The Two L's: Love, and Lust

Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I in no way, shape, or form any of the twilight characters. However I did create Natalie, Amanda, and Nicole.

Summary: A Jared and Kim imprint story- Kim has been going to school with Jared Till for as long as she can remember. All of a sudden he leaves when he comes back he suddenly can't stop looking at her. She must now deal with a hormonal teenage wolf boy on her heals. Always staring at her with lust and more importantly love in his black eyes.

My Kim is a little different than everyone else's I don't see her as some weak dork I see her more as a teenage girl who as a crush on a boy not some obsessed person who has been stalking him for like 12 years M for later chapters

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Seth suddenly sat up so my breasted tightly against his chest. We continued to move together causing my hard nipples to move against his hard chest causing me to moan loudly. It just felt so good. Soon we were both moving so fast that my bed was moving with us. If there was a hole in my wall when this was over I was so going to be grounded.

"Seth!" I screamed out as my eyes rolled to the back of head. Seth groaned loudly in my ear as my walls clenched around him. We held onto each other tightly as we shook in pleasure. Once the sensation had placed we continued to stay still, not daring to move a muscle. Seth moved backwards and flipped me to my side, him still inside of me. He began to kiss my neck and I smiled. "I hope you know that now you will never be able to leave me." I said with a teasing tone. Seth laughed breathy and held onto me tighter.

"Please… I would never leave you." Seth said in a gentle passion. I smiled contently and breathed deeply. It was weird to think about that we were growing up. That all of us had fallen in love when we never thought we would. It was weird to realize that one day all of us would be grown up and out of the house. However now pressed against Seth… I didn't find it so scary.

Chapter Twenty-Seven: Never Touch Me Again, I Changed My Mind- Kim's POV

I screamed as another contraction happened. I grabbed Jared's hand and squeezed so hard that Jared actually looked like he was trying to hold back a wince. My contractions were now ten minutes apart so the baby would be coming soon. However, sweat was falling on my face and I was breathing heavily. Damn the doctors and their fucking rules! They had the nerve to tell me that I couldn't get an epidural until my contractions were five minutes apart. I don't think they understood how much this hurt!

I opened my eyes and looked around at the nervous faces of everyone. Amanda was clenching onto Seth's hand like her life depended on it. After we had graduated from High School Amanda had decided to let her hair grow so how the straight red hair fell to her shoulders. She had also grown a few more inches now standing at around 5'4''. Her eyes were still the same electric blue however lately she has been going to anger management… actually she was forced by the judge when a year ago she had punched the face of one of her college professors for failing her.

However, at twenty-three years old she started up a boxing arena and was training kids to fight in a safe environment. Seth is actually working with Jake at a car fixing garage… did I mention that Jacob married the daughter of Edward and Bella? Yea I was just as surprised as you. Seth and Amanda are planning on getting married next year after they save up some money.

"Kim… just remember what the doctor said, breathe deeply and that should lessen the pain." Natalie said with panic in a stern voice. I looked over to her with a hard glare on my face causing her to wince and Paul to wrap his large arm around her waist. Natalie was still the same old Natalie except older. Her blonde hair, however, was now cut to just below her shoulders allowing more of her face to show. She had also exchanged her glasses for contacts.

She had graduated valedictorian from both high school and college. All of us weren't very surprised to find that she wanted to become a teacher. She is now student-teaching with science at La Push High school and is engaged to Paul. It had been so funny to see Paul all nervous and twitchy when he had asked her… like she would have actually said no to him.

"Kim you know that you need to calm down. It isn't good for the baby." Paul said with a laugh. I felt the rage fill my body. I was in pain and this ass whip had the nerve to make jokes? Quickly reached over and before Jared could stop me I chucked the glass vase that was on my night stand at him. Paul simply lifted a hand and caught it. He rolled his eyes and placed it back on the table. I know you won't be surprised to find out that Paul is working with Amanda at her boxing arena… it has actually helped him as well with that quick temper of his.

I gripped onto Jared again as another contraction occurred. "Jared!" I screamed gripping him. "Just breathe Kim and everything is going to be fine." Jared said in was supposed to be a calming voice when all it did was make me more pissed off. I turned to him in anger. "Don't ever tell me that it is going to be ok Jared Till! Your kid is pushing that big head of his against me and it hurts." I said taking a sharp in take as the baby kicked me hard against the stomach. What the hell was his problem!

"You are all ready pretty close Kim, just a few more minutes and you should be ready." Nicks said as she walked into the room wearing her green scrubs. Her pulled on her gloves and walked over pulling up my covers and looking at me, making sure I was coming along fine. She smiled and pulled down the covers. "Good noise a little longer and you are going to be ready to push this baby out." Nicks said with a small smile at me. I flopped back so my head was resting on my pillow. I have already been in labor now for more than fifteen hours.

Nicks had decided after we had graduated that she wanted to go into medicine. She went and got her nursing degree and we couldn't have been more proud of her. Now she was going to be delivering my child. Nicks had cut her thick black hair to not just below her ears but it was still slick and wavy. Nicks was also wearing a small diamond ring as she and Luke married about a year ago when she was in her junior year of college.

Luke had decided to become a lawyer and he was going to have to go to school across the country. Luke had also cut his long hair and it now fell to his ears. Anyway, it had been a small wedding with Amanda, Natalie, and me with our wolves… and the other wolves. Except for Sam because after he realized that Emily was aging as well he reached total peace and is now completely human. They also have a five year old daughter who they named Jennifer. She looked almost exactly like Emily however she has Sam's serious attitude… let's just say that people in kindergarten don't mess with her.

Nicks stood up and walked over to me grabbing the washcloth that was next to me and began to dab my forehead. I reached over and gripped Jared hard again as the next one came long this one sooner. "It will be over soon." Jared said in a soft voice. I let him go and whipped my hand over and gripped Nicole's scrubs pulling her face down and lifting my body up slightly.

"Either you get me some fucking drugs or I will kill everyone in this hospital!" I yelled letting her go. I saw her face go blank as she nodded her head slightly. "Jenna, please bring me in the epidural!" She yelled at the open door. A few minutes later an older woman walked in with a huge needle. I shut my eyes tightly. Soon I felt Nicks push my body slightly so I was lying on my side. I felt the large needle go into my back but at this point I didn't give a fuck.

After a few minutes I felt my body num and I took a deep breath as the pain became slightly more bearable. I rolled back over so I was lying on my back and I looked to Jared and looked closer now that my mind wasn't clouded over in pain. I saw that his eyes were wide with worry and pain. He had stubble on his chin, giving him a more rugged look. Over the years he had allowed his hair to grow out slightly. However, now it was mess from all the times he was running his large hands through his hair.

I closed my eyes tightly. I remember our wedding clearly. Like my mom had said the roses were pink and red. The girls had been my bride's maids and Amanda was my maid of honor. Natalie and Nicks had worn light blue silky dresses. Amanda had worn a dark pink dress. Paul, Sam and Seth had been Jared's men and Paul had been his best man. My pure white, silk mermaid dress was still hanging in my closet. It was right next to Jared's black suit that made him look even more yummy than normal.

It had been so funny to see how Jared's eyes had widened so wide when he had saw me I had thought they were going to pop out of his head. We have been married for nine months before I got pregnant with this little baby that is forcing its little alien body out of mine. After a whole situation with Edward's and Bella's baby which I don't know much about… Jared had said it was behind us and that he hadn't wanted to talk about. Anyway, Jared had switched over to Jacob who had broken away from the pack and he became an alpha. I hadn't really been that surprised because Jake always seemed like the guy who hated to take orders from people.

Anyway, after things had calmed down Jared had applied to Colorado University with me and majored in history... don't ask me why. What is weird is that he is working in the same company as my dad... except in a different building. Specking of my parents I am really missing them. They had been so sad that they are missing my child's birth. They had done to Hawaii with my dad's bonus and something happened with their flight so they couldn't be here. My mom is forcing me to take fifty thousand photos.

Anyway, I myself majored in marine biology and I am actually working at a company in Port Angeles that help to test the ocean water and to calculate the water conditions and how that affects the ocean life… it is much more interesting than it sounds I promise. Anyway the whole time Jared and I were at school together… let's just say me and him had a lot of study sessions… sometimes we didn't study.

I was jerked out of my thoughts as I felt a huge contrition. "Ah!" I yelled as I gripped Jared's hand. Nicks quickly moved so she was standing between my legs. She lifted the sheet and took a gasped. "Kim the baby doesn't want to wait any longer it is coming now! I have to go get the doctor." She said as she was about to turn. "No! Nicks you are going to deliver my baby!" I yelled as I felt the sudden need to push and the pain continued.

I did a push and Nicks eyes widened before pulling a chair over and lifting my feet so I was in a better position for the baby to come. "Jenna!" Nicks yelled loudly. She then turned to Amanda, Natalie, Seth and Paul. "You guys have to go out before you contaminate the area. Everyone quickly nodded their heads and quickly left the room leaving only Jared, Nicks and Me… and of course this fat ass kids that was trying to rip its way out of me.

I took gasping breaths as the woman came back in with wide eyes and rolling a cart in. She passed Nicks clean gloves and Nicks quickly pulled them on. "Ok Kim when I say push I want you to give me a push. When I say give me a big push you give me a big push." Nicks said. I growled at her. "I know what fucking push means! Just get this fucking baby out of me now!" Nicks nodded her head. "Push…" She said. I gripped Jared as I gave a hard push. "Ok relax, just breath Kim." She said. If one more person told me to breath I was going to be out of this bed and kick some ass.

"Push…" She said again and again I pushed before she stopped me. I was gasping for breath as I turned to Jared with rage. "You are never going to touch me again! Never in a million years! You did this to me you over grown dick face! I am going to beat you into a bloody pulp when I get out of this bed and I am going to kill you and rip off your penis!" I yelled as I gave another hard push even before Nicks told me too. Jared didn't say a word with his wide eyes and his face slightly paled at my threat. "Ok Kim I see the head. Just give me one more hard push for me." Nicks said looking at me with calm green eyes. I nodded my head and pushed as hard as my body would allow me.

I continued to scream until soon the pressure was gone. I flopped my head back and took deep breathes. I heard crying and I smiled knowing it was my baby. "It is a girl! He is a beautiful healthy baby girl Kim!" Nicks said with excitement in her voice. I turned my head over to Jared to see pure joy on his face. "She is so beautiful Kim…" I heard Jared say softly as he gave my hand a little squeeze. I felt tiredness take over my body and I saw Jared nod his head so I knew that Nicks had asked him something but I was just so tired… well you see if your tired after you push out another human being.

Jared let go of my hand and moved down to the baby and I turned my eyes to see him cut the umbilical cord. I smiled as Nicks lifted the baby and turned around. I knew that they were going to clear him and soon I would be able to hold my baby girl. Jared Quickly moved back up to me and lifted my hand into his. He turned to me with bright black eyes. "What are we going to name her?" Jared asked with slight worry in his eyes. I smiled at him.

"Like I told your mom that one time… I love the name Amelia. So how about Amelia Nicole Till and we name the godmother Natalie and I also think that we should make Paul the godfather." I said turning to Nicks with a smile. "That sounds perfect." Jared said with a pleased tone. "A perfect name and god parents for our perfect baby girl." Jared said with pride.

Nicks was almost jumping with excitement if it weren't for the fact that she was holding my newborn girl who was wrapped in a little pink blanket. She walked over to me slowly, gently bouncing her up and down in her arms. She slowly placed Amelia in my arms and then took a step back. "I have got to go tell them!" Nicks said with excitement. Before I could say another word Nicks turned and sprinted out the door.

I looked up at Jared to see him smiling gently as he ran his finger along our daughters jaw line. "She is so beautiful… I am going to have to kill all those boys that are going to try and hurt her." Jared said with a set jaw and his black eyes flashing. I smiled at him and shook my head before I frowned. "Jared I hadn't meant what I said to you earlier… I was just in a lot of pain and I took it out on you." I said with slight guilt in my voice. Jared looked up and chuckled before he shook his head and I knew that I was forgiven. I looked back down at my Amelia and took in all of her small features.

I could see a few small black hairs coming out of her small head. Her eyes were open and she was looking around with almost awed black eyes like her father. Her skin was smooth and the same exact completion as mine. I had to admit it was like she got the perfect mix of Jared and my features. She did a little yawn showing her tiny pink tongue and I chuckled realizing that I had small tears in my eyes. However, I looked up at Jared and laughed as I heard three high pitched squeals of joy and I knew that they belonged to the girls.

"Kim… what if I mess up? What if I do something and she hates me and…" Jared said his eyes growing more and more panicked as he continued to look at our small daughter. I quickly moved Amelia to one arm and lifted my hand placing it on his still burning skin. "You are going to be a great father… I love my daddy like no other and I know that she will be the same. A full blooded daddy's girls just like her mom." I said with a small giggle. Jared's tense shoulders relaxed slightly.

I passed Amelia to and smiled as he took on a look of pure concentration as he gently rocked her. I felt more of the tears forming as I saw the way he large arms wrapped protectively around her and I knew that she would be the safest little girl in the world. Nothing would be able to touch her.

I knew that we weren't going to be perfect parents but we were going to raise our daughter right. I knew that Jared and I were going to have problems in the future but we were going to make it through even the hardest times because we loved each other. My friends were with me and they were going to be with me and we were going to raise our kids together. I knew that I, Kim Till, had everything I could have possibly asked for and then some.

All because Jared Till looked at me in lunch so long ago with lust, but much more importantly, love in his intense black eyes.

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A/N- Hey every one! I know that some may think that I over did the birth pain but I was actually watching sixteen and pregnant and those girls were screaming!

Anyway, I cannot believe that the story is actually over! I had so much fun writing it and I just want to say that I really appreciate all of the readers and reviewers it really meant a lot to me and I hope that you will be reading my future stories. My eyes are getting a little misty right now lol. Again thank you so much!

Since this is the finally chapter I hope you guys review for me and say goodbye!

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