Note: I apology for the long wait, I'm trying to get a story of mine published and all my attention has been focused on that story. I finally sent my submission in, so now I can return my attention to my other stories.
I couldn't believe my happiness was gone just like that. I felt so hallow inside. It was in that moment, when Edward left my room; I realized just how much he meant to me. I didn't just love him; he was now my life, my air supply. I couldn't live without him, I didn't want to.
I made a promise to myself I would do whatever was in my power to get him back.
"Jasper, I need to talk with you." My mother announced, as I passed by the kitchen now fully dressed and on a mission.
"Mom I'm kind of in a hurry, we can talk later." I said, grabbing my jacket off the coat rack, about to leave the house.
"Now Jasper." My mom demanded, coming around the corner.
I sighed knowing I couldn't argue with my mom and followed her into the kitchen, taking a seat at the table which was full of food.
There was orange juice, toast, scrambled eggs, bacon, sausage and different favored jams. My mom always went all out for breakfast. It smelt and looked great but I was in no mood for food.
I played with my dish of eggs, tossing them left and right with my fork as my mom started the conversation.
"I thought we could have a family breakfast but your father had to go into work early today. I guess it's a good thing, now you and I can talk one on one about what I walked in on this morning." She said pouring me some orange juice.
"Jasper, you know your father and I support you in whatever choices you make but we have rules here. You can't just bring a guy home anytime you want. We want to meet your boyfriends beforehand. While you are living under our house you are expected to follow our rules."
"I know mom and I usually do, but this thing with Edward was unexpected and just kind of happen in a rush. I couldn't control it." I explained.
My mom lips turned up into a smile at my words.
"You and Edward, who would have thunk it?"
"Not me." I admitted, taking a bite of my toast to be polite.
I soon regretted it. The toast was not buttered and when down my throat dry, scratching it along the way. I quickly took a sip of juice to help ease my sore throat.
"Jasper, I think it's great you are being yourself and that you're with someone you care for. I just hope you are being careful honey, for your own good." My mom expressed taking the seat next to me, showing concern on her face.
"Mom, I have protection and by the way, Edward and I have never got that far."
"I'm not taking about that kind of protection Jasper. I'm talking about protecting your heart."
"What?" I said scrunching my face up in confusion.
"Edward seems like a very nice boy but I could tell from the looks of him, he is terrified. This is all new to him, unlike you who has had time to absorb everything and is open about yourself. I just worry for you honey. Sometimes even the good guys break hearts." She stressed.
I was thrown back by my mom's speech. Little did she know Edward already hurt me. I didn't want to worry her or make her think less of Edward so I did what any person would do in my situation, I fibbed.
"I hear what you're saying mom but Edward and I are just fine. Sure he was a little shocked and maybe scared to see my mom burst through my room this morning, while him and I were naked but who wouldn't be?" I challenged.
"I did not burst through your room this morning Jasper, I knocked and there was no answer, I assumed you were alone. I'm glad you are confident in your relationship. I just wanted to prepare you for the worst. Its better safe than sorry and I don't want my baby's heart-broken." My mom said running her hand through my messy hair, trying to fix the chaos.
"Mom please stop. I'm not a baby anymore."
"See, that's were your wrong, you are a baby. You're my baby and that will never change." She stated, giving my cheek a kiss before getting up to clear her plate.
"Just think about what I said. That's all I'm saying." She added.
I wiped my now lipstick stained cheek with my napkin, embarrassed and worn out all at once.
My anxiety to see Edward and sort everything out was building as my mom's words played back in my head, heightening my growing doubts.
"Mom, this was fun and all, catching up but I have to go and…" I trailed off getting up from my seat.
"And see Edward. I get it." My mom finished for me, giving me a knowing smile.
I gave her a small smile trying not to show my concern, grabbing my jacket once again and heading out the front door into the chilly morning air.