I don't own Twilight. It was my birthday in July. Do you think Rob would give me a kiss for that? I want three like that girl in Brussels got, but I don't want them on my cheek. ;)

This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.

There will be alternate POV's every day. Jasper will be first and is much more talkative. Edward not so much….. for now.

Chapter 16 - Lifted

J-

Edward's house is really nice. There are a lot of farm houses around here of course, but his is newly built brick one in the subdivision behind the school. We don't really talk about what others have too much around here. Everyone just knows that the people who live here have more than the rest of us. We do okay on the farm, but we're not rich by any means. We pull in his driveway, and I put the truck in park. We're still holding hands and have been the whole way here. Such a weight has been lifted off my shoulders now that we've talked about things. I know we still have a long way to go, but I hope we've made a solid start. I want him and he wants me. I think that's all we need to worry about at this point.

Edward pulls my hand toward him and it breaks me out of my thoughts. When his lips touch the pad of my thumb, I can't help but imagine what else his lips might do to me in the very near future. I shift uncomfortably, because with just the feel of his lips on me, he's made me hard. I look up at him and can tell he knows exactly what he's doing to me. Slowly he pulls my other fingers to his lips one by one. Not opening his mouth and being too forward, but just lightly kissing each one. I have to close my eyes. Seeing him staring at me while he does that is just too much. I don't want to come in my pants, but I'm so close it's not even funny.

I moan out a plea to him. "Edward, please…" I don't even know what I'm asking him for. Do I want him to stop? Do I want him to keep going and open that beautiful mouth and suck as hard as he can where he's just kissed? I don't get a chance to find out, because the front door to his house starts to open. He drops my hand quickly and reaches for the door handle.

"Thanks for the ride. Now that I know my way out there, I'll drive myself tomorrow." He's out the door before I can even tell him goodbye. I jump out of the truck and try to catch up with him. Did do something wrong?

"Well, there's the hard working men! I was wondering when you'd be home. I kind of thought they would keep you out there later than this. You need to get broken in quickly if you're going to be any good to them." I should have known this was the reason Edward went from being blissfully happy to sullen in a matter of seconds. Edward Sr. is standing in the driveway with that sick as fuck smirk on his face. Damn, I would love to knock it right off there for him.

"Hi, Mr. Masen. I showed Edward around the place and we'll start him working first thing tomorrow morning. I know he'll be a do a good job for us." I try and talk Edward up a bit hoping it will make his dad happy so he'll go back in the house and away from us. No such luck.

"Jasper, if you can get an honest days work out of him, then you deserve a reward!" He's looking at me like he truly believes what he's saying. Edward is standing behind him, looking at me with desperate eyes. I know he wants me to leave before his dad can say anything else that will humiliate him. I take a deep breath and try to remain calm. I know I can't blow up at this fat fuck or he won't let Edward come and work for us.

"Hey, Edward. Let me give you my cell number in case you need help finding the house in the morning." I walk around his asshole of a dad ignoring him and hold out my phone to Edward. He gives me small smile and reaches into his pocket for his. When we exchange them, I touch his fingers and look him in the eye. I hope he can tell from the look I'm giving him that I don't give a fuck what his dad says about him. I program my number in and give myself an interesting name in his contact list.

"See you bright and early at 8:00, Edward." Again, I ignore the cocksucker that is Edward's dad as I get in the truck. Now I have his number, and I definitely plan on using it tonight.

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E-

Was kissing his fingers pushing my luck? Maybe just a bit, but fuck I couldn't help myself. He sure seemed to enjoy what I was doing, but it's probably going to take Jasper a while to catch up to where I am with all of this. I don't have a lot of experience personally, but I've watched enough porn to know what I want. I know I want Jasper in every way possible. He might be scared of all this, though, so I need to try and be calm and not think with my dick when I'm around him. Easier said then done.

Ed Sr. sure knows how to make my life more pleasant, doesn't he? I find myself trying to remember a time when he didn't hate me. Maybe when I was really small and we'd all go camping? We had some fun times then. It just seemed like as soon as I became a teenager his whole attitude toward me changed. I'm never going to make him proud of me, so why the fuck do I even try anymore? I told him I would take the summer job at the Cullen's farm hoping it would get him off my back and maybe, just maybe, show him I'm making an effort. I've stopped playing the piano in front of him. I've tried to seem interested when he talks about the Cubs and the Bears. Maybe this summer, he'll start to see me as something other than a burden. I'll work hard with Jasper, and make him love me again. I just hope I can make Jasper fall in love with me, too.

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