I don't own Twilight. Ok, I might have to have our young Edward here start growing a beard. Rob at LAX today? YUM!

This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.

There will be alternate POV's every day. Jasper will be first and is much more talkative. Edward not so much….. for now.

Chapter 11 - Complication

J-

I know something is going on with me. The fact that I'm seriously considering his offer freaks me the fuck out, because I never in a million years thought my first blow job would be given to me by another guy. The thought of Edward on his knees in front of me with my hands grabbing onto that mess of hair as he licks my cock, has made me as hard as I've ever been in my life. I don't want to reject him. There is ample proof that I want very much what he's offering, but I don't think I can go through with it. This day has been a mind-fuck and a half. I think I need to slow things down a bit and make sure this is really what I want.

"Edward, as much as I would like you to do that, I don't think I'm ready quite yet." As soon as the words are out of my mouth, I know I've made a big mistake. Edward smiles at me, but I can tell he's disappointed. I want to reach out and pull him closer, but he's backing away from me heading toward the door. It feels so wrong to see him walking away.

"That's okay, Jasper. I understand. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable by coming on so strong." Shy Edward is back, and even though he's hot as hell like this, I don't like that I'm the cause of it. "I'm just going to find your dad and get a ride home. I hope you won't mind working with me this summer. I promise I won't say anything like that to you again."

Fuck me! I want him to say stuff like that to me. I'm still hard as granite, and I've never felt like this with anyone else before. He didn't make me uncomfortable, I'm just scared.

"Stop, Edward…."

"Hey Jasper!" Jake, one of my dad's older summer workers, walks in the door. He always works the farm in the summer when he comes back from IU. "Your dad wanted me to check and see if the new guy was ready to go home. I'm heading into town and I told your dad I could give him a ride." He looks over and notices Edward standing on the other side of the door.

"Hi, I'm Jake. You ready to go?" Edward is looking down and doesn't notice, but I sure as hell do. Jake doesn't try to hide the fact that he's checking Edward out. He licks his lips and reaches out to try and get Edward's attention.

If he lays one finger on my boy, I'm going to fucking kill him.

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E-

Well, damn. He didn't go for option three, but he didn't run away or hit me either. I'm disappointed, but I understand. We just met. He may not feel for me the same intense connection that I do for him. I'll just back off and get to know him while we work together. It's going to be torture on my dick, but I can do it. Wait, why does Jasper look like he's about to kill someone?

Fucking Jake! He always tries to take what doesn't belong to him. (Don't get me started on him. I could go on and on!) Wonder if Jasper is going to let Edward leave with him though. :)

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