The Two L's: Love, and Lust

Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I in no way, shape, or form any of the twilight characters. However I did create Natalie, Amanda, and Nicole.

Summary: A Jared and Kim imprint story- Kim has been going to school with Jared Till for as long as she can remember. All of a sudden he leaves when he comes back he suddenly can't stop looking at her. She must now deal with a hormonal teenage wolf boy on her heals. Always staring at her with lust and more importantly love in his black eyes.

My Kim is a little different than everyone else's I don't see her as some weak dork I see her more as a teenage girl who as a crush on a boy not some obsessed person who has been stalking him for like 12 years M for later chapters

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I turned to Natalie and Amanda; both were shaking their heads in agreement rapidly. I looked to Nicks and I stared at her for a while. Any longer and I would have thought that she had died however right before I whipped out my trusty phone to call the hospital Nicks burst out laughing. "Very funny you guys… now what do you really want to talk to me about?" Nicks said still chuckling. I turned to Natalie and Amanda in exasperation not knowing how to get her to believe us. This time it was Amanda who spoke up.

"Nicks you know that we would never lie to you like that… we are telling you the truth… and you know that we would not tell you something like this unless it was the truth." Amanda said staring Nicks right in the eye. We all sat there for what seemed like an hour before Nicks started to laugh… but this time with what seemed like hysteria in her voice. She stopped and looked at us again. Once she say we weren't laughing she stopped and stared at us.

"You are telling the truth?" She asked. All of us nodded our heads slowly before… Nicks fell over out cold. All of us jumped up quickly and looked at Nicks who was lying on the ground and I breathed out in worry.

This was going to be harder than I thought.

Chapter Nineteen: Sometimes I Become Violent. -Kim's POV

Natalie, Amanda, and I stared at Nicks passed out form with wide eyes in silence until Natalie jumped up with a small scream. "We killed her! We killed Nicole!" Natalie screamed looking frantic. Amanda and me jumped up too and ran over to Nicks, kneeling down beside her. I brought my hand to her head and felt her pulse breathing in relief when I felt it… however it was short lived since Natalie was still screaming. "We have killed our best friend! The horrible shame consumes me!" Natalie screamed. I stood up and turned to face her, seeing that she had tears streaming down her face. I walked over jumping my hands on her shoulders.

"Natalie, calm the fuck down! She is not dead!" I yelled shaking her slightly. Natalie shrugged off my hands violently, stilling breathing like she had run a forty mile marathon. "Shut up! You are lying to me!" She yelled looking frantic. She wailed in agony and before I could say or do anything Amanda stood up and ran over to her. Amanda brought back her hand and smacked Natalie hard across the face causing Natalie's head to whip to the side and her glasses to go flying off her face. Natalie turned back to Amanda with her hand holding her cheek.

Natalie's eyes welled up this time in tears of pain and Amanda gasped. "I am so sorry Natalie! It is that I was watching this show and it said that when someone goes into crazy mode you are supposed to smack them!" Amanda yelled reaching out and hugging Natalie tight. I looked at them wide eyed and then back to Nicks who looked like a fish that had been out of the water for too long.

"You guys… how are we going to get her up?" I said looking at Nicks franticly before turning back to Amanda and Natalie. They pulled apart both of them looking wild with their hair messy and their eyes wide. "Nat you're the smart one use your brain!" I yelled whipping my hands around like a mad woman.

"Let me think!" Natalie yelled in frustration. She breathed in and out before sighing and opening them. "Made if we poor cold water on her it will send a jolt of energy to her brain causing her to wake up." She said with her eyes squinted her eyes and I realized that she still didn't have her glasses on. I sighed looking around and ran over to where her glasses lay.

I picked them up grimacing as one of the lenses was cracked. I walked over to her placing them on her face. "It really isn't that noticeable." I said shrugging my shoulders… in reality she reminded me of harry Potter when he had broken his glasses after that fight… unfortunately for her there was no Hermione to fix them, if only, if only.

I turned to Amanda who nodded her head. We both walked over to Nicks, Amanda picked up her hands and I picked up her legs. Luckily we were already close to the ocean. We placed her close and watch in slow motion as the wave of cold water came hitting the sand and rolling over to Nicks covering her body. We saw As Nicks woke up with a loud squeal and she bolted up. "What the hell!" Nicks yelled getting to her feet and shaking slightly from the cold.

Nicks turned to us with pure rag in her face and I gave her a sweet smile. I heard a nervous giggle and I turned to Natalie to see she was bright red I turned to Amanda whose blue eyes were wide and she kept running her hands through her short red hair. I turned back to Nicks and watched as she slowly walked towards us, her eyes a bright yellow that sent shivers of terror down my body.

"I think we should run our asses out of here." I said looking to Natalie and Amanda. They both nodded their heads and in sync. We turned and started running as fast as our unhealthy asses could run. However, you are fully aware of the fact that Nicks is a girl who could fight Zeus and win, she was so healthy. So it really wasn't a far match.

I felt someone grab my shoulder and jerk me back causing me to fall onto the sand. "No!" I yelled as Nicks pulled me to my feet. I saw Amanda and Natalie stop and turn around to look at me with wide eyes. Nicks was behind me her left buff arm wrapped around my neck. I heard a pop sound telling me that she had done something horrible with her finger… "Don't do it Nicole!" Natalie screamed and I felt the terror rise in my chest, she wouldn't do such a cruel and unusually thing to one of her best friends.

"You two better come back here right now or I swear to everything that is holy I will give Kim a wet wily so deep that she will never be able to get the spit out!" Nicks yelled to Amanda and Natalie. I screamed in disgust and began to struggle; trying to pry her strong arm off of my neck but it was no use. Nicole was too strong for me.

"You don't have to do this Nicks." I said trying to calm her down. Nicks snorted and I watched as Amanda and Natalie slowly made their way back, taking small steps. Thank god for that, I didn't want them scaring her in to doing something that was truly disgusting.

"Nicks we can work this out. Just let go of Kim and put down the finger." Amanda said taking another small step forward. I felt Nicks put her finger closer to my ear and I almost cried out in panic. I swear that I could almost hear the saliva on her finger. Amanda and Nat held up their hands showing Nicks that they were not going to do anything. We all stood there in silence; mostly because I was praying to anything that is up there to please not let Nicks snap and put that wet finger in my ear. I swear if she did we were going to fight… and I would most likely lose but that is beside the point.

Nicks finally sighed and released that hard grip she had on my neck and I fell to the ground. I hurriedly got to my feet and ran over to Amanda and Natalie. "I think that I need to see the doctor… can you get post traumatic stress syndrome from something like that?" I said as I grabbed onto Natalie for support.

"No I don't think so." Nat said, her blonde eyebrows coming together. I took a shake breath trying to come myself and turned back to Nicks who had tears in her eyes. "Nicks…" Amanda said taking a small step forward. Nicks held up her hand and looked up at us glaring slightly.

"I have been your guy's best friend since birth. All this time you guys have been dating werewolves… you haven't even told me." Nicks said shaking her head. I was about to speak up but Nicks kept going her voice getting higher and more tears coming into her green eyes.

"Now you are telling all of this… why now? You feel sorry for me? You guys felt bad that I wasn't in on it? Well fuck you! I am your best friend and you should have told me the second you guys found out! Now… go back to your fucking lover boys and leave me the hell alone!" Nicks yelled as she clenched her fists.

I was froze in my place as I saw Nicks turn on her heal and began to walk away. However she didn't get very far before Amanda ran forward, grabbing her arm and jerking her to a stop. Nicks turned around and glared at Amanda and she tried to yank her arm away from Amanda. I saw Amanda tighten her grip.

"Nicks please just listen… The reason we couldn't tell you was because they said that we couldn't. However, you are our best friend… our sister so we went against what they said and told you despite the fact that we could get in so much fucking trouble!" Amanda said looking at Nicks with a small glare.

Amanda released her hold on Nicks and stepped back. Nicole's eyebrows came together as Amanda turned around and walked back over to Natalie and me. Natalie was looking at Nicks in sadness and I looked at her tilting my head to the side. "We love you Nicks… and that is why we told you." I said giving her a small smile. Nicks brought up her hand and whipped away the tears that had fallen. "You promise… that from now on that you guys won't keep these things from me?" Nicks said looking up at us. All of us nodded our heads fiercely.

Nicks smiled and she walked over to us. Natalie, Amanda, and me all pulled her into a tight hug. "Next time you guys have something big like that to tell me… please tell me some place soft." Nicks said wincing and rubbing her still wet butt. "Also, please not someplace as cold as the fucking beach." She said shivering slightly. All of us laughed and I pulled off my coat handing it over to her. Then I heard a sigh. I turned to Natalie and I felt my eyebrows pulled together.

"Now we have to deal with some pissed off werewolves." Natalie said grimacing. I felt my face freeze and I turned to Amanda with to see the same expression. I heard a small chuckle and I turned to Nicks with a glare and she turned to me with amusement. "You guys are in trouble." She said in a sing song voice. I grimaced… it was not going to be pretty.

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I stood awkwardly as I switched from foot to foot. I turned to Natalie and saw that she was looking at everything other than the pissed off werewolves in front of us. I then turned to Amanda who was looking straight at Seth as he glared at him, almost daring him with her eyes to say anything to her about what we had done. I didn't dare look at Jared for fear of what I would see… the boy was scary when he got angry.

After the beach we had walked with Nicks back to her house and dropped her off. We had decided that we might as well get what was coming out of the way so we had walked to Emily's house. We had waited there with Emily until the boys had come home. Jared had been so happy to see me that I had almost backed out… until big mouthed Natalie just blurted it out causing all of their eyes to grow so large that I thought they were going to pop out of their heads.

"Do you realize what you guys have done?" Sam said low and mean. I held back a wince. I looked up at Sam to see that he was furious… "You have put all of us at risk!" Sam yelled, his voice booming throughout the small kitchen. His nose was flared as his mouth slowly pulled back over his teeth. I heard a snort and I closed my eyes tight hoping that she would not do what I thought she was going to do. Please god… just make her shut the hell up.

"Look Nicks would never tell anyone!" Amanda yelled in angry as she dropped her hands to her side and clenched them into fists. "We have known Nicks longer than we have known any of you! She is like our sister and she will be in our lives forever… so if you guys have a problem we can take this outside and I can beat all of your asses." Amanda said jerking at them like she was about to hit them. I quickly put my hand on her shoulder.

"Look we didn't mean any harm. We can trust her with our lives so I think that we can trust her with this secret." I said looking at Sam. Sam growled slightly causing Jared to growl warningly at him but Sam gave him no mind. "That is just it! It was not your secret to tell!" Sam yelled his voice bouncing off the walls. This time it was Natalie that spoke up.

"Sam we are imprints… so technically it is our secret. It affects us just as much as it affects you." Natalie said looking at Sam's nose. Sam's eyes grew 10 times angrier. Natalie cleared her throat and took a small step back causing Paul to shoot up out of his chair and growl at Sam. "Sam, cool it! Look they didn't mean anything by it…" Paul said shaking slightly. Sam turned to Paul with mad eyes until Emily walked over from the sink and placed a hand on Sam's shoulder. Sam quickly relaxed into her touch.

"Sam look… they had a good reason to do what they did." Emily said in a low voice. Sam looked up at her and was about to protest but his voice seemed to catch as he caught Emily's glare. Sam dropped his head and crossed his arms tightly across his chest. I sighed in relief knowing that the situation had gone down.

"Kim I think that I better take you home." Jared said standing up from his spot. I looked around and saw that everyone was still not saying a word. I turned to Jared with a frown and was about to tell him I would leave when Amanda and Natalie did but I kept my mouth shut as I saw his eyes. Jared walked around the table and grabbed my wrist, pulling me along slightly. The second we were out the door he released me and kept walking, I quickly caught up with him, falling into step next to him.

We walked in silence down the side walk… me not daring to say a word. I mean I think that I have mentioned before that he was actually scary when he got mad and all shaky and shit. Then he goes all green hulk… you would want to pee your pants too. "Jared…" I started but stopped short as Jared turned around.

I looked up at his dark eyes and smiled sweetly however it fluttered off my face once I saw that his eyes were still angry. I then made myself go completely still. I really don't know why I thought this would help. I probably looked completely stupid just standing there… I mean only kids thought that standing still would make them go invisible.

"Kim… right now I am upset… you promised me that you wouldn't tell anyone." Jared said through a clenched jaw. That made that the anger rise in my chest and I glared at Jared.

"Look Jared I had promised that won't tell… but I didn't tell her… Amanda told it I just… added facts." I said knowing that it was a lie. I saw Jared's shoulders tense and a slow growl began to form in the back of his throat. I know that I shouldn't have done this but I couldn't help it. I stepped forward and raised my finger tapping him hard on the chest and ignoring the pain it caused my little finger. "You don't growl at me Jared. Or so help me I will beat you into a bloody pulp." I said glaring at him. Jared tilted his head to the side and meant my glare head on.

Jared suddenly grabbed my finger and pulled me to his chest causing me to gasp… damn his werewolf speed. "You're so sexy when you're mad." Jared said in my ear. I froze for a moment before laughing into his chest. "You're not mad at me anymore?" I said burying my head deeper into his hard chest. I heard Jared snort.

"Kim… even if I wanted to be mad at you I couldn't… you said it before, you being my imprint making me your bitch." Jared said with a chuckle that came deep from his chest. I smiled. "We better get you home… your parents are probably looking for you." Jared said pulling back but still keeping a hot arm around my shoulders. I shook my head no. "No… my parents have to go to this dinner party that my dad's business is throwing." I said chuckling knowing how much both of them hated those things. Then I smiled knowing something that would truly make Jared and me back on excellent terms.

"Jared… do you want to come over for a while." I said looking up at him and raising an eyebrow. Jared looked down at me with wide eyes before grabbing me and throwing me over his shoulders causing me to laugh. Jared took off at a run. "Excited aren't we?" I said still laughing as Jared ran faster. Before I knew it Jared placed me on my feet on in front of my house. I turned around fast and pulled out my key fumbling slightly as unlocked the door. Both of us pulled off my shoes, throwing them off to the side.

Jared quickly grabbed me again and pulled me close to his chest as he sprinted up the stairs to my room. He shut my door with a loud bang and dropped me to my feet. I quickly pulled off Jared's shirt showing me his hard abs and I felt my heart rate speed up. Jared walked forward and gentle paced his hands on my jeans, buttoning them. He pushed me onto my back and pulled them off throwing them onto the ground. I quickly pulled off my shirt and through it onto the ground laying in front of him I just my bra and panties.

I saw as Jared's eyes darkened even more. Jared undid his pants pulling them off and throwing them so they landed next to mine. He walked forward and crawled on top of me. He reached over to my night stand grabbing a condom and undid the wrapping it, pulling it onto his long length. I moaned as he turned back to me and placed his fingers in my panties. I grabbed my sheets, grabbing them in my fists. Before I knew what happened I suddenly felt incredibly pleasure. Jared placed his soft lips on my core kissing me and making me yell out his name.

Jared kissed me harder and moved his tongue in a way that would absolutely make in blush tomorrow when I had to face people. Jared moved up, kissing my stomach along the way until his was kissing between my breasts. He quickly undid my bra throwing it onto the ground so that I was completely naked beneath him. He moved his mouth to my right breast sucking and nipping slightly making me arch my body to his. He used one of his hands and massaged my left breath, flicking the already hard nipple. I moved my hands so that know I was holding tight onto his hair.

He moved the free hand down, pushing on my core again. "Jared…" I moaned out. I heard him chuckle still doing things to my body that would make a nun jealous. "Holy crap toaster, mother of god!" I yelled out as he pushed his long fingers into me and moving them around. He suddenly pulled them out and he moved so that his lips were moving with mine.

He pushed his hardness into me and pushed causing me to scream in pleasure. He pushed in and out. I grabbed onto his back and held onto his as he pushed himself harder. "Fuck…" I yelled out. Then it happened, the most amazing thing ever. I felt the famous g spot happen and I tightened onto Jared as I yelled out loudly. "Shit Jared!" I yelled as he went harder. I became more aroused as I heard Jared's deep moaning in my ear, saying my name over and over again causing my eyes to roll to the back of my head.

"Jared!" I screamed as I clenched around his length. I felt him shudder in me and I knew that he had finished too causing my orgasm to intensify. Jared collapsed on top of me, and I could feel his fast heart beat, beating against my still bare chest. He lifted himself up and I smiled at him, allowing him to place kisses on my lips.

"You taste so good." He said wiggling his thick, black eyebrows at me. I giggled and rolled my eyes. "I know." I said smugly. Jared chuckled and moved his head down, kissing my neck. "So Jared… you up for a second round?" I said smirking at him. Jared lifted up his head and smiled at me. "Absolutely…" Jared said laughing and flipping us over so I was on top.

Sometimes the whole werewolf endurance was very useful.

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A/N- Hey everyone! I really hope that you guys liked this chapter. Sorry that it took me so long to update but I told you guys that I had writer's block. It took me a while to get this and I am hoping that it will not happen again.

Anyway I think a few people are mad that I didn't have Nicks imprint on Embry so I am going to try and make it up with writing a chapter from Nicks POV and give you a chance to get to know Luke a little better. So please review and tell me what you think! I love reading everyone's reviews… it makes me happy on the inside.

THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR READING! AND REVIEW!!