When I woke for the third time, I was tied to a chair with a video on right in front of my eyes. A needle with a green liquid that brought unbearable pain to my entire body was taped into my right arm. I was in a dark room, with a mirror on the right of me. I was guessing it was one of the "one-way" mirrors I had heard of before; Dozens of doctors were probably there taking notes on how I was responding behind it.

I looked at the screen and saw the replay of one of the parts form the 74th Hunger Games. It was the time when Katniss threw the Trackerjackers nest on me and the Careers. I remembered that she did that to protect herself because she thought I had betrayed her. But then my thoughts changed. Had she really done that to try to save herself? Or was she really trying to kill me? Was her main purpose to just try to do a quick escape or just make it that much easier to win?

Then I saw Rue with Katniss in the tree, warning Katniss of the dangerous insects behind her. Was she really warning her? Or was it all part of Katniss' sick plot? I felt a surge of anger come over me. My fists clenched. I forgot my past feelings about Katniss. Now all I felt was pure hatred. Maybe I was wrong about Katniss. Maybe she wasn't on my side. Maybe she and Haymitch had been trying to eliminate me from the start. After all, he'd never sent me anything. I was the one who started the star crossed lovers act. I was the one that saved us. If it wasn't for me, one, if not both, of us would be dead.

I kept trying to argue with myself. She would never try to hurt me. She used he own medicine to help me. She risked her life for me. But each time I tried to with myself, the less optimistic about Katniss I became.

She had done nothing for me. All of this was a lie. Then, I decided it.

The next time I see her, I'm going to kill her.