The Two L's: Love, and Lust
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I in no way, shape, or form any of the twilight characters. However I did create Natalie, Amanda, and Nicole.
Summary: A Jared and Kim imprint story- Kim has been going to school with Jared Till for as long as she can remember. All of a sudden he leaves when he comes back he suddenly can't stop looking at her. She must now deal with a hormonal teenage wolf boy on her heals. Always staring at her with lust and more importantly love in his black eyes.
My Kim is a little different than everyone else's I don't see her as some weak dork I see her more as a teenage girl who as a crush on a boy not some obsessed person who has been stalking him for like 12 years M for later chapters
Hope you like it!
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Last time
"The wolf pack has to go fight an army of newborn, super fast and strong vampires in order to save that bitch of a girl Bella Swan." Natalie said. I froze and then had to hold back a laugh. Natalie called a girl a bitch… that girl must have really fucked up. Then I froze for a different reason, I turned to the three boys and glared.
"Are you guys' stupid? You could die!" I yelled at them. They turned to look at me with nervousness. "I mean honestly do you have brains at all in those over sized heads of yours! You guys are going to give my friends heart attacks!" I said placing my hands on my hips. This time it was Paul who spoke up.
"Look we don't want to do it but we have to in order to protect you all!" Paul said with frustration. "Besides nothing is going to happen to us…" Paul said with a small shrug of his shoulders. That was not the right thing to say at all when you are dating Natalie… the girl who had a list of rare diseases in her dresser. She said that it was just for research but I can see right through her act. I turned to Natalie and saw her eye twitch and I sighed.
I wonder which one of these boys heads were going to explode first…
WARNING! LOT OF LEMONS!
Chapter Twenty-One: I Will Hurt You If You Get Hurt!-Natalie's POV
I walked stiffly down the side walk in the direction of my house but I ignored Paul's heavy steps behind me. I had left Kim's house only a few moments ago and it has just truly settled in that my Paul was going to be in danger. How stupid could Paul be? I mean he was going to fight a bunch of vampires and made get hurt or killed!
All because of that whore of a girl Bella Swan… I haven't met her but any girl that is willing to allow people she didn't even know to go into danger for her I didn't like. Paul, his stupid ass, was actually going to go! He said it was because of alpha rule or something just as ridiculous. Then he actually had the nerve to say that it was also to protect me. Didn't he understand that if something were to happen to him that it would kill me?
Didn't he realize that every second he was going to be there I was going to be on the brink of a heart attack? I stopped walking as I froze feeling Paul slip his arm around my shoulder. I kept my head facing straight as I tried to move away from him but he wasn't having that. He locked me in his grasp tight enough that I couldn't pull away, but loose enough that he wasn't hurting me. I then turned to look up at him with a glare on my face.
"I hope you know that if you go you are 75 percent likely to get hurt or even killed." I said shortly as I kept glaring at him. Paul raised a thick eyebrow at me and smirked. "Where did you get that percentage?" Paul asked with a slight mocking tone. I felt my glare intensify. "I don't need to tell you! Just know that I am a fucking genius and I am in advanced math classes! So there…" I said turning back to face forward and I started to walk causing Paul to move forward as well. In all reality I had pulled that percentage out of my butt.
Paul chuckled and I felt my jaw tighten. I had never been one for violence but he was really starting to rub me the wrong way. Who did he think he was laughing at my panic? I stuck my tongue out at him… well I didn't want to get a bruise of hitting him. Paul dropped his head and placed a light kiss on my head. I huffed and continued to try and ignore him but he placed another kiss on my blonde curls over and over again until I felt my anger being to melt.
"That isn't fair you know." I said with a small giggle as we then continued to walk down the street. Paul laughed and pulled me tighter to his side. "So let me get this straight. You have to go get training from these vampire people and then you have to go fight in this huge vampire battle because of this girl." I said with my eyebrows coming together. I felt Paul stiffen and tighten his arm slightly.
"Yes… except those things are not people. They are disgusting things that are not human and could hurt and kill people." Paul said through a tight jaw. I looked up at Paul with confusion. He looked down at me and I saw the anger in his black eyes. "They are heartless creatures that are killing machines… they have no morals." Paul said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world as he turned back down the street, pulling me along with him. I shook my head to the sides and he turned back to me in bewilderment.
"Paul I think that you are being to judgmental." I said gentle. Paul whipped his head to look at me but I spoke up before he could cut me off. "All I am saying is that they didn't choose this life. Second how do you know that they don't have morals if you never spend time with them? You say that they are not human and as much as it hurts me to say it you aren't human either… but I love you anyway." I said quickly as I saw the agony flash in his eyes. I shrugged my shoulders and then looked down. "All I am saying don't make judgments on them until you at least meet them." I said with another small shrug of my warm shoulders before pushing up my shoulders.
Paul began to grumble and I felt his body begin to shake slightly and I quickly turned to him, placing my hand on his hard chest. "I didn't mean to make you angry…" I said softly. Paul stopped shaking and turned his head down to look at me. "NO! I am not mad at you." Paul said shaking his head rapidly side to side. I breathed in relief and then got on my tippy toes and Paul reached down placing a kiss on my lips and he moaned. "You taste so good." He said smacking his lips together. I giggled but I felt the blush run up my neck.
Paul brought up his large burning hand and rubbed it along my neck, trailing his fingers along the trail of the blush. A shiver ran through my entire body and I help back a moan. Paul then removed his arms from my shoulders and then placed his hands on my waist and lifted me causing me to wrap my legs around his waist. He dropped his face and began to place smoldering kisses on my neck, sucking and kissing. I moaned and then he pulled back looking at me with lust.
"You know Paul… I think that I'm ready." I said flushing and swallowing heavily. I felt Paul freeze and I went into panic mode. What if he didn't want me? What if I just made a complete fool of myself and in reality Paul was completely revolted at the thought of seeing me naked or touching me in an intimate way? If that was the case I swear on everything that is holy I am going to die of embarrassment. However my panic disappeared as Paul dropped me to my feet and grabbed my hand. Inside of turning back down the street to my house he turned down the street to his house. He began to walk faster causing me to run to keep up with him.
"My parents aren't home and we can be alone… plus I have a king size bed." Paul said in a rush, walking even faster causing me to have to jog faster until my breath started to come in short gasps. "Natalie, why are you going so slowly?" Paul said with slight annoyance in his voice. Before I could speck he turned around and grabbed my upper arm, lifting me and pulling me into his arms. I was pressed against his chest as he began to go faster.
Faster than the speed of light he placed me on my feet and he turned around and I realized that we were at his house. He pulled his set of keys out of his pocket and began to fumble with his house key causing a growl to form in his throat. I giggled as he dropped his keys to the ground causing a small scream of frustration.
I held back a laugh, finally after what seemed like ages Paul finally managed to open the door to his house. I didn't even have time to look around before I was carried up the stairs. We were in his room in two seconds flat before I was dropped to my feet. Paul whipped me around and he claimed my lips hungrily.
I was about to melt into him but I pulled back causing him to look at me in confusion. I took a deep breath. "Paul… this is my first time. I want to take it slow." I said looking at him with nervousness. Paul smiled and me and then shook his head. I breathe in relief. I turned around to be greeted with the sight of his huge white bed which made me unable to see anything else. I gulped and then took a deep breath calming the rising panic. I turned to the side to see another door open and I saw that it was a small bathroom and I began to walk over to it. I turned around to Paul to see his was moving from foot to foot rapidly.
"Um… you get ready and I will be back out in a second." I said. I could feel the flame on my cheeks as I hurriedly walked into the bathroom, shutting the door behind me. I walked over to the mirror and took a shaky breath, trying to calm the tension that had filled my body. I looked at myself in the mirror and ran my hand through my hair, trying to get the tangles undone. Once they were gone I took off my glasses and placed them on the sink counter. I then moved on to pulling my shirt over my head and taking off my bra. I then worked on taking off my jeans and panties with a shaky hand.
I now stood completely naked and I looked at myself. I took a shaky breath and moved my long hair so it was on either side of me. I grimaced and then moved it so it was hanging over one shoulder. Sighing in frustration I finally settled with having all of it sweep to one side. I bit my lip and turned back the bathroom door, placing my hand on the handle and turning it. It squeaked as I opened it slowly until it was open, but I still hide my body behind it, only poking out my head to see Paul laying under the covers looking at me.
His eyes grew wide as he stared at me and I gulped seeing his hard, tanned chest. It was now or never, I opened the door fully and took a step out, feeling the carpet white carpet between my toes. I dropped my hands to my side and I looked to the ground as I heard a throaty moan. I looked up through my lashes to meet Paul's eyes and I almost gasped at the intensity behind them. I took a deep breath and moved closer until my knees touched the bed.
Paul cleared his throat and I bit my lip as he moved the covers allowing me to climb in next to him. I pulled them back over me so that now we were both under them. Paul turned over so that his arm was now over my stomach. He then moved over so he was now climbing on top of me and I gasped as I felt he hardness against my thigh. Paul dropped his head so that his mouth was next to my ear and I shivered as I felt his breath. "Are you sure you want to do this Natalie? I can wait as long as you want to…" Paul said looking at my eyes with the same intensity that I had seen so many times before.
I couldn't catch my breath so I just nodded my head slowly up and down and Paul smiled slightly. He moved his hands down so they were between my legs and he gentle pried them apart making me shiver. He positioned himself so that his tip was just at my opening. He moved so that he was holding up his weight, not crushing me. I took a deep breath, loving the way the adrenaline pulsed throughout my body, making me almost pulsate. Paul dropped his head so that his lips were calming mine in a gentle kiss. I kissed him back and anticipated what it would feel like to have him move against me.
I gasped out in pain as he began to sink into me. I moved my head so that it was on his shoulder. As he went further, stretching me. I bite down hard on his hard and he moaned in pleasure. I felt small tears begin to roll down my cheeks. Once he was all the way in he pulled back and I dropped my head against his pillow. I kept my eyes tightly closed but I felt him use his mouth to move the tears off of my face.
"Are you ok?" He asked breathy. "Yes… kept going." I said. Paul nodded his head and he began to move in a slow rhythm, allowing me to get use to the sensation. Sooner than I thought the pain began to subside and the pleasure of him began to take over me, the adrenaline returning in full force. I moaned out Paul's name and I arched my body to his.
"Paul, Paul, Paul…" I said over and over again as he moved inside me slowly. I wrapped my legs around him as I felt a knot begin to form in my abdomen. Paul moved one of his hands to my breast and began to massage the nipple between his thumb and pointer finger making me gasp in pleasure. He squealed on my hard nipple sending my head wheeling. I began to move my body to match his rhythm causing him to moan in my ear and making me make a noise I never thought was possible.
"Faster!" I yelled and Paul quickly complied, making me groan and causing my body to move faster as well. Paul dropped his head and he claimed my lips enthusiastically. Soon my felt an unfamiliar sensation run through my body and I moved faster, frustration filled me as the sensation intensified but it still felt too far away. I gripped tight onto Paul and he understood moving faster and faster.
"Paul!" I screamed out as intensity and adrenaline ran through me. I felt myself clench around Paul and he soon made a loud noise before collapsing and pulsing inside of me. His body was plastered against mine from the sweat that had been created. I lay under him trying to catch my breath and Paul pushed himself up and began to place kisses on my neck and I breathed out.
"Beautiful…" I heard Paul whisper and I sighed. This was the most amazing feeling I had ever experienced…
It was an even better than the time the principal had offered to write a recommendation for college…. and that is saying something.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Amanda's POV
I sat stiffly on my couch as I stared at the blank TV as Seth sat beside me still trying to make conversation. This stupid asshole… what the hell could be going on in that oversized head of his that he thought that I would be ok with him going out and fighting mutant ninja vampire baby things. I felt my jaw tighten even more as I thought of the person responsible for this that stupid girl Bella… what a fucking… I can't even think of a word bad enough that can describe what I think of that girl for putting my Seth In danger. My fucking Seth was going to be in fucking danger and that pissed me off more than you can even imagine.
"Amanda please just let me…" Seth trailed off as I slowly turned my head to glare at him. He gave me a large smile but it faded as I glared harder at him. He took a deep breath and then ran his hand through his short black hair. "Amanda I promise that I will be fine." He said with a small smile. I huffed and crossed my arms tightly over my chest.
"Look Seth despite the fact that you are a werewolf you are still a moron." I said glaring at him. "I mean you are not ready to go out there and risk your life for something that is so stupid and pointless!" I yelled. Over that short sentence I felt the anger begin to build and my breathing became heavy from anger. Seth gulped and slowly lifted his hand and placed it on my shoulder trying to calm me.
"Amanda I promise you that I am not going to get hurt…" Seth said running his hand through my short red hair. I whipped my head to look at him. "You better not!" I yelled standing up and lifting my finger to point it at him. "If you get hurt I promise you that the second you are healed I will kick your ass!
I said pointing my finger accusingly at him. Seth's eye grew wide and he nodded his head fiercely up and down. I sighed and dropped my hands to my sides and I stared at him. Seth quickly got up and wrapped his arms tightly around me, engulfing me in his warmth.
"Nothing is going to happen to me. If you have forgotten Leah is my sister." He said chuckling at his own joke. I snorted into his chest and rolled my eyes. "Besides even if I do get hurt I heal really fast so there isn't a problem." He said soothingly in my ear. I grunted and pushed myself closer to him. He tightened his hold and I breathed in deeply, he really did smell amazing. I brought my hands up and placed them on his lower back, holding him tight. I pulled back and looked up at him to see him smiling and I rolled my eyes.
"You didn't win." I said sticking my tongue up at him. Seth rolled his eyes and quickly reached down and kissed my tongue and I laughed. 'That was gross… your gross." I said looking up at him in mock disgust. Seth gasped and then growled at me playfully and I snorted pulling away from him. "I'm so scared of the big bad wolf." I said mockingly. "What are you going to do? Huff and puff, and blow my house down?" I said pouting at him as I batted my eyelashes. Seth sighed and shrugged his shoulders.
"Actually I had something else in mind to deal with a girl that has a temper such as you my darling." Seth said with an evil look in his eyes. I raised my eyebrows and looked at him in confusion before I realized what he was planning and I tried to get away from him. I turned, trying to run but the son of a jerk was too fast for me and he wrapped his arms around my waist and lifted me off my feet.
"You better put me down right now you butt face!" I yelled as I struggled against his arm. He laughed evilly and throws me onto the couch and did the one thing I hate more than anything in the world. He moved his hands down and began to tickle my sides mercilessly and I laughed as I squirmed trying to get away from him. "SETH STOP PLEASE!" I yelled out between my laughter as I struggled violently against his arms trying to free myself from his tickle attack.
"Take it like a woman!" Seth yelled back, walking his hands more. I was laughing so hard that it got to the point where I could feel my face turn bright red, and the tears began to flow down my cheeks. He finally stopped and I gasped for breath. What a jerk. After I had calmed down I glared at him and stuck my tongue out causing him to kiss it again. I snorted and rolled my eyes. Seth laughed and reached down and began to kiss my neck and stopping at the hollow sucking at the skin causing me to moan.
"You have really soft skin." Seth said as he continued to suck my skin. I brought my hands up and began to run my hands through his short hair, gripping at it. I yanked his hair causing him to come up and I attached my lips to his, kissing him hard. I opened my eyes and pulled away breathing heavily. "Seth I want to take us to the next step." I said slowly, looking him straight in the eye. He gave me a confused look and I smiled coyly before taking my right hand and moving it down his body until I was at his belt. His eye grew wider then saucers as I moved my hand inside his pants and underwear.
He gripped the couch arm behind me and moaned causing me to smile at the affect I had over him. I felt him grow in my hand and I began to move my hand along his growing length. He moaned again as I gripped him tightly moving my small hand up and down. Seth dropped his head and I heard a growl in the back of his throat and I moved faster. I felt it begin to pulse and I moved faster. Suddenly Seth grabbed my arm and pulled out my hand. He then grabbed the other one and pinned both of them above my head, holding them tight.
He then moved both of my hands, holding them in one of his. He moved his hand down my body causing me to gasp at the feeling of his hands through my clothing. He pushed his hand down my jeans and pushed my panties and pushed hard against my core. I gasped and arched my body trying to move my hands to his hair but he held them tight. Seth moved his hand slow but hard against my pleasure spot. I arched my body even more.
"Seth…" I moaned out as he picked up the pace. He went faster and faster until I felt a hard knot form in my body, begging me to release the pressure. "Seth!" I called out as he went faster. I screamed out as my body clenched and jerked to Seth as I finished. I was breathing heavily as Seth dropped his mouth to mine and kissed me. I opened my eyes and looked at him. "You know… I am really starting to like you." I said smirking. Seth laughed and kissed my cheek. "I am really starting to like you too." He said chuckling. I smiled and reached up giving him a small kiss.
If he got hurt, someone was going to pay.
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A/N- Hope you guys liked this chapter!! I really want to thank all of the wonderful reviews and readers! I wanted Natalie's first time to be really sweet and gentle because that is how I view her as and I wanted it to match her personality. I didn't want Amanda to go all the way because well I felt like she should wait a little longer seeing as she and s\Seth have not been going out as long as the other two.
It might take me a little longer to update because I have a lot of work that I need to do for school and tomorrow me and my mom are going to look at these two eight week old female puppies. I am so excited!
After that I have exams for classes but once all that is out of the way I will be able to update faster… Review for me and help me get to 200 reviews!!!!!!!! Love you my peoples.