The Two L's: Love, and Lust

Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I in no way, shape, or form any of the twilight characters. However I did create Natalie, Amanda, and Nicole.

Summary: A Jared and Kim imprint story- Kim has been going to school with Jared Till for as long as she can remember. All of a sudden he leaves when he comes back he suddenly can't stop looking at her. She must now deal with a hormonal teenage wolf boy on her heals. Always staring at her with lust and more importantly love in his black eyes.

My Kim is a little different than everyone else's I don't see her as some weak dork I see her more as a teenage girl who as a crush on a boy not some obsessed person who has been stalking him for like 12 years M for later chapters

Hope you like it!

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Jared relaxed under my touch, leaning into my palm and I smiled at his relaxed face. "See… nothing to worry about." I said giggling and placing a kiss on his cheek. He chuckled. "Ok… see you tomorrow." Jared said turning his head and puckering his lips. I rolled my eyes and then I placed a gentle kiss on his lips. "Love you." I said as I hopped out of the car.

"Love you too!" I heard Jared yell. I laughed and pulled out my house key shoving it in the key hole and unlocking the door. I turned the knob and pushed open the door… and I died inside. I literally mean that my soul died.

"NO!" I screamed in horror at the sight on the couch. My parents looked at me in horror as I stared at them in wide eyes. Right there on the couch that the girls and I sit on. They were… getting it on in a way that parents shoulder never do. Before they could say a word I sprinted past them with my eyes closed and up the stairs to the room.

I would never sit on that couch again!

Chapter Twenty-Five: Let's Talk About Sex Ba-by. - Kim's POV

I sat in the kitchen doing everything in my power to avoid eye contact with my parents. After I had gone to my room I had sat on the bed in the dark. My mom had called me down to talk. I had never walked so slowly in my entire live. I knew what they wanted to talk to me about… but all I really wanted to do was hide in a whole and burn my eyes out. I walked into the kitchen to see my mom and dad sitting on one side of the table, my dad avoiding my eyes as well. I had sat down and now we are sitting in an awkward silence. I heard a throat clear and I looked up slowly to my mom.

"Kim… that you saw was natural." She said looking past me while I continued to look at her nose. "That is what married people do… and one day you are going to do what we were doing." Mom said. I heard my dad wince and I turned to look my dad, seeing his head bowed and his arms crossed over his broad chest. I heard a scuffing noise and I knew that he was scuffing his feet against the kitchen floor.

"Kim… One day you are going to have sex. So I think that this is the perfect opportunity to talk to you about it." Mom said. I felt my face scrunch up… I think now would be a good time to tell them that I was no longer a virgin. I had planned on never, ever telling them but just as long as I get out of here without talking to them about what happened… the better.

"Actually mom… I am no longer a virgin so I don't think that we need to keep talking about this bye." I said quickly as I jumped up. Unfortunately I was too slow. "Kimberly Marie Connweller!" My dad's furious voice yelled. I stopped and winced turning around slowly to meet my dad's angry eyes. "Come sit down right now." He said with standing up and pointing at the chair in front of them. I walked slowly and sat down I turned to my mom to see her mouth hanging open and her eyes wide. I turned back to my dad who was still standing and had his fists clenched.

"What do you mean you are not a… No! You aren't allowed not to be a virgin until I give you permission!" He yelled his eyes going wide as he shook his head wildly from side to side. I felt the anger fill in my chest and I jumped up. "Dad you don't get to chose when I decide to take my relationship to the next level! Besides when was the first time you too ad sex! Don't lie because grandma told me how she had walked in on you two when you were fifteen years old, a year younger than I am!" I said my breathing heavy. My dad's went huge as he began to stutter over his words.

My mom quickly stood up and placed her hand on his arm, trying to calm him. My dad whipped his head to my mom and then to me over and over again until finally sighing and dropping in his chair. My mom cleared her throat and I turned my head to look at her too she her looked pointedly at the chair. I sighed and sat down, crossing my arms tightly over my chest. We again sat in silence as my mom and dad sat looking at me. After what seemed like ages my mom finally spook up with a calm voice. "Kim you should have waited until you loved a boy before you took that step. Yes I and your father had sex when we were fifteen but even then I knew that I wanted to get married and spend the rest of my life with him." My mom said giving me a small smile.

I rolled my eyes. "Mommy I do love Jared. I mean… it is hard to explain but it is like I can't be away from him for too long because it hurts my chest. When he is sad I feel sad, when he is smiles I smile. My heart races when he just holds my hands. I can't explain how I know but I know that I love him more than anything in the world. I also know that I want to marry him and spend the rest of my life with him." I said gently. I looked back up at my mom and dad to see my dad looking scared out of his mind while my mom had a huge smile of excitement on his face.

Mom laughed loudly and then clapped her hands excitedly. "I get to plan my daughter's wedding! We are going to get you a white wedding dress. You can have pink and red roses all over. We can invite everyone in town! It is going to be amazing." Mom said laughing excitedly. I smirked and turned to my dad who looked like he was going to have a heart attack and I shook my head with a small smile.

"Mom I actually think we are going to wait a little longer." I said smiling at her. Moms face fell slightly but then she shrugged her shoulders. I turned to dad who looked at me in relief. "I think that we should just completely forget about what happened and what you told me Kim… you are always going to be a little girl to me if when you are married and have children of your own." Dad said with a small shake of his head. I laughed and jumped up before walking around the table and placing a small kiss on his forehead. I then went over to my mom and placed a small kiss on her head as well. "I think I am going to bed." I said with a small yawn.

"Oh and Kim your father and I are staying home tomorrow." Mom said as they bid me goodnight and I quickly walked out of the kitchen and up the stairs to my room. I opened my door and walked into the darkness. Just as I shut my door a large hand went over my mouth and an arm went around my waist. "Don't scream it is Jared." A voice whispered in my ear. I rolled my eyes and brought my hand up, pulling his hand off of my mouth. "Jared I knew it was you damn… after all my am you're fucking imprint." I said rolling my eyes at his silliness. He cleared his throat and I could hear the embarrassment.

He removed his arm from my waist and I turned around but I could see him in the dark. "I thought you went home?" I said trying to see him through the dark… I thought I saw an outline of a smile and I knew he was smiling at my attempt to see him. "It doesn't matter how long have you been here? And come lay down with me… I am tired." I said with another yawn. Before I could take a step Jared picked me up and carried me over to my bed. He placed me on it and I lay down, resting my head on the pillow. Jared jumped over me causing me to bounce up and down.

Jared turned around and placed his arm around my waist and scooted down so he was able to place his cheek on my shoulder. "Kim… do you really want to marry me?" Jared said gently in my ear. I sighed and turned over so that now Jared's head was placed on my neck. "I want to marry you…" I said pushing my body closer to his. I felt him smile into my neck and give off a throaty chuckle and then he sudden sat up causing me to almost fall out of the bed. "What are you doing?" I asked as he began to pull something out of his pocket.

"I wanted to give this too you tonight but I wasn't sure when… and I got nerves so I just decided to ask you another day. However, I think now would be the best time. If you don't want it all you have to do is say no and I will understand." He said as he grabbed my hand and placed something in my palm. I felt my heart beat hard and fast as I brought my other hand up and felt the small box in my hand. I took a deep breath as I opened it and moved my finger until I felt a small ring. I gasped "Jared turn on the light!" I whisper- yelled at him.

Jared quickly moved out of the bed to my light switch turning it on and showing me the ring. I took a sharp breath in as I stared at the ring. It had a small gold band with a small circle diamond. I pulled it out of the small black case and turned it over to get a better look at the band when I noticed it had something engraved on it. I looked closer and read the small writing.

Mrs. Kim Till

I looked up at Jared to see him wringing his hands nervously. "That was all I could afford and I am not saying we should get married right now but when you're ready… like after you go to college." Jared said looking up at me with puppy dog eyes. I got up quickly and walked over to my dresser. I pulled open the top drawer and moved my underwear aside to the bottom pulling out a silver chain that I had lost the charm to a long time ago. I grabbed the ring and put it on the chain. I turned around and walked over to a confused Jared and passed him the chain.

I turned around and lifted my hair. He caught on and quickly put the chain around my neck, he had a little trouble hooking it but he finally got it done. I turned around with a small and lifted my hand. "I love this ring…" I said smiling up at him. Jared beamed at me and quickly dropped his lips to mine, pressing them hard. After a few minutes he pulled back with a sly smile and I raised an eyebrow.

"So what was it like walking on your parents?" He asked and I froze then I glared at him. Jared laughed and shrugged his shoulders. "If that would have happened to me I would have burned my eyes out and then cried like a baby." Jared said laughing again. I rolled my eyes and turned around falling onto my bed, my head buried in the covers. I then rolled over and looked at Jared to see him covering his mouth with tears rolling down his face and I groaned.

I was never going to hear the end of this.

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"You saw your parents!" Amanda yelled through her laughter. Natalie, Nicks, and Amanda were leaning on each other and their faces were red as they laughed at me. I groaned and dropped my head in my arms. I buried it further when I heard Paul's deep booming laugh. I heard another one begin to join them and I quickly brought up my head and glared at Jared… he had laughed for an hour straight so he had no right to laugh now. He saw me glaring and he quickly tried to pretend it was coughing.

"Yes laugh at my pain. You guys are horrible friends!" I yelled crossing my arms and pouting only causing their laughter to become harder. I huffed and reached across the table grabbing Natalie's turkey sandwich… I am proud to say that Natalie was the first to bring a sack lunch to school. Natalie didn't even notice that I was eating her food because she was still too busy laughing at my agony. I rolled my eyes and continued to munch away at my, yes my, sandwich.

I hadn't told them yet that Jared had proposed to me and I had accepted… I had planned on telling them after school. It was safe to say that I was scared out of my mind at what their reactions might be. I am still wearing the necklace with the ring of course, but it was hidden under my shirt. I knew that Paul already knew because he kept sending me little smirks and waggling of his eyebrows. Of course the girls not knowing why he was doing this kept looking at him like he was a moron and Amanda even called him a freak at one point.

After what seemed like ages they finally stopped laughing at me. However, they still had some giggles and I stuck my tongue out at them. "You know most people who say how sorry they were for me and give me pity while my best friends are laughing and making the situation even worse… don't I feel good." I mumbled glaring at them. Amanda and Natalie rolled their eyes together but Nicks smirked. "Kim it is our jobs as your friends to laugh at you agony when it is appropriate… and this is the most appropriate time in the world to laugh at you." Nicks said smiling sweetly at me.

I laughed and shook my head slightly. Jared scooted closer to me as he and Paul talked about something or another. Jared quickly moved his arm over my shoulder. Unfortunately he moved to quickly not paying attention and someone managed to hook the necklace, causing it jerk back. "Ow!" I yelled as my head went back with the necklace. "I am so sorry Kim it was an accident!" Jared said in panic as he quickly pulled back his arm. I wince again and brought up my arm fixing the necklace.

"It is ok…" I said smiling at him. Jared breathed in relief however I could still see a small amount of panic in his eyes. I turned back to the girls to see all of their eyes wide and mouths hanging open as they stared at my chest. "You guys I know my tits are amazing but please don't droll." I said shaking my head at them. None of them said anything, still staring at me like I had just pooped on myself. I felt my eyebrows come together as I turned to Jared who was staring at me with vast apology. He lifted his finger and he touched something.

I felt my eyes widen in horror as I lifted my hand and touched the ring that now hung for the world to see. I turned back to the girls with a nervous smile and a shaky laugh. The girls lifted their eyes to mine and I froze not knowing what to do or say. I settled for the first thing that came to mind. "I am engaged." I said with a small laugh. The girls turned their heads to look at each other before turning back to me. We sat in silence for what seemed like ages until finally I got the answer I had been hoping for.

The girls squealed loudly before jumped up and running over. Amanda grabbed my upper arm and pulled me out of my chair. All three of them wrapped their arms around me tightly. "We're getting married! We're getting married!" They squealed jumping around me in a circle. I laughed and jumped along with them before I heard a loud throat clearing and we stopped, pulling apart. I turned to look at Jared instead I saw dozens of eyes on us and I blushed.

"We are getting married is the movie that is coming out in a few months and we really, really excited." I said laughing. Everyone shrugged their shoulders and shook their heads, turning back to their food. "You guys are weird!" I heard a voice yell and I shrugged my shoulders before turning back to the girls with a smile. All of sat back down and Amanda began to clap their hands excitedly. "I get to be maid of honor." Amanda said with a smirk. Nicks snorted.

"Actually I am going to be maid of honor." Nicks said with a nod of her head. "No, I am going to be maid of honor because I am more organized." Natalie said smiling at me. "Whatever!" Amanda yelled causing all of them to begin to argue. I turned to Jared with a raised eyebrow. "This is why I wanted to wait to tell them." I mumbled rolling my eyes to him. Jared chuckled and smiled. Finally a loud groan of frustration and I turned back to the girls who looked like they finally came to an agreement.

Natalie turned to me with a small smile. "We have decided that Amanda is going to be your maid of honor. Your first child I get to be the godmother and you have to put Nicole's name as the middle name of the first child." Natalie said with pride. I laughed and raised an eyebrow. "Do I not get to make decisions on the matter?" I said. "Nope…" All of them said together. I felt my eyebrows come together. "What if my first child is a boy?" I asked, proud that I probably stumped them.

They laughed and Amanda shook her head. "Nicole for a girl and Nicks for a boy… see no problem." Amanda said smiling brightly. I laughed and nodded my head. The rest of lunch was spent of them talking about how cute we were going to look in a wedding photo. After a few minutes however Paul spoke up with confusion in his voice. Everyone turned to him. "When are you two going to tell your parents?" Paul asked with a raise of his thick black eyebrow. I turned to Jared to see him shrug his shoulders and I cleared my throat causing him to turn to me.

"I think that we should tell them tonight." I said lifting my chin. Jared opened his mouth but I shot him a look and he shut his mouth with a sigh. "Fine…" He mumbled causing me to smile. I shook my head and the bell rang causing Nicks to jump to her feet lighting fast. "I am going to meet Luke by the water fountain." She yelled as she took off running so fast that she made flash look slow.

After school:

Jared and I drove to my house and turned into my drive way already seeing his parent's car there. I had forced Jared to text his parents asking them to meet them at my house. I just wanted to get this over with as fast as I possibly could. I took a deep breath and hopped out of the car and began walking to the house. I turned around to see Jared still standing by his car door. I rolled my eyes. "Jared, please come over here with me." I said gentle knowing he could hear me. He turned to me and I pouted holding out my hand. I almost laughed at how fast he came over, placing his larger hand in mine.

I turned around and began walk up to the door with Jared still holding my hand. I quickly unlocked my front door and pushed it open to hear laughing and I smiled at Jared. "See they are getting along already." I said happily. Jared smiled at me and I turned walking into the kitchen to see my mom and Annie talking happily. My dad and Jared's dad looked to be involved deeply in talk over something and I cleared my throat. They looked up at us and smiled.

"Hello Kim! It is so nice to see you again." Annie said smiling at me. I nodded my head to her and turned to my mom. "Mom, dad Jared ad I have something to tell you guys… I am not prego if that was what you were thinking dad." I said turning to him. I saw him breath in relief and I rolled my eyes. "Mom, Annie I know that you too were wondering if Jared and I were getting married and…" I brought my hand up and lifted the necklace with the ring on it letting it fall on my shirt. I looked up at their wide eyes and smiled. "We are going to get married!" I yelled with a smile.

Everyone continued to look at us with blank stares and Jared quickly spoke up. "We were planning on the actually wedding until after college. We just thought we should tell you that we are going to get married." Jared said standing straight up, his broad shoulders back. I looked up at him in pride… damn right this is my baby. I turned back to our parents to see my mom and Annie smiling so wide I thought their faces were going to split in half. I looked to Jared's dad to see him looking happily at Jared and then my dad.

"Dad, please don't not pass out. Like he said we aren't planning on the wedding until I am done with college… I promise." I said looking at him, waiting to see what would happen. He looked up and glared at Jared before I saw my mom smack him hard on the arm and he sighed in defeat. "Fine… but promise that you will wait until I am ready more than you are." He said looking at me pleadingly. I laughed and nodded my head. Before anyone else could say anything Annie squealed.

"We have to start planning it now so that way when the time comes it will be easy." Annie said turning to mom. My mom nodded her head fiercely up and down before she hopped to her feet. "First let me call the girls moms because I know that they would be angry if I kept them out of the planning." She said as she walked over to the phone. I turned back to my dad too see him looking sickly and Jared's dad laughing as he pounded him on the back. I looked up to Jared and smiled at the relief on his face.

He looked down and me and allowed his sexy lips to curl into a smile and I knew that no matter what I was going to spend the rest of my life with him.

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A/N- Hey everyone! I have decided that I am going to write only one more chapter and then the story is going to be complete. I just feel like I am running out of things to write. Also I am starting to write chapters to another story that has been bugging me for ages. However, I am going to write a part for Seth and Amanda getting it on lol because I know that you guys have wanted that.

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