I don't own Twilight. Looks like Rob spent some time in London with dearest Kristen. I've said it before and I'll say it again; Kristen is a lucky bitch. lol

This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.

There will be alternate POV's every day. Jasper will be first and is more talkative, but Edward is catching up to him!

Chapter 22 - Hay

J-

I'm so proud of myself for admitting that I want to move things along physically. I know it's just kissing, but that's kind of a big step for me since I've never even come close to kissing a guy. I can only imagine how amazing it's going to be, though. Just holding his hand made me tingle all over and hard as a rock. With those perfect lips on mine, I'm going to have to try and not do something we might regret. I still haven't even gotten the nerve to ask him if there have been any guys in his past. I know it's stupid and it will probably just piss me off, but I still want to know.

Edward's voice is an octave lower when he answers me. "Baby, I want you to kiss me all night long. Are you laying in your bed right now? Is that where you'll want me to be when you taste my mouth for the first time?"

Fuck, I can't take him talking to me like that. I don't think I'm quite ready for phone sex, but I can't help but squeeze my dick to try and get some relief after hearing those words from him.

"Gorgeous, I'm going to be lucky to make it until the end of the day tomorrow before I have your lips. There is no way I'm going to be able hold out until Friday." He laughs a very seductive chuckle when I answer him. I wonder if this is turning him on as much as it is me.

"I was hoping you'd say that. Are there any hiding places in that barn of yours that we could escape to for a while? Maybe a place we could take a break from working and be alone? I think it will kill me to work by you all day and not touch you."

I know exactly what he's talking about. There is no way we'll be able to make it all day without being able to be alone at least for a short while.

"Edward, don't you worry about that. I can think of a couple of good places. The loft is always a nice and quiet place. If someone comes in, we can hear them before they come up and there is a lot of hay up there, too"

I hope he understands what I mean about the hay. It may not be as good as a bed or couch, but it would do if we happened to find ourselves wanting to lay down.

"Hay? Well, that does sound promising. Are you planning on getting some in my hair?" He laughs and I love the sound of it. Making him happy is what I want more than anything. I want to see him smile and hear him laugh everyday. God, I'm turning into such a sap, but I can't help it. This has got to be what love feels like.

"I was hoping you wouldn't turn me down if I asked you to come up there with me. I promise to get all the hay out of your hair after I'm finished with those lips of yours."

I don't know where this bold Jasper is coming from, but I think Edward just brings out the 17 year old boy in me. I've always been so serious with the responsibility of the farm and getting good grades to make my parents proud. It feels kind of nice to be able to act my age. Young, more than likely falling in love, and definitely horny. Edward isn't going to know what hit him.

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E-

Jasper just keeps surprising me. He's being so open with me and I have to say I love it. There's nothing worse then silly miscommunication or two people not being able to talk maturely about their feelings. That probably doesn't sound like the way a 17 year old should think, but I've always been aware of the relationships around me. My mom and dad are a perfect example of two people staying together for all the wrong reasons. I'm sure my mom doesn't leave him because of me. It's not like he really gives her a reason to stay. She's there to cook, clean, and take care of me. Now that his favorite thing to do is criticize me, he doesn't hesitate in blaming her for how I am. I promised myself I would never just sit back and allow myself to be miserable like she is. I don't think there is anything wrong with being honest with your feelings. Being gay has made that a lot harder, but I've survived. Now, with Jasper, I don't want to waste a single moment of our time together being coy and giving him mixed signals. I don't want to scare him, but I'm not going to lie to him either.

"Well, thanks for that! I wouldn't want to have all the other workers making fun of me because I have hay in my hair. It's fucked up enough the way it is. Stupid color and sticking up all over the place. I swear I should just buzz it all off."

"No! Don't do that!" I'm surprised at how adamant he is against me cutting my hair. It's always been a source of insecurity for me. Almost red, but not quite, and even with product it won't stay controlled for a whole day. Maybe my bad habit of running my hand through it might have something to do with that, though.

"Okay, Jasper. I won't cut it. Is it that big a deal? It might be cooler for me working this summer with it gone." I had actually been thinking about cutting it before we moved, but never got around to it. I guess I'm glad now I didn't.

"I guess a trim wouldn't be too bad, but please don't buzz it all off. Your fuck hot sex hair is such a turn on, baby." I swear he moaned that last part. Damn, my Fuck Hot Farm Boy likes my fuck hot hair!

"I won't cut it all off, Jasper. What would you have to hold on to while I'm sucking your cock?"

I giggle at the thought of him alone in his room right now. I would love to be a fly on the wall. I bet he's got his dick in his hand as we speak. He probably isn't ready for phone sex, but I hope I've given him a little something to work with after we stop talking. I hear him whine a little, and now I know I've got him worked up good. I need to get off this phone so I can take care of my own problem before I go to bed.

"Edward, I think we need to say goodnight now. You're going to have an early morning and I want you here at eight o'clock sharp."

I know what he's going to do 2 seconds after we hang up, so I can't help but tease him a little.

"You're right. I hope you have sweet dreams, Jasper. Oh, and when you rub your cock until you cum after we hang up, I want you to think of me, baby. Think of what you want to do to me. Imagine my mouth and my ass taking all of your dick."

I think that should help him out.

Edward is so considerate! He's always trying to help Jasper out in any way he can. He's going to make a great boyfriend. :)

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