melt off.
The rest of the ride home was silent except from the occasional sting of curse words under his breath that were actually very inappropriate for a child of my young age. We pulled into the drive way but before I could open the door my dad locked them. I turned to him with wide eyes. I'm too young to die! My dad turned around as did my mom both of them looking at me with serious eyes.
"You are to go straight to your room and when your mother and I decide what to do as your punishment we will call you, understand?" Dad said his eyes narrowing. I nodded my head quickly and he turned around unlocking the door. Before either of them could open their doors I had opened mine and was sprinting to the door… don't you dare judge me, I want to live to see my children grow up. The second I got the door open I ran to my room, flopping on the bed I started to catch my breath, I really needed to get in shape or one day I was going to have to run from a killer and I would only be able to be like two feet before I passed out… that would not be good, especially in that situation.
Beep-Beep, Beep-Beep,
I sat up and pulled my phone out as I heard the ringer telling me that I had gotten a text message. I flipped it open to see it was from Amanda. I smiled knowing that she had probably hidden her phone up her ass as that her parents would not take it away. That is always what happens when she gets in trouble. Her parents take her phone… and to a teenage girl her cell phone is her life.
How much trouble are you in?-A
I am not really sure; they said they would call me when they thought of one.-K
I am grounded, and I have to clean the attic-A
Gross! You know what Nat, and Nicks punishment is?-K
Yea, Nat is grounded until next year and Nicks is not allowed to do sports for two months.-A
Shit! That sucks monkey balls… so have you talked to Seth aka Lover boy?-K
Shut up!-A
You love him, you want to fuck him lol-K
I do NOT! I don't even know him… look text you later I hear my dad coming LYLAS.-A
Bye LYLAS!-K
I shut my phone. Poor Nicks I know how she loves her sports… even though I don't see the attraction to them. I mean you get all smelly and stinky, and then even if you lose you have to pretend that the other team did a good job and you have to smile and act like you are still happy when all you really want to do is pound their ugly faces in… That is another reason I could not do sports. While that, and the fact that I, like it has been mentioned before, have no hand-eye coordination. "Kim…" I heard my mom's voice call for me down stairs.
I gulped and got up walking slowly out my door and down the stairs to the kitchen. I walked in to see both my mom and dad sitting next to each other with serious faces and their hands folded together looking at me with blank eyes. What the hell! It is not like I robbed a bank all I did was fish fight with a few girls at school and as a result how suspended for five days… not that… big of a deal.
"Kim…" My mom started her face not wavering. I started moving from one foot to the other waiting for them to give me my verdict. "We have decided that because of your crime…" Crime! I didn't even break any of their bones! "We think have decided that it is time that you Kim got a job… working at the gas station in Forks. We have a friend that is willing to give you a job and it will help you learn responsibility." My mom said.
I groaned. I hated that gas station. It was old and always had the smell of melting rubber… I will tell you it truly revolting. I pouted and looked at my dad putting my best I-am-your-little-girl look on. I saw his eyes and shoulders begin to slack and I knew that he was going to give in… or he would have if mother dearest hadn't placed a hand on his shoulder and with it bringing back his strength. I sighed and my mother smirked knowing I had given in.
"You start today at 4-7… I will drive you. It is 3:30 now so I suggest that you get ready" My mom said standing up and walking past me. I felt my eyes go wide and my mouth fall open. Before she could get too far I grabbed her arm. Today! Why God do you hate me! What have I done to deserve such and cruel and horrible punishment! Ok was it because when I was three I spit in Amber's juice cup because she had stole my last good crayon and then broke it? Or because when I was five I had called my second grade teacher a whore bag? Because if you are punishing me for those things then please take into consideration that I am very, very, sorry.
"But Mom look at me, I am all bruised and in pain!" I said pouting at her. My mom snorted and rolled her eyes.
"You weren't complaining at school, or on the way home, or when you ran inside. Besides you have only a little bruising on your cheeks which will be gone by morning." She said with a wave of her hand before continuing out. What kind of mother would send her only child out into the cold unforgiving world after she had gotten into a fight and barely had gotten out of it alive?
I looked to my dad to see he had taken out his news paper and was now reading it. I groaned in frustration before turning and stomping up the stairs I only got half way before my mom yelled at me. "Kim you keep stomping up those stairs like that I will come down there and beat your little butt until it is black and blue!" My mom's voice traveled down to me. I promptly started to walk daintily like a Geisha. I knew my mom would never lay a hand on me, I mean the woman cried when she saw Lassie… but I was already in enough trouble as it was.
I went to my room and pulled out a pair of black skinny jeans then I pulled out an old t-shirt with The Killers written across the chest. I slipped on a pair of comfortable shoes before sadly walking back down the stairs to see my mom waiting by the front door. I scowled and walked over to her. She raised an eyebrow at me so I smiled sarcastically at her and she shook her head. She turned and pulled open the door only to be greeted by a frantic looking Jared. He ran right past my mom to me pulling me off my feet and tight against his chest.
The breath was pushed out of me and I felt like I was being suffocated and Jared continued to squeeze tighter. "Kim! I was so worried about you! I thought that something might have happened like you broke something, or you had a concussion!" He yelled before placing kisses all over the top of my head.
"Can't… Breath…" I said. It felt like my eyes were going to pop out of my head. Jared quickly dropped me to my feet and I took a deep gasp of breath. I looked up and glared at him and he smiled sheepishly at me. However, before I could open my mouth Jared had his hand on my forehead checking my temperature? I smacked his large hand away and rolled my eyes. "Jared I got in a fight last time I checked that does not affect your body temperature." I said rolling my eyes. Jared sighed and continued to stare at me with calculating eyes.
"Kim I saw the way you got hit it looked like it hurt. So I have to make sure that you are ok because it is my job to make sure you are ok… I should have stopped it… but what you said…" Jared said with pain in his eyes. I looked at him sadly now realizing the situation I had put him in. On one hand he had wanted to save me, that need to protect. On the other I had told him I would never have spoken to him so he probably thought he would have lost his imprint. I lifted my hand and placed it on his cheek causing him to smile and lean into it.
"I didn't mean what I said I was just angry." I said smiling at him. Jared smiled at me and opened his mouth but was cut off by my mom's loud clear of her throat. I dropped my hand and we both turned to my mom, I felt my face flush with heat. She smiled at Jared and she turned to me.
"Kim we have to go." She said before turning and walking out. I scowled and turned to Jared who had curious eyes. I sighed and shrugged my shoulders.
"I have to work at the Fork's gas station so I can 'Learn responsibility'." I said making a face and doing a high squeaky voice in a terrible imitation of my mom. I saw Jared tense and his lip curl upward. I frowned and turned to get a better look at him. "Jared I know the imitation was bad but I didn't think it was that horrible." I said frowning more at him. Jared looked down at me with dark intense eyes.
"Kim… the Cullen's… if you cross the line I can't protect you…" Jared said with panic. I suddenly remembered the treaty and the whole vampire thing. I sighed and patted his shoulder in comfort. I jumped up and kissed him quickly on the cheek before landing back down.
"Jared calm down. I will be surrounded by people and if I remember correctly if they do anything you are able to attack. Plus you say they only drink animal blood so… I will be fine." I said smiling up at him. Jared nodded his head stiffly and I knew that he was going to be on the wire until I got back… but what could I do? Tell my mom no and get grounded until the end of the century? No thank you, I would rather, I don't know, have a life. I reached up and kissed him again before turning to the door. Before I could take a step Jared grabbed my wrist tightly. I sighed and made a pull which only caused him to pull me back.
I turned to him to see his black eyes conflicted. Luckily I didn't have to say anything as my dad walked in with a huge smile on his face. He winked at me which I returned. I mouthed traitor to him and he scowled. After all he is also part of me having to work at some place where the gas flows and the smell of rotting eggs runs free. My dad turned to Jared putting back on a smile.
"Jared you seem like the kind of boy who is good with tools, how about you help me fix the engine on my car? It seems to be running slower than normal." Dad said raising an eyebrow at Jared. Jared turned to him opening and closing his mouth before sighing and nodding his head. Jared turned back to me with sadness and let me go.
"Jared I promise any problems and I will call you." I said before turning and running out the door. I knew that if I made my mom wait any longer she would have a cow. A big, fat, ugly cow that I would be forced to share a room with. I began walking to the car slowly taking baby steps causing my mom to scowl at me through the window. I smirked and began walking so slow that my grandma would be able to walk faster. I really did miss my grandma, she was so little and sweet… except that she always smelled like Vaseline and prune juice... Shit I am getting off the subject.
My mom began to honk the horn rapidly and I saw that as each second passed she began to become more and more frustrated. I smiled sweetly at her until I saw the death glare. I sighed and ran to the car. I jumped into the passenger seat and I crossed my arms making her understand that I was pissed off. My mom sighed and pulled out driving.
She tried to start conversations with me but I answered in one word answers. A few minutes passed and soon we were driving past the boundary between the Res, and Fork's. I scowled and crossed my arms tighter as we went further and further away from the Res. It took about ten more minutes before the gas station came into view. I turned to my mom with a pout.
"It is not too late to turn around. I promise I will never fight again and I will clean the whole house!" I said as I looked to the gas station realizing that it kept getting closer and closer as each second went by. My mom snorted.
"Kim you are going to work here and that is finally… you have to ask for Mrs. Luck, she is our friend and she was kind enough to give you this chance." Mom said not even looking at me she pulled into the gas station. I groaned in frustration and turned to her.
"Fine but if I get shanked with a rusty object you are going to feel heck a guilty!" I said making my lip quiver. My mom snorted and rolled her eyes. I stuck my tongue out at her and jumped out of the car. I turned and walked into the small building. I looked around at the allies. I looked back to the sodas and saw grape soda and my mouth began to water. I loved grape soda, I actually really, really want one right now.
"Hello dear." I shrieked and turned around to the voice bring my hand up to my heart. "You almost gave me a heart attack!" I said staring at the smiling woman. I looked at her up and down taking in what she looked like. She looked to be about fifty years old. Her cream skin was smooth except for the few wrinkles around her mouth and eyes.
Her hair was a deep brown with a few grey hairs here and there; it fell down her back, completely straight. Her eyes were a dark blue that had this power behind them that reminded me of Amanda's electric blue eyes. She had one dimple on her right cheek that was actually very enduring. She looked to be 5'7'' with a slightly plump frame but she still looked health. Despite her age her breasts looked large and plump… in truth she was very pretty. She smiled again and stepped from around the counter and I saw that she was wearing Lucks Gas Station apron.
"You must be Kim." She said smiling and holding out her hand. I smiled back and grabbed it. "I am Mrs. Luck." She said with a small nod of her head. She looked me up and down with a small shake of her head. "I have not seen you since you were a baby. It is always so busy here… you know… considering." She said with another smile. She seemed like a nice person. I felt guilty for thinking that she was going to look like a gritty old woman who was going to have one tooth and smell like rotting shit… what can I say? My parents have always told me that I have an active sense of imagination.
"So… what will I be doing?" I said looking around at the empty place. I turned back to Mrs. Luck to see her shake her head. "What?" I asked my eye brows coming together. Mrs. Luck's eyes flashed with something and she smiled sadly at me.
"You look just like him…" She whispered. I was taken aback but I didn't say anything as I stared at her. She cleared her throat and she then she smiled again.
"First we have to go over the rules. There are not many but you are going to follow them if you want to keep this job." She said walking back around the counter and pulling out another red apron and throwing it to me. I caught it and made sure to keep a scowl off my face. Didn't she know that I didn't even want to be here in the first place?
"First rule, you must always be nice to the customers… any curse words will result in a reduction of your pay check. Second, you are not allowed to use your cell phone on the job, you have to wait until your lunch break which will be thirty minutes." Mrs. Luck said as she walked back around to stand in front of me looking me straight in the eye.
"Third… please do not fight anyone." She said smirking at me. I flushed a deep red and looked to the ground with a glare. I felt my glare harden as she laughed… As long as no one got in my face like they know me like that, then I won't have any problems.
She patted me on the shoulder and I looked up. "It is my lunch break so you are going to have to be alone for a few minutes. If anyone comes in just ring up the stuff, take the money, and make sure that you watch people when they get gas… we don't want anyone running off without paying." Mrs. Luck said before turning and walking out. I sighed and looked around the store before walking around the counter. After a few minutes of no one coming in I began to hum and it soon turned into a song called Bad Romance by Lady Gaga. I closed my eyes and began singing louder… no one was around so what was the harm?
"I want your horror, I want your design, cause you're a criminal as long as your mine. I want your love, love, love, love." I sang. I grabbed the boom stick that was leaning behind me and did a twirl before putting the stick part to my mouth and singing into it like it was a microphone. "I want your psycho, your vertical stick; want you in my room when your baby is sick—"I was cut off from my wonderful singing by a loud clear of the throat. I opened my eyes to see three unfamiliar gorgeous people and Bella Swan standing in front of me.
The huge boy with curly brown hair and huge muscles was holding his stomach as his loud laugh filled my ears. He was extremely pale, almost ghost white. He looked to be about 6'4''. A smaller girl next to him had her hand over her mouth while she tried to cover her giggles. She had short spiky, black hair that surrounded her pale pixie like face. She was incredibly small, standing at what look to be only 5'3''. She like the grizzle bear next to her was extremely pale with bright gold eyes.
The last was smirking and had a toned arm around Bella's small waist. He also had gold eyes and had unruly bronze hair. He was extremely handsome as was the other one. He looked to be about 6'2'' in height. He, also like the other two, had pale skin that looked like snow. I breathed in deep to cool my blazing cheeks and a wonderful scent filled my nose. I had smelt it before and I remembered I had smelt it on Bella at the bon fire and realization of who these unfamiliar people were. I was about to snap a smartass comment at them when I remembered when I remembered what Mrs. Luck had told me… I could not get in any more trouble than I was already in. So instead I smiled at them and turned most of my focus to Bella.
"Hey Bella… what can I do for you guys today?" I said smiling. Bella smiled shyly back. God she is so fucking shy. "You are very shy aren't you?" I said raising an eyebrow at her. She flushed a deep red before ducking her head. I smiled; Bella really was a sweet girl. I mean it did piss me off a little that she was dragging Jacob along. I mean this boy who was holding her was sexy and obviously loved her. I mean just pick already. I looked over to the boy to see his jaw was locked and then I remembered that he could read minds… Edward was his name. 'So Edward I guess you are reading my thoughts? Well in that case… this sucks a big one.' I thought. I saw Edward's mouth turn into a lopsided smile.
I rolled my eyes. I looked behind him to see… Alice and Emmett Cullen If I remember Jared's descriptions correctly. I tilted my head to the side and looked at them. They really weren't that scare. Edward this time smiled fully and chuckled… I glared at him. I will beat his ass if he doesn't whip that smile off his face.
"So Kim what are you doing here?" Bella's small voice asked. I turned to her with a shrug of my tight shoulders.
"At school four girls decided that it was a good idea to try and beat up on one of my best friends so me and my other two best friends fought them. Then we got suspended and now my parents are trying to teach me some lesson… I personally don't know what I did wrong but those are parents for you. I said sighing. The burly one laughed again. Bella nodded her head slowly. Edward stepped forward and pulled out his wallet, he opened it and I saw a shit load of money. My eyes went wide. I would probably die before I actually had all that money in my small undersized wallet.
"Pump number five." His voice was like velvet. I know that most girls would melt but with me… I really didn't find it that attractive at all. Well… at least not compared to my Jared's voice. Now that boy had a voice that would make Queen Elizabeth orgasm. Edward cleared his throat and I flushed a deep red knowing he read my thoughts. I quickly opened the cash register and he handed me the amount before smiling. I smiled back and I grabbed the money. However I didn't put it in because I was curious about something.
"Can I feel you?" I asked tilting my head to the side. Everyone froze for a second. Before Edward could say anything I spoke up. "Please? I won't tell Jared scouts honor." I don't think he needs to know that I was never a girl scout. Edward's mouth twitched. "Why not…" He said before sighing. I smiled and reached my hand up and placed my hand gingerly on his hard cheek and I gasped. He was ice cold… the complete opposite of Jared's burning skin. I dropped my hand and smiled at him. He nodded his head and turned to the others behind him who were staring at me oddly before turning and walking back to them.
Bella smiled at me and I smiled back as they all walked out, all of them moved with a grace that made me fill with jealousy. I sighed and shook my head. They really didn't seem as bad as Jared and the other wolves made them out to be in fact they almost seemed human. The rest of the day was pretty boring. Mrs. Luck let me go early seeing as it seemed to be a slow day. I walked out and pulled out my phone only to see I had a text from Nicks. I opened it.
Kim!!!!!!!!! Stinky Steve has been calling me all day and it is freaking me out!-N
What! What is he saying?-K
That he loved me and he hoped I was ok… really scared.-N
Have you told Amanda and Nat?-K
Nat phone taken away, Amanda's mom found hers also.-N
Fuck, ok… I have an idea but we need to get Amanda to suck it up and come to Emily Young's house… ok?-K
Why?-N
Just trust me.-K
Ok I will call them… see you there.-N
I closed off the messages and went to contacts. I called my mom and said that I had to meet Jared and that he would pick me up. I then called Jared and asked if he could pick me up and drive me to Emily's house.
"Why?" Jared asked on the other side of the phone. I rolled my eyes "I will explain over there." I said. Jared sighed and agreed. I hung up and walked over to the entrance waiting for Jared.
Stinky Steve fucked with the wrong people.
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A/N- Yes I know that this is shorter than normal but next chapter is going to have a lot more I promise. Ok who else is excited about Eclipse? I really hope
That it is kick ass. Anyway review and answer the following questions. Also to vAMPkIMI that is really cool that your name is Kimberly. You should totally date a guy named Jared and be like "Stephanie totally wrote that pairing of me and my boyfriend.'' And if they don't believe you kick them in the throat.
Answer:
Who do you think would play a good Kim?
Who do you think would play a good Seth?
Who do you think would play a good Leah?