I don't own Twilight. I do now own a smile on my face because I just saw Jackson's new ALA poster for Breaking Dawn. The wig isn't terrible!

This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.

There will be alternate POV's every day. Jasper will be first and is much more talkative. Edward not so much….. for now.

Chapter 6 - Determined

J -

When I hear Edward come in the barn behind me, I try and brace myself. I don't know what is going on with me, but I need to stay focused and try and reassure Edward. I can deal with my shit later.

"So, yeah, this is the barn," I say as I turn around to see him standing just inside the door. He looks so damn nervous. I'm about to tell him not to worry about his dad, but he finally looks up at me then. My words catch in my throat. His beautiful eyes are red rimmed and so, so sad.

"I'm sorry you had to hear all that, Jasper. I'm really going to try and work hard for you this summer." He has a determined look on his face. It's like he's waiting for me to shoot him down or laugh at him, and he's preparing himself for the worst.

I walk straight up to him and am so happy when he doesn't look down again. We're almost eye to eye and I'm so close I can feel how fast his heart is beating. He must be nervous and afraid I'm going to treat him like his father did. Why else would his heart be pounding like that?

"Listen Edward, no disrespect to your dad, but he's a dick. You're going to do fine this summer. Don't you ever let him make you feel like there's something wrong with you. Screw him."

His answering smile is blinding. I think my heartbeat just caught up to his.

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E -

I can't believe it. When we moved down from Chicago, I never thought in a million years there would be anyone here like Fuck Hot Farm Boy. Hard on has now returned. How the hell am I going to be in this barn with him all summer and not attack him?

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