I don't own Twilight. I was very excited to see the I love you's in the BD trailer. Could we just switch out Bella for a hot Jasper in a tux? :)

This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.

There will be alternate POV's every day. Jasper will be first and is much more talkative. Edward not so much….. for now.

Chapter 10 - Confess

J-

I'm shaking. He's right in front of me, and I don't know what to do. This close to him, I can really see just how beautiful he is. His body is a lot more filled out than I had originally thought. He's not a body builder or anything, but I can tell he takes care of himself. The top threes buttons on his plaid shirt are undone and I can see that the skin on his collarbone is pale with a few errant strands of hair. Why do I feel the urge to grab him and taste him there? His bronze hair is all over the place, but it only adds to his beauty. Looking him in the eye, I search his face for some clue to what is going on. Is he angry with me? More importantly, is he still hard for me?

"Edward, I … "

"Are you gay, Jasper?" He interrupts me. I don't know what to say. My first impulse is to deny it, and I almost do. I almost yell, "Hell, no!" right in his face, but I can't bring myself to say the words. Say the words, that I'm starting to think aren't true.

"I don't know," I confess to him, "Until, I saw you I would have said no, but now…"

His blinding smile is back. "Thank you for being honest with me. I want to be honest with you, too." He takes a deep breath and says, " I'm gay, Jasper. Damn, that felt good to say! You're the first person I've ever said that to." I can feel the joy radiating off him in waves and it makes me smile.

"Well, I'm glad you trust me with your secret, Edward. I just don't quite understand why you would pick me to be the first to tell." I don't think I've ever been more confused in my life. My head is spinning.

"Jasper, I don't normally tell strangers the deepest, darkest secret of my life after only knowing them an hour," he laughs as he reaches his hand out to grab mine. "I told you I'm gay, because I want you. I want you so bad that I'm having a hard time keeping myself from dropping to my knees right here in this barn and sucking your cock down my throat."

Oh fuck….

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E-

I think I might have pushed him too far. I just came out to the most perfect, beautiful, man I've ever seen in my life and then proceed to tell him I want his cock in my mouth. He's either going to run out of this barn as fast as possible, hit me, or pull down those jeans that are riding dangerously low on his hips and fuck my face. Guess which option I'm hoping for.

Damn, Edward! Offering Jasper a BJ might not be the best course of action. Or maybe it is! ;)

Thanks again for making this first venture into writing so much fun. The reviews and alerts bring a smile to my face every time! This fandom truly is amazing.

See you tomorrow!